No, though I rubbed my eyes and stared about me and wondered why the window had changed its place, I soon remembered where I was, especially when I caught sight of Esme"s little bed beside mine, and of Esme"s pink cheeks and bright hair as she lay fast asleep still, looking like a comfortable doll.
I was thinking rather of the feelings I had when I was dressed--I dressed very quickly, despising any warm water in my bath for once, and moved about very quietly, so as not to waken Esme and thereby vex Hoskins the very first morning--and made my way out to the porch and stood there gazing about me.
It was not so very early after all--half-past seven by mamma"s little clock in the drawing-room, and I heard the servants working busily in the kitchen and dining-room, though there was no sound from poor old Geordie"s corner, in spite of his overnight intentions of being up by six!
But outside it seemed very, very early. It was so absolutely _alone_--so strangely far from any sight or sound of common human life, except for just one little thing--a tiny white sail, far, far away on the horizon--a mere speck it seemed. And below where I stood,--I think I have said that the hut was on a sort of "plateau,--" though at some little distance, came the sound of the waves, lapping in softly, for it was a calm day, and now and then the flash of a gull as it flew past, or the faint, peculiar cry of some other sea-bird or coast-bird nearer inland. For the spot was so quiet and seemingly isolated that rather wild, shy birds were not afraid of visiting it, even when there was no stormy weather or signs of such out at sea.
And behind me were our dear pine woods, and the feeling of the squirrels and the home birds all busy and happy in the coming of the spring, though any sounds from there were very vague and soft.
At first I did not know what it all reminded me of. Something out of my own experiences I knew, but I had to think for a minute or two before it came back to my mind. And then I remembered that it was a story in a French book that mamma had read to us, partly in French, which Geordie and I knew fairly well, and partly translating as she read. It was called _Les Ailes de Courage_, by some great French author, who wrote it, I think, for his or her grandchildren, and it is almost the most interesting and strangest story I ever heard--about a boy who lived quite, quite alone in a cave by the seash.o.r.e, and got to know all the wild creatures and their habits in the most wonderful way, so that they came to trust him as if he was one of themselves. I cannot give any right idea of the story; I doubt if any one could, but I wish you--if "you" ever come to exist--would all read it.
Just as I was standing there, pleased to have remembered the a.s.sociation in my mind, I felt a hand slipped gently round my neck. It was not one of Geordie"s "hugs," and I looked up in surprise. It was mamma.
"How quietly you came," I said; "and oh, mamma, _doesn"t_ it remind you of _Les Ailes de Courage_?"
"Yes," she replied, "I know exactly what you mean."
And then we stood perfectly still and silent for a moment or two, taking it all in, more and more, till a _very_ tiny sigh from mamma reminded me of something else--that dear papa was on that same great sea that we were gazing at--perhaps standing on the deck of the steamer and thinking of us--but _so_ far away already!
"It is chilly," said mamma, "and we must not begin our life here by catching cold. We had better go in, dear. I think it is going to be a lovely day, but in the meantime I hope Hoskins has given us a fire in the dining-room."
Yes--a nice bright little fire was crackling away merrily, a handful or two of the children"s cones on the top. And the room looked quite cosy and tidy, as Margery had finished dusting and so on, in here, and was now busy at the other side.
"I will go and see how Esme is getting on," said mamma. "She had had her bath before I came out, but there may be difficulties with her hair.
And you might hurry up the boys, Ida, for I have promised Hoskins to be very punctual, and breakfast will be ready by eight."
It was a good thing I did go to hurry up the boys--they were both fast asleep! Geordie looked dreadfully ashamed when I at last managed to get him really awake, and Denzil almost began to cry. He had planned with Esme, he said, to have a run down to the sands before breakfast, and Hoskins knew and had promised them a slice of bread and b.u.t.ter and a drink of milk.
"Did she not wake you then?" I asked. "She woke Esme at seven, but I was already up."
Geordie could not remember if he had been awakened or not. Denzil thought Margery had come in and said something about "seven o"clock,"
but it was all mixed up with a wonderful dream that he wanted me to stay to listen to, about a balloon (he had heard us talking about Taisy"s balloon) with long cords hanging from it, like those in the grandfather"s clock in the hall "at home," for you to climb up and down by, as if they were rope-ladders.
"You must have gone to sleep again and dreamt it through the word "o"clock" getting into your brain," I said, whereupon I felt as if I had got out of the frying-pan into the fire, for instead of telling the rest of his dream, Denzil now wanted to know exactly what I meant, and what his brain was "like," and how a word could get into it--was it a box in his head, and his ears the doors, etc., etc.--Denzil had a dreadfully "inquiring mind," in those days--till I really had to cut him short and fly.
"You will neither of you be ready for breakfast, as it is," I said; "and if you are not quick you will have none at all, or at least quite cold."
I nearly ran against the coffee, which Hoskins was just carrying in, as I got to the dining-room door, which would not have been a happy beginning. But I pulled up just in time, and took in good part Hoskins"s reminder that it wouldn"t do to rush about as if we were in the wide pa.s.sages at home. Then she went on to tell me what it all made her think of, she was so glad to have remembered.
"It is just like a _ship_, Miss Ida. I have never been at sea, but I spent a day or two once on board one of the big steamers at Southampton that a cousin of my mother"s is stewardess of. Yes, it"s that that"s been running in my head."
