I felt my face growing red; mamma was looking at me too, and though her eyes were very kind, I grew more and more nervous, and of course I blurted it out quite differently from what I had meant to.
"It isn"t only for us ourselves," I began, "though we should like it ever so much--awfully much better than anything else. But I feel as if it would be nicer for everybody--for mamma too, and for papa, when you are far away, you know," and here I turned specially to him, "not to have to think of us in a strange place and among strange people.
And--and--there are lots of little bits of it that seem to fit in so well."
"But, my dear child, I must interrupt you," said papa smiling, "before you go on to the "bits," do tell us what the whole is?"
I had really forgotten that I had not done so--my own mind was so full of it, you see.
"Oh," I said, feeling very much ashamed of myself, especially as I knew Geordie"s blue eyes were fixed on me reproachfully. "I"m very sorry for being so stupid. It"s just this, papa--we"ve been thinking, at least I thought of it first, and Dods has joined in the planning, that--why shouldn"t we all, mamma and us four, come to _live_ here, really to live here altogether, while you are away?"
Papa gazed at me as if he did not understand, and no doubt just at first he did not.
"Live _here_," he repeated, "but that is just----"
"Yes," I interrupted,--"here, in the hut. I don"t mean of course go on living at home, at Eastercove, though it would be Eastercove too. That"s the beauty of it; you would be able to feel that we _were_ at home, and close to all our friends."
But still papa repeated, in a dazed sort of way, I would say "stupid,"
only it would seem rude--
"Live _here_."
(I do think men are far slower at taking up new ideas than women.)
"Live _here_," he said again, till I really wished it would not be disrespectful to give him a little shake, and even Dods, who is far patienter and less im----what should I say?--impetuous or impulseful, I must ask mamma which is best, began to look rather provoked. But mamma put it all right.
"Yes, Jack," she said, the colour rushing into her face and her eyes sparkling,--"yes, _here_ in the hut, is what the child means, and, really, I think it is an inspiration." Mamma _is_ quick, and she has such a beautifully ready imagination. "I don"t see why we shouldn"t. It is perfectly healthy; dry and airy and quite warm except perhaps in the middle of winter, and we surely could find ways and means of making a _dry_ house warm. Ida, darling, I believe you have hit upon a way out of our greatest difficulty. _Do_ say you think so too, Jack!"
Light was gradually penetrating into papa"s mind.
"Here in the hut! Yes, I wish it were possible," he said, "and I agree with you both so far. It _is_ dry and healthy, and might be made warm, but--it is so small! Ah!" and he started to his feet, his whole face changing, "talking of inspirations, I"m not sure but that _I_ have got one too--the------"
Here to our amazement, mamma"s and mine I mean, in _his_ turn up jumped Dods, and, respectful or not, interrupted papa in the most barefaced way--
"Stop, stop!" he cried, "let me say it, Dad, do, before you do. I want to have a bit of it. Is your inspiration the old parish room? The iron room they want to get rid of? _Is_ it?--do say."
They were both so excited it was quite funny to see them, Geordie especially, for he is much calmer than papa naturally. Papa turned to him smiling--
"You have guessed it, my boy. Yes, we might buy the room and turn it into two or three at least. It could not cost much--our own men could do it, I believe. It has doorways and windows and fireplaces too, I think, all ready, and I believe we can have it for an old song----"
"I hope I shan"t be the one chosen to sing it!" exclaimed Dods, at which we all laughed, though it was not particularly witty. But we were just in the sort of humour to laugh at the least little piece of fun.
"I wish--upon my word, I wish I could see about it this very afternoon," went on papa, who was now racing ahead of us all in his eagerness.
"But you can"t, dear; it"s Sunday, you know," said mamma, patting his arm; "and we have plenty to think about. There is no fear of Mr. Lloyd"s selling it before to-morrow morning. Let us hear some more of your plan, Ida, dear."
I was only too ready to tell it--I was bursting to do so, and so was Geordie. We set to work and talked--how we did talk!--papa and mamma putting in a word now and then, though they were so kind, understanding our wish to be considered the "discoverers," as it were, of the new home, that they really let us talk ourselves out. Then we four made a sort of progress through the rooms, papa measuring here and there with the little folding-up foot-rule he always carried in his pocket, and mamma planning where she would put such and such a piece of furniture which could be quite well spared from the almost too full rooms up at the house, not to speak of the stores--treasures they were fast becoming in our eyes now--crowded away in the big garret.
"We must go up there first thing to-morrow morning," said mamma, "and have a good look round. I don"t believe I know half the things we have--no one does, except Hoskins."
"You will have to take her into your confidence at once, I expect," said papa.
"Yes, I was just thinking so," mamma replied; "but I shall wait till you have inquired about the iron room. She knows our troubles already," she went on, turning to Geordie and me; "she has known about them for some days, and she says whatever we do, or wherever we go, she will not leave us."
"Oh, I _am_ so glad!" exclaimed Geordie and I in a breath. "We thought she would be like that," I went on; "and I should hope she"d like the hut far, far better than going away to some horrid little poky house among strangers. And, mamma, don"t you think Margery would be the best for the other servant."
