"Mamma, I want to ask you something."
"You may," said Mrs. Laval smiling.
"It is a _great_ something."
"I dare say you think so. Well, ask it."
"Mamma, I wish you would let me go without that white dress, and do something else with the money!"
"Something else? What?" said Mrs. Laval, with inward amus.e.m.e.nt.
In answer to which, Matilda poured out the story of Sarah and her wants, and her own wishes respecting them. Mrs. Laval heard her till she had done, and then put both arms around her and kissed her.
"You dear child!" she said. "You would like all the world to be saints; wouldn"t you?"
"And so would you, mamma?"
"I am not one myself," said Mrs. Laval.
"But mamma, you would like all the world to be comfortable?"
"Yes, but I cannot reach all the world. I can reach you."
"This would make me--so very comfortable! mamma."
"But I want you to be as well dressed as Judy. And I cannot do _everything_."
"Mamma," said Matilda, "I don"t care at all,--in comparison to this."
"I care," said Mrs. Laval. "Is that dreadful piece of work nearly finished?"
"Almost, now, mamma." And with a sigh Matilda sat down to it. She had ventured as far as she thought best. In a few minutes more the long job was finished. The shawl was exactly as good as new, Mrs. Laval declared. She made Matilda tell her all about her learning the art of lace-mending; and then broke faith; for she went straight to her mother with the mended shawl and gave her the whole story over again. Matilda did not suspect this; she thought Mrs. Laval had only taken the scarf to put it safely away. n.o.body else suspected it, for Mrs. Lloyd gave no token of having become wiser than she was before.
Every thing now centred towards Christmas and the party of Christmas eve. Even Sarah"s affairs had to go into the background for the time, though Matilda did not forget them. The Christmas gifts were all ready and safe. An air of mystery and expectation was about all the young people; and a good bustle of preparation occupied the thoughts and the tongues at least of the old. An immense Christmas tree was brought in and planted in a huge green tub in the drawing-room. Mrs. Lloyd and Mrs. Laval and Mrs. Bartholomew were out a great deal, driving about in the carriage; and bundles and boxes and packages of all shapes came to the house. Matilda and Norton went out Friday morning on some remaining errand of Christmas work; and they found that all the world was more or less in the condition of Mrs. Lloyd"s house. Everybody out, everybody busy, everybody happy, more or less; a great quant.i.ty of parcels in brown paper travelling about; a universal stir of pleasant intention.
Cars and busses went very full, at all times of day, and of all sorts of people; and a certain genial Christmas light was upon the dingy city streets. Only when Matilda pa.s.sed Sarah Staples at her crossing, or some other child such as she, there came a sort of tightness at her heart; and she felt as if something was wrong even about the holidays.