"I mun goo, Margaret."
He would fain have thanked her, but the words choked in his throat.
"Ay, soa yo mun, Davy," said the little body briskly. "If theer"s an onpleasant thing to do it"s best doon quickly--yo mun go back and do your duty. Coom and see us when yo"re pa.s.sin again. An say good-bye to "Lias. He"s that wick this mornin--ain"t yo, "Lias?"
And with a tender cheerfulness she ran across to "Lias and told him Davy was going.
"Good-bye, Davy, my lad, good-bye," murmured the old man, as he felt the boy"s strong fingers touching his. "Have yo been readin owt, Davy, since we saw yo? It"s a long time, Davy."
"No, nowt of ony account," said David, looking away.
"Ay, but yo mun keep it up. Coom when yo like; I"ve not mony books, but yo know yo can have "em aw. I want noan o" them now, do I, Marg"ret? But I want for nowt--nowt. Dyin "s long, but it"s varra--varra peaceful. Margaret!"
And withdrawing his hand from Davy, "Lias laid it in his wife"s with a long, long sigh. David left them so. He stole out unperceived by either of them.
When he got outside he stood for a moment under the sheltering sycamores and laid his cheek against the door. The action contained all he could not say.
Then he sped along towards the farm. The sun was rising through the autumn mists, striking on the gold of the chestnuts, the red of the cherry trees. There were s.p.a.ces of intense blue among the rolling clouds, and between the storm past and the storm to come the whole moorland world was lavishly, garishly bright.
He paused at the top of the pasture-fields to look at the farm.
Smoke was already rising from the chimney. Then Aunt Hannah was up, and he must mind himself. He crept on under walls, till he got to the back of the farmyard. Then he slipped in, ran into the stable, and got an old coat of his left there the day before. There was a copy of a Methodist paper lying near it. He took it up and tore it across with pa.s.sion. But his rage was not so much with the paper.
It was his own worthless, unstable, miserable self he would have rent if he could. The wreck of ideal hopes, the defacement of that fair image of itself which every healthy youth bears about with it, could not have been more pitifully expressed.
Then he looked round to see if there was anything else that he could honestly take. Yes--an ash stick he had cut himself a week or two ago. Nothing else--and there was Tibby moving and beginning to bark in the cowhouse.
He ran across the road, and from a safe shelter in the fields on the farther side he again looked back to the farm. There was Louie"s room, the blind still down. He thought of his blow of the night before--of his promises to her. Aye, she would fret over his going--he knew that--in her own wild way. She would think he had been a beast to her. So he had--so he had! There surged up in his mind inarticulate phrases of remorse, of self-excuse, as though he were talking to her.
Some day he would come back and claim her. But when? His buoyant self-dependence was all gone. It had nothing to do with his present departure. That came simply from the fact that it was _impossible_ for him to go on living in Kinder any longer--he did not stop to a.n.a.lyse the whys and wherefores.
But suddenly a nervous horror of seeing anyone he knew, now that the morning was advancing, startled him from his hiding-place. He ran up towards the Scout again, so as to make a long circuit round the Wigsons" farm. As he distinguished the walls of it a shiver of pa.s.sion ran through the young body. Then he struck off straight across the moors towards Glossop.
One moment he stood on the top of Mardale Moor. On one side of him was the Kinder valley, Needham Farm still showing among its trees; the white cataract of the Downfall cleaving the dark wall of the Scout, and calling to the runaway in that voice of storm he knew so well; the Mermaid"s Pool gleaming like an eye in the moorland. On the other side were hollow after hollow, town beyond town, each with its cap of morning smoke. There was New Mills, there was Stockport, there in the far distance was Manchester.
The boy stood a moment poised between the two worlds, his ash-stick in his hand, the old coat wound round his arm. Then at a bound he cleared a low stone wall beside him and ran down the Glossop road.
Twelve hours later Reuben Grieve climbed the long hill to the farm.
His wrinkled face was happier than it had been for months, and his thoughts were so pleasantly occupied that he entirely failed to perceive, for instance, the behaviour of an acquaintance, who stopped and started as he met him at the entrance of the Kinder lane, made as though he would have spoken, and, thinking better of it, walked on. Reuben--the mendacious Reuben--had done very well with his summer stock--very well indeed. And part of his earnings was now safely housed in the hands of an old chapel friend, to whom he had confided them under pledge of secrecy. But he took a curious, excited pleasure in the thought of the "poor mouth" he was going to make to Hannah. He was growing reckless in his pa.s.sion for rest.i.tution--always provided, however, that he was not called upon to brave his wife openly. A few more such irregular savings, and, if an opening turned up for David, he could pay the money and pack off the lad before Hannah could look round. He could never do it under her opposition, but he thought he could do it and take the consequences--he _thought_ he could.
