Then, taking up poor f.a.n.n.y"s shawl and bonnet, and the notes, he went out in the pa.s.sage to that poor little messenger, and said, "Quick, nurse; you must carry this to the surgeon, and bid him come instantly; and then go to my house, and ask for my servant Harbottle, and tell him to get this prescription prepared, and wait until I--until it is ready.
It may take a little in preparation."
So poor f.a.n.n.y trudged away with her two notes, and found the apothecary, who lived in the Strand hard by, and who came straightway, his lancet in his pocket, to operate on his patient; and then f.a.n.n.y made for the Doctor"s house, in Hanover Square.
The Doctor was at home again before the prescription was made up, which took Harbottle, his servant, such a long time in compounding; and, during the remainder of Arthur"s illness, poor f.a.n.n.y never made her appearance in the quality of nurse at his chambers any more. But for that day and the next, a little figure might be seen lurking about Pen"s staircase,--a sad, sad little face looked at and interrogated the apothecary, and the apothecary"s boy, and the laundress, and the kind physician himself, as they pa.s.sed out of the chambers of the sick man.
And on the third day, the kind Doctor"s chariot stopped at Shepherd"s Inn, and the good, and honest, and benevolent man went into the porter"s lodge, and tended a little patient whom he had there, for the best remedy he found was on the day when he was enabled to tell f.a.n.n.y Bolton that the crisis was over, and that there was at length every hope for Arthur Pendennis.
J. Costigan, Esquire, late of Her Majesty"s service, saw the Doctor"s carriage, and criticised its horses and appointments. "Green liveries, bedad!" the General said, "and as foin a pair of high-stepping bee horses as ever a gentleman need sit behoind, let alone a docthor.
There"s no ind to the proide and ar"gance of them docthors, nowadays--not but that is a good one, and a scoientific cyarkter, and a roight good fellow, bedad; and he"s brought the poor little girl well troo her faver, Bows, me boy;" and so pleased was Mr. Costigan with the Doctor"s behaviour and skill, that, whenever he met Dr. Goodenough"s carriage in future, he made a point of saluting it and the physician inside, in as courteous and magnificent a manner, as if Dr. Goodenough had been the Lord Liftenant himself, and Captain Costigan had been in his glory in Phaynix Park.
The widow"s grat.i.tude to the physician knew no bounds--or scarcely any bounds, at least. The kind gentleman laughed at the idea of taking a fee from a literary man, or the widow of a brother pract.i.tioner; and she determined when she got to Fairoaks that she would send Goodenough the silver-gilt vase, the jewel of the house, and the glory of the late John Pendennis, preserved in green baize, and presented to him at Bath, by the Lady Elizabeth Firebrace, on the recovery of her son, the late Sir Anthony Firebrace, from the scarlet fever. Hippocrates, Hygeia, King Bladud, and a wreath of serpents surmount the cup to this day; which was executed in their finest manner by Messrs. Abednego, of Milsom Street; and the inscription was by Mr. Birch, tutor to the young baronet.
This priceless gem of art the widow determined to devote to Goodenough, the preserver of her son; and there was scarcely any other favour which her grat.i.tude would not have conferred upon him, except one, which he desired most, and which was that she should think a little charitably and kindly of poor f.a.n.n.y, of whose artless, sad story he had got something during his interviews with her, and of whom he was induced to think very kindly,--not being disposed, indeed, to give much credit to Pen for his conduct in the affair, or not knowing what that conduct had been. He knew enough, however, to be aware that the poor infatuated little girl was without stain as yet; that while she had been in Pen"s room it was to see the last of him, as she thought, and that Arthur was scarcely aware of her presence; and that she suffered under the deepest and most pitiful grief, at the idea of losing him, dead or living.
But on the one or two occasions when Goodenough alluded to f.a.n.n.y, the widow"s countenance, always soft and gentle, a.s.sumed an expression so cruel and inexorable, that the Doctor saw it was in vain to ask her for justice or pity, and he broke off all entreaties, and ceased making any further allusions regarding his little client. There is a complaint which neither poppy, nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the East could allay, in the men in his time, as we are informed by a popular poet of the days of Elizabeth; and which, when exhibited in women, no medical discoveries or practice subsequent--neither h.o.m.oeopathy, nor hydropathy, nor mesmerism, nor Dr. Simpson, nor Dr.
Loc.o.c.k can cure, and that is--we won"t call it jealousy, but rather gently denominate rivalry and emulation in ladies.
