The Hemingway Hoax

Chapter 7

"Uh...no?"

17. ON BEING SHOT AGAIN.

John woke up happy but didn"t open his eyes for nearly a minute, holding on to the erotic dream of the century. Then he opened one eye and saw it hadn"t been a dream: the tousled bed in the strange room, unguents and s.e.x toys on the nightstand, the smell of her hair on the other pillow. A noise from the kitchen; coffee and bacon smells.

He put on pants and went into the living room to pick up the shirt where it had dropped. "Good morning, Pansy."

"Morning, stranger." She was wearing a floppy terry cloth bathrobe with the sleeves rolled up to her elbows. She turned the bacon carefully with a fork. "Scrambled eggs okay?"



"Marvelous." He sat down at the small table and poured himself a cup of coffee. "I don"t know what to say."

She smiled at him. "Don"t say anything. It was nice."

"More than nice." He watched her precise motions behind the counter. She broke the eggs one-handed, two at a time, added a splash of water to the bowl, plucked some chives from a windowbox and chopped them with a small Chinese cleaver, rocking it in a staccato chatter; sc.r.a.ped them into the bowl, and followed them with a couple of grinds of pepper. She set the bacon out on a paper towel, with another towel to cover. Then she stirred the eggs briskly with the fork and set them aside. She picked up the big cast-iron frying pan and poured off a judicious amount of grease. Then she poured the egg mixture into the pan and studied it with alertness.

"Know what I think?" John said.

"Something profound?"

"Huh uh. I think I"m in a rubber room someplace, hallucinating the whole thing. And I hope they never cure me."

"I think you"re a b.u.t.terfly who"s dreaming he"s a man. I"m glad I"m in your dream." She slowly stirred and sc.r.a.ped the eggs with a spatula.

"You like older men?"

"One of them." She looked up, serious. "I like men who are considerate...and playful." She returned to the sc.r.a.ping. "Last couple of boyfriends I had were all d.i.c.k and no heart. Kept to myself the last few months."

"Glad to be of service."

"You could rent yourself out as a service." She laughed. "You must have been impossible when you were younger."

"Different." Literally.

She ran hot water into a serving bowl, then returned to her egg stewardship. "I"ve been thinking."

"Yes?"

"The lost ma.n.u.script stuff we were talking about last night, all the different explanations." She divided the egg into four ma.s.ses and turned each one. "Did you ever read any science fiction?"

"No. Vonnegut."

"The toast." She hurriedly put four pieces of bread in the toaster. "They write about alternate universes. Pretty much like our own, but different in one way or another. Important or trivial."

"What, uh, what silliness."

She laughed and poured the hot water out of the serving bowl, and dried it with a towel. "I guess maybe. But what if...what if all of those versions were equally true? In different universes. And for some reason they all came together here." She started to put the eggs into the bowl when there was a knock on the door.

It opened and Ernest Hemingway walked in. Dapper, just twenty, wearing the Italian army cape he"d brought back from the war. He pointed the black-and-white cane at Pansy. "Bingo."

She looked at John and then back at the Hemingway. She dropped the serving bowl; it clattered on the floor without breaking. Her knees buckled and she fainted dead away, executing a half turn as she fell so that the back of her head struck the wooden floor with a loud thump and the bathrobe drifted open from the waist down.

The Hemingway stared down at her frontal aspect. "Sometimes I wish I were human," it said. "Your pleasures are intense. Simple, but intense." It moved toward her with the cane.

John stood up. "If you kill her-"

"Oh?" It c.o.c.ked an eyebrow at him. "What will you do?"

John took one step toward it and it waved the cane. A waist-high brick wall surmounted by needle-sharp spikes appeared between them. It gestured again and an impossible moat appeared, deep enough to reach down well into Julio"s living room. It filled with water and a large crocodile surfaced and rested its chin on the parquet floor, staring at John. It yawned teeth.

The Hemingway held up its cane. "The white end. It doesn"t kill, remember?" The wall and moat disappeared and the cane touched Pansy lightly below the navel. She twitched minutely but continued to sleep. "She"ll have a headache," it said. "And she"ll be somewhat confused by the uncommunicatable memory of having seen me. But that will all fade, compared to the sudden tragedy of having her new lover die here, just sitting waiting for his breakfast."

"Do you enjoy this?"

