"I"ve come here to speak to you, Gabrielle--to speak to you in confidence."
"Whatever you have to say may surely be said in the hearing of a third person?" was her dignified answer. His sudden appearance had startled her, but only for a moment. She was cool again next instant, and on her guard against her enemy.
"I hardly think," he said, with a meaning smile, "that you would really like me to speak before a third party."
"I really care nothing," was her answer. "And I cannot see why you seek me here. When one is hopeless, as I am, one becomes callous of what the future may bring."
"Hopeless! Yes," he said in a changed voice, "I know that; living in this dismal hole, Gabrielle, you must be hopeless. I know that your exile here, away from all your friends and those you love, must be soul-killing. Don"t think that I have not reflected upon it a hundred times."
"Ah, then you have at last experienced remorse!" she cried bitterly, looking straight into the man"s face. "You have estranged me from my father, and tried to ruin him! You lied to him--lied in order to save yourself!"
The man laughed. "My dear child," he exclaimed, "you really misjudge me entirely. I am here for two reasons: to ask your forgiveness for making that allegation which was imperative; and, secondly, to a.s.sure you that, if you will allow me, I will yet be your friend."
"Friend!" she echoed in a hollow voice. "You--my friend!"
"Yes. I know that you mistrust me," he replied; "but I want to prove that my intentions towards you are those of real friendship."
"And you, who ever since my girlhood days have been my worst enemy, ask me now to trust you!" she exclaimed with indignation. "No; go back to Lady Heyburn and tell her that I refuse to accept the olive-branch which you and she hold out to me."
"My dear girl, you don"t follow me," he exclaimed impatiently. "This has nothing whatever to do with Lady Heyburn. I have come to you from purely personal motives. My sole desire is to effect your return to Glencardine."
"For your own ends, Mr. Flockart, without a doubt!" she said bitterly.
"Ah! there you are quite mistaken. Though you a.s.sert that I am your father"s enemy, I am, I tell you, his friend. He is ever thinking of you with regret. You were his right hand. Would it not be far better if he invited you to return?"
She sighed at the thought of the blind man whom she regarded with such entire devotion, but answered, "No, I shall never return to Glencardine."
"Why?" he asked. "Was it anything more than natural that, believing you had been prying into his affairs, your father, in a moment of anger, condemned you to this life of appalling monotony?"
"No, not more natural than that you, the culprit, should have made me the scapegoat for the second time," was her defiant reply.
"Have I not already told you that the reason I"m here is to crave your forgiveness? I admit that my actions have been the reverse of honourable; but--well, there were circ.u.mstances which compelled me to act as I did."
"You got an impression of my father"s safe-key, had a duplicate made in Glasgow, as I have found out, and one night opened the safe and copied certain private doc.u.ments having regard to a proposed loan to the Greek Government. The night I discovered you was the second occasion when you went to the library and opened the safe. Do you deny that?"
"What you allege, Gabrielle, is perfectly correct," he replied. "I know that I was a blackguard to shield myself behind you--to tell the lie I did that night. But how could I avoid it?"
"Suppose I had, in retaliation, spoken the truth?" she asked, looking the man straight in the face.
"Ah! I knew that you would not do that."
"You believe that I dare not--dare not for my own sake, eh?"
He nodded in the affirmative.
"Then you are much mistaken, Mr. Flockart," she said in a hard voice.
"You don"t understand that a woman may become desperate."
"I can understand how desperate you have become, living in this "Sleepy Hollow." A week of it would, I admit, drive me to distraction."
"Then if you understand my present position you will know that I am fearless of you, or of anybody else. My life has ended. I have neither happiness, comfort, peace of mind, nor love. All is of the past. To you--you, James Flockart--I am indebted for all this! You have held me powerless. I was a happy girl once, but you and your dastardly friends crossed my path like an evil shadow, and I have existed in an inferno of remorse ever since. I----"
"Remorse! How absurdly you talk!"
"It will not be absurd when I speak the truth and tell the world what I know. It will be rather a serious matter for you, Mr. Flockart."
"You threaten me, then?" he asked, his eyes flashing for a second.
"I think it is as well for us to understand one another at once," she said frankly.
They had halted upon a small bridge close to the entrance to Apethorpe village.
"Then I"m to understand that you refuse my proffered a.s.sistance?" he asked.
"I require no a.s.sistance from my enemies," was her defiant and dignified reply. "I suppose Lady Heyburn is at the villa at San Remo as usual, and that it was she who sent you to me, because she recognises that you"ve both gone a little too far. You have. When the opportunity arises, then I shall speak, regardless of the consequences. Therefore, Mr. Flockart, I wish you good-evening;" and she turned away.
"No, Gabrielle," he cried, resolutely barring her path. "You must hear me. You don"t grasp the point of my argument."
"With me none of your arguments are of any avail," was her response in a bitter tone. "I, alas! have reason to know you too well. For you--by your clever intrigue--I committed a crime; but G.o.d knows I am innocent of what was intended. Now that you have estranged me from my father and my lover, I shall confess--confess all--before I make an end of my life."
He saw from her pale, drawn face that she was desperate. He grew afraid.
"But, my dear girl, think--of what you are saying! You don"t mean it; you can"t mean it. Your father has relented, and will welcome you back, if only you will consent to return."
"I have no wish to be regarded as the prodigal daughter," was her proud response.
"Not for Walter Murie"s sake?" asked the crafty man. "I have seen him. I was at the club with him last night, and we had a chat about you. He loves you very dearly. Ah! you do not know how he is suffering."
She was silent, and he recognised in an instant that his words had touched the sympathetic chord in her heart.
"He is not suffering any greater grief than I am," she said in a low, mechanical voice, her brow heavily clouded.
"Of course I can quite understand that," he remarked sympathetically.
"Walter is a good fellow, and--well, it is indeed sad that matters should be as they are. He is entirely devoted to you, Gabrielle."
"Not more so than I am to him," declared the girl quite frankly.
"Then why did you write breaking off your engagement?"
"He told you that?" she exclaimed in surprise.
The truth was that Murie had told Flockart nothing. He had not even seen him. It was only a wild guess on Flockart"s part.
"Tell me," she urged anxiously, "what did he say concerning myself?"
Flockart hesitated. His mind was instantly active in the concoction of a story.
"Oh, well--he expressed the most profound regret for all that had occurred at Glencardine, and is, of course, utterly puzzled. It appears that just before Christmas he went home to Connachan and visited your father several times. From him, I suppose, he heard how you had been discovered."