Some of those mischievous and prosaic people who carp and calculate at every detail of the romancer, and want to know, for instance, how, when the characters in the "Critic" are at a dead lock with their daggers at each other"s throats, they are to be got out of that murderous complication of circ.u.mstances, may be induced to ask how it was possible in a set of chambers in the Temple, consisting of three rooms, two cupboards, a pa.s.sage, and a coal-box, Arthur a sick gentleman, Helen his mother, Laura her adopted daughter, Martha their country attendant, Mrs.
Wheezer a nurse from St. Bartholomew"s Hospital, Mrs. Flanagan an Irish laundress, Major Pendennis a retired military officer, Morgan his valet, Pidgeon Mr. Arthur Pendennis"s boy, and others could be accommodated--the answer is given at once, that almost everybody in the Temple was out of town, and that there was scarcely a single occupant of Pen"s house in Lamb Court except those who were occupied round the sick-bed of the sick gentleman, about whose fever we have not given a lengthy account, neither enlarge we very much upon the more cheerful theme of his recovery.
Everybody we have said was out of town, and of course such a fashionable man as young Mr. Sibwright, who occupied chambers on the second floor in Pen"s staircase, could not be supposed to remain in London. Mrs.
Flanagan, Mr. Pendennis"s laundress was acquainted with Mrs. Rouncy who did for Mr. Sibwright; and that gentleman"s bedroom was got ready for Miss Bell, or Mrs. Pendennis, when the latter should be inclined to leave her son"s sick-room, to try and seek for a little rest for herself.
If that young buck and flower of Baker Street, Percy Sibwright, could have known who was the occupant of his bedroom, how proud he would have been of that apartment:--what poems he would have written about Laura!
(several of his things have appeared in the annuals, and in ma.n.u.script in the n.o.bility"s alb.u.ms)--he was a Camford man and very nearly got the English Prize Poem, it was said--Sibwright, however, was absent and his bed given up to Miss Bell. It was the prettiest little bra.s.s bed in the world, with chintz curtains lined with pink--he had a mignonette-box in his bedroom window, and the mere sight of his little exhibition of shiny boots, arranged in trim rows over his wardrobe, was a gratification to the beholder. He had a museum of scent, pomatum, and bear"s-grease pots, quite curious to examine, too; and a choice selection of portraits of females, almost always in sadness and generally in disguise or deshabille, glittered round the neat walls of his elegant little bower of repose. Medora with dishevelled hair was consoling herself over her banjo for the absence of her Conrad--the Princesse Fleur de Marie (of Rudolstein and the Mysteres de Paris) was sadly ogling out of the bars of her convent cage, in which, poor prisoned bird, she was moulting away,--Dorothea of Don Quixote was washing her eternal feet:--in fine, it was such an elegant gallery as became a gallant lover of the s.e.x.
And in Sibwright"s sitting-room, while there was quite an infantine law library clad in skins of fresh new-born calf, there was a tolerably large collection of cla.s.sical books which he could not read, and of English and French works of poetry and fiction which he read a great deal too much. His invitation cards of the past season still decorated his looking-gla.s.s: and scarce anything told of the lawyer but the wig-box beside the Venus upon the middle shelf of the bookcase, on which the name of P. Sibwright, Esquire, was gilded.
With Sibwright in chambers was Mr. Bangham. Mr. Bangham was a sporting man married to a rich widow. Mr. Bangham had no practice--did not come to chambers thrice in a term: went a circuit for those mysterious reasons which make men go circuit,--and his room served as a great convenience to Sibwright when that young gentleman gave his little dinners. It must be confessed that these two gentlemen have nothing to do with our history, will never appear in it again probably, but we cannot help glancing through their doors as they happen to be open to us, and as we pa.s.s to Pen"s rooms; as in the pursuit of our own business in life through the Strand, at the Club, nay at church itself, we cannot help peeping at the shops on the way, or at our neighbour"s dinner, or at the faces under the bonnets in the next pew.
Very many years after the circ.u.mstances about which we are at present occupied, Laura, with a blush and a laugh showing much humour, owned to having read a French novel once much in vogue, and when her husband asked her, wondering where on earth she could have got such a volume, she owned that it was in the Temple, when she lived in Mr. Percy Sibwright"s chambers.
"And, also, I never confessed," she said, "on that same occasion, what I must now own to: that I opened the j.a.panned box, and took out that strange-looking wig inside it, and put it on and looked at myself in the gla.s.s in it."
Suppose Percy Sibwright had come in at such a moment as that? What would he have said,--the enraptured rogue? What would have been all the pictures of disguised beauties in his room compared to that living one?
