Daniel absorbed those words and thought about how surreal their lives had become, and in an instant. He could actually picture what the end of the world might be like. He felt he was getting a hazy glimpse of Armageddon.
"It"ll get better once we get a car back," their mother said. "Once Hunter shows up, we"ll go try and find some supplies, see if we can borrow a chainsaw, find someone who can get that tree off and patch the roof, even if temporarily."
"Can we get your car out of the shop?" Daniel asked Carlton.
He shrugged. "We"ll have to run by there and see."
"There is so much I need to be getting done at work," their mom said out of nowhere. She tugged off her gloves and rested her hands on her knees. "This couldn"t have happened on a worse week."
Carlton rested his saw on the tree in front of him and went to her side. "There wouldn"t have been a good week for this," he said. "When are you not busy at work?" He put an arm across her shoulders, and Daniel and Zola looked to each other in the uncomfortable silence. Chainsaws buzzed in the distance, but it was getting so Daniel hardly noticed them. They were the new sounds to replace the chirping birds, who still had not returned from wherever they had gone. Daniel was waiting for them and Hunter to return. He was waiting for some reason or excuse to visit Anna down the street, even though the idea of just walking to her house filled him with nervous jitters. He was waiting on these things-but it was a surprise visitor who came to him first. The visitor arrived that afternoon as the sun was beginning to set and dinner was being sc.r.a.ped off dishes and into the yard.
It was then that Daniel"s father came home.
18.
The unexpected arrival of their dad brought the same bittersweet sting and salve that his departure had wrought. The excitement came from the sight of a power company truck, one of the bucket machines with large tires and metal tool cabinets everywhere. Its brakes squealed to a stop in the cul-de-sac; Zola turned to the window, saw it first, and let out a squeal of excitement.
"We"re gonna get power back!" she said.
She left the dishes to dry on a towel spread across the dining room table and ran toward the front door. A chair squeaked on the wood floor as Carlton got up to follow her out. Daniel hurried after them, hoping to hear some news from the outside world besides the Charlestonian static from his Zune.
Zola was halfway down the driveway when she stopped cold. The pa.s.senger door had opened, disgorging a man familiar at any distance. She stood there, frozen in place, as he shrugged a green duffle up on his shoulder and walked toward them, smiling.
"Frank," Carlton said, more out of stunned recognition than by way of greeting.
Their father nodded. "Carlton."
"What are you doing here?" their mom asked. She moved briskly down the driveway, past Daniel who had taken a spot by his sister, his arm moving around Zola"s back. The driver got out of the truck and slammed the door, then rummaged in one of the tool boxes.
"I had no place else to go," their father said, lifting his hands. The smile on his lips dimmed, then faded altogether. "I lost the boat," he said quietly.
Their mom raised a hand to cut him off. She walked past him, toward the man from the power company, who rounded the truck with a chainsaw in his hand. Everyone else stood on the driveway, casting uncomfortable glances.
"How long before the power"s back?" Daniel heard his mom ask.
The man shook his head and rubbed the back of his neck. "Can"t say," he said. "We"re just doing a survey right now." He walked up the driveway and set the chainsaw down by their father"s feet. "I told Frank I"d drop him off since I was heading near here anyway." He jerked a thumb over his shoulder. "We came in on our service road by the lines. I think you guys are cut off, but somebody will probably be by in a day or two to let you know more."
"In a day or two?" Carlton asked. "How bad is it out there?"
The man frowned. "Governor"s calling it a national disaster. They"ve got trucks and men heading this way from as far away as Florida, but coordinating it all is gonna be a nightmare. Columbia got hammered. Storm went right up twenty six. The entire interstate is closed down while they get it cleared of trees. h.e.l.l, it took us all day to work our way over here."
"Is anyone going to bring food or water around? Are the stores open?"
The power man looked to their mother. "Most people who"d be working are too busy tending to their own mess." He glanced toward their house and the ma.s.sive tree resting across it. "Believe it or not, you guys are lucky. I wish I had better news, but I don"t want you guys to plan for the best and be disappointed." He patted their father on the shoulder, nodded to the rest of them, then took a step away. "Somebody will be around in the next day or two," he said again.
Daniel watched his mom run after the power man. "If you and Frank are friends, take him home with you."
