Lyle awoke shivering.
What was wrong with that d.a.m.n air conditioner? It was barely cooling the room when he"d gone to bed, now it was freezing him out. He opened his eyes. His first-floor bedroom faced the street, so he kept the blinds pulled at night; the light seeping between the slats now was the yellow glow of the street lamps, not the pale gray of dawn. He blinked the glowing clock display into focus: 2:32 2:32.
He groaned softly. He couldn"t find the energy to get up, so he pulled his sheet closer around his neck and tried to fall back into sleep. But thoughts of fires and attempts on his life wouldn"t allow it.
Someone wanted him dead...
That had kept him up for a while. After a few more beers to take the edge off, he"d hit the rack; but sleep had played coy while he lay awake here in the dark listening for any unusual noises. Finally he"d drifted off.
The room grew colder still, its chill seeping through the sheet to wrap him in an icy embrace. He kicked his leg out over the edge of the bed. d.a.m.n it all, he"d have to get up and- Wait. The air conditioner wasn"t running. No mistake about that. This old place didn"t have central air so he"d had to buy window units, and they were anything but quiet.
Lyle froze. Not from the cold but from another sensation: he was not alone in the room. He could feel a presence somewhere in the darkness at the end of the bed.
"Charlie?"
No response from the shadows, no rustle of clothing, no whisper of breathing, but the stiff hairs on his arms and the tight skin along the back of his neck told him that someone else was here. He knew it wasn"t his brother-Charlie would never play with his head like this-but he had to ask again.
"Charlie, d.a.m.n it, is that you?" He heard a tremor in his voice, in sync with his quivering heart.
As the cold became more intense, Lyle slid back against the headboard. He wormed his hand between the mattress and box spring and came up with the carving knife he"d placed there earlier. With its handle in a sweaty death grip, he fumbled his free hand toward the bedside lamp, and clicked it on.
Nothing happened. He clicked once, twice, half a dozen times more. Still no light. What was going on? It had worked just fine a few hours ago. Was the power out?
No. The clock display was still- Then the clock blacked out, just for a second, as if a dark shape had pa.s.sed in front of it.
Lyle"s heart was pounding madly now. He sensed whoever it was coming closer, moving toward him around the side of the bed.
"I"ve got a knife, d.a.m.n it!" His hoa.r.s.e, dry voice cracked in the middle. "Stay back!"
But whoever it was moved relentlessly forward until he hovered over Lyle, leaning closer...
"f.u.c.k you!" Lyle screamed and rammed the knife straight ahead.
Whatever the blade sliced into, it wasn"t clothing or flesh; more like powdery snow, and cold cold-Lyle had never felt such cold. He drew back his hand and tried to drop the knife but his numb fingers wouldn"t respond.
And then the lamp came on. Lyle jumped, gasped, and thrust out the knife again-to attack, defend, he didn"t know, the blade seemed to move of its own will-but he saw no one.
Gone! But that couldn"t be. And the cold-gone too, leaving cloying, humid air in its wake. He looked at the knife and cried out when he saw the thick red fluid oozing down the blade. He hurled it to the floor... and saw what else lay there.
"Charlie!"
Oh G.o.d oh Christ it was Charlie on his back, legs and arms splayed, his chest a b.l.o.o.d.y ruin, and his glazed eyes staring at Lyle in shocked surprise.
Lyle felt as if his bones had dissolved. He slid off the bed and crumpled to his knees beside his dead brother.
"Charlie, Charlie," he mumbled through a sob as he bent over him. "Why"d you do it? Why"d you do something so stupid stupid! You knew-"
"Lyle?"
Charlie"s voice. Lyle snapped upright.
"Lyle, what do you want want?"
Behind him. He turned and there, across the room, in the doorway on the far side of the bed, stood Charlie. Lyle opened his mouth but couldn"t speak. It couldn"t be. It...
He turned back to the floor and found it empty except for the knife. No Charlie, no blood on the rug or the blade.
Am I losing it?
"What"s going on, man?" Charlie said, yawning. "Why you callin" me this hour?"
Lyle looked at him again. "Charlie, I..." His voice choked off.
"Hey, you all right?" Charlie said, his expression concerned instead of annoyed as he stepped forward. "You look bust, bro."
Finally he could speak. "I just had the worst nightmare of my life. It seemed so real and yet... it couldn"t have been."
"What happened? I mean, what it about?"
"Someone here, in the room, coming for me..." He decided not to tell Charlie how the dream had ended.
Charlie nodded. "Well, no mystery where that come from, yo."
Right. No stretch to interpret this dream, but Lyle couldn"t shake its remnants... the cold... and the presence.
"But I was so sure someone was here." He pointed at the knife on the floor. "I even tried to cut him."
Charlie"s eyes widened as they fixed on the blade. "Sweet Lord, I can see I better start locking my door at night case you start sleepwalking."
He grinned to show he was only kidding. Lyle tried to return the smile, and hoped it didn"t look as sick as he felt. If Charlie only knew...
Lyle picked up the knife and turned it over and back, shuddering at the memory of the blood he"d seen coating it. He examined his worn reflection in the surface of the blade, as pristine as when he"d taken it from the cutlery drawer earlier tonight.
