"Dinner"s on the table, gents," the steward said from the door. He went toward the sleeper by the fire. "I expect Mr. Cunningham will wear that arm-chair out before he"s done," he said over his shoulder.
"Poor old chap; he"s got nowhere else to go to," the magazine employee said.
"Why doesn"t he go to the work"ouse," the journalist financier retorted.
"Make a good sketch that, eh?" he continued, reverting to his bus-driver.
"Jolly!" the magazine employee said, indifferently.
"Now, then, Mr. Cunningham," the steward said, touching the sleeper on the shoulder, "dinner"s on the table."
"G.o.d bless my soul," the dramatic critic said, with a start. The steward left the room. The dramatic critic furtively took a set of false teeth out of his waistcoat pocket; wiped them with a bandanna handkerchief, and inserted them in his mouth.
He tottered out of the room.
I got up and began to inspect the pen-and-ink sketches on the walls.
The faded paltry caricatures of faded paltry lesser lights that confronted me from fly-blown frames on the purple walls almost made me shiver.
"There you are, Granger," said a cheerful voice behind me. "Come and have some dinner."
I went and had some dinner. It was seasoned by small jokes and little personalities. A Teutonic journalist, a musical critic, I suppose, inquired as to the origin of the meagre pheasant. Fox replied that it had been preserved in the back-yard. The dramatic critic mumbled unheard that some piece or other was off the bills of the Adelphi. I grinned vacantly. Afterward, under his breath, Fox put me up to a thing or two regarding the inner meaning of the new daily. Put by him, without any glamour of a moral purpose, the case seemed rather mean. The dingy smoking-room depressed me and the whole thing was, what I had, for so many years, striven to keep out of. Fox hung over my ear, whispering.
There were shades of intonation in his sibillating. Some of those "in it," the voice implied, were not above-board; others were, and the tone became deferential, implied that I was to take my tone from itself.
"Of course, a man like the Right Honourable C. does it on the straight, ... quite on the straight, ... has to have some sort of semi-official backer.... In this case, it"s me, ... the _Hour_. They"re a bit splitty, the Ministry, I mean.... They say Gurnard isn"t playing square ... they _say_ so." His broad, red face glowed as he bent down to my ear, his little sea-blue eyes twinkled with moisture. He enlightened me cautiously, circ.u.mspectly. There was something unpleasant in the business--not exactly in Fox himself, but the kind of thing. I wish he would cease his explanations--I didn"t want to hear them. I have never wanted to know how things are worked; preferring to take the world at its face value. Callan"s revelations had been bearable, because of the farcical pompousness of his manner. But this was different, it had the stamp of truth, perhaps because it was a little dirty. I didn"t want to hear that the Foreign Minister was ever so remotely mixed up in this business. He was only a symbol to me, but he stood for the stability of statesmanship and for the decencies that it is troublesome to have touched.
"Of course," he was proceeding, "the Churchill gang would like to go on playing the stand-off to us. But it won"t do, they"ve got to come in or see themselves left. Gurnard has pretty well n.o.bbled their old party press, so they"ve got to begin all over again."
That was it--that was precisely it. Churchill ought to have played the stand-off to people like us--to have gone on playing it at whatever cost. That was what I demanded of the world as I conceived it. It was so much less troublesome in that way. On the other hand, this was life--I was living now and the cost of living is disillusionment; it was the price I had to pay. Obviously, a Foreign Minister had to have a semi-official organ, or I supposed so.... "Mind you," Fox whispered on, "I think myself, that it"s a pity he is supporting the Greenland business. The thing"s not _altogether_ straight. But it"s going to be made to pay like h.e.l.l, and there"s the national interest to be considered. If this Government didn"t take it up, some other would--and that would give Gurnard and a lot of others a peg against Churchill and his. We can"t afford to lose any more coaling stations in Greenland or anywhere else. And, mind you, Mr. C. can look after the interests of the n.i.g.g.e.rs a good deal better if he"s a hand in the pie. You see the position, eh?"