"I love my work. It"s all I have." It walked toward him, footfalls splashing as it crossed where the moat had been. "You have not personally helped, though. Not at all."

It sat down across from him and poured coffee into a mug that said ON THE SIXTH DAY G.o.d CREATED MANaSHE MUST HAVE HAD PMS.

"When you kill me this time, do you think it will "take"?"

"I don"t know. It"s never failed before." The toaster made a noise. "Toast?"

"Sure." Two pieces appeared on his plate; two on the Hemingway"s. "Usually when you kill people they stay dead?"

"I don"t kill that many people." It spread margarine on its toast, gestured, and marmalade appeared. "But when I do, yeah. They die all up and down the Omniverse, every times.p.a.ce. All except you." He pointed toast at John"s toast. "Go ahead. It"s not poison."

"Not my idea of a last meal."

The Hemingway shrugged. "What would you like?"

"Forget it." He b.u.t.tered the toast and piled marmalade on it, determined out of some odd impulse to act as if nothing unusual were happening. Breakfast with Hemingway, big deal.

He studied the apparition and noticed that it was somewhat translucent, almost like a traditional TV ghost. He could barely see a line that was the back of the chair, bisecting its chest below shoulder-blade level. Was this something new? There hadn"t been too much light in the train; maybe he had just failed to notice it before.

"A penny for your thoughts."

He didn"t say anything about seeing through it. "Has it occurred to you that maybe you"re not supposed to kill me? That"s why I came back?"

The Hemingway chuckled and admired its nails. "That"s a nearly content-free a.s.sertion."

"Oh really." He bit into the toast. The marmalade was strong, pleasantly bitter.

"It presupposes a higher authority, unknown to me, that"s watching over my behavior, and correcting me when I do wrong. Doesn"t exist, sorry."

"That"s the oldest one in the theologian"s book." He set down the toast and kneaded his stomach; shouldn"t eat something so strong first thing in the morning. "You can only a.s.sert the nonexistence of something; you can"t prove it."

"What you mean is you can"t." He held up the cane and looked at it. The simplest explanation is that there"s something wrong with the cane. There"s no way I can test it; if I kill the wrong person, there"s h.e.l.l to pay up and down the Omniverse. But what I can do is kill you without the cane. See whether you come back again, some times.p.a.ce."

Sharp, stabbing pains in his stomach now. "b.a.s.t.a.r.d." Heart pounding slow and hard: shirt rustled in time to its spasms.

"Cyanide in the marmalade. Gives it a certain frisson, don"t you think?"

He couldn"t breathe. His heart pounded once, and stopped. Vicious pain in his left arm, then paralysis. From an inch away, he could just see the weave of the white tablecloth. It turned red and then black.

18. THE SUN ALSO RISES.

From blackness to brilliance: the morning sun pouring through the window at a flat angle. He screwed up his face and blinked.

Suddenly smothered in terry cloth, between soft b.r.e.a.s.t.s. "John, John."

He put his elbow down to support himself, uncomfortable on the parquet floor, and looked up at Pansy. Her face was wet with tears. He cleared his throat. "What happened?"

"You, you started putting on your foot and...you just fell over. I thought..."

John looked down over his body, hard ropy muscle and deep tan under white body hair, the puckered bullet wound a little higher on the abdomen. Left leg ended in a stump just above the ankle.

Trying not to faint. His third past flooding back. Walking down a dirt road near Kontum, the sudden loud bang of the mine and he pitched forward, unbelievable pain, rolled over and saw his b.l.o.o.d.y boot yards away; grey, jagged shinbone sticking through the b.l.o.o.d.y smoking rag of his pant leg, bright crimson splashing on the dry dust, loud in the shocked silence; another bloodstain spreading between his legs, the deep mortal pain there-and he started to buck and scream and two men held him while the medic took off his belt and made a tourniquet and popped morphine through the cloth and unb.u.t.toned his fly and slowly worked his pants down: p.e.n.i.s torn by shrapnel, s.c.r.o.t.u.m ripped open in a bright red flap of skin, b.l.o.o.d.y grey-blue egg of a t.e.s.t.i.c.l.e separating, rolling out. He fainted, then and now.

And woke up with her lips against his, her breath sweet in his lungs, his nostrils pinched painfully tight. He made a strangled noise and clutched her breast.

