"Then could you lunch with Mother? Little Charley"ll be there: no one else. Bring Billy. Mother"d love it. You"re a great favorite there, you know."
"I may not always be a favorite there," Rachael said with a rueful smile.
"Don"t worry about Mother," Warren Gregory said with a confidence that in this moment of excitement and exhilaration he almost felt was justified. "Mother"s a dear!"
That was all their conversation. When they entered the clubhouse Doctor Gregory turned toward the swimming pool and Rachael was instantly drawn into a game of bridge. She played like a woman in a dream, was joined by Billy, went home in a dream, and presently found herself and her husband fellow guests at a dreamlike dinner- party.
Why not?--why not?--why not? The question drummed in head and heart day and night. Why not end bondage, and taste freedom? Why not end unhappiness, and try joy? She had done her best to make her first marriage a success, and she had failed. Why not, with all kindness, with all generous good wishes, end the long experiment? Who, in all her wide range of acquaintances, would think the less of her for the obviously sensible step? The world recognized divorce as an indispensable inst.i.tution: one marriage in every twelve was dissolved.
And remarriage, a brilliant second marriage, was universally approved. Even such a stern old judge as Warren"s mother counted among her acquaintances the divorced and remarried. To reappear, triumphant, beloved, beautiful, before one"s old world--
But no--of this Rachael would not permit herself to think. Time alone could tell what her next step must be. The only consideration now must be that, even if Warren Gregory had never existed, even if there were no other man than Clarence Breckenridge in the world, she must take the step. Better poverty, and work, and obscurity, if need be, with freedom, than all Clarence could offer her in this absurd and empty bondage.
Once firmly decided, she began to chafe against the delays that made an immediate announcement of her intentions unwise. If a thing was to be done, as well do it quickly, thought Rachael, as she listened patiently to the vacillating decisions of Carol and her father in regard to the Villalonga camping plan. At one time Clarence completely abandoned the idea, throwing the watchful and silent Rachael into utter consternation. Carol was alternately bored by the plan and wearily interested in it. Their characteristic absorption in their own comfort was a great advantage to Rachael at this particular juncture; she had been included in Mrs. Villalonga"s invitation as a matter of course, but such was the life of the big, luxurious establishment known as the "camp" that all three of the Breckenridges, and three more of them had there been so many, might easily have spent six weeks therein without crossing each other"s paths more than once or twice a week. It never occurred to either Carol or her father to question Rachael closely as to her pleasure in the matter. They took it for granted that she would be there if no pleasanter invitation interfered exactly as they themselves would.
An enormous income enabled the sprightly Mrs. Villalonga to conduct her midsummer residence in the Canadian forests upon a scale that may only be compared to a hotel. She usually asked about one hundred friends to visit her for an indefinite time, and of this number perhaps half availed themselves of the privilege, drifting in upon her at any time, remaining only while the spirit moved, and departing unceremoniously, perhaps, if the hostess chanced to be away at the moment, with no farewells at all, when any pleasanter prospect offered.
Mrs. Villalonga was a large, coa.r.s.e-voiced woman, with a heart of gold, and the facial characteristics that in certain unfortunate persons suggest nothing so much as a horse. She sent a troop of servants up to the woods every year, following them in a week or two with her first detachment of guests. She paid her chef six thousand dollars a year, and would have paid more for a better chef, if there had been one. She expected three formal meals every day, including in their scope every delicacy that could be procured at any city hotel, and also an indefinite number of lesser meals, to be served in tennis pavilion, or after cards at night, or whenever a guest arrived.
By the time she reached the camp everything must be complete for another summer, awnings flapping gently outside the striped canvas "tents" that were really roomy cabins provided with shower baths and wide piazzas. The great cement-walled swimming pool must be cleaned, the courts rolled, the cars all in order, the boats and bath-houses in readiness. A miniature grocery and drug store must be established in the building especially designed for this use; the little laundry concealed far up in the woods must be operating briskly.
Then, from the middle of June to the first of September, the camp was in full swing. There were dances and campfires and theatricals and fancy-dress affairs innumerable. Ice and champagne and California peaches and avocados from Hawaii poured from the housekeeping department in an unending stream; there were new toothbrushes and new pajamas for the unexpected guest, there were new bathing suits in boxes for the girls who had driven over from Taramac House and who wanted a swim, there were new packs of cards and new boxes of cigars, and there were maids--maids--maids to run for these things when they were wanted, and carry them away when their brief use was over.
Then it would be September, and everything would end as suddenly as it began. The Villalongas would go to Europe, or to Newport, Vera loudly, joyously, insistently urging everyone to visit them there if it were the latter. In November they would be in their town house with new paintings and new rugs to show their guests: a portrait of Vera, a rug stolen from a Sultan"s palace.
Everybody said that Vera Villalonga did this sort of thing extremely well; indeed she had no rival in her own particular field. The weekly society journals depended upon her to supply them with spectacular pictures of a Chinese ball every November and a Micareme dance every spring; they sent photographers all the way up to her camp that their readers might not miss a yearly glimpse of the way Mrs. Villalonga entertained.
But Rachael, who had spent a portion of six summers with the Villalongas, found herself, in her newly a.n.a.lytical mood, wondering just who got any particular pleasure out of it all. Vera herself, perhaps. Certainly her husband, who would spend all his time playing poker and tennis, would have been as happy elsewhere.
Her two sons, tall, dark young men, in connection with whose characters the world in general contented itself merely with the word "wild," would be there only for a week or two at most. Billy would wait for Joe Pickering"s letters, Clarence would drink, and watch Billy. Little Mina Villalonga, who had a minor nervous ailment, would wander about after Billy. The Parmalees would come up for a visit, and the Morans would come. Jack Torrence, spoiled out of all reason, would promise a week and come for two days; Porter Pinckard would compromise upon a mere hour or two, charging into the camp in his racing car, introducing hilarious friends, accepting a sandwich and a bottle of beer, and then tearing off again. Straker Thomas, silent, mysterious, ill, would drift about for a week or two; Peter Pomeroy would go up late in July, and be adored by everyone, and take charge of the theatricals.
