"If you WILL," their mother said, and she and Rachael kissed each other. Gregory chuckled, in high feather, all the way home.
"You"re a wonder, Ladybird! I have NEVER seen you sweeter nor prettier than you were to-night!"
Rachael leaned back in the car with a long, contented sigh.
"One can see that she was all ready to hate me, Greg; a woman who had been married, and who snapped up her favorite bachelor--"
He laughed triumphantly. "She doesn"t hate you now!"
"No, and I"ll see to it that she never does. She"s my sort of woman, and the children are absolute loves! I like that sort of old-fashioned prejudice--honestly I do--that honor-thy-father-and- thy-mother-and-keep holy-the-sabbath-day sort of person. Don"t you, Greg?"
"We--ll, I don"t like narrowness, sweet."
"No." Rachael pondered in the dark. "Yet if you"re not narrow you seem to be--really the only word for it is--loose," she submitted.
"Somehow lately, a great many persons--the girls I know--do seem to be a little bit that way."
"You don"t find THEM judging you!" her husband said. Rachael answered only by a rather faint negative; she would not elucidate further. This was one of the things she could never tell Warren, a thing indeed that she would hardly admit to her own soul.
But she said to herself that she knew now the worst evil of divorce. She knew that it coa.r.s.ened whomever it touched, that it irresistibly degraded, that it lowered all the human standard of goodness and endurance, and self-sacrifice. However justified, it was an evil; however properly consummated, it soiled the little group it affected. The disinclination of a good woman like Alice Valentine to enter into a close friendship with a younger and richer and more beautiful woman whose history was the history of Rachael Gregory was no mere prejudice. It was the feeling of a restrained and disciplined nature for an unchecked and ill- regulated one; it was the feeling of a woman who, at any cost, had kept her solemn marriage vow toward a woman who had broken her word.
Rachael was beginning to find it more comprehensible, even more acceptable, than the att.i.tude of her own old world. Fresh from the Eden that was her life with Warren, she had turned back to the friends whose viewpoint had been hers a few months ago.
Were they changed, or was she? Both were changed, she decided. She had been a cold queen among them once, flattered by their praise and laughter, reckless in speech, and almost as reckless in action. But now her only kingdom was in Warren Gregory"s heart.
She had no largesse for these outsiders; she could not answer them with her old quick wit now; indeed she hardly heard them. And on their side, where once there had been that certain deference due to the woman who, however wretched and neglected, was still Clarence Breckenridge"s wife, now she noticed, with quick shame, a familiarity, a carelessness, that indicated plainly exactly the fine claim to delicacy that she had forfeited. Her position in every way was better now than it had been then. But in some subtle personal sense she had lost caste. A story was ventured when she chanced to be alone with Frank Whittaker and George Pomeroy that her presence would have forbidden in the old days, and Allen Parmalee gave her a sensation of absolute sickness by merrily introducing her to his sister from Kentucky with the words: "Don"t stare at her so hard, Bess! Of course you remember her: she was Mrs. Breckenridge last year, but now she"s making a much better record as Mrs. Gregory!"
The women were even more frank; Clarence"s name was often mentioned in her presence; she was quite simply congratulated and envied.
"My dear," said Mrs. Cowles, at a women"s luncheon, "you were extraordinarily clever, of course, but don"t forget that you were extremely lucky, too. Clarence making no fuss, taking all the trouble to provide the evidence, and Greg being only too anxious to step into his shoes, made it easy for you!"
"I"m no prude," Rachael smiled, over a raging heart. "But I couldn"t see this coming, n.o.body did. All I could do was to break free before my self-respect was absolutely gone!"
"Go tell that to the White Wings, darling," laughed Mrs.
Villalonga, lazily blowing smoke into rings and spirals.
"Seriously, Vera, I mean it!"
"Seriously, Rachael, do you mean to tell me that you hadn"t the SLIGHTEST idea--" Mrs. Villalonga roused herself, to smilingly study the other woman"s face as she asked the question. "Not a word--not a HINT?"
"Ah, well--" Rachael"s face was flaming. She would have put her hand in the fire to be able to say "No." The others laughed cheerfully.
"n.o.body misunderstands you, dear: you were in a rotten fix and you got out of it nicely," said fat Mrs. Moran, and Mrs. Villalonga added consolingly: "Why, my heavens, Rachael, I"d leave Booth to- morrow for anyone half as handsome as Warren Gregory!"
In March the Gregorys sent out cards for their first really large entertainment, a Mardi-Gras ball. Rachael and Warren spent many happy hours planning it: the studio was to be cleared, two other big rooms turned into one for the supper, music for dancing, musical numbers for the entertainment; it would be perfect in every detail, one of the notable affairs of the winter. Rachael hailed it as the end of the season. They were to make a flying trip to the Bermudas in April, and after that Rachael happily planned a month or two in the almost deserted city before Warren would be free to get away to the mountains or the boat. It was with a delightful sense of freedom that she realized that her first winter in her new role was nearly over. Next winter her divorce and remarriage would be an old story, there would be other gossip more fascinating and more new, she would be taken quite for granted. Again, she might more easily evade the social demand next winter without exposing herself to the charge of being fickle or changed. This year her brave and dignified facing of the world had been a part of the price she paid for her new happiness. Now it was paid.
