It was sacrilege to think it. It was always absurd, an older man"s kindly interest in, and affection for, a pretty young girl, but what harm? He thought her beautiful, and charming, and talented- well, she was those things. It was January now, in March they were going to California, then would come dear Home Dunes, and before the summer was over Magsie would be safely launched, or married, and the whole thing but an episode! Warren was her husband and the father of her two splendid boys; there was tremendous rea.s.surance in the thought.
But that evening, and throughout the weeks that followed, Rachael mused somewhat sadly upon the extraordinary susceptibility of the human male. Magsie"s methods were those of a high-school belle.
She pouted, she dimpled, she dispensed babyish slaps, she lapsed into rather poorly imitated baby talk. She was sometimes mysterious and tragic, according to her own lights, her voice deep, her eyes sombre; at other times she was all girl, wild for dancing and gossip and matinees. She would widen her eyes demurely at some older woman, plaintively demanding a chaperon, all these bad men were worrying her to death; she had nicknames for all the men, and liked to ask their wives if there was any harm in that?
Like Billy, and like Charlotte, she never spoke of anyone but herself, but Billy was a mere beginner beside Magsie, and poor Charlotte like a denizen of another world.
Magsie always scored. There was an air of refinement and propriety about the little gypsy that saved her most daring venture, and in a society bored to death with its own sameness she became an instant favorite. Everyone said that "there was no harm in Magsie," she was the eagerly heralded and loudly welcomed cap-and- bells wherever she went.
Early in March there was an entertainment given in one of the big hotels for some charity, and Miss Clay, who appeared in a dainty little French comedy, the last number on the program, captured all the honors. Her companion player, Dr. Warren Gregory, who in the play had taken the part of her guardian, and, with his temples touched with gray, his peruke, and his satin coat and breeches, had been a handsome foil for her beauty, was declared excellent, but the captivating, piquant, enchanting Magsie was the favorite of the hour. Before the hot, exciting, memorable evening was over the rumor flew about that she had signed a contract to appear with Bowman, the great manager, in the fall.
The whole experience was difficult for Rachael, but no one suspected it, and she would have given her life cheerfully to keep her world from suspecting. Long before the rehearsals for the little play were over she knew the name of that new pa.s.sion that was tearing and gnawing at her heart. No use to tell herself that if Magsie WAS deeply admired by Warren, if Magsie WAS beautiful, if Magsie WAS constantly in his thoughts, way, she, Rachael, was still his wife; his home, his sons, his name were hers! She was jealous--jealous--jealous of Magsie Clay.
She could not bear even the smothering thought of a divided kingdom. Professionally, socially, the world might claim him; but no one but herself should ever claim even one one-hundredth of that innermost heart of his that had been all her own! The thought pierced her vitally, and she felt in sick discouragement that she could not fight, she could not meet his cruelty with new cruelty.
Her very beauty grew dimmed, and the old flashing wit and radiant self-confidence were clouded for a time. When she was alone with her husband she felt constrained and serious, her heart a smouldering furnace of resentment and pain.
"What do you think of this, dearie?" he asked eagerly one afternoon. "We got talking about California at the Princes" last night, and it seems that Peter and Elinor plan to go; only not before the first week in April. Now, that would suit me as well as next week, if it wouldn"t put you out. Could you manage it? The Pomeroys take their car, and an awfully nice crowd; just you and I--if we"ll go--Peter and Elinor, and perhaps the Oliphants, and a beau for Magsie!"
Rachael had been waiting for Magsie"s name. But there seemed to be nothing to say. She rose to the situation gallantly. She put the boys in the care of their grandmother and the faithful Mary, with Doctor Valentine"s telephone number pasted prominently on the nursery wall. She bought herself charming gowns and hats, she made herself the most delightful travelling companion that ever seven hot and spoiled men and women were fortunate enough to find. When everyone, even Magsie, was bored and cross, upset by close air, by late hours, by unlimited candy and c.o.c.ktails, Mrs. Gregory would appear from her stateroom, dainty, interested, ready for bridge or gossip, full of enthusiasm for the scenery and for the company in which she found herself. When she and Warren were alone she often tried to fancy herself merely an acquaintance again, with an acquaintance"s anxiety to meet his mood and interest him. She made no claims, she resented nothing, and she schooled herself to praise Magsie, to quote her, and to discuss her.