"It can"t have been a _very_ big one, then," I said, rather pertly, I am afraid. But Hoskins did not see the joke.
"Oh, but it was, Miss Ida," she went on, after she had placed the coffee-pot in safety. "The big rooms, saloons, as they call them, were really beautiful, but the pa.s.sages quite narrow, and the kitchens and pantries so small, you"d wonder they do do any washing-up in them, let alone cooking. Not an inch of s.p.a.ce lost, you may say. And as to how they manage in rough weather when everything"s atop of the other, it"s just wonderful, not that I"ve any wish to see for myself; the sea"s all very well to be beside of, but as for going _on_ it," and Hoskins shook her head, but said no more. For mamma just then came into the room, and the kind-hearted woman did not want to remind her who _was_ on the sea at the present moment.
We three--mamma and Esme and I--had made some way with our breakfast before the two lazy ones joined us, Geordie rather shy and ashamed; Denzil eager to explain the whole story of his dream, and to tease poor mamma about his brain and how it was made and what it was like, till I did wish I had not mentioned its existence to him.
I don"t remember anything very particularly interesting in the course of the first few days at the Hut, or rather perhaps, _everything_ was so interesting that no one thing stands out very much in my memory or in my diary. I kept a diary in those days, as I daresay you who read this have suspected, otherwise I could not have been so exact about details, though it needs no diary to remind myself of the _feeling_ of it all, of the curious charm of the half gypsy life. Not that it really was nearly as "gypsy" as we would have liked it to be, or as we _thought_ we would have liked it to be! It was really so comfortable, and we were all so pleased with our own efforts to make it so, and their success, that by the end of a week or ten days we began to long for some adventures.
"A storm," said Geordie one day,--"a storm at sea. How would that do?
Not a very bad one of course, and------"
"No," I said decidedly, frowning at him to remind him about papa"s being on the sea,--"no, that wouldn"t do at all. Besides, there never are storms at this time of year. It"s past the bad time. No, something more like real gypsies camping near us, and coming to ask us to lend them things, and telling our fortunes."
But at this idea _mamma_ shook her head.
"No, thank you," she said, though she smiled; "I have no wish for any such neighbours. Besides, Ida, you forget that though we are living in a hut, we are still at home on our own ground, and certainly gypsies have never been allowed to camp inside the lodge gates."
"They never come nearer than Kirke Common now," said George. "They have been frightened of Eastercove, Barnes says, ever since papa was made a magistrate."
"I think we must be content if we want adventures," said mamma, "with reading some aloud. I have got one or two nice books that none of you know, and I think it would be a very good plan to read aloud in the evenings."
We were not very eager about it. We liked very much to be read to, but we were not fond of being the readers, and though mamma read aloud beautifully, I knew it was not right to let it all fall upon her, as her voice was not very strong.
"It isn"t as if Taisy were here, to take turns with you, mamma," I said, "as she always does."
"After this week," said mamma, "you will not want any more excitement, for we must really arrange about your lessons, Ida--yours and the little ones. And Geordie, of course, will begin again regularly with Mr.
Lloyd, now that we are settled."
Our daily governess was given up. She was not now quite "advanced"
enough for me, and to have her for Denzil and Esme alone was very expensive, so it had been fixed that I was to work with mamma; and, on the other hand, be myself teacher to the little ones for the time. Mamma had thought she would have so much less to do, with papa away, and no calls to pay, or going out to dinners and luncheons, all of which she had given up for the time. But it did not look very like it so far--I mean not very like her "having more time" than at the big house, for there were always things turning up for her to do, and then she wrote enormously long letters to papa every week. And there were things about the place, the whole property, which she had to be consulted about now he was away.
And for my part I was not at all looking forward to my new post of governess!
"It is such a pity," I thought, "that we can"t have Taisy. She wouldn"t have minded teaching the children a bit, and she is so clever. Lots of my own lessons I could have done with her too. And I know the little ones won"t obey me; Denzil would, but not Esme, and she will set him off."
I suppose my face was looking rather cloudy, for mamma went on again.
"I daresay we shall all feel a little depressed for a time, for we have had a good deal of really tiring work as well as excitement. And the worst of over-excitement, at least for young, strong people, is, that when it is over, everything seems flat, and we find ourselves wishing something else would happen."
"Yes," I said; "that"s just what I feel. You do understand so well, mamma."
"I have a mild piece of excitement in store for you to-day or to-morrow," mamma went on again. "I think it is quite time that I called on our tenants. They must be fairly settled by now."
"I don"t see that there was any settling for them to do," I said. "You left everything so beautifully neat and nice."
Somehow I felt a little cross at the poor things!
"They have to unpack what they brought with them," said Geordie; "and I"m sure----" he stopped short.
I knew why he stopped. He thought that what he was going to say might vex me, for, as I think--or hope I have owned--I have a quick temper.
But Dods was not famous for "tact"; that habit of his of stopping short all of a sudden often made me crosser than almost anything he could _say_.
"It"s very rude not to finish your sentence," I said sharply. "What are you so sure about?"
"Only that you made fuss enough about our own unpacking," he replied, "quite extra from the getting the Hut in order and all that."
"You are very unfair, and unkind," I said, feeling as if I should like to cry, for _I_ thought I had been very patient and good-tempered.