"Are we to have two?" said mamma laughing. "Your plans are getting quite grand, Ida!"
"Of course you must have two," said papa, "and one of the men to look after things outside. I have an idea about that; Geordie and I will talk about it together," and he nodded to Geordie, who looked very pleased at being consulted in this way, as if he were quite big.
"When will you ask about the parish room?" he said to papa. "May I go with you when you do? Perhaps I could help about the measuring."
For they had already settled as to where it should be placed--at one side of the hut, but a little to the back, so that it should not spoil the rather pretty look we were gradually managing to give to the front, by training creepers over the porch, and filling two or three large square tubs with bushy, hardy plants which would stand the winter, and placing them at each side of the long low windows.
"Certainly," said papa. "We can drive down to Kirke immediately after breakfast to-morrow morning. And if it is all right about the room, I will see the man whom, I think, Mr. Lloyd employed to put it up. He will understand the best way of part.i.tioning it off, and our own men can work under his directions."
So it was in the best of spirits--considering, that is to say, the real sorrow of parting with dear papa, and the real anxiety that _must_ hang over us for many months to come, at least--that we set off home again, Esme chattering about how she had wiped all the tea-cups and saucers, and how Margery had said that she could not possibly have "got through"
without her.
"That is not a very elegant expression, my little girl," said papa.
"Don"t you think you could say it some other way."
Esme looked rather puzzled.
"You says," she replied, and at that papa laughed--I think he felt it was out of the frying-pan into the fire,--"you says to mamma or to Ida when we"re playing croquet, "Now see if you can"t get through that hoop.""
"But cups and saucers isn"t croquet hoops," said Denzil solemnly, at which we all laughed. A very small joke will go a long way when people are all happy together, and each one trying to do his best to please or amuse the others.
When I awoke on Monday morning it was with much more quietly hopeful feelings than on that sad Sat.u.r.day I could have believed possible. I seemed to myself to have grown years older in the two days, which was partly nice and partly, just a very little, "frightening." I was proud of my idea being thought so well of, and I was very anxious to think it out more and more, so as really to help mamma and to prove that it _was_ a good one. So, though it was still very early, I lay quite quietly and did not mind the having a good while to wait till it was time to get up, so busied was my brain in going into all the details which I was able to think about.
"Two little beds for Esme and me," I began. "Let me see which are the smallest, to take up the least room? This one is rather too big, and besides, the people who have taken the house will most likely need it left. I wonder what they will do with this room. I daresay they will use it for visitors. It is so pretty--my own dear room!" For since my last birthday I had had a room to myself, all freshly done up with light chintz curtains and covers and white furniture. But I resolutely put the thought of my regret out of my mind, and went on thinking about the hut.
Esme"s cot would be big enough for her for a good while, and there was at least one old small bedstead up in the garret, and then Dods and I had saved enough money to buy one, as I said.
"We must spend it on _something_ for the hut," I reflected. "Perhaps we had better ask mamma what would be the most useful."
Then my mind went on again about the other rooms and what would be needed for them, and I had just arrived at the chests of drawers when I must have fallen asleep, for when I was awakened by Margery and the announcement, "Seven o"clock, Miss Ida," I found myself dreaming that I was hanging up curtains in front of the fireplace instead of the window, and wondering how we could prevent their flying up the chimney!
After breakfast papa and Geordie set off almost immediately for Kirke, to catch Mr. Lloyd before his week"s work began again, papa said. And as soon as mamma had finished her regular housekeeping business for the day, she and I went up to the garret together, to spy the land, or rather the stores. I forget if I said that we happened to be in the middle of our Easter holidays just then, which was most lucky, was it not?
Mamma and I really enjoyed ourselves up in the garret. It was all so neat, and not fusty or dusty or musty, and we came upon treasures--as often is the case if you explore a lumber-room--whose very existence even mamma had forgotten.
"I really think, Ida," mamma began, pushing her hair out of her eyes in a pretty way she has; her hair is lovely, so curly and fuzzy, like Esme"s, though mine is dreadfully smooth! and theirs never _looks_ messy, however untidy it really may get,--"I really think we could find enough furniture here to do for all the rooms, after a fashion. And we can certainly take a few things away from downstairs without spoiling the look of the house. Two beds at least--and one or two small tables. I must have a writing-table for myself--and several of the wicker chairs in the verandah might be spared. Yes--I really don"t think the furnishing will be much difficulty or expense."
"And Doddie and I have saved sixteen and sixpence, you know, mamma," I said. "We meant to buy a camp bedstead for the hut, you know, whenever you would let us furnish the room that is going to be our drawing-room now. So we can still get one for Dods if you like, or anything else needed."
"Yes, darling," said mamma. "That will be very nice. We can wait a little till we see what is most required."
She spoke quite as seriously as I had done, though I know _now_ that sixteen and sixpence is really not nearly as much money as I then thought it. But that is what has always been so dear about mamma; she never "snubs" us. And many people, even really very kind people, do hurt children"s feelings dreadfully sometimes without in the least meaning it. It is one of the things I mean to try always to remember when I am quite grown-up myself, and it would be very wrong and ungrateful of any of _us_ ever to forget it, for our father and mother have shown us such a good example about it.