The man shook his head. Daniel heard him say something about inlaws, a full house, as much of a favor as he could repay, and then a door squealed on twisted hinges and slammed shut on the rest. The power truck roared to life and did a tight turn in the cul-de-sac. A guilty hand waved from the open driver-side window.
"I"m sorry to do this to you," their father said as their mother stormed up the driveway. Daniel and Zola hadn"t moved. It was all playing out like a scene from a daytime drama.
"You"re in the toolshed," their mother said. Daniel could tell at once that she actually meant it. She stopped by him, bent and retrieved the chainsaw, then stood back up. "The chainsaw can stay in the house."
With that, she marched back toward the front door, past a frozen Carlton, the silence blooming as the distant buzz of chainsaws fell still and the Beaufort sun set over the first day of Hurricane Anna"s aftermath.
aaaa Daniel slept fitfully that night. He thought of his father out in the toolshed, curled up in a sleeping bag, and his guts twisted with a mix of worry and anger. When he wasn"t dwelling on that, his thoughts turned to the girl down the street. Anna, who had smiled up at him as they"d partnered to build-to him at least-a near magical device for sipping juice out of sunshine. The back and forth-feeling infatuation one minute and rage the next-had him spinning in his bed, searching for comfort. Daniel was dying to run to either of them, to wake his dad or Anna up and have some sort of conversation-but to say what? A storm had blown through his life and somehow had left these two people behind like fallen oaks. Both had appeared out of nowhere, even though one seemed to have lived a few houses down for quite some time, and the other was probably just a short drive away for who knows how long.
Twice in the night, Daniel went to his window and looked out over the moonlit back yard-still jumbled with downed trees-and out toward the toolshed in the back. It was one of those prebuilt units, made to resemble a small house with two little windows in the front, a covered porch, and brightly colored trim. Daniel had helped clear a spot for his father inside, twitching his nose at the heavy smell of gasoline, checking the plywood floor for any sign of rat droppings, feeling sorry for him and hating him at the same time. He stood by the window both times that night and looked out at the barely discernible toolshed, then went back to his jumbled sheets and tried to find some solace in them.
In the morning, he woke to the sound of a chainsaw, buzzing like an alarm, but much closer than the others had been the day before. Daniel crawled out of bed and tugged on some bluejeans, despite the sticky heat in the powerless house. His legs had been scratched to h.e.l.l by the yard work the day before, and it wasn"t like he could sweat any more than he already would. The jeans, at least, would offer some protection.
He pulled on a fresh t-shirt and padded downstairs. The front and back doors were propped open, along with all the windows, allowing a slight breeze to plow through the heat and humidity. The roar of a chainsaw chewing through wood rattled through the house. Daniel hurried out to the front stoop, expecting to find his father manning the machine over a thick log, buried up to his knees in sawdust. As he scurried down the steps, Carlton looked up from the limb he was cutting, his safety goggles fogged with an early sweat. He powered the chainsaw down, the chain clacking in complaint, and smiled up at Daniel.
"You want a turn?" Carlton lifted the chainsaw and held it out toward Daniel.
"I"m actually scared of those things," Daniel said. He looked across the yard for any sign of Zola or his mom, but it looked like Carlton was the first one out to work on the storm debris.
"They"re completely safe if you use the right precautions." He jerked his chin. "Come here and I"ll show you."
Daniel patted his stomach. "Lemme get some breakfast first." He looked back toward the house. "Where is-? Is my dad up?"
Carlton lifted his goggles and placed them on his forehead. "Haven"t seen him," he said.
Daniel nodded. "I"ll be back in a little bit."
He turned and went back up the steps and into the house. As he crossed into the kitchen, the chainsaw roared back to life and began chewing through more wood. Daniel grabbed two cups from the drying rack by the sink, filled them with room-temperature water from a pitcher, shook a shiny pair of Pop-Tarts packs from an open box, and stuffed them in his pockets. He cradled the cups of water and headed toward the back door. Before he made it out, his sister appeared at the bottom of the steps, her eyes thick with sleep. Zola took one look at Daniel as he prepared to back through the screen door with the cups of water, and knew where he was heading. She gave him a disapproving frown.