Ah, we are speaking of old times, when Sibwright was a bachelor and before he got a county court,--when people were young--when most people were young. Other people are young now; but we no more.
When Miss Laura played this prank with the wig, you can"t suppose that Pen could have been very ill upstairs; otherwise, though she had grown to care for him ever so little, common sense of feeling and decorum would have prevented her from performing any tricks or trying any disguises.
But all sorts of events had occurred in the course of the last few days which had contributed to increase or account for her gaiety, and a little colony of the reader"s old friends and acquaintances was by this time established in Lamb Court, Temple, and round Pen"s sick-bed there.
First, Martha, Mrs. Pendennis"s servant, had arrived from Fairoaks, being summoned thence by the Major who justly thought her presence would be comfortable and useful to her mistress and her young master, for neither of whom the constant neighbourhood of Mrs. Flanagan (who during Pen"s illness required more spirituous consolation than ever to support her) could be pleasant. Martha then made her appearance in due season to wait upon Mr. Pendennis, nor did that lady go once to bed until the faithful servant had reached her, when, with a heart full of maternal thankfulness she went and lay down upon Warrington"s straw mattress, and among his mathematical books as has been already described.
It is true that ere that day a great and delightful alteration in Pen"s condition had taken place. The fever, subjugated by Dr. Goodenough"s blisters, potions, and lancet, had left the young man, or only returned at intervals of feeble intermittence; his wandering senses had settled in his weakened brain: he had had time to kiss and bless his mother for coming to him, and calling for Laura and his uncle (who were both affected according to their different natures by his wan appearance, his lean shrunken hands, his hollow eyes and voice, his thin bearded face) to press their hands and thank them affectionately; and after this greeting, and after they had been turned out of the room by his affectionate nurse, he had sunk into a fine sleep which had lasted for about sixteen hours, at the end of which period he awoke calling out that he was very hungry. If it is hard to be ill and to loathe food, oh, how pleasant to be getting well and to be feeling hungry--how hungry!
Alas, the joys of convalescence become feebler with increasing years, as other joys do--and then--and then comes that illness when one does not convalesce at all.
On the day of this happy event, too, came another arrival in Lamb Court.
This was introduced into the Pen-Warring sitting-room by large puffs of tobacco smoke--the puffs of were followed by an individual with a cigar in his mouth, and a carpet-bag under his arm--this was Warrington who had run back from Norfolk, when Mr. Bows thoughtfully wrote to inform him of his friend"s calamity. But he had been from home when Bows"s letter had reached his brother"s house--the Eastern Counties did not then boast of a railway (for we beg the reader to understand that we only commit anachronisms when we choose and when by a daring violation of those natural laws some great ethical truth is to be advanced)--in fine, Warrington only appeared with the rest of the good luck upon the lucky day after Pen"s convalescence may have been said to have begun.
His surprise was, after all, not very great when he found the chambers of his sick friend occupied, and his old acquaintance the Major seated demurely in an easy-chair (Warrington had let himself into the rooms with his own pa.s.skey), listening, or pretending to listen, to a young lady who was reading to him a play of Shakspeare in a low sweet voice.
The lady stopped and started, and laid down her book, at the apparition of the tall traveller with the cigar and the carpet-bag. He blushed, he flung the cigar into the pa.s.sage: he took off his hat, and dropped that too, and going up to the Major, seized that old gentleman"s hand, and asked questions about Arthur.
The Major answered in a tremulous, though cheery voice--it was curious how emotion seemed to olden him--and returning Warrington"s pressure with a shaking hand, told him the news of Arthur"s happy crisis, of his mother"s arrival--with her young charge--with Miss----.
"You need not tell me her name," Mr. Warrington said with great animation, for he was affected and elated with the thought of his friend"s recovery--"you need not tell me your name. I knew at once it was Laura." And he held out his hand and took hers. Immense kindness and tenderness gleamed from under his rough eyebrows, and shook his voice as he gazed at her and spoke to her. "And this is Laura!" his looks seemed to say. "And this is Warrington!" the generous girl"s heart beat back.
"Arthur"s hero--the brave and the kind--he has come hundreds of miles to succour him, when he heard of his friend"s misfortune!"
"Thank you, Mr. Warrington," was all that Laura said, however; and as she returned the pressure of his kind hand, she blushed so, that she was glad the lamp was behind her to conceal her flushing face.
As these two were standing in this att.i.tude, the door of Pen"s bedchamber was opened stealthily as his mother was wont to open it, and Warrington saw another lady, who first looked at him, and then turning round towards the bed, said, "Hsh!" and put up her hand.
