"Of course she doesn"t care a hang for him," he reflected; "I could see that; but I swear I"ll go to Philadelphia right off."
Before he slept he had made up his mind that was the best thing to do. That old man, gray and granite-faced, and silent, "that old codger," said the disrespectful cub of twenty-six, "should take advantage of friendship to be a nuisance,--confound him!"
said David. "The idea of his daring to make love to her! I wanted to show him the door." As for his mother, even if she didn"t "care a hang," he was half shocked, half hurt; he felt, as all young creatures do, a curious repulsion at the idea of love- making between people no longer young. It hurt his delicacy, it almost hurt his sense of reverence for his mother, to think that she had been obliged to listen to any words of love. "It"s offensive," he said angrily; "yes; we"ll clear out! We"ll go to Philadelphia the first of March, instead of April."
The next morning he suggested his plan to his mother. "Could you pack up in three weeks, Materna?" he said; "I think I"d like to get you settled before I go to the hospital." Mrs. Richie"s instant acceptance of the change of date made him more annoyed than ever. "He has worried her!" he thought angrily; "I wonder how long this thing has been going on?" But he said nothing to her. Nor did he mean to explain to Elizabeth just why he must shorten their last few weeks of being together. It would not be fair to his mother to explain, he said to himself;--he did not think of any unfairness to the "old codger." He was, however, a little uneasy at the prospect of breaking the fact of this earlier departure to Elizabeth without an explanation. Elizabeth might be hurt; she might say that he didn"t want to stay with her. "She knows better!" he said to himself, grinning. The honest truth was, and he faced it with placidity, that if things were not explained to Elizabeth, she might get huffy,--this was David"s word; but David knew how to check that "huffiness"!
They were to walk together that afternoon, and he manoeuvered for a few exquisite minutes alone before they went out. At first the moments were not very exquisite.
"Well! What happened to you last night? I thought you were going to bring me that book!"
"I couldn"t. I had to stay at home."
"Why?"
"Well; Materna wanted me."
Elizabeth murmured a small, cold "Oh." Then she said, "Why didn"t you send the book in by Uncle?"
"I didn"t think of it," David said candidly.
Elizabeth"s dimple straightened. "It would have been polite to have sent me a message."
"I took it for granted you"d know I was detained."
"You take too much for--" she began, but before she could utter the sharp words that trembled on her lips, he caught her in his arms and kissed her; instantly the little flame of temper was blown out.
"That"s the worst of walking," David said, as she let him draw her down on the sofa beside him; "I can"t kiss you on the street."
"Heavens, I should hope not!" she said. Then, forgetting what she thought was his forgetfulness, she relaxed within his arms, sighing with bliss. ""Oh, isn"t it joyful,--joyful,--joyful--""
she hummed softly. "I do love to have you put your arms around me, David! Isn"t it wonderful to love each other the way we do? I feel so sorry for other girls, because they aren"t engaged to you; poor things! Do you suppose anybody in the world was ever as happy as I am?"
"_You?_" said David, scornfully; "you don"t count at all, compared to me!" Then they both laughed for the sheer foolishness of that "joyfulness," which was so often on Elizabeth"s lips. But David sighed. "Three years is a devilish long time to wait."
"Maybe it will be only two!" she whispered, her soft lips against his ear. But this was one of David"s practical and responsible moments, so he said grimly, "Not much hope of that."
Elizabeth, agreeing sadly, got up to straighten her hat before the mirror over the mantelpiece. "It"s hideously long. Oh, if I were only a rich girl!"
"Thank Heaven you are not!" he said, with such sudden cold incisiveness that she turned round and looked at him. "Do you think I"d marry a rich woman, and let her support me?"
"I don"t see why she shouldn"t, if she loved you," Elizabeth said calmly; "I don"t see that it matters which has the money, the man or the girl."
"I see," David said; "I"ve always felt that way--even about mother. Materna has wanted to help me out lots of times, and I wouldn"t let her. I could kick myself now when I think how often I have to put my hand in her pocket."