He opened his own gate. There on the house doorstep stood Hannah, whiter and grimmer than ever.
"Reuben Grieve," she said quickly, "your nevvy"s run away. An if yo doan"t coom and keep your good-for-nothin niece in her place, and make udder foak keep a civil tongue i" their head to your wife, I"ll leave your house this neet, as sure as I wor born a Martin!"
Reuben stumbled into the house. There was a wild rush downstairs, and Louie fell upon him, David"s blow showing ghastly plain in her white quivering face.
"Whar"s Davy?" she said. "Yo"ve got him!--he"s hid soomwhere--yo know whar he is! I"ll not stay here if yo conno find him! It wor _her_ fault"--and she threw out a shaking hand towards her aunt--"she druv him out last neet--an Dawsons took him in--an iverybody"s cryin shame on her! And if yo doan"t mak her find him--she knows where he is--I"ll not stay in this hole!--I"ll kill her!--I"ll burn th" house!--I"ll--"
The child stopped--panting, choked--beside herself.
Hannah made a threatening step, but at her gesture Reuben sprang up, and seizing her by both wrists he looked at her from a height, as a judge looks. Never had those dull eyes met her so before.
"Woman!" he cried fiercely. "Woman! what ha yo doon wi Sandy"s son?"
BOOK II YOUTH
CHAPTER I
A tall youth carrying a parcel of books under his arm was hurrying along Market Place, Manchester. Beside him were covered flower stalls bordering the pavement, in front of him the domed ma.s.s of the Manchester Exchange, and on all sides he had to push his way through a crowd of talking, chaffering, hurrying humanity.
Presently he stopped at the door of a restaurant bearing the idyllic and altogether remarkable name--there it was in gilt letters over the door--of the "Fruit and Flowers Parlour." On the side post of the door a bill of fare was posted, which the young man looked up and down with careful eyes. It contained a strange medley of items in all tongues--
"Marrow pie _Haricots a la Lune de Miel_ _Vol-au-Vent a la bonne Santo:_ Tomato fritters Cheese "Ticements _Salad saladorum_"
And at the bottom of the _menu_ was printed in bold red characters,
"No meat, no disease. _Ergo_, no meat, no sin.
Fellow-citizens, leave your carnal foods, and try a more excellent way.
I. E. Push the door and walk in.
The Fruit and Flowers Parlour invites everybody and overcharges n.o.body."
The youth did not trouble, however, to read the notice. He knew it and the "Parlour" behind it by heart. But he moved away, pondering the _menu_ with a smile.
In his amused abstraction--at the root of which lay the appet.i.te of eighteen--he suddenly ran into a pa.s.ser-by, who stumbled against a shop window with an exclamation of pain. The youth"s attention was attracted and he stopped awkwardly.
"People of your height, young man, should look before them," said the victim, rubbing what seemed to be a deformed leg, while his lips paled a little.
"Mr. Ancrum," cried the other, amazed.
"Davy!"
The two looked at each other. Then Mr. Ancrum gripped the lad"s arm.
"Help me along, Davy. It"s only a bruise. It"ll go off. Where are you going?"
"Up Piccadilly way with a parcel," said Davy, looking askance at his companion"s nether man. "Did I knock your bad leg, sir?"
"Oh no, nothing--never mind. Well now, Davy, this is queer--decidedly queer. Four years!--and we run against each other in Market Street at last. Tell me the truth, Davy--have you long ago given me up as a man who could make promises to a lad in difficulties and forget "em as soon as he was out of sight? Say it out, my boy."
David flushed and looked down at his companion with some embarra.s.sment. Their old relation of minister and pupil had left a deep mark behind it. Moreover, in the presence of that face of Mr.
Ancrum"s, a long, thin, slightly twisted face, with the stamp somehow of a tragic sincerity on the eyes and mouth, it was difficult to think as slightingly of his old friend as he had done for a good while past, apparently with excellent reason.
"I supposed there was something the matter," he blurted out at last.