"Of course not."
"You know what they say of envy, do you?"
"Tell me, sir. I always seek knowledge from gentlemen such as yourself."
"Envy is a crocodile that weeps when he kills and sighs with none but he feeds on."
He was silent at that but, since it was nothing to do with his own theme, he continued after a moment. "And lord, sir, the country-people who flock here. In the dog-days of summer they pa.s.s by this shop, and come in without any need of my services to ask me for directions to the tombs at Westminster or the lions in the Tower. Can you believe it, sir?"
This put me in mind once more of my own expedition, and I asked him to finish his tr.i.m.m.i.n.g with all speed. He consented willingly enough, and a few minutes after he was washing my face with sweet water. "Now, sir," he said. "You look like an artist."
"Yes," I replied, "and one who would remake the world." I left him, and when I turned at the corner of Paltock I saw him looking after me.
It was a short ride now into New Fish Street, which led me over against the bridge. There are those who cry up this bridge as a great glory of London, standing upon its twenty arches of squared free-stone, but it is a narrow thoroughfare across the river and one so hemmed in with shops and houses that there is scarcely room to pa.s.s; I led my horse slowly through the busy press of people and there was so great a crowd of porters, street-sellers, merchants and travellers that many times I came to a halt, surrounded by cries of "Make way there!" and "By your leave!", until I found my path to the south end and came out by the bankside. I rode on a little to Winchester Stairs, and left my horse with the keeper of the stables there, and then advanced on foot to the patch of waste ground by Dead Man"s Place where the bears are baited. It is no more than a penny to ascend the wooden scaffold to watch the spectacle, but I came in as one of the last and had to peep over heads and shoulders as the bear was brought forth into the court and the dog set to him. It pleases the crowd to see blood shed, and what a noise they set up when the dog plucked the bear by the throat and the bear clawed him off by the scalp! There was such a fending and tugging, such scratching and biting, that the court seemed no more than a puddle of blood and to see the bear with his pink nose leering after his enemy"s approach, to see the nimbleness and the wait of the dog to take his advantage, was as good as a play. If he were bitten in one place the bear struggled to get free in another and, when he was loose, he shook his ears two or three times with the blood and slaver about his face; what shifts, what biting, what clawing, what roaring, what tossing and tumbling until the whole action seemed like some emblem of this madcap city. Truly these people love suffering and death.
I left the scaffold in high good humour and walked towards Paris Garden and the stage lately erected there. I had just come out by Molestrand Dock, when suddenly I heard a voice close by me. "Jesus," he said, "who would have thought that I should have met you here?" I turned, and knew him at once from his dirty white satin jerkin: it was my old a.s.sistant, John Overbury, who had quit my service a year ago for (as he said) a better master. I knew him also to be a morose and suspicious fellow, much given to backbiting. "What reason have you to be here?" he continued, stepping up and walking alongside me.
"No reason in the world, John." We had just come to Falcon Stairs, near the stews bordering on Pike Lane, and he eyed me curiously. "Except," I added, "to see a play."
"And nothing more, sir?" I kept my mouth closed and was eager to shake him off, but still he followed me. "Did you see the bears in the yard?" he asked me now.
"I stayed for a moment."
"You chose your day with skill then, as always. Did you hear how the scaffold there fell down all at once no more than a month ago, being full of people? Many were killed and hurt, sir. Did you hear?" I nodded. "There were some who say that it was pulled down by enchantment."
"Many will say anything, John, simply to amaze those with no wits left in them."
"That is so, Doctor Dee. But you and I know the truth of such matters, do we not?"
I did not reprove his sauciness, yet I knew him well enough. After he left my service I found by chance in a box some papers in his own handwriting, and there was brought to my knowledge evidence of his knavery in writing down my experiments. I had no doubt that he would have sold them to anyone who wished for gold or power, but it was sad stuff hastily construed. He had altogether missed his mark, for there are no true secrets except those that lie buried in the shadow of men"s souls.
I had come up now within sight of the scaffolding, and already a great concourse of people were flocking for the play, but the fool was still waiting on me. "What is your pleasure, sir," he said. "To go in with the rest, or pay for a chair?" He meant the wooden forms arranged to each side of the scaffold, away from the press, and I knew then that he designed to stick closer to me than the sole does to the shoe.
"But where shall we sit?" I replied. "All is full. All the forms are occupied."