And for another reason, half-defined, Rachael was glad to see the months go by. She had been Warren Gregory"s wife for nearly six months now, and the rapture of being together was still as great for them both as it had been in the first radiant days of their marriage. For herself, indeed, she knew that the joy was constantly deepening, and even the wild hunger and pa.s.sion of her heart could find no flaw in his devotion. Her surrender to him was with a glorious and unashamed completeness, the tones of her extraordinary voice deepened when she spoke to him, and in her eyes all who looked might read the story of insatiable and yet satisfied love.
CHAPTER II
Plans for the big dance presently began to move briskly, and there was much talk of the affair. As hostess, Rachael would not mask, nor would Warren, but they were already amusing themselves with the details of elaborate costumes. Warren"s rather stern and cla.s.sic beauty was to be enhanced by the blue and buff of an officer of the Revolution, fine ruffles falling at wrist and throat, wide silver buckles on square-toed shoes, and satin ribbon tying his white wig. Rachael, separately tempted by the thought of Dutch wooden shoes and of the always delightful hoop skirts, eventually abandoned both because it was not possible historically to connect either costume with the one upon which Warren had decided. She eventually determined to be the most picturesque of Indian maidens, with brown silk stockings disappearing into moccasins, exquisite beadwork upon her fringed and slashed skirt, feathers in her loosened hair, and a small but matchless tiger skin, strapped closely across her back, to lend a touch of distinction to the costume.
On the Monday evening before the dance she tried on her regalia and appeared before her husband and three or four waiting dinner guests, so exquisite a vision of glowing and radiant beauty that their admiration was almost a little awed. Her cheeks were crimson between her loosened rich braids of hair; her eyes shone deeply blue, and the fantastic costume, with its fluttering strips of leather and richly colored wampum, gave an extraordinary quality of youth and almost of frailty to her whole aspect.
"The woman just sent this home. I couldn"t resist showing you!"
said Rachael, in a shower of compliments. "Isn"t my tiger a darling? Warren went six hundred and seventy-two places to catch him. Of course there never was a stripey tiger like this in North America but what care I? I"m only a poor little redskin; a trifling inconsistency like that doesn"t worry ME!"
"Me taky you my wikiup-HUH!" said Frank Whittaker invitingly. "You my squaw?"
"Come here, Hattie Fishboy," said her husband, catching her by the arm. His face showed no more than an amused indulgence to her caprice, but Rachael knew he was pleased. "Well, when you first planned this outfit I thought it was going to be an awful mess,"
said he, turning her slowly about. "But it isn"t so bad!"
"Isn"t so bad!" Mrs. Bowditch said scornfully; "it"s the loveliest thing I ever saw. I"ll tell you what, Rachael, if you come down to Easthampton this summer we"ll have a play, and you can be an Indian--"
"I"d love it," Rachael said, and making a deep bow before her husband she added: "I"ll be Squaw-Afraid-of-Her-Man!"
She heard them laughing as she ran upstairs to change to a more conventional dress.
"Etta," said she, consigning the Indian costume to her maid, "I"m too happy to live!"
Etta, one of those homely, conscientious women who extract in some mysterious way an actual pride and pleasure from the beauty of the women whom they serve, smiled faintly and dully.
"The weather"s getting real nice now," she submitted, as one who will not discourage a worthy emotion.
Rachael laughed out joyously. The next instant she had flung up a window and leaned out in the spring darkness. Trees on the drive were rustling over pools of light, a lighted steamboat went slowly up the river, the brilliant eyes of motor cars curved swiftly through the blackness. A hurdy-gurdy, guarded by two shadowy forms, was pouring out a wild jangle of sound from the curb. When the window was shut, a moment later, the old Italian man and woman who owned the musical instrument decided that they must mark this apartment house for many a future visit, and, chattering hopefully, went upon their way. The belladonna in the spangled gown, who had looked down upon them for a brief interval, meanwhile ran down to her guests.
She was in wild spirits, inspired with her most enchanting mood; for an hour or two there was no resisting her. Mrs. Whittaker and Mrs. Bowditch fell as certainly under her spell as did the three men. "She really HAS changed since she married Greg," said Louise Bowditch to Mrs. Whittaker; "but it"s all nonsense--this talk about her being no more fun! She"s more fun than ever!"
"She"s prettier than ever," Gertrude Whittaker said with a sigh.
The next afternoon, a dreary, wet afternoon, at about four o"clock, Warren Gregory stepped out of the elevator, and quietly admitted himself to his own hallway with a latchkey. It was an unusual hour for the doctor to come home, and in the butler"s carefully commonplace tone as he answered a few questions Warren knew that he knew.
The awning had been stretched across the sidewalk, caterers" men were in possession, the lovely s.p.a.cious rooms were full of flowers; the big studio had been emptied of furniture, there were great palms ma.s.sed in the musicians" corner; maids were quietly busy everywhere; no eye met the glance of the man of the house as he went upstairs.
He found Mrs. Gregory alone in her own luxurious room. No one who had seen her in the excited beauty of the night before would have been likely to recognize her now. She was pale, tense, and visibly nervous, wrapped in a great woolly robe, as if she were cold, and with her hair bound carelessly and tightly back as a woman binds it for bathing.
"You"ve seen it?" she said instantly, as her husband came in.
"George called my attention to it; I came straight home. I knew"-- he was kneeling beside her, one arm about her, all his tenderness and devotion in his face--"I knew you"d need me."
She laid an arm about his neck, sighed deeply, but continued to stare distractedly beyond him.
"Warren, what shall we do?" she said with a certain vagueness and brokenness in her manner that he found very disquieting.
"Do, sweetheart?" he echoed at a loss.
"With all those people coming to-night," she added, mildly impatient.