I wasn"t actually listening to him, but I nodded at proper intervals. I knew that he wanted me to take that line in confidential conversations with fellows seeking copy. I was quite resigned to that. Incidentally, I was overcome by the conviction--perhaps it was no more than a sensation--that that girl was mixed up in this thing, that her shadow was somewhere among the others flickering upon the sheet. I wanted to ask Fox if he knew her. But, then, in that absurd business, I did not even know her name, and the whole story would have sounded a little mad.
Just now, it suited me that Fox should have a moderate idea of my sanity. Besides, the thing was out of tone, I idealised her then. One wouldn"t talk about her in a smoking-room full of men telling stories, and one wouldn"t talk about her at all to Fox.
The musical critic had been prowling about the room with Fox"s eyes upon him. He edged suddenly nearer, pushed a chair aside, and came toward us.
"Hullo," he said, in an ostentatiously genial, after-dinner voice, "what are you two chaps a-talking about?"
"Private matters," Fox answered, without moving a hair.
"Then I suppose I"m in the way?" the other muttered. Fox did not answer.
"Wants a job," he said, watching the discomfited Teuton"s retreat, "but, as I was saying--oh, it pays both ways." He paused and fixed his eyes on me. He had been explaining the financial details of the matter, in which the Duc de Mersch and Callan and Mrs. Hartly and all these people clubbed together and started a paper which they hired Fox to run, which was to bring their money back again, which was to scratch their backs, which.... It was like the house that Jack built; I wondered who Jack was. That was it, who was Jack? It all hinged upon that.
"Why, yes," I said. "It seems rather neat."
"Of course," Fox wandered on, "you are wondering why the deuce I tell you all this. Fact is, you"d hear it all if I didn"t, and a good deal more that isn"t true besides. But I believe you"re the sort of chap to respect a confidence."
I didn"t rise to the sentiment. I knew as well as he did that he was bamboozling me, that he was, as he said, only telling me--not the truth, but just what I should hear everywhere. I did not bear him any ill-will; it was part of the game, that. But the question was, who was Jack? It might be Fox himself.... There might, after all, be some meaning in the farrago of nonsense that that fantastic girl had let off upon me. Fox really and in a figure of speech such as she allowed herself, might be running a team consisting of the Duc de Mersch and Mr. Churchill.
CHAPTER FOUR
He might really be backing a foreign, philanthropic ruler and State-founder, and a British Foreign Minister, against the rather sinister Chancellor of the Exchequer that Mr. Gurnard undoubtedly was.
It might suit him; perhaps he had shares in something or other that depended on the success of the Duc de Mersch"s Greenland Protectorate. I knew well enough, you must remember, that Fox was a big man--one of those big men that remain permanently behind the curtain, perhaps because they have a certain lack of comeliness of one sort or another and don"t look well on the stage itself. And I understood now that if he had abandoned--as he had done--half a dozen enterprises of his own for the sake of the _Hour_, it must be because it was very well worth his while. It was not merely a question of the editorship of a paper; there was something very much bigger in the background. My Dimensionist young lady, again, might have other shares that depended on the Chancellor of the Exchequer"s blocking the way. In that way she might very well talk allegorically of herself as in alliance with Gurnard against Fox and Churchill. I was at sea in that sort of thing--but I understood vaguely that something of the sort was remotely possible.
I didn"t feel called upon to back out of it on that account, yet I very decidedly wished that the thing could have been otherwise. For myself, I came into the matter with clean hands--and I was going to keep my hands clean; otherwise, I was at Fox"s disposal.
"I understand," I said, the speech marking my decision, "I shall have dealings with a good many of the proprietors--I am the scratcher, in fact, and you don"t want me to make a fool of myself."
"Well," he answered, gauging me with his blue, gimlet eyes, "it"s just as well to know."