"We will find place enough, sir. Care not for that, but follow me. I will enter first, thrust hard, and cause a way to be made." At which he went in crying, "Make way! Make way for the venerable Doctor Dee!" There was laughter at this, born out of the sc.u.m of vile minds, and then the hypocrite turned smiling to me. "Are you still following, good doctor? I never saw such a mult.i.tude!" I said nothing and was about to turn aside in order to lose myself among the stinking crowd, when he took me by the sleeve and led me over to the wooden forms. "Sit here against the scaffold," he said, "and you will miss nothing." Then he tapped upon the shoulder of a man wrapped in a velvet coat. "I pray you, sir," he said, "sit aside a little and make us some room here by you."
"With a very good will," the man replied yet I am sure he could not help but overhear John Overbury muttering to me behind his hand, "Do you see what a pair of b.u.t.tocks he has? He occupies more room than any of these others." How he came by his bold sauciness I do not know, but I would have soon sent him home by weeping-cross if I did not suspect that, by some fraud or guile, he had not come upon me unawares. So I kept my peace.
"It is well known that you study too much," he whispered to me as the procession began. "So it is good to see you pa.s.s some time at the play."
There were many n.o.ble personages, attired in rich robes of crimson and blue and yellow, who now came out upon the scaffold in stately guise. By the signs of their garments and their demeanour I knew them to be actors in an historical tragedy, and so I looked for a prologue upon the theme of mutability. There were seven upon the stage, like the spheres above us, and they were of their humours all compact: so can the essential world be depicted in such masques and pageants and performances. One princ.i.p.al in the robe of a king stepped forward to address us, when John Overbury leaned against me and pointed towards the crowd. "Do you see Marion?" he asked me. "Do you know her? There, holding up her gown almost to the middle that the world may see what a fine leg and dainty foot she has." I turned my eyes that way, and saw a pert girl standing amidst the people. "She lodges under the sign of Venus," he continued. "And look, there is one ogling her. Do you see that old wh.o.r.emonger beside her?"
O spheres, tell me, where is thy wonted motionTo make this stage resound thy lamentation?My spouse is dead, and dead is my devotion,Now base and sour is love"s most high vocationWhich throws my life and fate into confusion!O doleful hour! O sad destiny of pa.s.sionThat leaves me now the sport of base oppression!
"The wh.o.r.emonger knows how to choose his mate, as the custom is here. Do you see the gold rings upon his fingers with which he catches at the light, the more to ensnare her?"
I strained to hear the sweet speech of the players, as a boy carrying the torch of wisdom approached the king.
BOY. Now Sorrow, sir, must bow to Reason"s light.KING. But is not Reason lost in Sorrow"s night?BOY. Yet Grief must bow at length to Reason"s stroke.KING. What shall I gain by taking Reason"s yoke?
"What lord is that, Doctor Dee, who sits over to the side of us? Do you know him?"
I paid no attention, though I heard him well enough: I could not take my eyes from the stage, as the actors now turned about in a dance and the king again stepped forward.
My son, whom you see here, seeks my own deathTo satisfy apace his own ambitionIn killing me to step upon my corseAnd s.n.a.t.c.h that fruit
I heard no more, for Overbury whispered to me again. "Do you see that one there in a gown with hanging sleeves? Any eye may see that he is after boys. Is it not true that the play brings out more than the players?"
There had been a wondrous alteration on the scaffold when I looked upon it again, for now the old king, dressed in the garments of the last generation, was lying upon a pallet while viols and trumpets announced the coming of his son.
KING. Who knocks there, like the Devil"s porter?
Overbury nudged me at that.
SON. It is I, your dear devoted son and heir.
"A villain, Doctor Dee, I warrant you. I know him by his look."
KING. Come. No power beneath the moon may stop you.
At which time the son advanced close to him, all dressed in a blue and white garment, and struck his father with a sword to signify his murder; then there must have been something very like a bladder of blood spilt upon the wooden boards, for the liquid ran down over the edge while the viols and trumpets rang out again in more disturbed sort. John Overbury gaped at that, and consented to watch even to the extent of the interlude, when four figures signifying Ingrat.i.tude, Death, Guilt and Vengeance did parade with banners before quizzing one another on the meaning of this action.
"Construe that for me, good doctor," said Overbury, perplexed at their discourse, which was too high for his head.
"It is the glory of the spectacle," I replied. "Do you not see how the king"s blood represents the mineral spirit of metals, while the sword itself signifies change by fire?"
