"How will you do it?"
"Become a citizen? I don"t know. I"m sure my father has my birth certificate squirreled away somewhere, so I"m pretty sure I can show I"m native-born. But I can"t exactly show up at the local Social Security office and ask for a number. Folks down there will want to know where I"ve been these last thirty-six years. And why I"ve never filed a 1040. I can"t just say I"ve been living abroad. Where"s my pa.s.sport? Records will show I was never issued one. At worst they"ll think I"m some sort of terrorist. At best, a wide array of city, state, and federal agencies will be lining up to file tax evasion charges and investigate me for drug or arms trafficking. I don"t know how well my past will hold up under that sort of scrutiny. Some law firm will get rich defending me. And in the end I could wind up either broke or in jail or both. Most likely both."
"I won"t let you do that. I"d rather take my chances with you as you are than see you risk your freedom. You can"t be a parent from behind bars. There"s got to be another way. How about false doc.u.ments?"
"They"ll have to be awfully d.a.m.n good if I"m going to rest my whole future on them. But I"ll start looking into it."
Gia tightened her arms around him. "What a spot I"ve put you in."
"You? You haven"t put me anywhere I haven"t chosen to be. This is a situation I was going to have to face sooner or later. When I opted out I was, what, twenty-one? I wasn"t looking ahead then. I never thought about how I"d get myself back in because I didn"t care. Tell the truth, I didn"t think I"d be around long enough to have to worry about it."
"Were you trying to get yourself killed?"
"No, but to someone watching me it might have seemed that way. I was reckless. No, that doesn"t even touch it. I was nuts. I look back at some of the risks I took and wonder how I ever survived. I had this feeling of immortality then that gave me the confidence to try anything. Anything Anything. A few nasty close calls eventually woke me up, but for a while there..." He shook his head at the memory. "Anyway, I"m still kicking, and now that it looks like I might actually survive this lifestyle, I can"t see myself wanting to go on living in the cracks when I"m seventy."
Gia let go a little laugh. "A semi-senile Repairman Jack. Not a pretty picture."
"Can you see me stopping in at Julio"s for my afternoon warm milk, then hustling around, dodging the IRS and AARP in my walker? What a sight."
They laughed, but not for long.
"Is there a way out of this?" Gia said.
"Has to be. It needs a fix. I earn my living fixing things. I"ll figure something out."
Jack hoped he sounded a lot more confident than he felt. This could be his biggest fix-it job-his own life.
He stared out the back door at the fading light in the reddening sky, then glanced at the old oak clock on the wall above the sink.
"Oops. Speaking of fix-its, gotta go."
He felt Gia stiffen. "That bodyguard job you told me about?"
"More like baby-sitting than bodyguarding."
She leaned back and looked at him. "You be careful."
He kissed her. "I will."
"Remember, you"re Daddy-To-Be Jack, not Wildman Jack."
At the moment, Jack wasn"t quite sure who he was.
7.
Ensconced in his sidewalk seat at the bistro down the block from Eli Bellitto"s Shurio Coppe, Jack was nearing the bottom of his first Corona-no lime, please-with his eye on Bellitto"s door. He"d ditched the mullet wig and odd clothes he"d worn in the store last night. He wore a baseball cap to hide his hair and keep his eyes in shadow, but otherwise he was pretty much himself tonight.
He"d watched the older woman and new clerk leave, seen Bellitto lock up and make the around-the-corner trip home. Twilight had faded into night, clouds had curdled in the formerly clear sky and then fused into a lumpy, low-hanging lid. Bellitto"s door floated in a deeper pool of darkness due to the broken street lamp at that end of the block.
More traffic tonight than last. A battle-scarred delivery truck rolled by, retching a tubular cloud that lingered in the air behind it, slowly drifting Jack"s way, obliterating the delicious odor of sauted garlic that had been wafting from the kitchen. Jack coughed. The joys of dining al fresco.