Daniel wanted to say something, but didn"t. He pushed the screen door open with his heel and backed onto the patio, allowing the springs to clap the door shut. He turned and weaved through the labyrinth of downed trees toward the toolshed. A path through the limbs and brambles had been made by someone else, probably Carlton rummaging for tools the day before. Several other chainsaws could be heard throughout the neighborhood. Daniel"s mind drifted toward the girl a few houses down as he stepped up to the toolshed"s porch.
He knocked twice and opened the door.
Light spilled through the two small windows. A puff of gasoline-laden air hit Daniel and tickled his nose. His father looked up from where he was crouching on the floor, forcing a sleeping bag into a tight roll.
"Daniel!" His father beamed. The smile on his face was not that of a man who hadn"t seen his son in over a year.
"I brought you something to eat," Daniel said dryly. He set down one of the cups by his father"s bedroll and fished in his pocket for a pack of Pop-Tarts. "Here." He held them out.
"I"ve actually been awake for a while," his dad said, almost defensively. He accepted the food and sat back on a pillow Daniel recognized as belonging to the living room sofa. "I didn"t want to wake you guys and couldn"t really get started with the saw "cause it was inside."
"Carlton"s using it," Daniel said, jabbing a thumb toward the door.
"I heard." His dad looked away. "So, things are going well? How"s school?"
The questions made Daniel want to scream, to yell at his father, to beat his fists on something, to run to a girl down the block that he barely knew and press his face into her shirt and cry like a fool- "Fine," he said instead. "We"d only been back a few days before the storm hit. So I guess I"m acing all my cla.s.ses so far."
His father laughed. More than the joke warranted. He tore open his Pop-Tarts and patted the bedroll at his feet. "Sit," he said.
Daniel remained standing. He took a sip from his own cup of water, his eyes not leaving his father. He drank a deep gulp, and then lowered the cup.
"I take it you were in the area when the storm hit?"
His dad looked away, as if the truth had scurried into one of the toolshed"s dark corners. "I"ve been living on the houseboat down in the City Marina," he said.
"You"ve been living there?" The water sloshed out of Daniel"s cup as his hand shook. "How long? How long have you been here?"
"June?" His dad said it like it was a question, like he wondered how much Daniel"s hatred of him would grow if he tossed that out there.
"Were you gonna call? Were you-what was your plan, exactly?"
His dad took a bite of the cold Pop-Tart, crumbs sprinkling down on a nice shirt that hadn"t been worn to do nice things in quite some time. "I"ve been working through things," he said. "I got to where I needed to be close to home to get any better. I just wasn"t there yet."
"You needed to be close." Daniel tasted the words and wished he had something stronger than water to wash them down.
"I"ve stopped drinking," his dad said, almost as if he could read Daniel"s mind.
"Lemme guess-ever since the storm closed the liquor store down?"
His dad looked down at his tired boots. "It"s been since June," he said.
Daniel stepped back toward the door. He turned a bucket over and sat on it, then dug in his pocket for the other pack of Pop-Tarts. He chewed on one dry corner and on his dad"s words.
"I really was working up the courage to see you guys. I promise." He looked past Daniel and toward the house. "Is Hunter-?"
"At his girlfriend"s since the night of the storm."
"Girlfriend?"
Daniel shrugged. He wasn"t about to tell his dad about his brother"s relationships.
"Zola looks good."
They chewed their Pop-Tarts.
"Why did you come here?" Daniel asked. "I"m sure you have other places you coulda gone."
His dad took a sip of water. "I guess I couldn"t handle not knowing if you guys were okay. If the house was okay. Before, I mean I used to cradle the phone for hours, you know? I"d dial the number and just rub the send b.u.t.ton and think of how easy it"d be to press it and hear your voices, even if you were just yelling at me. You were always that close-h.e.l.l, I was always that close to doing it, but then the storm hit. My boat-" The old man looked away, the morning sun glistening in his eye. "When the marina went, I thought I was a gonner. All of "B" dock tore loose and surged into town. It was a mess. There were only a few of us dumb enough to be there, and we were lucky no one died. The boats, though-"
Daniel"s father fell silent. The chainsaw out front bit into something thick and struggled.
"I"m glad you didn"t die," Daniel said. It was as much as he could be thankful for. "I"m gonna go help Carlton. You can-" Daniel wasn"t sure what his dad could do.
