"Do you?" he asked.
"You"ve called my bluff." She laughed. "Say, do YOU? If there was anything in it you"d have kept on preachin" to that bunch and made some of "em believe they was headed for h.e.l.l; you"d have made one of "em that owns the flat house I live in, who gets fancy rents out of us poor girls, give it up. That"s a nice kind of business for a church member, ain"t it?"
"Owns the house in which you live!"
"Sure." She smiled at him compa.s.sionately, pitying his innocence and ignorance. "Now I come to think of it, I guess he don"t go to your church,--it"s the big Baptist church on the boulevard. But what"s the difference?"
"None," said Hodder, despondently.
She regarded him curiously.
"You remember when you dropped in that night, when the kid was sick?"
He nodded.
"Well, now you ain"t in the business any more, I may as well tell you you kind of got in on me. I was sorry for you--honest, I was. I couldn"t believe at first you was on the level, but it didn"t take me long to see that they had gold-bricked you, too. I saw you weren"t wise to what they were."
"You thought--" he began and paused dumfounded.
"Why not?" she retorted. "It looked easy to me,--your line. How was I to know at first that they had you fooled? How was I to know you wasn"t in the game?"
"The game?"
"Say, what else is it but a game? You must be on now, ain"t you? Why. do they put up to keep the churches going? There ain"t any coupons coming out of "em.
"Maybe some of these millionaires think they can play all the horses and win,--get into heaven and sell gold bricks on the side. But I guess most of "em don"t think about heaven. They just use the church for a front, and take in strangers in the back alley,--downtown."
Hodder was silent, overwhelmed by the brutal aptness of her figures. Nor did he take the trouble of a defence, of pointing out that hers was not the whole truth. What really mattered--he saw--was what she and those like her thought. Such minds were not to be disabused by argument; and indeed he had little inclination for it then.
"There"s nothing in it."
By this expression he gathered she meant life. And some hidden impulse bade him smile at her.
"There is this," he answered.
She opened her mouth, closed it and stared at him, struck by his expression, striving uneasily to fathom hidden depths in his remark.
"I don"t get on to you," she said lamely. "I didn"t that other time. I never ran across anybody like you."
He tried to smile again.
"You mustn"t mind me," he answered.
They fell into an oasis of silence, surrounded by mad music and laughter. Then came the long-nosed waiter carrying the beefsteak aloft, followed by a lad with a bucket of ice, from which protruded the green and gold neck of a bottle. The plates were put down, the beefsteak carved, the champagne opened and poured out with a flourish. The woman raised her gla.s.s.
"Here"s how!" she said, with an attempt at gayety. And she drank to him.
"It"s funny how I ran across you again, ain"t it?" She threw back her head and laughed.
He raised his gla.s.s, tasted the wine, and put it down again. A sheet of fire swept through him.
"What"s the matter with it? Is it corked?" she demanded. "It goes to the right spot with me."
"It seems very good," he said, trying to smile, and turning to the food on his plate. The very idea of eating revolted him--and yet he made the attempt: he had a feeling, ill defined, that consequences of vital importance depended upon this attempt, on his natural acceptance of the situation. And, while he strove to reduce the contents of his plate, he racked his brain for some subject of conversation. The flamboyant walls of the room pressed in on every side; comment of that which lay within their limits was impossible,--but he could not, somehow, get beyond them. Was there in the whole range of life one easy topic which they might share in common? Yet a bond existed between this woman and himself--a bond of which he now became aware, and which seemed strangely to grow stronger as the minutes pa.s.sed and no words were spoken. Why was it that she, too, to whom speech came so easily, had fallen dumb?
He began to long for some remark, however disconcerting. The tension increased.
She put down her knife and fork. Tears sprang into her eyes,--tears of anger, he thought.
"Say, it"s no use trying to put up a bluff with me," she cried.
"Why do you say that?" he asked.
"You know what I mean, all right. What did you come in here for, anyway?"
"I don"t know--I couldn"t tell you," he answered.
The very honesty of his words seemed, for an instant, to disconcert her; and she produced a torn lace handkerchief, which she thrust in her eyes.
"Why can"t you leave me alone?" she demanded. "I"m all right."
If he did not at once reply, it was because of some inner change which had taken place in himself; and he seemed to see things, suddenly, in their true proportions. He no longer feared a scene and its consequences. By virtue of something he had cast off or taken on, he was aware of a newly acquired mastery of the situation, and by a hidden and unconscious process he had managed to get at the real woman behind the paint: had beaten down, as it were without a siege, her defences. And he was incomparably awed by the sight of her quivering, frightened self.
Her weeping grew more violent. He saw the people at the next table turn and stare, heard the men laughing harshly. For the spectacle was evidently not an uncommon one here. She pushed away her unfinished gla.s.s, gathered up her velvet bag and rose abruptly.
"I guess I ain"t hungry after all," she said, and started toward the door. He turned to the waiter, who regarded him unmoved, and asked for a check.
"I"ll get it," he said.
Hodder drew out a ten dollar bill, and told him to keep the change. The waiter looked at him. Some impulse moved him to remark, as he picked up the rector"s hat:
"Don"t let her put it over you, sir."
Hodder scarcely heard him. He hurried up the steps and gained the pavement, and somewhere in the black shadows beyond the arc-lights he saw her disappearing down the street. Careless of all comment he hastened on, overtook her, and they walked rapidly side by side. Now and again he heard a sob, but she said nothing. Thus they came to the house where the Garvins had lived, and pa.s.sed it, and stopped in front of the dimly lighted vestibule of the flats next door. In drawing the key from her bag she dropped it: he picked it up and put it in the lock himself.
She led the way without comment up the darkened stairs, and on the landing produced another key, opened the door of her rooms, fumbled for the electric b.u.t.ton, and suddenly the place was flooded with light. He glanced in, and recoiled.
II
Oddly enough, the first thing he noticed in the confusion that reigned was the absence of the piano. Two chairs were overturned, and one of them was broken; a siphon of vichy lay on the floor beside a crushed gla.s.s and two or three of the cheap ornaments that had been swept off the mantel and broken on the gaudy tiles of the hearth. He glanced at the woman, who had ceased crying, and stood surveying the wreckage with the calmness, the philosophic nonchalance of a cla.s.s that comes to look upon misfortune as inevitable.
"They didn"t do a thing to this place, did they?" was her comment.
"There was two guys in here to-night who got a notion they were funny."
Hodder had thought to have fathomed all the horrors of her existence, but it was not until he looked into this room that the bottomless depths of it were brought home to him. Could it be possible that the civilization in which he lived left any human being so defenceless as to be at the mercy of the ghouls who had been here? The very stale odours of the spilled whiskey seemed the material expression of the essence of degraded souls; for a moment it overpowered him. Then came the imperative need of action, and he began to right one of the chairs. She darted forward.
"Cut it out!" she cried. "What business have you got coming in here and straightening up? I was a fool to bring you, anyway."
It was in her eyes that he read her meaning, and yet could not credit it. He was abashed--ashamed; nay, he could not define the feeling in his breast. He knew that what he read was the true interpretation of her speech, for in some manner--he guessed not how--she had begun to idealize him, to feel that the touch of these things defiled him.