The result was all that she could have hoped. After the five weeks" trip Warren was heard to make the astonishing comment that Magsie was a shallow little thing, and Rachael, hungrily kissing her boys" sweet, bewildered faces, and laughing and crying together as Mary gave her an account of every hour of her absence, felt more than rewarded for the somewhat sordid scheme and the humiliating effort. Little Gerald was in short clothes now, a rose of a baby, and Jimmy at the irresistible age when every stammered word and every changing expression had new charm.
CHAPTER IV
Ten days later, in the midst of her preparations to leave the city for Clark"s Hills, Rachael was summoned to the telephone by the news of a serious change in young Charlie Gregory"s condition.
Charlie had been ill for perhaps a week; kept at home and babied by his grandmother and Miss Cannon, the nurse, visited daily by his adored Aunt Rachael, and nearly as often by the uproarious young Gregorys, and duly spoiled by every maid in the house.
Warren went in to see him often in the evenings, for trivial as his illness was, all the members of his immediate family agreed later that there had been in it, from the beginning, something vaguely alarming and menacing.
He was a quiet, peculiar, rather friendless youth at twenty-six; he had never had "girls," like the other boys, and, while he read books incessantly, Rachael knew it to be rather from loneliness than any other motive, as his silence was from shyness rather than reserve. His dying was as quiet as his living, between a silent luncheon in the gloomy old dining-room when n.o.body seemed able either to eat or speak, and a dreadful dinner hour when Miss Cannon sobbed un.o.btrusively, Warren and Rachael talked in low tones, and the chairs at the head and foot of the table were untenanted.
Only a day or two later his grandmother followed him, and Rachael and her husband went through the sombre days like two persons in an oppressive dream. Great grief they did not naturally feel, for Warren"s curious self-absorption extended even to his relationship with his mother, and Charlie had always been one of the unnecessary, unimportant figures of which there are a few in every family. But the events left a lasting mark upon Rachael"s life.
She had grown really to love the old woman, and had felt a certain pitying affection for Charlie, too. He had been a good, gentle, considerate boy always, and it was hard to think of him as going before life had really begun for him.
On the morning of the day he died an incident had occurred, or rather two had occurred, that even then filled her with vague discomfort, and that she was to remember for many days to come.
She had been crossing the great, dark entrance hall, late in the morning, on some errand to the telephone, or to the service department of the house, her heart burdened by the sombre shadow of death that already lay upon them all, when the m.u.f.fled street- door bell had rung, and the butler, red eyed, had admitted two women. Rachael, caught and reluctantly glancing toward them, had been surprised to recognize Charlotte Haviland and old f.a.n.n.y.
"Charlotte!" she said, coming toward the girl. And at her low, tense tone, Charlotte had begun to cry.
"Aunt Rachael"--the old name came naturally after seven years-- "you"ll think I"m quite crazy coming here this way"--Charlotte, as always, was justifying her shy little efforts at living--"but M"ma was busy, and"--the old, nervous gasp--"and it seemed only friendly to come and--and inquire--"
"Don"t cry, dear!" said Rachael"s rich, kind voice. She put a hand upon Charlotte"s shoulder. "Did you want to ask for Charlie?"
"I know how odd, how very odd it must look," said Charlotte, managing a wet smile, "and my crying--perfectly absurd--I can"t think why I"m so silly!"
"We"ve all been pretty near crying, ourselves, this morning,"
Rachael said, not looking at her, but rather seeming to explain to the sympathetic yet pleasurably thrilled f.a.n.n.y. "Dear boy, he is very ill. Doctor Hamilton has just been here; and he tells us frankly that it is only a question of a few hours now--"
At this poor Charlotte tried to compose her face to the merely sorrowful and shocked expression of a person justified in her friendly concern, but succeeded only in giving Mrs. Gregory a quivering look of mortal hurt.
