He looked anxiously at Hannah. In his inmost heart there was a pa.s.sionate wish to do his duty to Sandy"s orphans, fighting with a dread of his wife, which was the fruit of long habit and const.i.tutional weakness.
Hannah faced round upon him. It was Reuben"s misfortune that dignity was at all times impossible to him. Now, as he sat in his shirt-sleeves and stocking-feet, flushed with the exertion of pulling off his heavy boots, the light of the tallow candle falling on his weak eyes with their red rims, on his large open mouth with the conspicuous gap in its front teeth, and his stubby hair, he was more than usually grotesque. "As slamp an wobbly as an owd corn-boggart," so his neighbours described him when they wished to be disrespectful, and the simile fitted very closely with the dishevelled, disjointed appearance which was at all times characteristic of him, Sundays or weekdays. No one studying the pair, especially at such a moment as this--the _malaise_ of the husband--the wife towering above him, her grey hair hanging loose round her black brows and sallow face instinct with a rugged and indomitable energy--could have doubted in whose hands lay the government of Needham Farm.
"I"ll thank yo not to talk nonsense, Reuben Grieve," said his wife sharply. "D"yo think they"re _my_ flesh an blood, thoose childer? An who"ll ha to do for "em but me, I should loike to know?
Who"ll ha to put up wi their messin an their dirt but _me_?
Twenty year ha yo an I been married, Reuben, an niver till this neet did I ha to goo down on my knees an sweep oop after scrubbin-day! Iv I"m to be moidered wi em, I"ll be paid for "t.
Soa I let yo know--it"s little enough."
And Hannah took her payment. As he sat in the sun, looking back on the last seven years, with a slow and dreaming mind, Reuben recognised, using his own phrases for the matter, that the children"s thirty pounds had been the pivot of Hannah"s existence.
He was but a small sheep farmer, with very scanty capital. By dint of hard work and painful thrift, the childless pair had earned a sufficient living in the past--nay, even put by a bit, if the truth of Hannah"s savings-bank deposits were known. But every fluctuation in their small profits tried them sorely--tried Hannah especially, whose temper was of the brooding and grasping order. The _certainty_ of Mr. Gurney"s cheques made them very soon the most cheerful facts in the farm life. On two days in the year--the 20th of June and the 20th of December--Reuben might be sure of finding his wife in a good temper, and he had long shrewdly suspected, without inquiring, that Hannah"s savings-bank book, since the children came, had been very pleasant reading to her.
Reuben fidgeted uncomfortably as he thought of those savings.
Certainly the children had not cost what was paid for them. He began to be oddly exercised this Sunday morning on the subject of the porridge Louie hated so much. Was it his fault or Hannah"s if the frugal living which had been the rule for all the remoter farms of the Peak--nay, for the whole north country--in his father"s time, and had been made doubly binding, as it were, on the dwellers in Needham Farm by James Grieve"s Scotch blood and habits, had survived under their roof, while all about them a more luxurious standard of food and comfort was beginning to obtain among their neighbours? Where could you find a finer set of men than the Berwickshire hinds, of whom his father came, and who were reared on "parritch" from year"s end to year"s end?
And yet, all the same, Reuben"s memory was full this morning of disturbing pictures of a little London child, full of town daintiness and accustomed to the spoiling of an indulgent father, crying herself into fits over the new unpalatable food, refusing it day after day, till the sharp, wilful face had grown pale and pinched with famine, and caring no more apparently for her aunt"s beatings than she did for the clumsy advances by which her uncle would sometimes try to propitiate her. There had been a great deal of beating--whenever Reuben thought of it he had a superst.i.tious way of putting Sandy out of his mind as much as possible. Many times he had gone far away from the house to avoid the sound of the blows and shrieks he was powerless to stop.
Well, but what harm had come of it all? Louie was a strong la.s.s now, if she were a bit thin and overgrown. David was as fine a boy as anyone need wish to see.
