"But if you settled down in one place you would soon become familiar with the people"s needs; you would only have to preach two sermons a week, and you could do your own pastoral duty."
"True; but then I would not be any longer a Methodist preacher. A Methodist pastor is a solecism; Methodism is a moving evangelism. When it settles down for a life pastorate it will need a new name."
"However, Mr. North, it seems to me, that a preacher should bring every possible adjunct to aid him. The advantages of a reputation for piety, wisdom, and social sympathy are quite denied to a man who is only a preacher."
"He has the cross of Christ. It needs no aid of wealth, or wisdom, or social sympathy. It is enough for salvation. The banner of the Methodist preacher is that mighty angel flying over land and sea, and having the everlasting Gospel to preach!"
His enthusiasm had carried him away. He sighed, and continued, "But I judge no man. There must be pastors as well as preachers. I was sent to preach."
For a moment there was silence, then the fine instinct of Phyllis perceived that the conversation had reached exactly that point when it demanded relief in order to effect its best ends. She went to the piano and began to sing softly some tender little romance of home and home joys. In the midst of it the squire and Elizabeth entered, and the conversation turned upon Christmas observances. So, it fell out naturally enough that Phyllis should speak of her southern home, and describe the long rows of white cabins among the live oaks, and the kind-hearted dusky dwellers in them; and, finally, as she became almost tearful over her memories, she began to sing one of the "spirituals,"
then so totally unknown beyond plantation life, singing it _sotto voce_, swaying her body gently to the melody, and softly clapping her small hands as an accompaniment:
"My soul! Ma.s.sa Jesus! My soul!
My soul!
Dar"s a little thing lays in my heart, An" de more I dig him, de better he spring: My soul!
Dar"s a little thing lays in my heart, An" he set my soul on fire: My soul!
Ma.s.sa Jesus! My soul! My soul!"
Then changing the time and tune, she continued:
"De water deep, de water cold, n.o.body here to help me!
O de water rise! De water roll!
n.o.body here to help me!
Dear Lord, n.o.body here to help me!"
She had to sing them and many others over and over. Mr. North"s eyes were full of tears, and the rector hid his face in his hands. As for the squire, he sat looking at her with wonder and delight.
"Why did ta nivver sing them songs afore, Phyllis? I nivver heard such music."
"It never has been written down, uncle."
"Who made it up for "em?"
"It was never made. It sprung from their sorrows and their captivity.
The slave"s heart was the slave"s lyre."
They talked until a deputation came from the servant"s hall and asked for Mr. North. They belonged to the Christmas waits, and if he was going back to the village they wished to accompany him home; an offer he readily accepted.
"I have had a happy evening, squire;" and his smile included every one in the blessing he left behind. They all followed him to the door, and watched the little crowd take their way through the white park.
The snow had quite ceased, the moon rode full and clear in mid-heaven, and near by her there was one bright, bold, steady star.
In a short time Elizabeth went with Phyllis to her room, and they laid aside their dresses and ornaments, and, sitting down before the fire, began to talk of Richard and Antony, of Rome and America, and of those innocent, happy hopes which are the joy of youth. How bright their faces were! How prettily the fire-light glinted in their white robes and loosened hair! How sweetly their low voices and rippling laughter broke the drowsy silence of the large, handsome room! Suddenly the great clock in the tower struck twelve. They counted off the strokes on their white fingers, looking into each other"s faces with a bright expectancy; and after a moment"s pause, out clashed the Christmas bells, answering each other from hill to hill through the moonlit midnight. Phyllis was in an ecstasy of delight. She threw open her window and stood listening, "O, I know what they say, Elizabeth. Glory be to G.o.d on high! And hark! There is singing!"
"It is the waits, Phyllis."
A company of about fifty men and women were coming through the park, filling the air as they came with music, till all the hills and valleys re-echoed the "In Excelsis Gloria" of the sweet old carol:
"When Christ was born of Mary free, In Bethlehem that fair citie, The angels sang in holy glee, "In excelsis gloria!""
They finished the last verses under the Hall windows, and then, after a greeting from the rector and the squire, they turned happily back to the village, singing Herrick"s most perfect star song:
"Tell us, thou clear and heavenly tongue, Where is the Babe that lately sprung?
Lies He the lily-banks among?"