More people too, so he engaged in his favorite pastime: watching them. He saw a couple of pale-faced, black-lipped goth chicks swish by in ankle-length black dresses. Then an odd interracial couple wheeling a baby carriage: he very dark in a b.u.t.ton-down shirt, tie, and khakis with his hair processed as straight as Fifth Avenue, she porcelain white in bib overalls and long, puffy, light brown dreadlocks trailing down her back. A trio of teenage girls bounced by in off-the-shoulder blouses, bellbottoms, and cork platform soles-the seventies were back.
Jack checked the placement of the slapper resting inside his loose plaid shirt. The eight-ounce lead weight in its head pulled the fabric out and down, giving him a bit of a gut. He"d worn his black twelve-inch Fryes with the cla.s.sic harness and ring tonight, and his .38 AMT Backup sat strapped inside the right one. He hoped he wouldn"t have to use either. All quiet on the block. Everything pointed toward another nothing night, which was not, except for the boredom, such a bad thing.
His mind turned to his conversation with Gia, and the spot he was in: How did he legitimize his existence without risking his freedom? The obvious way was to become somebody else-take over the ident.i.ty of a legitimate, law-abiding, Social Security numbered, tax-withholding, 401(k)-contributing, 1040-filing citizen. Obvious, but not very feasible. Impossible if said citizen were still alive.
But what if he were dead?
That might work. But how? As soon as this good citizen"s death certificate was registered, his Social Security number would be added to the Social Security Death Index; anything Jack tried to do with the dead man"s SSN after that would ring alarms throughout the credit industry, and eventually in the Department of the Treasury.
No thank you.
The ideal candidate would be a nutso recluse with no wife, no kids, no living relatives of any sort. He had to be within ten years either side of Jack"s age and had to die unnoticed in his newspaper-crammed apartment- No, wait. Better yet, he dies alone in his remote, Ted Kaczynski-style cabin deep in the woods. Jack would come upon his corpse, give him a decent burial, and walk away with the deceased"s ident.i.ty.
Yep, had a bit of a mental breakdown and hid myself away for a while, but now I"m back and ready to rejoin the rat race.
Jack snorted. Yeah, right... that"ll happen. And who"ll lead me to the cabin? The Easter Bunny?
Had to be a way, d.a.m.n it.
He heard a distant rumble. The air smelled of rain and he remembered hearing on the radio that some was expected. He wished he"d paid more attention. Now tonight held the prospect of being wet as well as bored.
Swell.
He was about to order a second Corona, and maybe some steamed shrimp to wolf down before the rains came, when he saw a car pull into the curb by the fire hydrant near Bellitto"s door. He couldn"t scope out the make and model because of the headlights and the broken street lamp.
Jack dropped a five on the table and started up the street. He had a feeling about this car. He might be wrong, and if he was, no big deal. But if right, he"d be left flatfooted if he stayed put here.
As he approached the end of the block he made the car as a maroon Buick Park Avenue. Bellitto stepped out of his doorway and the driver-big guy with a shaved head, putty-colored skin, and no neck-unfolded himself from the front seat. Wore a tight black T-shirt with the sleeves rolled up a couple of turns, which only emphasized the length of his arms-the knuckles practically brushed the ground, like a gorilla"s. He obviously worked out and G.o.d forbid someone might not notice those biceps and triceps.
Jack had parked his car in a lot on the corner of West Houston, a block further up. To avoid attracting attention, he waited until he"d pa.s.sed the Buick before breaking into a run. His boots weren"t designed for running but he was doing all right. Chanced a backward glance to memorize the Buick"s plate number but couldn"t make it out because of the mud smeared across it. Accidental, or on purpose? Also noticed Bellitto getting into the driver seat while the big guy headed for the pa.s.senger side.
Seemed to Jack that Eli Bellitto was not likely to get hurt if he hung around with a guy that size. Unless of course he started picking on Mr. Gorilla Arms himself.
But Eli"s brother Edward had been more concerned that he might hurt someone else. And if these two here were to gang up on someone, a heap of hurt could go down.
At the lot, Jack waved to the attendant, jumped into his Crown Vic, and hit the ignition. He"d paid in advance so he could get moving fast if needed. Right now he needed.
He kicked up gravel leaving the lot and caught up to Eli Bellitto and company as they waited at a red light three blocks down. The mud-smeared plate bothered him. The splatters did too good a job of hiding the numbers.
