"Well, Tommy dear--I don"t know, but I suppose I shall."
"I don"t like him, poor thing, and I wish you--mustn"t."
"That"s exactly the word. I fear I must." Her eyes nearly closed as she refused to frown. "This kind of thing can"t go on for ever."
"You mean the mater. Well, look here, Bicky, she"ll be better when Carron is here--she always is."
"Oh, Tommy----"
"But she _is_. She obeys him rather, don"t you think? I suppose because he was a friend of father"s. Is she really very bad to-day?"
"Yes."
"Well, why don"t you ask him to tell her to chuck it? I say, dear old thing, I wish I were nine years older!"
"If you were, I should be thirty-four!"
"I meant about the beastly money."
She laughed. "Funny little kiddie! _You_ aren"t going to have any money either. If we lived within our means we"d be enjoying life in a villa in some horrible suburb. We are hideously poor, Kingsmead."
She so rarely called him by his name that the boy felt alarmed.
Pontefract, with his red neck and his short legs, seemed suddenly very near.
"Isn"t there anyone else?" he blurted out, as she led the way towards the house. "I mean, any other chap with money?"
"No one with as much. And then, he isn"t so very bad, Tommy. He"s good-natured. Think of Clandon, or--Negroponte!" Her shudder was perfectly genuine.
"But Pontefract is so thundering old!"
She made no reply, and after a minute he went on: "What about Theo Joyselle?"
"My dear child, he is three years younger than I, even counting in bare years! And in reality I am twenty years too old for him. Silly little boy, don"t bother about me." And her face, as she smiled down at her brother, was very pleasant as well as very beautiful.
"But he has money----"
She nodded.
"And----"
"How did you know that, imp?"
"Having eyes to see, I saw. And I"d like to be an In-law to Victor Joyselle. I"d make him play to me all day. I say, I suppose she wouldn"t let us run up to hear him to-morrow?"
"Not she."
He sighed, and it was a grown-up sigh issuing from a child"s throat, for he loved music and had read the programme.
"How glorious the last one was! Upon my word, if I were you, I"d marry Theo just to be that man"s daughter-in-law."
Again she laughed and laid her hand on his head.
"Good old Thomas. He"s a Norman peasant, remember--probably eats with his knife. Oh, here"s a motor--and it is Theo himself."
"Yes, speak of an angel and you hear his horn."
"Shall I tell him of your plan?" she teased as the motor slowed up.
But Tommy had disappeared, and in his place, small, freckled, and untidy, it is true, but a gentlemanly host welcoming his mother"s guest, stood Lord Kingsmead.
CHAPTER TWO
Lady Kingsmead was one of those piteous beings, a middle-aged young woman. She was forty-six, but across a considerably-lighted room looked thirty-six. The shock, when one approached her, was so much the greater.
Her plentiful, grey-streaked hair dwelt in disgrace behind a glossy transformation, and her face had, from constant ma.s.sage and make-up, a curious air of not belonging to her any more than did the wavy hair above it.
The lines that the mercifully deliberate on-coming of age draws on all of us were, it is true, nearly obliterated, but in their place was a certain blankness that was very unbeautiful indeed.
However, she liked herself as she made herself, and most people thought her wonderfully young-looking.
The question of age, real and apparent, is a curious one that gives furiously to think, as the French say. No one on earth could consider it an advantage for a child of twelve to wear the facial aspect of a baby of two, nor for a girl of twenty to look like a child of ten, but later on this equation apparently fails to hold good, and Lady Kingsmead in appearing (at a little distance) nearly ten years her own junior, was as vastly pleased with herself as, considering the time and the care she devoted to the subject, she deserved to be.
As she came downstairs the evening of the day of her daughter"s unusually confidential conversation with her son, Brigit joined her.
"Ugh, mother, you have too much scent," observed the girl, curling her upper lip rather unpleasantly. "It"s horrid."
"Never mind, ducky, I"ve only just put it on; it will go off after a bit. It"s the very newest thing in Paris. Gerald brought it to me--_Souvenir de Jeunesse_."
Brigit looked at her for a moment, but said nothing.
Lady Kingsmead"s unconsciousness was, as it always was when she was in a good humour, both amusing and disarming. So the two women descended the dark, panelled staircase in silence, crossed the hall and went into the drawing-room. A man sat over the fire, his long, white hands held up to the blaze.
"H"are you, Brigit?"
"How d"you do, Gerald?"
Carron turned without rising, and stared thoughtfully at the girl. He was a big, bony man who had once been very handsome, and the conquering air had remained true to him long after the desertion of his beauty.
This, too, "gives to think," and is a warning to all people who have made their worldly successes solely by force of looks, and these are many. Carron pulled his moustache and narrowed his tired-looking blue eyes in a way that had been very fetching fifteen years before.
"You look pretty fit," he observed after a pause, as she gazed absently over his head at the carvings of the mantelpiece.
"I"m--ripping, thanks," she answered with a bored air.
"You"ll have to look out, Tony," he went on, frowning as he caught the expression in Lady Kingsmead"s eyes, "she is confoundly good-looking.
Beauties" daughters ought always to be plain."