It was to Pen Helen was turning, and giving caution. He called out with a feeble, tremulous, but cheery voice, "Come in, Stunner--come in, Warrington. I knew it was you--by the--by the smoke, old boy," he said, as holding his worn hand out, and with tears at once of weakness and pleasure in his eyes, he greeted his friend.
"I--I beg pardon, ma"am, for smoking," Warrington said, who now almost for the first time blushed for his wicked propensity.
Helen only said, "G.o.d bless you, Mr. Warrington." She was so happy, she would have liked to kiss George. Then, and after the friends had had a brief, very brief interview, the delighted and inexorable mother, giving her hand to Warrington, sent him out of the room, too, back to Laura and the Major, who had not resumed their play of Cymbeline where they had left it off at the arrival of the rightful owner of Pen"s chambers.
CHAPTER LIV. Convalescence
Our duty now is to record a fact concerning Pendennis, which, however shameful and disgraceful, when told regarding the chief personage and G.o.dfather of a novel, must, nevertheless, be made known to the public who reads his veritable memoirs. Having gone to bed ill with fever, and suffering to a certain degree under the pa.s.sion of love, after he had gone through his physical malady, and had been bled and had been blistered, and had had his head shaved, and had been treated and medicamented as the doctor ordained:--it is a fact, that, when he rallied up from his bodily ailment, his mental malady had likewise quitted him, and he was no more in love with f.a.n.n.y Bolton than you or I, who are much too wise, or too moral, to allow our hearts to go gadding after porters" daughters.
He laughed at himself as he lay on his pillow, thinking of this second cure which had been effected upon him. He did not care the least about f.a.n.n.y now: he wondered how he ever should have cared: and according to his custom made an autopsy of that dead pa.s.sion, and anatomised his own defunct sensation for his poor little nurse. What could have made him so hot and eager about her but a few weeks back? Not her wit, not her breeding, not her beauty--there were hundreds of women better-looking than she. It was out of himself that the pa.s.sion had gone: it did not reside in her. She was the same; but the eyes which saw were changed; and, alas, that it should be so! were not particularly eager to see her any more. He felt very well disposed towards the little thing, and so forth, but as for violent personal regard, such as he had but a few weeks ago, it had fled under the influence of the pill and lancet, which had destroyed the fever in his frame. And an immense source of comfort and grat.i.tude it was to Pendennis (though there was something selfish in that feeling, as in most others of our young man), that he had been enabled to resist temptation at the time when the danger was greatest, and had no particular cause of self-reproach as he remembered his conduct towards the young girl. As from a precipice down which he might have fallen, so from the fever from which he had recovered, he reviewed the f.a.n.n.y Bolton snare, now that he had escaped out of it, but I"m not sure that he was not ashamed of the very satisfaction which he experienced. It is pleasant, perhaps, but it is humiliating to own that you love no more.
Meanwhile the kind smiles and tender watchfulness of the mother at his bedside, filled the young man with peace and security. To see that health was returning, was all the unwearied nurse demanded: to execute any caprice or order of her patient"s, her chiefest joy and reward.
He felt himself environed by her love, and thought himself almost as grateful for it as he had been when weak and helpless in childhood.
Some misty notions regarding the first part of his illness, and that f.a.n.n.y had nursed him, Pen may have had, but they were so dim that he could not realise them with accuracy, or distinguish them from what he knew to be delusions which had occurred and were remembered during the delirium of his fever. So as he had not thought proper on former occasions to make any allusions about f.a.n.n.y Bolton to his mother, of course he could not now confide to her his sentiments regarding f.a.n.n.y, or make this worthy lady a confidante. It was on both sides an unlucky precaution and want of confidence; and a word or two in time might have spared the good lady, and those connected with her, a deal of pain and anguish.
Seeing Miss Bolton installed as nurse and tender to Pen, I am sorry to say Mrs. Pendennis had put the worst construction on the fact of the intimacy of these two unlucky young persons, and had settled in her own mind that the accusations against Arthur were true. Why not have stopped to inquire?--There are stories to a man"s disadvantage that the women who are fondest of him are always the most eager to believe. Isn"t a man"s wife often the first to be jealous of him? Poor Pen got a good stock of this suspicious kind of love from the nurse who was now watching over him; and the kind and pure creature thought that her boy had gone through a malady much more awful and debasing than the mere physical fever, and was stained by crime as well as weakened by illness.
The consciousness of this she had to bear perforce silently, and to try to put a mask of cheerfulness and confidence over her doubt and despair and inward horror.