Jack followed them downtown. The rain started as they crossed Ca.n.a.l Street into Chinatown. He thought they might be heading for Brooklyn but they pa.s.sed the turn for the Manhattan Bridge. Crossed the Bowery and merged onto Catherine Street. With the hulking lit-up forms of the Al Smith Houses looming ahead on the right, the Buick slowed to a crawl, hugging the curb as if looking for something or someone. Finally it stopped dead.
Were they going to add a third rider? This was getting complicated.
Jack looked around for options. Eli and his buddy Gorilla Arms would pick him up if he stayed right behind them. Not many people out on a drizzly Monday night. He wished it weren"t raining. Maybe then he could get some clarity on what they were looking for.
He had an impression that Gorilla Arms had turned in his seat and looked his way, so Jack flashed his high beams, as if impatient for them to move on. Bellitto"s hand snaked out the window and waved him around.
With an angry blare of his horn, Jack swung around the Buick and glided up the block.
Now what?
Jack spotted a tiny store, lights still on, newspapers racked out front under an awning. As good an excuse as any to stop and keep Bellitto in sight.
Double-parked and left the engine running while he hopped out and trotted across the wet sidewalk. Approached the narrow storefront and noticed not a word in sight was English, not even the newspaper headlines. Couldn"t tell if the ideograms were Chinese, Korean, or Vietnamese. Not that it mattered. He was only going to pretend to shop, maybe buy a pack of gum at most.
At the open door, Jack stepped aside to let a little Asian boy scoot past; a white plastic shopping bag dangled from his wrist. He watched the kid stop under the awning and open a small red umbrella, then hurry off into the rain.
Kind of young to be out alone at this hour, Jack thought.
Stepped inside, smiled and nodded to the wizened old Asian woman inside, and said, "I"m just going to look around."
She gave him a little bow, waved her hand, and babbled something he hadn"t a prayer of understanding.
Jack turned back to the window. Through the grime and the rain he noticed the Buick starting to move again.
d.a.m.n!
He threw a buck on the counter and grabbed a newspaper on the way out. Holding it over his head as a makeshift umbrella-and to shield his features from Bellitto and his pa.s.senger-Jack dashed back across the sidewalk. As he moved he glanced left and right along the deserted sidewalk.
Where was the kid?
He saw something on the curb, protruding from between two cars, right near where Bellitto had been idling. The Buick was pulling away, but the alarms ringing through Jack"s instincts forced him to make a quick detour. He ran over to the spot and saw what it was: a little red umbrella, upside down in the gutter, collecting rain in its bowl. But no kid.
Had Bellitto and Gorilla Arms grabbed him? Jack knelt and checked under the cars, found nothing but water and oil spots, then rose and stared after the retreating Buick"s red rear lights.
s.h.i.t! That had to be it. Those two f.u.c.kers had s.n.a.t.c.hed that little kid.
Grinding his teeth, Jack ran for his car.
Now he saw why Edward had said he wanted to hire Jack to protect his brother not so much from other people as from himself. His fear had been for the harm that might befall an innocent victim. He must have known his brother was a creep. And known he was getting ready to strike.
d.a.m.n him! Why hadn"t Edward just called the cops? But obviously he"d wanted to keep it secret. After all, who wanted to go public that his brother was a pedophile? So Edward was trying to have it both ways-prevent another crime but do it under the table. Fine. Jack could appreciate that. But if he"d had the facts in advance, he would have handled this differently. He sure as h.e.l.l wouldn"t have let that little boy walk past Bellitto"s car alone.
s.h.i.t! s.h.i.t! s.h.i.t!
He jumped into his car and spun his tires getting back into the traffic flow.
"Where are they?" he muttered, anger welling as he strained to see through the rain-smeared windshield. He pounded on the steering wheel. "Where the f.u.c.k are they?"
He wound further downtown and ran parallel to the on-ramp to the Brooklyn Bridge, but couldn"t find them. Gambling that they"d be returning to Bellitto"s place, he raced back uptown.
He let his high, tight shoulders drop and allowed himself an instant of relief when he spotted the Buick turning onto Bellitto"s block. But only an instant. Who knew what condition that kid was in, or what they"d done to him already.
