The young woman melted away, and he walked indoors, feeling sullied and ashamed. He hated telling lies. He was one of those uncommon members of the modern world who genuinely object to the small insincerities of daily life, lying excuses over the telephone for not going out to dinner, manufactured "engagements," and so on. And the fact that this lie was part of a grand conspiracy to protect a man from an indictment for murder did not commend it. On the contrary, it enhanced that feeling of "identification" with the end of Emily which he had been trying for two weeks to shake off. Oh, it was d.a.m.nable!
For his solitary dinner he opened a bottle of white wine--a rare indulgence. He hoped earnestly that Mrs. Bantam would be less communicative than usual. Mrs. Bantam had cooked and kept house for him for six months. She was one of that invaluable body of semi-decayed but capable middle-aged females who move through the world scorning and avoiding the company of their own s.e.x, and seeking for single gentlemen with households; single gentlemen without female enc.u.mbrances; single gentlemen over whom they may exercise an undisputed dominion; single gentlemen who want "looking after," who are incapable of ordering their own food or "seeing to" their own clothes, who would, it is to be supposed, fade helplessly out of existence but for the constant comfort and support of their superior cook-housekeepers.
Mrs. Bantam was intensely superior. From what far heights of luxury and distinction she had descended to the obscure kitchen of Island Lodge could be dimly apprehended from her dignity and her vocabulary and an occasional allusive pa.s.sage in her conversation. She was as the transmigrant soul of some domestic pig, faintly aware of a n.o.bler status in some previous existence. Where or what that existence had been John had never discovered; only he knew that it was n.o.ble, and that it had ended abruptly many years ago with the inconsiderate decease of "my hubby."
Mrs. Bantam, for all her dignity, was scraggy, and had the aspect of chronic indigestion and decay. She was draped for ever in funereal black, partly in memory of hubby, partly, no doubt, because black was "superior." She walked, or rather proceeded, with an elegant stoop, her head stuck forward like an investigating hen, her long arms hanging straight down in front of her from her stooping shoulders like plumb-lines, suspended from a leaning tower. Her face was pinched and marvellously pale, and her black eyes retreated into unfathomable recesses. Her chin receded and ended suddenly in a kind of fold, from which a flabby isthmus of skin went straight to the base of her throat, like the neck of a fowl; in this precarious envelope an Adam"s apple of operatic dimensions moved up and down with alarming velocity.
Like so many of the world"s greatest personalities, she had a n.o.ble soul, but she would make speeches. Her intercourse with others was one long oration. And she was too urbane. When she laid the bacon before her gentleman of the moment as he gazed moodily at his morning paper, she would ask pardon in a shrill chirp, like the notes of a superannuated yodeller, for "pa.s.sing in front" of him. This used to drive John as near to distraction as a Civil Servant can safely go. And though she had watched over him for six months, she still reminded him at every meal that she was as yet, of course, ill-acquainted with his tastes, and therefore unable to cater for those peculiar whims and fancies in which he differed from the last gentleman. By keeping sedulously alive this glorious myth she was able to disdain all responsibility for her choice and treatment of his food.
She served supper now with an injured air, and John knew that she must be allowed to talk during the whole meal instead of only during the fish. She always talked during the fish. It was her ration. For she was lonely, poor thing, brooding all day in her bas.e.m.e.nt. But when she was offended, or hurt, or merely annoyed, it was John"s policy to allow her to exceed her ration.
So now she stood in the dark corner by the door, clutching an elbow feverishly in each hand, as if she feared that at any moment her fore-arms might fly away and be no more seen, and began:
"_Sack_, indeed! What next, I wonder? And I"m sh.o.r.e I hope you"ll like the fillet of plaice, Mr. Egerton, though reely I don"t know _what_ your tastes are. We all have our likes and dislikes as they say, and it takes time learning gentlemen"s little ways. But as for seeing a sack in _this_ house--well, I"m sh.o.r.e I don"t know when you had it, Mr. Egerton.
A pore young thing that maid they have, so mean and scraggy-looking--a proper misery, _I_ call her. And Mrs. Byrne in that condition, too; one would think they wanted a good _strong_ gairl to help about the house.
The doctor was sent for this afternoon, Mr. Egerton, and I don"t wonder it came so soon, what with the worry about that other hussy going off like that--would you like the Worcester, Mr. Egerton? You must _tell_ me, you know, if there _is_ anything. I know the last gentleman would have mushroom catchup, or ketchop as they call it--nothing would satisfy him but mushroom catchup, and for those as like their insides messed up with toadstools and dandelions I"m sh.o.r.e it"s very tasty, but, as I was saying, that Emily was a bad one and there"s no mistake, gadding off like that with a young man and not her night out, and then the sauce of her people coming round and bothering Mrs. Byrne about her--the idea.
Cook tells me Mr. Byrne told them straight out about her goings on with young men all the time she"s been here, in and out, in and out night after night--and--"
John woke up with a start.
