"They"ve got things to talk about."
"Why, yes," I answered; "I suppose the railway matter has to be settled." She looked at me fixedly.
"You--you mustn"t talk," she warned.
"Oh," I answered, "I"m not indiscreet--not essentially."
The other three were somewhat tardy in making their drawing-room appearance. I had a sense of them, leaning their heads together over the edges of the table. In the interim a rather fierce political dowager convoyed two well-controlled, blond daughters into the room. There was a continual coming and going of such people in the house; they did with Miss Churchill social business of some kind, arranged electoral raree-shows, and what not; troubled me very little. On this occasion the blond daughters were types of the sixties" survivals--the type that unemotionally inspected alb.u.ms. I was convoying them through a volume of views of Switzerland, the dowager was saying to Miss Churchill:
"You think, then, it will be enough if we have...." When the door opened behind my back. I looked round negligently and hastily returned to the consideration of a shining photograph of the Dent du Midi. A very gracious figure of a girl was embracing the grim Miss Churchill, as a gracious girl should virginally salute a grim veteran.
"Ah, my dear Miss Churchill!" a fluting voice filled the large room, "we were very nearly going back to Paris without once coming to see you. We are only over for two days--for the Tenants" Ball, and so my aunt ...
but surely that is Arthur...."
I turned eagerly. It was the Dimensionist girl. She continued talking to Miss Churchill. "We meet so seldom, and we are never upon terms," she said lightly. "I a.s.sure you we are like cat and dog." She came toward me and the blond maidens disappeared, everybody, everything disappeared. I had not seen her for nearly a year. I had vaguely gathered from Miss Churchill that she was regarded as a sister of mine, that she had, with wealth inherited from a semi-fabulous Australian uncle, revived the glories of my aunt"s house. I had never denied it, because I did not want to interfere with my aunt"s attempts to regain some of the family"s prosperity. It even had my sympathy to a small extent, for, after all, the family was my family too.
As a memory my pseudo-sister had been something bright and clear-cut and rather small; seen now, she was something that one could not look at for glow. She moved toward me, smiling and radiant, as a ship moves beneath towers of shining canvas. I was simply overwhelmed. I don"t know what she said, what I said, what she did or I. I have an idea that we conversed for some minutes. I remember that she said, at some point,
"Go away now; I want to talk to Mr. Gurnard."
As a matter of fact, Gurnard was making toward her--a deliberate, slow progress. She greeted him with nonchalance, as, beneath eyes, a woman greets a man she knows intimately. I found myself hating him, thinking that he was not the sort of man she ought to know.
"It"s settled?" she asked him, as he came within range. He looked at me inquiringly--insolently. She said, "My brother," and he answered:
"Oh, yes," as I moved away. I hated the man and I could not keep my eyes off him and her. I went and stood against the mantel-piece. The Duc de Mersch bore down upon them, and I welcomed his interruption until I saw that he, too, was intimate with her, intimate with a pomposity of flourishes as irritating as Gurnard"s nonchalance.
I stood there and glowered at them. I noted her excessive beauty; her almost perilous self-possession while she stood talking to those two men. Of me there was nothing left but the eyes. I had no mind, no thoughts. I saw the three figures go through the att.i.tudes of conversation--she very animated, de Mersch grotesquely _empresse_, Gurnard undisguisedly saturnine. He repelled me exactly as grossly vulgar men had the power of doing, but he, himself, was not that--there was something ... something. I could not quite make out his face, I never could. I never did, any more than I could ever quite visualise hers. I wondered vaguely how Churchill could work in harness with such a man, how he could bring himself to be closeted, as he had just been, with him and with a fool like de Mersch--I should have been afraid.
As for de Mersch, standing between those two, he seemed like a country lout between confederate sharpers. It struck me that she let me see, made me see, that she and Gurnard had an understanding, made manifest to me by glances that pa.s.sed when the Duc had his un.o.bservant eyes turned elsewhere.