She cradled his head, panting, smiling through tears, and kissed him lightly on the forehead. "Will you stop fainting now?"

"Yeah. Don"t worry." Her lips were trembling. He put a finger on them. "Just a longer night than I"m accustomed to. An overdose of happiness."

The happiest night of his life, maybe of three lives. Like coming back from the dead.

"Should I call a doctor?"

"No. I faint every now and then." Usually at the gym, from pushing too hard. He slipped his hand inside the terry cloth and covered her breast. "It"s been...do you know how long it"s been since I...did it? I mean...three times in one night?"

"About six hours." She smiled. "And you can say "f.u.c.k." I"m no schoolgirl."

"I"ll say." The night had been an escalating progression of intimacies, gymnastics, accessories. "Had to wonder where a sweet girl like you learned all that."

She looked away, lips pursed, thoughtful. With a light fingertip she stroked the length of his p.e.n.i.s and smiled when it started to uncurl. "At work."

"What?"

"I was a prost.i.tute. That"s where I learned the tricks. Practice makes perfect."

"Prost.i.tute. Wow."

"Are you shocked? Outraged?"

"Just surprised." That was true. He respected the sorority and was grateful to it for having made Vietnam almost tolerable, an hour or so at a time. "But now you"ve got to do something really mean. I could never love a prost.i.tute with a heart of gold."

"I"ll give it some thought." She shifted. "Think you can stand up?"

"Sure." She stood and gave him her hand. He touched it but didn"t pull; rose in a smooth practiced motion, then took one hop and sat down at the small table. He started strapping on his foot.

"I"ve read about those new ones," she said, "the permanent kind."

"Yeah; I"ve read about them, too. Computer interface, graft your nerves onto sensors." He shuddered. "No, thanks. No more surgery."

"Not worth it for the convenience?"

"Being able to wiggle my toes, have my foot itch? No. Besides, the VA won"t pay for it." That startled John as he said it: here, he hadn"t grown up rich. His father had spent all the mill money on a photocopy firm six months before Xerox came on the market. "You say you "were" a prost.i.tute. Not anymore?"

"No, that was the truth about teaching. Let"s start this egg thing over." She picked up the bowl she had dropped in the other universe. "I gave up whoring about seven years ago." She picked up an egg, looked at it, set it down. She half turned and stared out the kitchen window. "I can"t do this to you."

"You...can"t do what?"

"Oh, lie. Keep lying." She went to the refrigerator. "Want a beer?"

"Lying? No, no thanks. What lying?"

She opened a beer, still not looking at him. "I like you, John. I really like you. But I didn"t just...spontaneously fall into your arms." She took a healthy swig and started pouring some of the bottle into a gla.s.s.

"I don"t understand."

She walked back, concentrating on pouring the beer, then sat down gracelessly. She took a deep breath and let it out, staring at his chest. "Castle put me up to it."

"Castle?"

She nodded. "Sylvester Castlemaine, boy wonder."

John sat back stunned. "But you said you don"t do that anymore," he said without too much logic. "Do it for money."

"Not for money," she said in a flat, hurt voice.

"I should"ve known. A woman like you wouldn"t want..." He made a gesture that dismissed his body from the waist down.

"You do all right. Don"t feel sorry for yourself." Her face showed a pinch of regret for that, but she plowed on. "If it were just the obligation, once would have been enough. I wouldn"t have had to f.u.c.k and suck all night long to win you over."

"No," he said, "that"s true. Just the first moment, when you undressed. That was enough."

"I owe Castle a big favor. A friend of mine was going to be prosecuted for involving a minor in prost.i.tution. It was a setup, pure and simple."

"She worked for the same outfit you did?"

"Yeah, but this was freelance. I think it was the escort service that set her up, sort of delivered her and the man in return for this or that."

She sipped at the beer. "Guy wanted a three-way. My friend had met this girl a couple of days before at the bar where she worked part-time...she looked old enough, said she was in the biz."

"She was neither?"

"G.o.d knows. Maybe she got caught as a juvie and made a deal. Anyhow, he"d just slipped it to her and suddenly cops comin" in the windows. Threw the book at him. "Two inches, twenty years," my friend said. He was a county commissioner somewhere, with enemies. Almost dragged my friend down with him. I"m sorry." Her voice was angry.

"Don"t be," John said, almost a whisper. "It"s understandable. Whatever happens, I"ve got last night."

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