"What"s that you say, Mrs. Bantam? Mr. Byrne--Mr. Byrne did _what_?"
"I was just saying, sir, how Mr. Byrne told Emily"s people what he thought of her when they come worrying round the other day, so Cook was telling me. A proper hussy she must have been and no mistake--not Cook I mean, but that young Emily, gadding out night after night, young men and followers and the good Lord knows what all. Are you ready for your cutlet now, sir, and all that plaice left in the dish? Well, I never did, if you aren"t a poor eater, Mr. Egerton--and there"s no doubt she was out with one of them one night and went further than she meant, no doubt, but if you make your bed you must lie on it, though I"ve no doubt she"s sorry now...."
Mrs. Bantam pa.s.sed out into the kitchen, her voice trailing distantly away like the voices of the Pilgrims in _Tannhauser_.
John sat silent, pondering darkly her disclosures. It was a fortnight now since the fatal evening of Emily Gaunt"s destruction and disposal.
During that fortnight he had not once seen Stephen Byrne in private.
They had met at the Underground Station; they had pressed against each other in the rattling train, shouting odd sc.r.a.ps of conversation with other members of The Chase; and John had marvelled at the easy cheerfulness of his friend. But since that night he had never "dropped in" or "looked in" at The House by the River in the evenings. He had never been asked to come, and he was glad. He was afraid of seeing Stephen alone, and he supposed that Stephen was afraid.
He had wondered sometimes what was going on in that house, had felt sometimes that he ought to go round and be helpful. But he could not.
Like all The Chase, he had heard through his domestic staff of the sudden and inexcusable disappearance of Emily Gaunt. The soundless, uncanny systems of communication, which the more skilled Indian tribes are reputed to employ, could not have disseminated with greater thoroughness or rapidity than Mrs. Byrne"s cook the precise details of the Emily mystery; how they had carried on angrily without her for three or four days, railing at her defection and lack of faith; how Mr. Byrne had at last suggested that she might have met with an accident; how the police had been informed; how they had prowled about the garden and looked aimlessly under beds; how they had shaken their pompous heads again and gone away, and all the rest of it. There had been no explanation and few theories, so far, to account for the vanishing of Emily. Now Mrs. Bantam had given him one, invented, apparently, and propagated by Stephen. And it shook him like a blow. That poor girl--as good as gold, so far as he knew--should be slandered and vilified in death by the one man who should have taken care at least to keep her name clean. A fierce note of scorn and disgust broke involuntarily from him.
"Coming, sir," cried Mrs. Bantam, hurrying in with the almost imperceptible bustle of a swan pressed for time. "And it"s sorry I am it"s only a couple of cutlets I"m giving you, brown and nice as they are, but could I get steak at the butcher"s today? Not if I was the King of Spain, sir, no, and the loin-chop that scraggy it was a regular piece of profiteering to have it in the shop, that it was, let alone sell it.
Well, sir, as my poor hubby used to say, that young woman"s no better than she should be, and she"s come to a bad end...."
"Never mind her now, Mrs. Bantam. We don"t _know_ anything--"
"_Know_ anything! I should think not, sir, for they"re all as deceiving and artful as each other, of course, and when a nice kind gentleman like Mr. Byrne--but if one can"t know one can guess--a nod"s as good as a wink, they say, and I"m sh.o.r.e--"
The address continued interminably. John made himself as the deaf adder and sc.r.a.ped his cutlet clean in a mute fever of irritation. He felt as a man feels in a busy office, working against time at some urgent task in the face of constant interruptions. He could not fix his mind on the Emily matter, on Stephen, on the Underground Railway, or his food. There was a kind of thickness about his temples which he had noticed already at Turnham Green station, and he felt that he was not digesting. Mrs.
Bantam hammered ruthlessly on his tired head; and the ticket collector and the Board of Trade, and Emily and Stephen Byrne and the young porter at Victoria rushed indignantly about inside it. Sometimes he waved a fork distractedly at Mrs. Bantam and asked her to fetch a new kind of sauce, to secure a moment"s respite. Soon all the sauce bottles he possessed were ranged before him, a pitiful monument of failure. And when Mrs. Bantam swept out to organize the sweet, he shouted that he had finished, and stole out into the garden, defeated.