I saw Churchill, in turn, move desultorily toward them, drawn in, like a straw toward a little whirlpool. I turned my back in a fury of jealousy.
CHAPTER NINE
I had a pretty bad night after that, and was not much in the mood for Fox on the morrow. The sight of her had dwarfed everything; the thought of her disgusted me with everything, made me out of conceit with the world--with that part of the world that had become my world. I wanted to get up into hers--and I could not see any way. The room in which Fox sat seemed to be hopelessly off the road--to be hopelessly off any road to any place; to be the end of a blind alley. One day I might hope to occupy such a room--in my shirt-sleeves, like Fox. But that was not the end of my career--not the end that I desired. She had upset me.
"You"ve just missed Polehampton," Fox said; "wanted to get hold of your "Atmospheres.""
"Oh, d.a.m.n Polehampton," I said, "and particularly d.a.m.n the "Atmospheres.""
"Willingly," Fox said, "but I told Mr. P. that you were willing if...."
"I don"t want to know," I repeated. "I tell you I"m sick of the things."
"What a change," he a.s.serted, sympathetically, "I _thought_ you would."
It struck me as disgusting that a person like Fox should think about me at all. "Oh, I"ll see it through," I said. "Who"s the next?"
"We"ve got to have the Duc de Mersch now," he answered, "De Mersch as State Founder--written as large as you can--all across the page. The moment"s come and we"ve got to rope it in, that"s all. I"ve been middling good to you.... You understand...."
He began to explain in his dark sentences. The time had come for an energetically engineered boom in de Mersch--a boom all along the line.
And I was to commence the campaign. Fox had been good to me and I was to repay him. I listened in a sort of apathetic indifference.
"Oh, very well," I said. I was subconsciously aware that, as far as I was concerned, the determining factor of the situation was the announcement that de Mersch was to be in Paris. If he had been in his own particular grand duchy I wouldn"t have gone after him. For a moment I thought of the interview as taking place in London. But Fox--ostensibly, at least--wasn"t even aware of de Mersch"s visit; spoke of him as being in Paris--in a flat in which he was accustomed to interview the continental financiers who took up so much of his time.
I realised that I wanted to go to Paris because she was there. She had said that she was going to Paris on the morrow of yesterday. The name was pleasant to me, and it turned the scale.
Fox"s eyes remained upon my face.
"Do you good, eh?" he dimly interpreted my thoughts. "A run over. I thought you"d like it and, look here, Polehampton"s taken over the _Bi-Monthly_; wants to get new blood into it, see? He"d take something.
I"ve been talking to him--a short series.... "Aspects." That sort of thing." I tried to work myself into some sort of enthusiasm of grat.i.tude. I knew that Fox had spoken well of me to Polehampton--as a sort of set off.
"You go and see Mr. P.," he confirmed; "it"s really all arranged. And then get off to Paris as fast as you can and have a good time."
"Have I been unusually cranky lately?" I asked.
"Oh, you"ve been a little off the hooks, I thought, for the last week or so."
He took up a large bottle of white mucilage, and I accepted it as a sign of dismissal. I was touched by his solicitude for my health. It always did touch me, and I found myself unusually broad-minded in thought as I went down the terra-cotta front steps into the streets. For all his frank vulgarity, for all his shirt-sleeves--I somehow regarded that habit of his as the final mark of the Beast--and the Louis Quinze accessories, I felt a warm good-feeling for the little man.