Phyllis was weeping unrestrainedly; Elizabeth, more calm and self-contained, held her against her breast, and smiled down at the happy tears. Blessed are they who have wept for joy! They have known a rapture far beyond the power of laughter to express.
The next week was full of visiting and visitors. The squire kept open house. The butler stood at the sideboard all day long, and there was besides one large party which included all the families within a few miles of Hallam that had any acquaintance with the squire. It was, perhaps, a little trial at this time for Phyllis to explain to Elizabeth that she could not dance.
"But father is expecting to open the ball with you. He will be very much disappointed."
"I am sorry to disappoint him; but, indeed, I cannot."
"I will teach you the step and figure in half an hour."
"I do not wish to learn. I have both conscientious and womanly scruples against dancing."
"I forgot. The Methodists do not sanction dancing, I suppose; but you must admit, Phyllis, that very good people are mentioned in the Bible as dancing."
"True, Elizabeth; but the religious dances of Judea were triumphant adoration. You will hardly claim so much for the polka or waltz. All ancient dances were symbolical, and meant something. Every motion was a thought, every att.i.tude a sentiment. If the daughter of Herodias had danced a modern cotillion, do you think that John the Baptist"s head would have fallen at her feet?"
"Don"t a.s.sociate modern dancing with such unpleasant things. We do not want it to mean any thing but pleasure."
"But how can you find rational pleasure in spinning round like a teetotum in a room of eighty degrees temperature?"
"All people do not waltz; I do not myself."
"The square dances, then? What are they but slouching mathematical dawdling, and "promiscuous" bobbing around?"
"But people must do something to pa.s.s the time."
"I do not see that, Elizabeth. We are told not "to pa.s.s the time,"
but to "redeem" it. I think dancing a foolish thing, and folly and sin are very close kin."
"You said "unwomanly" also?"
"Yes; I think dancing is unwomanly in public. If you waltz with Lord Francis Eltham, you permit him to take a liberty with you in public you would not allow under any other circ.u.mstances. And then just look at dancers! How heated, flushed, damp, and untidy they look after the exercise! Did you ever watch a lot of men and women dancing when you could not hear the music, but could only see them bobbing up and down the room? I a.s.sure you they look just like a party of lunatics."
Elizabeth laughed; but Phyllis kept her resolution. And after the ball was over, Elizabeth said, frankly, "You had the best of it, Phyllis, every way. You looked so cool and sweet and calm in the midst of the confusion and heat. I declare every one was glad to sit down beside you, and look at you. And how cheerfully you sang and played! You did not dance, but, nevertheless, you were the belle of the ball."
On the first Sabbath of the new year Phyllis was left at the little Methodist chapel. Her profession had always been free from that obtrusive demonstration of religious opinion which is seldom united with true piety. While she dwelt under her uncle"s roof it had seemed generally the wisest and kindest thing to worship with his family.
It involved nothing that hurt her conscience, and it prevented many disputes which would probably have begun in some small household disarrangement, and bred only dislike and religious offense. Her Methodism had neither been cowardly nor demonstrative, but had been made most conscious to all by her sweet complaisance and charitable concessions.
So, when she said to the squire, "Uncle, Mr. North tells me there is to be a very solemn Methodist service to-morrow, and one which I never saw in America; I should like you to leave me at the chapel," he answered: "To be sure, Phyllis. We would go with thee, but there"s none but members admitted. I know what service thou means well enough."
She found in the chapel about two hundred men and women, for they had come to Hallam from the smaller societies around. They were mostly from what is often called "the lower orders," men and women whose hands were hard with toil, and whose forms were bowed with labor. But what a still solemnity there was in the place! No organ, no dim religious light, no vergers, or beadles, or robed choristers, or priest in sacred vestments. The winter light fell pale and cold through the plain windows on bare white-washed walls, on a raised wooden pulpit, and on pews unpainted and uncushioned. Some of the congregation were very old; some, just in the flush of manhood and womanhood. All were in the _immediate_ presence of G.o.d, and were intensely conscious of it. There was a solemn hymn sung and a short prayer; then Mr.
North"s gaze wandered over the congregation until it rested upon a man in the center--a very old man--with hair as white as wool.
"Stephen Langside, can you stand up before G.o.d and man to-day?"