It was a damp and misty evening, with the hint of rain. The tide was as it had been a fortnight before on the Emily evening, rolling exuberantly in. Far out in the centre a dead yellow cat drifted westward at an astonishing speed, high out of the water. He knew the cat well. For weeks it had pa.s.sed up and down the river. As far up as Richmond he had seen it, and as far down as London Bridge. Some days, perhaps, it caught under a moored barge, or was fixed for a little in the piers of a bridge, or ran ash.o.r.e in the reeds above Putney, or lay at low tide under Hammerton Terrace. But most days it floated protesting through the Metropolis and back again. John wondered idly for how long it would drift like that, and in what last adventure it would finally disappear--cut in twain by a bustling tug, or stoned to the bottom by boys, or dragged down to the muddy depths by saturation. He thought of it straining now towards the sea, now to the open country, yet ever plucked back by the turning, relentless tide, just as it saw green fields or smelt the smell of the sea, to travel yet once more through the dark and cruel city. Once it was a kitten, fondled by children and very round and lovable and fat. And then the world had become indifferent, and then menacing, and then definitely hostile. Finally, no doubt, it had died a death of violence. John thought then of Emily, and sighed heavily. But he was feeling better now. Silence and the river had soothed him; and--given quiet and solitude--he had the Civil Servant"s capacity for switching his mind from urgent worries to sedative thoughts. The cat, somehow, had been a sedative, in spite of its violent end. He went indoors out of the dark garden, studiously not looking at Stephen"s windows.
While he was on the stairs the telephone-bell rang in his study. He took off the receiver and listened moodily to a profound silence, varied only by the sound of some one furtively picking a lock with the aid of a dynamo. Angrily he banged on the receiver and arranged himself in an arm-chair with a heavy book.
When he had done this the bell rang again. A petulant voice--no doubt justifiably petulant--said suddenly, "Are you the Midland Railway?"
John said, "No," and rang off; then he thought of all the bitter and ironic things he ought to have said and regretted his haste.
He sat down and lit his pipe. The accursed bell rang again, insistently, with infinitesimal pauses between the rings. He got up violently, with a loud curse. The blood surged again in his head; the ticket collector and the maddening train and Mrs. Bantam crowded back and concentrated themselves into the hateful exasperating shape of the telephone. He took off the receiver and shouted, "_Hullo! hullo!_ What is it? What is it?
Stop that ringing!" There was no answer; the bell continued to ring. He had banged his pipe against the instrument, and the first ash was scattered over the papers on the table. He took it out of his mouth, and furiously waggled the receiver bracket up and down. He had heard that this caused annoyance, if not actual pain, to the telephone operator, and he hoped fervently that this was true. He wanted to hurt somebody.
He would have liked to pick up the instrument and hurl it in the composite face of the evening"s persecutors. His pipe rolled off on to the floor.
He shouted again, "Oh, _what_ is it? _Hullo! hullo! hullo!_"
The ringing abruptly ceased, and a low, anxious voice was heard: "Hullo!
hullo! hullo! Is that you, John? Hullo!"--Stephen"s voice.
"Yes; what is it?"
"Can you come round a minute? I _must_ see you. It"s _urgent_."
"What about?" said John, with a vague premonition.
"About--about--you know what!--about the other night--you _must_ come! I can"t leave the house."
"No, I"m d.a.m.ned if I do--I"ve had enough of that." At that moment John felt that he hated his old friend. The acc.u.mulated annoyances of the day merged in and reinforced the new indignation he had felt against Stephen since the sack incident and the revelations of Mrs. Bantam. He had had enough. He refused to be further entangled in that business.
Then Stephen spoke again, appealingly, despairingly. "John--you _must_!
It"s--it"s _come up_."
VI
John Egerton prepared himself to go round. He cursed himself for a weak fool; he reviled his fate, and Emily and Stephen Byrne. But he prepared himself. He was beaten.
But as he opened the front door the bell rang, and he saw Stephen himself on the doorstep--a pale and haggard Stephen, blinking weakly at the sudden blaze of light in the hall.
"I came round after all," he said. "It"s urgent!" But he stepped in doubtfully.
The two curses of John Egerton"s composition were his shyness and his soft-heartedness. When he saw Stephen he tried to look implacable; he tried to feel as angry as he had felt a moment before. But that weary and anxious face, that moment"s hesitation on the step, and the whole shamefaced aspect of his friend melted him in a moment.
Something terrible must be going on to make the vital, confident Stephen Byrne look like that. Once more, he must be helped.
In the study, sipping like a wounded man at a comforting tumbler of whisky and water, Stephen told his story, beginning in the fashion of one dazed, with long pauses.
That evening, just before dinner, as Mrs. Bantam had correctly reported, the doctor had been sent for. And Stephen, waiting in the garden for his descent, gazing moodily through a thin drizzle at the grey rising river, had seen unmistakably fifty yards from the bank a semi-submerged object drifting rapidly past, wrapped up in sacking. A large bulge of sacking had shown above the surface. It was Emily Gaunt.
He was sure it was Emily Gaunt because of the colour of the sacking--a peculiar yellowish tint, unusual in sacks. And because he had always known it would happen. He had always known the rope would work on the flimsy stuff as the tide pulled, and eventually part it altogether. And now it had happened.
When he saw it he did not know what to do. "I felt like rushing out into the boat at once," Stephen said, "and catching the thing--but the doctor ... Margery ... I had to wait...." he finished vaguely.
"Of course," said John.