"The maids probably get any amount of fun out of it," mused Rachael. Vera was notably generous to her servants: a certain pool was reserved for them, and their numbers formed a most congenial society every summer. "I don"t believe I"ll go to Vera"s this year," Mrs. Breckenridge said aloud to her husband and stepdaughter.
"I"m not crazy about it," Billy agreed fretfully.
"Might as well," was the man"s enthusiastic contribution.
"Oh, I"m GOING!" Billy said discontentedly. "But I don"t see why you and Rachael have to go."
"Don"t you?" her father said significantly.
"Joe Pickering"s going to be in Texas this whole summer, if that"s what you mean!" flamed Billy.
"I"m glad to hear it," Clarence commented.
"Anyway, you might depend upon Vera to take absolute good care of Bill," Rachael said soothingly. "It"s time you both got away to some cooler place, if you are going to fight so about nothing! Why do you do it? Billy can"t marry anyone for eleven months, and if she wants to marry the man in the moon then you can"t stop her. So there you are!"
"And I"m capable of running my own affairs," finished Billy with a look far from filial.
"You only waste your breath arguing with Clarence when he"s got one of his headaches," Rachael said to her stepdaughter an hour or two later when they were spinning smoothly into the city for the planned shopping. "Of course he"ll go to Vera"s, and of course you"ll go, too! Just don"t tease him when he"s all upset."
"Well, what does he drink and smoke so much, and get this way for?" Billy demanded sullenly.
"What does anybody do it for?" Rachael countered. And a second later her singing heart was with Gregory again. He did not do it!
She entered into Billy"s purchasing perplexities with great sympathy; a successful hat was found, several deliciously extravagant and fragile dresses for camping.
"You"re awfully decent about all this, Rachael." Billy said once; "it must be a sweet life we lead you sometimes!"
Something in the girl"s young glance touched Rachael strangely.
They were in the car again now, going toward Mrs. Gregory"s handsome, old-fashioned house on Washington Square. Rachael was inspired to seize the propitious second.
"Listen, Bill," she said, and paused. Billy eyed her curiously.
Obtuse as she was, a certain change in Rachael had not entirely escaped the younger woman.
"Well?" she asked, on guard.
"Well--" Rachael faltered. Motherly advice was not much in her line. "It"s just this, Bill," she resumed slowly, "when you think of marriage, don"t think of just a few weeks or a few months; think of all the time. Think of other things than just--that sort of--love. Children, you know, and--and books, don"t you know?
Things that count. Be--I don"t say be guided entirely by what your father and lots of other persons think, but be influenced by it!
Realize that we have no motive but--but affection, in advising you to be sure."
The stumbling, uncertain words were unlike Mrs. Breckenridge"s usual certain flow of reasoning. But in spite of this, or because of it, Billy was somewhat impressed.
"I had an aunt in California," Rachael continued, "who cried, and got whipped and locked up, and all the rest of it, and she carried her point. But she was unhappy. ..."
"You mean because Joe is divorced?" Billy asked in a somewhat troubled voice.
The scarlet rushed to Rachael"s face.
"N--not entirely," she answered in some confusion.
"That is, you don"t think divorced people ought to remarry, even if the divorce is fair enough?" Billy pursued, determined to be clear.
"Well, I suppose every case is different, Bill."
"That"s what you"ve always SAID!" Billy accused her vivaciously.
"You said, time and time again, that if people can"t live together in peace they OUGHT to separate, but that it was another thing if they married again!"
"Did I?" Rachael asked weakly, adding a moment later, with obvious relief in her tone: "Here we are! It"s only this, Bill," she finished, as they mounted the brownstone steps, "be sure. You can do anything, I suppose. Only be sure!"
Mrs. Gregory would be down in a few minutes, old Dennison said.
Rachael murmured something amiable, and the two went into the dark, handsome parlors; the house was full of parlors; on both sides of the hall stately, crowded rooms could be glimpsed through open doors.
"Isn"t it fierce?" Billy said with a helpless shrug. Rachael smiled and shook her head slowly in puzzled consent. "Don"t you suppose they ever AIR it?" pursued the younger woman in a low tone. The air had a peculiarly close, dry smell.
"It wouldn"t seem so," Rachael said, looking at the life-size statues of Moorish and Neopolitan girls, the mantel clock representing a Dutch windmill, the mantel itself, of black marble, gilded and columned, with a mirror in a carved walnut frame stretching ten feet above it, the beaded fire screen, the voluminous window curtains of ta.s.selled rep, and the ornate walnut table across whose marble top a strip of lace had been laid.
Everything was ugly and expensive and almost everything was old- fashioned, all the level surfaces of tables, mantel, and piano top were filled with small articles, bits of ivory carving from China, leather boxes, majolica jars, photographs in heavy frames, enormous ill.u.s.trated books, candlesticks, and odd teacups and trays.
Smiling down--how Rachael knew that smile, half-quizzical and half-tender--from a corner of the room was a beautiful oil portrait of Warren Gregory, the one really fine thing in the room.
By some chance the painter had caught on his face the very look with which he might, in the flesh, have studied this dreadful room. Rachael felt a thrill go to her heels as she looked back at the canvas, and far down in the deeps of her being the thought stirred that some day her hand might be the one to change all this--to make the woodwork colonial white, and the paper rich with color, to have the black marble changed to creamy tiles, and the rep curtains torn away. Then how charming the place would be when visitors came in from the hot street!