I made haste to see Polehampton, to beard him in a sort of den that contained a number of shelves of books selected for their glittering back decoration. They gave the impression that Mr. Polehampton wished to suggest to his visitors the fitness and propriety of clothing their walls with the same gilt cloth. They gave that idea, but I think that, actually, Mr. Polehampton took an aesthetic delight in the gilding. He was not a publisher by nature. He had drifted into the trade and success, but beneath a polish of acquaintance retained a fine awe for a book as such. In early life he had had such shining things on a shiny table in a parlour. He had a similar awe for his daughter, who had been born after his entry into the trade, and who had the literary flavour--a flavour so p.r.o.nounced that he dragged her by the heels into any conversation with us who hewed his raw material, expecting, I suppose, to cow us. For the greater good of this young lady he had bought the _Bi-Monthly_--one of the portentous political organs. He had, they said, ideas of forcing a seat out of the party as a recompense.
It didn"t matter much what was the nature of my series of articles. I was to get the atmosphere of cities as I had got those of the various individuals. I seemed to pay on those lines, and Miss Polehampton commended me.
"My daughter likes ... eh ... your touch, you know, and...." His terms were decent--for the man, and were offered with a flourish that indicated special benevolence and a reference to the hundred pounds. I was at a loss to account for his manner until he began to stammer out an indication. Its lines were that I knew Fox, and I knew Churchill and the Duc de Mersch, and the _Hour_. "And those financial articles ... in the _Hour_ ... were they now?... _Were_ they ... was the Trans -Greenland railway actually ... did I think it would be worth one"s while ... in fact...." and so on.
I never was any good in a situation of that sort, never any good at all.
I ought to have a.s.sumed blank ignorance, but the man"s eyes pleaded; it seemed a tremendous matter to him. I tried to be non-committal, and said: "Of course I haven"t any right." But I had a vague, stupid sense that loyalty to Churchill demanded that I should back up a man he was backing. As a matter of fact, nothing so direct was a-gate, it couldn"t have been. It was something about shares in one of de Mersch"s other enterprises. Polehampton was going to pick them up for nothing, and they were going to rise when the boom in de Mersch"s began--something of the sort. And the boom would begin as soon as the news of the agreement about the railway got abroad.
I let him get it out of me in a way that makes the thought of that bare place with its gilt book-backs and its three uncomfortable office-chairs and the ground-gla.s.s windows through which one read the inversion of the legend "Polehampton," all its gloom and its rigid lines and its pallid light, a memory of confusion. And Polehampton was properly grateful, and invited me to dine with him and his phantasmal daughter--who wanted to make my acquaintance. It was like a command to a state banquet given by a palace official, and Lea would be invited to meet me. Miss Polehampton did not like Lea, but he had to be asked once a year--to encourage good feeling, I suppose. The interview dribbled out on those lines. I asked if it was one of Lea"s days at the office. It was not. I tried to put in a good word for Lea, but it was not very effective. Polehampton was too subject to his a.s.sistant"s thorns to be responsive to praise of him.
So I hurried out of the place. I wanted to be out of this medium in which my ineffectiveness threatened to proclaim itself to me. It was not a very difficult matter. I had, in those days, rooms in one of the political journalists" clubs--a vast mausoleum of white tiles. But a man used to pack my portmanteau very efficiently and at short notice. At the station one of those coincidences that are not coincidences made me run against the great Callan. He was rather unhappy--found it impossible to make an already distracted porter listen to the end of one of his sentences with two-second waits between each word. For that reason he brightened to see me--was delighted to find a through-journey companion who would take him on terms of greatness. In the railway carriage, divested of troublesome bags that imparted anxiety to his small face and a stagger to his walk, he swelled to his normal dimensions.
"So you"re--going to--Paris," he meditated, "for the _Hour_."
"I"m going to Paris for the _Hour_," I agreed.
"Ah!" he went on, "you"re going to interview the Elective Grand Duke...."
"We call him the Duc de Mersch," I interrupted, flippantly. It was a matter of nuances. The Elective Grand Duke was a philanthropist and a State Founder, the Duc de Mersch was the hero as financier.
"Of Holstein-Launewitz," Callan ignored. The t.i.tles slipped over his tongue like the last drops of some inestimable oily vintage.
"I might have saved you the trouble. I"m going to see him myself."