Okay, so he hadn"t stabbed Charlie. Thank G.o.d for that. But against all reason he couldn"t shake the feeling that someone else had been here in this room tonight.
Maybe he should go out and find himself a gun.
IN THE IN-BETWEEN.
It still does not know who or what or where it is, but memory fragments flash like meteorites through its consciousness, frightening glimpses of sharp objects and gushing red liquid. It must leave here, must get out, OUT!
SAt.u.r.dAY.
1.
"I"ll be fine, Mom," Vicky said as Gia gave her one last great big hug before releasing her to the camp-bound bus. "You"re just having separation anxiety."
Gia had to laugh as she pushed her daughter back to arm"s length. "I"m having what what?"
"Separation anxiety. I read about it in the camp brochure."
"But you"re you"re supposed to have it, not me." supposed to have it, not me."
"I am. I"m worried you"re going to cry when I leave."
"I won"t. I promise."
Another kiss and a long hug-how she loved this little eight-year-old who sometimes acted forty-and then Gia backed up to stand with the other parents.
No tears, she told herself as she watched Vicky step up into the maw of the idling bus. It will only upset her.
She and Vicky had cabbed down to the pick-up spot by the UN Plaza, with Vicky doing most of the talking. A good thing, because Gia wasn"t feeling so hot this morning. Her stomach felt queasy. Nerves because Vicky was leaving her, or something else?
Nerves, she"d told herself. Has to be.
Whatever the cause, the b.u.mpy cab ride hadn"t helped matters. She"d been very happy to listen to Vicky rattle on about how she couldn"t wait to work with clay on the lathe at art camp this year, because she"d been too young last time.
Gia kept her emotions pretty well in hand until Vicky took a seat by a window and waved to her. Gia saw the dark hair she"d braided into a French twist this morning, saw that big smile and those sparkling blue eyes, and almost lost it. But she gamely forced a tremulous smile and blinked to keep the tears at bay.
What kind of a mother am I? She"s only eight and I"m sending her off to stay with strangers for a week. I must be crazy!
But Vicky so loved art camp. She"d tried it for a few days last year and this time pleaded to stay for a week. Gia knew she had talent and wanted to give her every opportunity to nurture it.
But a whole week away in the Catskills... that was forever.
The door closed, the engine gunned, and the bus moved off. Gia waved till it was out of sight, then allowed herself the luxury of a few tears and sniffles. She looked around and noticed she wasn"t the only one with moist eyes on this sultry summer morning.
She decided to walk back. It wasn"t far and the exercise would do her good.
Besides... she had a stop to make along the way.
Half an hour later Gia stood at the antique white porcelain sink in the upstairs bathroom and stared at her third pregnancy test in fifteen minutes.
Negative. Just like the other two.
But she felt felt pregnant. That was why she"d stopped and picked up three different brands of home test kits, just to be sure. pregnant. That was why she"d stopped and picked up three different brands of home test kits, just to be sure.
They all told her the same thing, but that didn"t change how she felt.
The phone rang. Thoughts of a bus accident, Vicky hurt, flashed through her mind and she s.n.a.t.c.hed it up.
"Gia!" said a familiar woman"s voice. "It"s me, Junie!" She sounded excited, all but burbling.
"Oh, hi. Did you find-?"
"That"s why I"m calling! When I got in last night I went straight to the big blue vase by the door and turned it upside down. Want to guess what dropped out?"
"Don"t tell me-your bracelet?"
"Yes!" She laughed. "Right where Ifasen said it would be! I couldn"t believe it! I hardly go near that vase. I don"t know how it got in there but I was so happy I cried. Isn"t he just so amazing?"
Gia didn"t respond, thinking about what Jack had said last night, how he"d explained Ifasen"s billet-reading trick. All fine and good, but how could he explain this? Gia wouldn"t buy that it was an educated guess like when Ifasen told her she"d have...
Oh, G.o.d! He"d said she"d have two children... and here she was, feeling pregnant.
"Hey, Gia," Junie said. "You still there?"
"What? Oh, yes. Still here. I"m just wondering how this can be possible. How could he have known something like that?"
"He didn"t. The spirits did. They told him, and then he pa.s.sed it on to me. Pretty simple, don"tcha think?"
"Hmmm," Gia said. She felt a crawly sensation in her stomach that had nothing to do with morning sickness. "Right. Simple."
She ended the call as quickly as possible without being rude, then wandered to a front window and stared out. Her eyes fixed on the townhouses across the square from hers without really seeing them.
Maybe that was all this was... the power of suggestion. She"d screwed up her pills, a psychic said she"ll have two children, and then her subconscious went to work, making her feel pregnant.
The tests-three of them, no less-said otherwise.
But home kits weren"t all that accurate in the very early stages of a pregnancy. The labels did warn about false negatives.
A blood test... that was supposed to be extremely accurate, positive within days of conception.
She found her Daytimer and looked up her gynecologist"s number. No way Gia expected Dr. Eagleton to see her on a Sat.u.r.day, but no reason she couldn"t order the test for her, maybe at someplace like Beth Israel, and Gia could run up there, have her blood drawn, and wait for the results.
Yes, she thought, punching in the number. Let"s get this settled once and for all.
As much as Gia loved Jack, she did not want to be pregnant.