When Captain Shandon, at Boulogne, read the next number of the Pall Mall Gazette, it was to remark to Mrs. Shandon that Jack Finucane"s hand was no longer visible in the leading articles, and that Mr. Warrington must be at work there again. "I know the crack of his whip in a hundred, and the cut which the fellow"s thong leaves. There"s Jack Bludyer, goes to work like a butcher, and mangles a subject. Mr. Warrington finished a man, and lays his cuts neat and regular, straight down the back, and drawing blood every line;" at which dreadful metaphor, Mrs. Shandon said, "Law, Charles, how can you talk so! I always thought Mr.
Warrington very high, but a kind gentleman; and I"m sure he was most kind to the children." Upon which Shandon said, "yes; he"s kind to the children; but he"s savage to the men; and to be sure, my dear, you don"t understand a word about what I"m saying; and it"s best you shouldn"t; for it"s little good comes out of writing for newspapers; and it"s better here, living easy at Boulogne, where the wine"s plenty, and the brandy costs but two francs a bottle. Mix us another tumbler, Mary, my dear; we"ll go back into harness soon. "Cras ingens iterabimus aequor"
bad luck to it."
In a word, Warrington went to work with all his might, in place of his prostrate friend, and did Pen"s portion of the Pall Mall Gazette "with a vengeance," as the saying is. He wrote occasional articles and literary criticisms; he attended theatres and musical performances, and discoursed about them with his usual savage energy. His hand was too strong for such small subjects, and it pleased him to tell Arthur"s mother, and uncle, and Laura, that there was no hand in all the band of penmen more graceful and light, more pleasant and more elegant, than Arthur"s. "The people in this country, ma"am, don"t understand what style is, or they would see the merits of our young one," he said to Mrs. Pendennis. "I call him ours, ma"am, for I bred him; and I am as proud of him as you are; and, bating a little wilfulness, and a little selfishness, and a little dandification, I don"t know a more honest, or loyal, or gentle creature. His pen is wicked sometimes, but he is as kind as a young lady--as Miss Laura here--and I believe he would not do any living mortal harm."
At this, Helen, though she heaved a deep, deep sigh, and Laura, though she, too, was sadly wounded, nevertheless were most thankful for Warrington"s good opinion of Arthur, and loved him for being so attached to their Pen. And Major Pendennis was loud in his praises of Mr.
Warrington,--more loud and enthusiastic than it was the Major"s wont to be. "He is a gentleman, my dear creature," he said to Helen, "every inch a gentleman, my good madam--the Suffolk Warringtons--Charles the First"s baronets:--what could he be but a gentleman, come out of that family?--father,--Sir Miles Warrington; ran away with--beg your pardon, Miss Bell. Sir Miles was a very well known man in London, and a friend of the Prince of Wales, This gentleman is a man of the greatest talents, the very highest accomplishments,--sure to get on, if he had a motive to put his energies to work."
Laura blushed for herself whilst the Major was talking and praising Arthur"s hero. As she looked at Warrington"s manly face, and dark, melancholy eyes, this young person had been speculating about him, and had settled in her mind that he must have been the victim of an unhappy attachment; and as she caught herself so speculating, why, Miss Bell blushed.
Warrington got chambers hard by,--Grenier"s chambers in Flag Court; and having executed Pen"s task with great energy in the morning, his delight and pleasure of an afternoon was to come and sit with the sick man"s company in the sunny autumn evenings; and he had the honour more than once of giving Miss Bell his arm for a walk in the Temple Gardens; to take which pastime, when the frank Laura asked of Helen permission, the Major eagerly said, "Yes, yes, begad--of course you go out with him--it"s like the country, you know; everybody goes out with everybody in the Gardens, and there are beadles, you know, and that sort of thing--everybody walks in the Temple Gardens." If the great arbiter of morals did not object, why should simple Helen? She was glad that her girl should have such fresh air as the river could give, and to see her return with heightened colour and spirits from these harmless excursions.
Laura and Helen had come, you must know, to a little explanation.
When the news arrived of Pen"s alarming illness, Laura insisted upon accompanying the terrified mother to London, would not hear of the refusal which the still angry Helen gave her, and, when refused a second time yet more sternly, and when it seemed that the poor lost lad"s life was despaired of, and when it was known that his conduct was such as to render all thoughts of union hopeless, Laura had, with many tears, told her mother a secret with which every observant person who reads this story was acquainted already. Now she never could marry him, was she to be denied the consolation of owning how fondly, how truly, how entirely she had loved him? The mingling tears of the woman appeased the agony of their grief somewhat; and the sorrows and terrors of their journey were at least in so far mitigated that they shared them together.