I had thought, seeing him in the lab, that he must have shared the experience with me, then I realised it was impossible.
"I waited with you on the site," he told me, "then walked with you up the hill, and followed behind you in the car. You stopped for a moment in a field above Tywardreath, near where the two roads join, then down through the village and along the side-lane to Polmear, and so back here. You were walking quite normally, rather faster, perhaps, than I would have cared to do myself. Then you struck to the right through the wood, and I came down the drive. I knew I should find you below."
I got up from the window-seat and went to the bookshelf and took down one of the volumes of the Encyclopaedia Britannica.
"What are you looking for?" he asked.
I turned the pages until I found the reference I sought. "The date of the Black Death," I said, "1348. Thirteen years after Isolda died." I put the book back upon the shelf.
"Bubonic plague," he observed. "Endemic in the Far East-they"ve had a number of cases in Vietnam."
"Have they?" I said. "Well, I"ve just seen what it did in Tywardreath six hundred years ago."
I went back to the window-seat and picked up the walking-stick. "You must have wondered how I managed that last trip," I said. "This is how." I unscrewed the top and showed him the small measure. He took it from me and held it upside down. It was fully drained.
"I"m sorry," I said, "but when I saw you sitting there below the Gratten I knew I had to do it. It was my last chance. And I"m glad I did, because now the whole thing is done with, finished. No more temptation. No more desire to lose myself in the other world. I told you Roger was free, and so am I."
He did not answer. He was still staring at the empty measure.
"Now," I said, "before we put through a call to Dublin airport and ask if Vita is there, supposing you tell me what else was written in that report John Willis sent you?"
He picked up the stick, and replacing the measure screwed on the top and gave it back to me.
"I burnt it," he said, "with the flame from my lighter, when you were on your knees in the bas.e.m.e.nt reciting that prayer for the dying. Somehow it seemed to me the right moment, and I preferred to destroy it rather than have it lying in the surgery amongst my files."
"That"s no answer," I told him.
It"s all you"re going to get, he replied. The telephone started ringing from the lobby in the hall. I wondered how many times it had rung before.
"That will be Vita," I said. "Now for the count-down. I"d better get on my knees again. Shall I tell her I got locked in the gents and I"ll join her tomorrow?"
"It would be wiser", he said slowly, "if you told her you hoped to join her later, perhaps in a few weeks time."
"But that"s absurd," I frowned. "There"s nothing to hold me back. I"ve told you it"s all over and I"m free."
He did not say anything. He just sat there staring at me. The telephone went on ringing, and I crossed the room to answer it, but a silly thing happened as I picked up the receiver. I couldn"t hold it properly; my fingers and the palm of my hand went numb, and it slipped out of my grasp and crashed to the floor.
The End.