_David?_
Reuben got up from his seat at the farm door, took his pipe out of his pocket, and went to hang over the garden-gate, that he might unravel some very worrying thoughts at a greater distance from Hannah.
The day before he had been overtaken coming out of Clough End by Mr.
Ancrum, the lame minister. He and Grieve liked one another. If there had been intrigues raised against the minister within the "Christian Brethren" congregation, Reuben Grieve had taken no part in them.
After some general conversation, Mr. Ancrum suddenly said, "Will you let me have a word with you, Mr. Grieve, about your nephew David--if you"ll not think me intruding?"
"Say on, sir--say on," said Reuben hastily, but with an inward shrinking.
"Well, Mr. Grieve, you"ve got a remarkable boy there--a curious and remarkable boy. What are you going to do with him?"
"Do wi him?--me, sir? Wal, I doan"t know as I"ve iver thowt mich about it," said Reuben, but with an agitation of manner that struck his interrogator. "He be varra useful to me on t" farm, Mr. Ancrum.
Soom toimes i" t" year theer"s a lot doin, yo knaw, sir, even on a bit place like ours, and he ha gitten a good schoolin, he ha."
The apologetic incoherence of the little speech was curious. Mr.
Ancrum did not exactly know how to take his man.
"I dare say he"s useful. But he"s not going to be the ordinary labourer, Mr. Grieve--he"s made of quite different stuff, and, if I may say so, it will pay you very well to recognise it in good time.
That boy will read books now which hardly any grown man of his cla.s.s--about here, at any rate--would be able to read. Aye, and talk about them, too, in a way to astonish you!"
"Yes, I know "at he"s oncommon cliver wi his books, is Davy,"
Reuben admitted.
"Oh! it"s not only that. But he"s got an unusual brain and a wonderful memory. And it would be a thousand pities if he were to make nothing of them. You say he"s useful, but--excuse me, Mr.
Grieve--he seems to me to spend three parts of his time in loafing and desultory reading. He wants more teaching--he wants steady training. Why don"t you send him to Manchester," said the minister boldly, "and apprentice him? It costs money, no doubt."
And he looked interrogatively at Reuben. Reuben, however, said nothing. They were toiling up the steep road from Clough End to the high farms under the Scout, a road which tried the minister"s infirm limb severely; otherwise he would have taken more notice of his companion"s awkward flush and evident discomposure.
"But it would pay you in the long run," he said, when they stopped to take breath; "it would be a capital investment if the boy lives, I promise you that, Mr. Grieve. And he could carry on his education there, too, a bit--what with evening cla.s.ses and lectures, and the different libraries he could get the use of. It"s wonderful how all the facilities for working-cla.s.s education have grown in Manchester during the last few years."
"Aye, sir--I spose they have--I spose they have," said Reuben, uncomfortably, and then seemed incapable of carrying on the conversation any further. Mr. Ancrum talked, but nothing more was to be got out of the farmer. At last the minister turned back, saying, as he shook hands, "Well, let me know if I can be of any use. I have a good many friends in Manchester. I tell you that"s a boy to be proud of, Mr. Grieve, a boy of promise, if ever there was one. But he wants taking the right way. He"s got plenty of mixed stuff in him, bad and good. I should feel it anxious work, the next few years, if he were my boy."
Now it was really this talk which was fermenting in Reuben, and which, together with the "rumpus" between Hannah and Louie, had led to his singularly disturbed state of conscience this Sunday morning. As he stood, miserably pulling at his pipe, the whole prospect of sloping field, and steep distant moor, gradually vanished from his eyes, and, instead, he saw the same London room which David"s memory held so tenaciously--he saw Sandy raising himself from his deathbed with that look of sudden distrust--"Now, you"ll deal honest wi "em, Reuben?"