Again, the flare of anger. If only I"d known.
Jack killed his headlights and double-parked. Used the same newspaper to cover his head as he traveled the last block on foot.
Watched Bellitto pull into the curb before his door. Crossed the street in time to see Bellitto step out and open the rear door. Gorilla Arms emerged carrying a blanket-wrapped bundle in both arms. A child-size bundle. He kicked the door shut as Bellitto led the way across the shadowed sidewalk. Now Jack knew the reason for the shot-out street light.
Closer now, he searched for some sign of movement within the blanket but saw none. His gut gave a lurch as an ankle and a little sneaker fell free of one of the folds and dangled in the rain.
s.h.i.t, he might be too late.
A dark place within him cracked open, leaking boiling fury into his bloodstream. Wanted to pull his .38 and charge in and start capping faces, but it was two to one and a kid in the middle who might be salvageable. So instead of charging he slowed his pace and put a weaving stagger into his step. He reached inside his shirt, slipped his hand through the slapper"s wrist loop, and gripped the hard leather handle.
The two men froze on the one-step front stoop when they noticed Jack"s approach. Bellitto"s hand hovered before the lock as he stared Jack"s way. Jack kept shuffling by, head down under the paper, ostensibly lost in an alcohol or drug-induced fog, but watching them from the corner of his eye.
"C"mon!" Gorilla Arms hissed to Bellitto. "I"m getting soaked."
As soon as he pa.s.sed them, Jack peeked over his shoulder, saw their backs turned, and made his move. Spun, pulled out the slapper, and darted toward the stoop. Door just starting to swing open. Had to take out Gorilla Arms first.
Jack slipped in close and put everything he had into a kick behind Gorilla Arms" left knee. Felt the square toe of his boot sink deep into the nerve-, vessel-, and tendon-loaded concavity.
Gorilla Arms let out a loud sharp cry, something like, "Ahhh!" as his knee buckled under him. He went down on that knee, still cradling the blanket bundle, and that lowered his skull to perfect home-run height. Jack took aim at the bald head hovering before him and put shoulder, arm, and a snap of the wrist behind the slapper. Like swatting a T-ball. The leather-clad lead weight landed with a meaty thwak thwak! and Gorilla Arms keeled over sideways with a groan. The blanket bundle landed atop him.
Heard Bellitto"s keys drop and turned to find him fumbling in the side pocket of his suit coat. Jack gave a quick, backhanded swing of the slapper that grazed the side of his head. Bellitto lurched away, stumbled, and landed on his back.
Jack turned back to Gorilla Arms, saw him shake his head and push himself up on one elbow. Tough. Or maybe he had a two-inch-thick skull. Gave him another shot behind the ear and that crumpled him. Down for the count.
Jack suppressed the boiling urge to work the two of them over, mess them up royally, but even with the dead street lamp overhead, enough light leaked up and down the block from the live ones to make him feel exposed out here. Someone might have seen this little tussle and be calling 911 right now. Plus the kid was limp as a sack of grain inside that blanket. No time for fun. Had to find some help, the medical kind.
Stuffed the slapper back into his shirt and bent to lift the kid, caught a blur of movement behind and to his right, twisted away and felt a sharp pain score his right flank.
Bellitto-rearing back to stab at him again with a knife that would have been sticking out of the center of Jack"s back now if he hadn"t moved.
Jack rolled to his feet and took it to Bellitto, headb.u.t.ting him as he grabbed his knife hand and slammed him back against the door. He pressed against Bellitto, chest to chest, belly to belly, trapping him. He had Bellitto"s left wrist locked in his right hand, low, against their thighs. His left fingers were wrapped around the knife hand, higher, at shoulder level.
He spoke through his teeth. "Care to dance?"
Bellitto shook his head. Blood trickled from his nostrils. "You hurt me." He seemed surprised... shocked.
"That"s only the beginning."
Jack had been cut and though the pain was minimal, it only stoked his fury. He wanted-needed-to hurt back.
He glanced at the long slim blade. Looked like a stiletto, a seven-incher. Dark streaks on the blade. Blood. Jack"s.
"But I"m invincible... invulnerable."