"I think," cried Elizabeth, "a man might love a girl enough to live on her money!"
"I don"t," David said, soberly.
"Well," said Elizabeth, "don"t worry. I haven"t a cent, so you can"t put your hand in my pocket! Come, we must start. I want to go and see Nannie for a minute, and Cherry-pie says I must be in before dark, because I have a cold."
"I like sitting here best," David confessed, but pulled himself up from the sofa, and in another minute Miss White, peering from an upper window, saw them walking off. "Made for each other!"
said Cherry-pie, nibbling with happiness.
They had almost reached Nannie"s before David said that--that he was afraid he would have to go away a month before he had planned. When he was most in earnest, his usual brevity of speech fell into a curtness that might have seemed, to one who did not know him, indifference. Elizabeth did know him, but even to her the ensuing explanation, which did not explain, was, through his very anxiety not to offend her, provokingly laconic.
"But you don"t go on duty at the hospital until April," she said hotly. "Why do you leave Mercer the first of March?"
"Materna wants time to get settled."
"Mrs. Richie told me only yesterday that she was going to a hotel," Elizabeth said; "she said she wasn"t going to look for a house until the fall, because she will be at the seash.o.r.e this summer. It certainly doesn"t take a month to find a hotel."
"Well, the fact is, there are reasons why it isn"t pleasant for Materna to be in Mercer just now."
"Not pleasant to be in Mercer! What on earth do you mean?"
"I"m afraid I can"t tell you. It"s her affair."
"Oh, I didn"t mean to intrude," Elizabeth said coldly.
"Now, Elizabeth," he protested, "that isn"t a nice thing to say."
"Do you think _you"ve_ been saying nice things? I am perfectly certain that you would never hesitate to tell your mother any of my reasons for doing things!"
"Elizabeth, I wouldn"t leave Mercer a minute before the first of April, if I wasn"t sure it was best for Materna. You know that."
"Oh, go!" she said; "go, and have all the secrets you want.
_I_ don"t care."
"Elizabeth, be reasonable; I--"
But she had left him; they had reached the Maitland house, and, pushing aside his outstretched hand, she opened the iron gate herself, slammed it viciously, and ran up the curving steps to the door. As she waited for Harris to answer her ring, she looked back: "I think you are reasonable enough for both of us; please don"t let me ever interfere with your plans!" She paused a minute in the hall, listening for a following step;--it did not come.
"Well, if he"s cross he can stay outside!" she told herself, and burst into the parlor. "Nannie!" she began,--"Oh, I beg your pardon!" she said. Blair was standing on the hearth-rug, talking vehemently to his sister; at the sound of the opening door he wheeled around and saw her, glowing, wounded, and amazingly handsome. "Elizabeth!" he said, staring at her. And he kept on staring while they shook hands. They were a handsome pair, the tall, dark, well-set-up man, and the girl almost as tall as he, with brown, gilt-flecked hair blowing about a vivid face which had the color, in the sharp February afternoon, of a blush-rose.
"Where"s David?" Nannie said.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "I THINK YOU ARE REASONABLE ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF US"]
"I left him at the gate. He"s coming in in a minute," Elizabeth said; and turned to Blair: "I didn"t know you had come home."
Blair explained that he was only in Mercer for a day. "I"m in a hole," he said drolly, "and I"ve come home to have Nannie get me out."
"Nannie is always ready to get people out of holes;" Elizabeth said, but her voice was vague. She was listening for David"s step, her cheeks beginning to burn with mortification, at his delay.
"Where _is_ David?" Nannie demanded, returning from a fruitless search for him in the hall.
"He"s a lucky dog," Blair said, looking at the charming, angry face with open and friendly admiration.
Elizabeth shrugged her shoulders. "I don"t know about his luck.
By the way, he is going to Philadelphia the first of March, Nannie," she said carelessly.
"I thought he didn"t have to go until April?" Nannie sympathized.