Reuben groaned in spirit. "A boy to be proud of" indeed. It seemed to him, now that he was perforce made to think about it, that he had never been easy in his mind since Sandy"s orphans came to the house. On the one hand, his wife had had her way--how was he to prevent it? On the other, his religious sense had kept p.r.i.c.king and tormenting--like the gadfly that it was.
Who, in the name of fortune, was to ask Hannah for money to send the boy to Manchester and apprentice him? And who was going to write to Mr. Gurney about it without her leave? Once upset the system of things on which those two half-yearly cheques depended, how many more of them would be forthcoming? And how was Hannah going to put up with the loss of them? It made Reuben shiver to think of it.
Shouts from the lane behind. Reuben suddenly raised himself and made for the gate at the corner of the farmyard. He came out upon the children, who had been to Sunday school at Clough End since dinner, and were now in consequence in a state of restless animal spirits. Louie was swinging violently on the gate which barred the path on to the moor. David was shying stones at a rook"s nest opposite, the clatter of the outraged colony to which it belonged sounding as music in his ears.
They stared when they saw Reuben cross the road, sit down on a stone beside David, and take out his pipe. David ceased throwing, and Louie, crossing her feet and steadying herself as she sat on the topmost bar of the gate by a grip on either side, leant hard on her hands and watched her uncle in silence. When caught unawares by their elders, these two had always something of the air of captives defending themselves in an alien country.
"Wal, Davy, did tha have Mr. Ancrum in school?" began Reuben, affecting a brisk manner, oddly unlike him.
"Naw. It wor Brother Winterbotham from Halifax, or soom sich name."
"Wor he edifyin, Davy?"
"He wor--he wor--a leather-yed," said David, with sudden energy, and, taking up a stone again, he flung it at a tree trunk opposite, with a certain vindictiveness as though Brother Winterbotham were sitting there.
"Now, yo"re not speakin as yo owt, Davy," said Reuben reprovingly, as he puffed away at his pipe and felt the pleasantness of the spring sunshine which streamed down into the lane through the still bare but budding branches of the sycamores.
"He _wor_ a leather-yed," David repeated with emphasis. "He said it wor Alexander fought t" battle o" Marathon."
Reuben was silent for a while. When tests of this kind were going, he could but lie low. However, David"s answer, after a bit, suggested an opening to him.
"Yo"ve a rare deal o" book-larnin for a farmin lad, Davy. If yo wor at a trade now, or a mill-hand, or summat o" that soart, yo"d ha noan so mich time for readin as yo ha now."
The boy looked at him askance, with his keen black eyes. His uncle puzzled him.
"Wal, I"m not a mill-hand, onyways," he said, shortly, "an I doan"t mean to be."
"Noa, yo"re too lazy," said Louie shrilly, from the top of the gate. "Theer"s heaps o" boys no bigger nor yo, arns their ten shillins a week."
"They"re welcome," said David laconically, throwing another stone at the water to keep his hand in. For some years now the boy had cherished a hatred of the mill-life on which Clough End and the other small towns and villages in the neighbourhood existed. The thought of the long monotonous hours at the mules or the looms was odious to the lad whose joys lay in free moorland wanderings with the sheep, in endless reading, in talks with "Lias Dawson.
"Wal, now, I"m real glad to heer yo say sich things, Davy, lad,"
said Reuben, with a curious flutter of manner. "I"m real glad. So yo take to the farmin, Davy? Wal, it"s nateral. All yor forbears--all on em leastways, n.o.bbut yor feyther--got their livin off t" land.
It cooms nateral to a Grieve."
The boy made no answer--did not commit himself in any way. He went on absently throwing stones.
"Why doan"t he larn a trade?" demanded Louie. "Theer"s Harry Wigson, he"s gone to Manchester to be prenticed. He doan"t goo loafin round aw day."
Her sharp wits disconcerted Reuben. He looked anxiously at David.
The boy coloured furiously, and cast an angry glance at his sister.
"Theer"s money wanted for prenticin," he said shortly.