Helen did not answer. She sat with her hands clasped over her knees, looking off through the window. At last she rose and went into her room, and returned almost immediately.
"Mother," she said, with a note of hesitation that was new to her, "would it be all right for me to help Mr. Bauer out of my allowance? If the rest of the family is going to help I"d like to give twenty-five dollars."
She put the money into her mother"s lap and sat down in front of her.
Mrs. Douglas was startled at the girl"s perfectly transparent act. She thought she knew Helen, but for a moment she questioned her own insight.
Then she did what she had always done in the intimacy she had encouraged between herself and her children.
"Why do you want to do this, Helen?"
"Because--because I can"t help feeling------"
"Well?"
"I don"t love him, mother,--no,--I am sure of myself. But it seems dreadful to think of him dying, just because of the need of a little money. I have never been sick. I wonder how I should feel to face such a fate. I believe it would drive me crazy."
"But how do you think Mr. Bauer will understand your gift? If he is so sensitive as Walter says------"
Over Helen"s face the warm colour swept.
"Why does he need to know? We are all going to help, aren"t we? But we don"t need to tell him. I would not have him know for the world."
"Wait till father comes home. We will talk it over with him," said Esther after a pause. "I don"t question your sincerity. It is a terrible loss to lose the physical strength and face death at a sure distance.
Poor Bauer! And all that family trouble, too. He never hinted at that when he was here."
Helen recalled her innocent questioning of Bauer about his people and the silence he had maintained at the time. In the light of what she knew now, the figure of the German student a.s.sumed a tragic character, invested with deep pathos, and she had to confess that it was treading on dangerous ground to dwell too long on the picture. Still she a.s.serted stoutly that her feeling was one of simple friendship, and even went so far as to antic.i.p.ate a possible question again on her mother"s part.
"You must not think, Mommy, that I have any other feeling for him. That is not possible. The man I marry must have money. And poor Mr. Bauer has lost all of his. That is the reason I am willing to help him. Money seems so absolutely necessary in this world, mother, isn"t it?"
"Not so necessary as a good many other things."
"But in this case, mother, what else can do any good? It is money that Mr. Bauer needs. Not sympathy nor--nor--even friendship, just money. Is there anything else that can save his life?"
"It seems not."
"Then money is the great thing," said Helen with a show of getting the better of her mother in an argument. "I don"t pretend to hide my admiration for money. You know, mother, it is the most powerful thing in the world."
"There are other things," said Esther quietly. She did not try to argue with Helen over the subject. They had several times gone over the same ground and each time Esther had realised more deeply and with a growing feeling of pain that Helen had almost a morbid pa.s.sion for money and the things that money could buy. She was not avaricious. On the contrary, she was remarkably generous and unselfish in the use of her allowance.
But there was a deep and far reaching prejudice in the girl"s mind for all the brilliant, soft, luxurious, elegant side of wealth and its allurements that made Esther tremble more and more for the girl"s future, especially when her marriage was thought of.
All this had its bearing on Esther"s thought of Bauer. He had never been to her a possible thought as Helen"s lover. All his own and his people"s history were against him. But no one had ever come into the Douglas family circle who had won such a feeling of esteem, and Esther had felt drawn towards the truly homeless lad with a compa.s.sion that might in time have yielded to him a place as a possible member of the family. Now anything like that relation seemed remote, and Helen"s own frank declaration put the matter out of the question. Over all these things Esther Douglas pondered and in her simple straightforward fashion laid them at the feet of her G.o.d for the help she could not give herself.
When Paul came home to luncheon both Esther and Helen could see at once that something had happened greatly to please him. Paul was transparent and never made any pretence at any sort of concealment of his feelings.
"Yes, now you people laugh at that," he said as he handed the eastern publisher"s letter over to Esther.
Esther read the letter out loud. It was an extended business statement acknowledging the receipt of the book ma.n.u.script and Paul"s blunt announcement of the terms he was willing to make for it publication; cash down, waiving all royalty rights, the book to be published entirely at the publisher"s risk and the plates to be the property of the publishing house, no rights reserved for the author.
The eastern publisher acknowledged the frankness of the author"s note, which he said was unusual. Also the terms, which were not generally considered, few ma.n.u.scripts being purchased outright by the firm.
However, the book was more than favourably reported by two of the three princ.i.p.al readers and by the senior member of the house, and they were prepared to make an offer in the shape of the enclosed check which it was hoped would be satisfactory to Mr. Douglas.
"Five hundred," said Esther, reading the amount as she held up the check for Helen to see. "Why, isn"t it worth more than that?"
"The way you people have been talking lately," said Paul, pretending great indignation, "it wasn"t worth five cents. I"m satisfied. At ten per cent royalty they would have to sell five thousand copies and it would be two or three years before I got the money. No, I prefer the cash, and let them take the risk. Now we can help Bauer. That is, I can.
This is all my philanthropy. I"ll send one hundred dollars to Masters for the mission work and the balance for Bauer. Walter"s estimate of three hundred dollars a year is too small. It won"t give the fellow the things he needs. My! But won"t it be fine to help him! There"s nothing like money, is there, Esther?"
"Just what I keep telling her," said Helen, her eyes sparkling and her lips smiling at the sight of her mother"s somewhat grave acceptance of Paul"s statement.
"I"m glad he is going to get the benefit of it," said Esther heartily.
"And I think we owe you an apology for the way we have treated your little book. I feel proud to think my husband can write a five hundred dollar book. I hope it will be one of the six best sellers."
"If it is, the publishers will make a lot," said Paul. "But I hardly think it. Trashy fiction makes best sellers. My book is written to make people think, not to lose their thoughts. So I"ve no false ambitions for it."
As a matter of fact, in course of time Paul"s volume sold between seven and eight thousand copies and then the sale ceased. But the book had good notices from several thoughtful reviewers and gave him considerable advertising, encouraging him to go on with another volume on popular government.
"Now the problem will be to get Bauer to take the money," said Esther.
"It"s going to be a delicate matter."
"Do you think so? I hadn"t thought of that. Surely Walter can manage it.
He will have to take it."
"I think you will find it is not so easy. It seemed to me last winter that Mr. Bauer was about the most stubborn and independent young man I ever saw."
"But what can he do? He can"t help himself. He will have to take it."
"Leave it to Walter to manage," said Esther. "He is better acquainted with him than we are."
So Paul wrote Walter, enclosing a check for $400, and asking him to manage the matter with Bauer the best he could, and at the same time he wrote to Masters telling him of Bauer and making inquiry about the climate and especially concerning the possibility of Bauer fitting into any work about the mission.
After Paul had gone away from the table to his office to attend to this matter, Esther took out Helen"s money and quietly handed it to her.
"You won"t need to offer this now."
"No, not now," said Helen, blushing.
"Nor any time, I hope. If Mr. Bauer gets well there at Tolchaco he will probably be able to secure permanent work and take care of himself."
"Yes," Helen said, after a pause in which she seemed to her mother about to make a confidence. But she did not seem quite certain of herself and finally without any more words went up to her room.
Two days later Walter received his father"s letter which he read with a sense of great rejoicing.
"Why, it"s just like a story book! Dear old pater! He"s the best ever!"
Then he took up the check and began to consider how he would present the matter to Bauer. No one knew better than himself how sensitive Bauer could be on occasion. But he was helpless, and under the circ.u.mstances, what else could he do but let his friends come to his a.s.sistance? If there was no other way he could probably be prevailed on to take the money as a loan and pay back when his royalties came due on the incubator sales.
He was going over the matter when Bauer came in from his room across the hall.
"How goes it?" asked Walter cheerfully.