XIV
HOW THE TRUTH CAME TO ELIZA
Appleton found his employer with one foot in a tub of hot water and his lap full of blueprints. O"Neil explained briefly the condition of affairs down the river.
"I want some one to make that crossing," he said.
"A volunteer?" asked Dan, with quickened pulses.
"Yes."
"Will I do?"
"I sent for you to give you the first chance--you"ve been chafing so at your idleness. We must have steel laid to this point before snow flies.
Every hour counts. I daren"t risk Mellen or McKay, for they might be disabled. I intended to take charge myself, but I won"t be able to walk now for some time." He swore a little, and Dan nodded sympathetically.
"I wouldn"t send anybody where I"d refuse to go myself. You understand?"
"Of course."
"If either McKay or Mellen were hurt I couldn"t build the bridge, and the bridge must be built."
"If Gordon stands pat somebody may be--hurt."
"I don"t look for anything worse than a few broken heads, but of course I can"t tell. I"ll stand behind you with my last dollar, no matter what happens."
Dan laughed. "As I understand the situation you won"t have a dollar unless we make the crossing."
"Right!" O"Neil smiled cheerfully. "The life of the S. R. & N. depends upon it. I"d give ten thousand dollars for your right ankle."
"You can have it for nothing, Chief. I"d amputate the whole leg and present it to you," Dan declared earnestly.
Murray took his hand in a hearty grip. "Perhaps I"ll be able to serve you some time," he said, simply. "Anyhow, I"ll look out for the chance.
Now spend the evening with the girls, and leave in the morning. I"ll be down as soon as I can travel, to watch the fight from the side-lines."
O"Neil"s voice was level, but his teeth were shut and his fingers were clenched with rage at his disability.
Dan hurried away highly elated, but when he told Eliza of the part he had undertaken she stormed indignantly.
"Why, the brute! He has no right to send you into danger. This isn"t war."
"Sis, dear, it"s my chance. He can"t stand, and he daren"t risk his right-hand men."
"So he sacrifices you! I won"t permit it. Your life and safety are worth more than all his dollars. Let his old railroad go to smash!"
"Wait! More than my safety depends on this. He said he"d wait for a chance to pay me back. If I do this he"ll owe me more than any man on the job, and when he learns that I love Natalie--"
"Dan!" exclaimed his sister.
"Oh, he"ll make good!"
"Why, you"re worse than he! The idea of suggesting such a thing!"
"Don"t preach! I"ve had nothing to do lately but think of her; she"s always in my mind. The loneliness up here has made me feel more than ever that I can"t exist without her. The river whispers her name; her face looks at me from the campfire; the wind brings me her messages--"
"Fiddlesticks! She saves her messages for him. When a man reaches the poetical stage he"s positively sickening. You"ll be writing verses next."
"I"ve written "em," Dan confessed, sheepishly; "oceans of mush."
"Fancy! Thank Heaven one of us is sane."
"Our dispositions were mixed when we were born, Eliza. You"re unsentimental and hard-headed: I"m romantic. You"ll never know what love means."
"If you are a sample, I hope not." Eliza"s nose a.s.sumed an even higher tilt than usual.
"Well, if I knew I had no chance with Natalie I"d let Gordon"s men put an end to me--that"s how serious it is. But I have a chance--I know I have."
"Bosh! You"ve lived in railroad camps too long. I know a dozen girls prettier than she." Eying him with more concern, she asked, seriously, "You wouldn"t really take advantage of a service to Murray O"Neil to--to tell him the nature of your insanity?"
"I might not actually tell him, but I"d manage it so he"d find out."
"Don"t you think Natalie has something to say? Don"t you think she is more than a piece of baggage waiting to be claimed by the first man who comes along?" sputtered Miss Appleton in fine disgust at this att.i.tude.
"She has more sense and determination than any girl, any pretty girl, I ever saw. That"s one reason why I hate her so. There"s no use trying to select a husband for her. When the time comes she"ll do the selecting herself. She"ll knock over all our plans and walk blushingly up to the altar with O"Neil, leaving us out on the sidewalk to cheer. I"m sorry I ever tried to help you! I"m going to quit and get back my self-respect."
"You"ll do no such thing. You"ll continue to help your poor red-headed brother to the finish. Say! When I"m alone I"m just bursting with optimism; when I"m with you I wither with despair; when I"m with Natalie I become as heavy and stupid as a frog full of buckshot--I just sit and blink and bask and revel in a sort of speechless bliss. If she ever saw how really bright and engaging I am--"
"You!" Eliza sniffed. "You"re as uninteresting as I am."
"Now that you"ve pledged your undying support, here goes for some basking," said Dan; and he made off hastily in search of Miss Gerard.
Eliza had really made up her mind to wash her hands of the affair, but she wavered, and, as usual, she gave in. She did go to O"Neil to protest at Dan"s selection for the post of danger, but after talking with him she began to see the matter in a new light, and her opposition weakened. He showed her that the S. R. & N. had an individuality of its own--an individuality greater than Murray O"Neil"s, or Dan Appleton"s, or that of any man connected with it. She began to understand that it was a living thing, and that O"Neil was merely a small part of it--a person driven by a power outside himself, the head servant of a great undertaking, upon whom rested a heavy responsibility. She saw for the first time that the millions invested in the project imposed upon those concerned with its management a sacred duty, and that failure to defend the company"s rights would be the worst sort of treachery. She began to appreciate also how men may be willing to lay down their lives, if necessary, to pave the way for the march of commerce.
"I never looked at it in this way," she told him, when he had finished.
"I--don"t like to take that view of it, even now, but I suppose I must."
"Try not to worry about Dan," he said, sympathetically. "We"ll start back as soon as I"m able to move around, and I"ll do my best to see that he isn"t hurt. It"s--tough to be laid up this way."
"There"s another sick man in camp, by the way."
"Who?"
"The Indian boy who helps the cook. He was hunting and shot himself in the arm."
"They told me he was doing well."
"Oh, he is, but the pain has kept the poor fellow awake until he"s nearly out of his head. There are no drugs here."
"None this side of the end of the track."
"Can"t we do something?"