"Lord knows that was not clear to me. Yet who are these great personages?"
"They have announced their meaning. But the four of them also represent the four stars or the materia prima materia prima of the philosopher"s stone. What more do you wish to understand?" of the philosopher"s stone. What more do you wish to understand?"
"Well, sir, it is a riddle indeed which I cannot unriddle."
"Go to. Where is your mind?"
"I am content with it, Doctor Dee, but if you find it wanting then I am ashamed of it truly." Yet he was laughing all the while, and at once turned his eyes upon the a.s.sembly with "And how is with you today?" to one and "What news?" to another. It was certain that he knew many of them well, for there was as great a gathering of villains here as in Clink Street a little way yonder.
SON. Speak to me, if hounds of h.e.l.l may speakKING. I am your father"s ghost, raised up as witnessTo all your filthiness and perjured guilt.
I looked up to see the prince sitting uneasily upon a chair and cushion, while before him stood his dead father with a white damask cloth over his corpse to signify his return from the grave.
SON. Stay, infernal fury, and return to fire.KING. I will not rest until you are consumed,Whirled by the hurricane
"In the name of G.o.d speak somewhat louder," John Overbury shouted out towards the players. "Say that word again. We cannot hear you through the cloth, reverend ghost."
But I did not join in the general laughter. I was possessed by a strange fear that, if the damask were once removed, then I would see my father"s corpse standing above me.
KING. Whirled by the hurricane of punishment.
The player had begun again but, with no little sign of uneasiness at the cries of his auditors, he dropped upon the plain boards the wax candle light which he held: it flamed up against the cloth which covered him, but two servants of the company rushed out bearing a pitcher of water and swiftly doused the fire.
In the confusion (fire being so deadly an enemy to all content in a play-yard) I rose from my chair, still being in the grasp of a panic fear that my own father might suddenly appear before me, and turned my back upon the bright shapes of the players. "Do not stir," I said to Overbury. "Keep your place."
"The play is not complete, good doctor."
"I am content with what I have seen. And I will find my own way out amidst this press."
"No, sir, truly, without lying I am so much at ease in your company that I would not willingly forsake it." I groaned inwardly at that but suffered him to take me by the sleeve. "Let us push to get out," he said and, as we made our way, he called out "By your leave!" and "Let us go by, I pray you!" until we came out on to the pathway of Broadwall. Then he stopped and clapped his hands. "Wait a little," he said. "I do not have my silver pen-knife. It must be somewhere within." So he returned with all speed to the play but, when I followed a few paces behind, I saw him in conversation with the wh.o.r.e or bawd he had called Marion. They came out together a few moments later, and I gazed towards a herring-boat on the river as if they had found me in deep contemplation.
"Well, my master," he called to me as they approached. "They say that an ounce of mirth is better than a pound of sorrow. Is that not so?"
"Did you find your knife?"
"It was deep within my pocket. Nothing has been lost, sir, but something has been found." At that he smiled upon Marion; she was a very fair and plump young woman, her skin as white and clean as the finest ivory, and as I walked behind her towards the river (she with very many looks regarding me over her shoulder), I felt the golden staff of Adam rising within my robe. "Do you remember," he continued, dawdling a little until I came up to them, "how you used to have me whipped when I was late rising in the morning? What was it you used to say to me, reverend doctor, but that the juice of a birch was excellent for a cure to all limbs?" He pinched the arm of the bawd at the word "birch", and she laughed. "If you were to apply it again to another worthy object, no doubt you would see another marvellous change." I knew his meaning well enough. "Will you come with us a little way," he added, "and join us at the inn yonder?" I knew the place: it was a brothel-house or place of disorder for bawds and wh.o.r.es which had more clients than Westminster Hall and more diseases than Newgate. Yet I followed them. Well, Socrates sometimes danced and Scipio played at pebble-stones by the seaside; I can neither crave pardon lest I should confess a fault, nor conceal my meaning lest I be thought a fool. It is said of apothecaries that they love only the smell of urine, and now I was in a similar case: I was like the fly that shuns the rose and lights in s.h.i.t.
A bundle of railings came from the mouth of some half-drunk scold as we approached the sign of the Lily-White Babe, yet that was nothing out of the ordinary in this quarter. As we came up to the door of the inn itself we were greeted by a slattern with a blear eye, a snotty nose and a blabber lip.
"Mistress Anne," John Overbury said, bowing to her as he did so. "We greet you with a very good will."