"It"s just as well to know," I echoed. It _was_ just as well to know.
CHAPTER FIVE
I had gone out into the blackness of the night with a firmer step, with a new a.s.surance. I had had my interview, the thing was definitely settled; the first thing in my life that had ever been definitely settled; and I felt I must tell Lea before I slept. Lea had helped me a good deal in the old days--he had helped everybody, for that matter. You would probably find traces of Lea"s influence in the beginnings of every writer of about my decade; of everybody who ever did anything decent, and of some who never got beyond the stage of burgeoning decently. He had given me the material help that a publisher"s reader could give, until his professional reputation was endangered, and he had given me the more valuable help that so few can give. I had grown ashamed of this one-sided friendship. It was, indeed, partly because of that that I had taken to the wilds--to a hut near a wood, and all the rest of what now seemed youthful foolishness. I had desired to live alone, not to be helped any more, until I could make _some_ return. As a natural result I had lost nearly all my friends and found myself standing there as naked as on the day I was born.
All around me stretched an immense town--an immense blackness.
People--thousands of people hurried past me, had errands, had aims, had others to talk to, to trifle with. But I had n.o.body. This immense city, this immense blackness, had no interiors for me. There were house fronts, staring windows, closed doors, but nothing within; no rooms, no hollow places. The houses meant nothing to me, nothing more than the solid earth. Lea remained the only one the thought of whom was not like the reconsideration of an ancient, a musty pair of gloves.
He lived just anywhere. Being a publisher"s reader, he had to report upon the probable commercial value of the ma.n.u.scripts that unknown authors sent to his employer, and I suppose he had a settled plan of life, of the sort that brought him within the radius of a given spot at apparently irregular, but probably ordered, intervals. It seemed to be no more than a piece of good luck that let me find him that night in a little room in one of the by-ways of Bloomsbury. He was sprawling angularly on a cane lounge, surrounded by whole rubbish heaps of ma.n.u.script, a grey scrawl in a foam of soiled paper. He peered up at me as I stood in the doorway.
"Hullo!" he said, "what"s brought you here? Have a ma.n.u.script?" He waved an abstracted hand round him. "You"ll find a chair somewhere." A claret bottle stood on the floor beside him. He took it by the neck and pa.s.sed it to me.
He bent his head again and continued his reading. I displaced three bulky folio sheaves of typewritten matter from a chair and seated myself behind him. He continued to read.
"I hadn"t seen these rooms before," I said, for want of something to say.
The room was not so much scantily as arbitrarily furnished. It contained a big mahogany sideboard; a common deal table, an extraordinary kind of folding wash-hand-stand; a deal bookshelf, the cane lounge, and three unrelated chairs. There were three framed Dutch prints on the marble mantel-shelf; striped curtains before the windows. A square, cheap looking-gla.s.s, with a razor above it, hung between them. And on the floor, on the chairs, on the sideboard, on the unmade bed, the profusion of ma.n.u.scripts.
He scribbled something on a blue paper and began to roll a cigarette. He took off his gla.s.ses, rubbed them, and closed his eyes tightly.
"Well, and how"s Suss.e.x?" he asked.
I felt a sudden attack of what, essentially, was nostalgia. The fact that I was really leaving an old course of life, was actually and finally breaking with it, became vividly apparent. Lea, you see, stood for what was best in the mode of thought that I was casting aside. He stood for the aspiration. The brooding, the moodiness; all the childish qualities, were my own importations. I was a little ashamed to tell him, that--that I was going to live, in fact. Some of the glory of it had gone, as if one of two candles I had been reading by had flickered out.
But I told him, after a fashion, that I had got a job at last.
"Oh, I congratulate you," he said.
"You see," I began to combat the objections he had not had time to utter, "even for my work it will be a good thing--I wasn"t seeing enough of life to be able to...."
"Oh, of course not," he answered--"it"ll be a good thing. You must have been having a pretty bad time."