"I was afraid so," she stammered huskily. "Elfrida Hamilton told me. I was so--sorry--"
Rachael began to perceive that this was a great adventure, a tragic and heroic initiative for Charlotte. Poor Charlotte, red- eyed behind her strong gla.s.ses, the bloom of youth gone from her face, was perhaps touching this morning, the pinnacle of the few strong emotions her life was to know.
"How well did you know Charlie, dear?" asked Rachael when f.a.n.n.y was for the moment out of hearing and they were in the dark, rep- draped reception-room. She had asked Charlotte to sit down, but Charlotte nervously had said that she could stay but another minute.
"Oh, n-n-not very well, Aunt Rachael--that is, we didn"t see each other often, since"--Rachael knew since when, and liked Charlotte for the clumsy subst.i.tute--"since Billy was married. I know Charlie called, but M"ma didn"t tell me until weeks later, and then we were on the ocean. We met now and then, and once he telephoned, and I think he would have liked to see me, but M"ma felt so strongly--there was no way. And then last summer--we h-h- happened to meet, he and I, at Jane Cook"s wedding, and we had quite a talk. I knew M"ma would be angry, but it just seemed as if I couldn"t think of it then. And we talked of the things we liked, you know, the sort of house we both liked--not like other people"s houses!" Charlotte"s plain young face had grown bright with the recollection, but now her voice sank lifelessly again. "But M"ma made me promise never to speak to him again, and of course I promised," she said dully.
"I see." Rachael was silent. There seemed to be nothing to say.
"I suppose I couldn"t--speak to him a moment, Aunt Rachael?"
Charlotte was scarlet, but she got the words out bravely.
"Oh, my dear, he wouldn"t know you. He doesn"t know any of us now.
He just lies there, sometimes sighing a little--"
Charlotte was as pale now as she had been rosy before, her lip trembled, and her whole face seemed to be suffused with tears.
"I see," she said in turn. "Thank you, Aunt Rachael, thanks ever so much. I--I wish you"d tell his grandmother how sorry I am. I-- suppose f.a.n.n.y and I had better go now."
But before she went Rachael opened her arms, and Charlotte came into them, and cried bitterly for a few minutes.
"Poor little girl!" said the older woman tenderly. "Poor little girl!"
"I always loved you," gulped Charlotte, "and I would have come to see you, if M"ma--And of course it was nothing but the merest friendship b-between Charlie and me, only we--we always seemed to like each other."
And Charlotte, her romance ended, wiped her eyes and blew her nose, and went away. Rachael went slowly upstairs.
Late that same afternoon, as she and the trained nurse were dreamily keeping one of the long sick-watches, she looked at the patient, and was surprised to see his rather insignificant eyes fixed earnestly upon her. Instantly she went to the bedside and knelt down.
"What is it, Charlie-boy?" she asked, in the merest rich, tender essence of a tone. The sick eyes broke over her distressedly. She could see the fine dew of perspiration at his waxen temples, and the lean hand over which she laid her own was cool after all these feverish days, unwholesomely cool.
"Aunt Rachael--" The customs of earth were still strong when he could waste so much precious breath upon the unnecessary address.
The nurse hovered nervously near, but did not attempt to silence him. "Going fast," he whispered.
"It will be rest, Charlie-boy," she answered, tears in her eyes.
He smiled, and drifted into that other world so near our own for a few moments. Then she started at Charlotte"s name.
"Charlotte," he said in a ghostly whisper, "said she would like a house all green-and pink-with roses--"
Rachael was instantly tense. Ah, to get hold of poor starved little Charlotte, to give her these last precious seconds, to let her know he had thought of her!
"What about Charlotte, dear, dear boy?" she asked eagerly.
"I thought--it would be so pleasant--there--" he said, smiling. He closed his eyes. She heard the little prayer that he had learned in his babyhood for this hour. Then there was silence. Silence.