"Come hither, lady and gentlemen," she replied. She had a stinking breath, and her voice was very shrill. "Will it please you to enter my inn? To enter my Babe? You are most heartily welcome." She called herself Mistress, yet I knew well the trade of it, and what kind of shop she kept.
"Truly, madam," Overbury continued with a smile, "this day has been the coldest there has been this great while. Do you have something here to warm us?"
"Come in, sir, without any more ceremony. I have wine with spices ready mixed." So we entered, I making way for Marion, who gave the old bawd a curtsey as we crossed the threshold. "Will it please you to open this door here, gentlemen," she continued, graciously acknowledging the curtsey, "and join the company in the inner chamber?" It was a dirty reeking room into which we entered, with men and women idling upon stools and cushions I know not if Daedalus could have made a labyrinth for such monsters, or Apelles have coloured such misshapes, but in plain sight they all took the form of pimps, strumpets and wh.o.r.es. "Now, now, children," said Mistress Anne, sitting herself upon a close-stool covered with cat fur, "what do you?"
"G.o.d give you good morning, mother," two of the slatterns replied in unison.
"I am come to visit you with my friends, children, and we are very glad to find you all so well employed. Whatever be done, make sure it is well done." She turned to one of the wh.o.r.es, a pock-marked creature in a soiled red petticoat. "You have a pretty taste in damask," said she, stroking her dirty upper bodice.
"I most humbly thank you, mother, and truly it is fair."
Mistress Anne turned to me, still caressing the bodice. "The sweetest and most pleasant name that they can give me is to call me mother. Does it not do your heart good to hear it, sir? And to see such faithful children? Would you care to speak to one privately?"
At that John Overbury came between us, and whispered something to her. So now she rose from the close-stool (which I thought she was about to use) and came simpering towards me. "Wild grapes make pleasant wine," she said. "If I should not drink, I should be as dry as a gammon of bacon hung on a chimney. And as for you, sir, is it not the same? I had rather you go without hose than that you should forbear drinking in my poor house. What does it please you to have, sir?"
"Well, mistress," I replied, looking upon Marion as I spoke, "it is said that Roscius was always drunk when he dined with Cato."
"I do not know the gentlemen, sir, but if ever I see them here I will remember you to them."
At that I laughed out loud. "Bring me wine mixed with nutmeg. The more spiced the better it will be."
She returned with a steaming bowl, which I finished instantly. "Good G.o.d," she said. "This paper drinks the ink. Go, daughter, and bring the gentleman more."
"No," I cried. "No, no. I shall have the dropsy before the day"s end."
"It is good to drink, sir." She glanced down at Marion, who was now kneeling beside the fire and holding out a pair of tongs. "No man can live upon salt b.u.t.ter and Holland cheese."
"If you say so, mistress, if you say so."
"Of course I say so. You cannot be too bold here, sir. I pray you command as if you were in your own house, and you shall do me pleasure." So I drank more, and still more, until my blood beat high in my veins. "Does it please you," the old bawd said, "to have your chamber? Does Jack want his Joan?" At that she nodded towards Marion. "You shall find sweet meat and sweeter sauce served by her hand than by any other." She led us into an adjacent chamber, parted by a wainscot door.
"Have you a bolt to this door?" I asked her.
"It is not a necessary thing," she replied. "Here are we all thoroughly at ease one with another."
"But she must be washed," I went on, rambling in my drunkenness. "She must be washed before she can partake." Then, as Marion began to undress herself, I recited the grace before meat. "All that is and shall be set on this board, be the same sanctified by the Lord"s word. He that is king and lord over all, bring us to the table of life eternal. Amen. Fetch me a pitcher and basin, and a cloth, that I may wipe away her filthiness."
The old bawd hurried off, and Marion made a small motion with her hand as if to plead with me. "As for me, sir, I have washed. And I have handled nothing since I have washed."
But I said not a word until Mistress Anne returned with an old cracked ewer and pot, filled with the most brackish water that seemed to have come from some ditch or pond. "Lie her down upon the floor and wash her face. Lift her hairs and wash." The old harlot did as she was bid, while the young one seemed to look piteously upon me. "It is a common sh.o.r.e," I said, "that still receives all the town"s filth. So wipe her mouth and lips. See, it is like wiping a post. Show me the tongue. Let me see the pallet of her mouth."
The bawd performed her ministrations with a very bad grace. "Why do you treat her so?" she asked me. "She is a fair wench, not a foul one."