"I might work back here, just clean some stuff up around the yard. If your mom will let me, I"d like to look at the roof."
Daniel peered at the rest of his Pop-Tart, no longer hungry. For some reason, he wanted to tell his dad about the girl down the street. He didn"t know why. He waved goodbye rather than say anything and turned out of the toolshed, breathing in the fresh and gasoline-free air outside. As he walked toward the house, he saw Zola"s face pull away from the kitchen window. The chainsaw in the front yard whined as it finished its work, buzzing through open air, the throttle taking it to dangerous places before it was released and wound itself down.
19.
Daniel walked around the house, through the destruction and quiet desolation left in the hurricane"s wake, and realized how quickly he was getting used to this new environment. The limbs of old oaks, the bramble of foliage, the scattered shingles and wet clods of insulation sucked from broken homes. It was a new normal. The world had been roughed over and changed by the storm.
Rounding the garage, he found Carlton and his mom struggling with heavy logs chopped free from the torso of a fallen giant. Daniel headed for the front stoop, where a pile of work gloves lay beside two plastic cups of water, neither cup sweating with the promise of a cool, refreshing drink within.
He tugged a pair of worn leather gloves on and went to help haul more of the seemingly endless supply of firewood to the swelling debris pile that now meandered partway around the cul-de-sac.
"You okay?" his mom asked, obviously aware of where Daniel had chosen to eat breakfast.
"I"m fine," he said. "Where"s Zola?"
"Bathroom," his mom said. She looked over his shoulder and lifted her chin toward the door. Daniel turned and saw his sister coming out on the stoop. She padded down the brick steps and knelt to sort through all the too-large gloves. Daniel looked back to his mom.
"Is there something we should be doing to get in touch with Hunter?" he asked.
She smiled grimly, her eyes twinkling. "Like send up smoke signals?" Her voice was full of sad impotence, not humor. She wiped her brow with the back of her arm, both of which were peppered with bits of bark and fine sawdust. "All we can do is trust that he"s okay," she said. They"ll have power or cell phones or something up before long."
"Maybe the landlines still work," Daniel said. He had been against them getting rid of the old house phone the year before, but since it no longer rang, and everyone in the family carried a phone in their pockets anyway, his mom had decided that the cost of the bill no longer made sense.
Carlton returned from another Sisyphean trip to the debris pile. "The landlines weren"t working as of this morning." He nodded toward the house across the street, the one with the morning coffee drinkers that Daniel had waved to the day before. "The Morrison"s have been trying theirs hourly."
"When did you meet them?" Daniel"s mom asked.
"They were out this morning. I checked to make sure the chainsaw wouldn"t disturb them. They understood wanting to get an early start, what with the heat and all." Carlton picked up the saw and flicked a lever on its side. He reached into the breast pocket of his short sleeve b.u.t.ton-up and extracted his plastic safety goggles. "They seem like good people," Carlton added, and Daniel felt less alone and silly for not knowing anything about them. He thought about another person he"d met in the neighborhood that he"d like to get to know better. The day before, working in the yard, he"d wracked his brain wondering how to get out of debris duty and what he"d say if he went over. By the time he"d worked up the courage and memorized a few excuses, he was too hot and sweaty to want to be seen. As he carried another cut log to the growing row Carlton had started between two trees, he realized he should go over there early and get it over with. Just to keep from perseverating about it all day long or waiting until he got nasty with sweat.
He turned back to his mom as the chainsaw sputtered then roared to life once again.
"I need to run down the street," he yelled. His mother turned from watching Carlton wield the saw, her face scrunched with worry.
"What for?" she yelled back.
A fountain of fine dust sprayed out of the growing gash in the tree; it filled the air with a dry and pulpy mist.
"I need to charge my Zune so we can hear the news," he said, stepping away and squinting his eyes at the fog of powdered tree.
"Charge it how?"
The saw made it through the bottom, and the tree leapt up as another heavy log fell from its end. Carlton looked poised to lop off another, but powered the tool down when he saw they were trying to have a conversation.
"There"s this gir-" Daniel realized he was yelling over the residual din of the now-quiet saw. He lowered his voice. "Someone down the street has a solar panel rigged up that can charge small devices. I was gonna go plug in my Zune and let it charge while we work." He looked to Carlton for support.