CHAPTER V
SOMETHING HAPPENS
So far a truly enjoyable Sunday. To sit in church beside her angry mother, both going through the forms of repentance, charity, and forgiveness: and to dine together, going through the ordinary forms of kindliness while one at least was devoured with wrath. Waste of good roast lamb and gooseberry tart!
Elsie spent the afternoon in her studio, where she sat undisturbed.
People called, but her mother received them. Now that the last resolution had been taken: now that she had promised her lover to brave everything and to live the simplest possible life for love"s sweet sake, she felt that sinking which falls upon the most courageous when the boats are burned. Thus Love makes loving hearts to suffer.
The evening, however, made amends. For then, like the housemaid, who mounted the area stair as Elsie went down the front-door steps, she went forth to meet her lover, and in his company forgot all her fears. They went to church together. There they sat side by side, this church not having adopted the barbarous custom of separating the s.e.xes--a custom which belongs to the time when women were monkishly considered unclean creatures, and the cause, to most men, of everlasting suffering, which they themselves would most justly share. This couple sat hand in hand; the service was full of praise and hope and trust: the Psalms were exultant, triumphant, jubilant: the sermon was a ten minutes"
e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n of joy and thanks: there was a Procession with banners, to cheer up the hearts of the faithful--what is Faith without a Procession?
Comfort stole back to Elsie"s troubled heart: she felt less like an outcast: she came out of the church with renewed confidence.
It was still daylight. They walked round and round the nearest square.
Jane the housemaid and her young man were doing the same thing. They talked with confidence and joy of the future before them. Presently the rain began to fall, and Elsie"s spirits fell too.
"George," she said, "are we selfish, each of us? Is it right for me to drag and keep you down?"
"You will not. You will raise me and keep me up. Never doubt that, Elsie. I am the selfish one because I make you sacrifice so much."
"Oh! no--no. It is no sacrifice for me. You must make me brave, George, because I am told every day by Hilda and my mother the most terrible things. I have been miserable all day long. I suppose it is the battle I had with my mother yesterday."
"Your mother will be all right again as soon as the thing is done. And Hilda will come round too. She will want to show you her new carriage and her newest dress. n.o.body admires and envies the rich relation so much as the poor relation. That is the reason why the poor relation is so much courted and petted in every rich family. We shall be the poor relations, you know, Elsie."
"I suppose so. We must accept the part and play it properly." She spoke gaily, but with an effort.
"She will give you some of her old dresses. And she will ask us to some of her crushes; but we won"t go. Oh! Hilda will come round. As for your mother----" He repressed what he was about to say. "As for your mother, Elsie, there is no obstinacy so desperate that it cannot be softened by something or other. The constant dropping, you know. Give her time. If she refuses to change--why--then"--again he changed the words in time--"dear child, we must make our own happiness for ourselves without our own folk to help us."
"Yes; we will. At the same time, George, though I am so valiant in talk, I confess that I feel as low as a schoolboy who is going to be punished."
"My dear Elsie," said George, with a little exasperation, "if they will not come round, let them stay flat or square, or sulky, or anything. I can hardly be expected to feel very anxious for a change of temper in people who have said so many hard things of me. To-morrow, dear, you shall get through your talk with Mr. Dering. He"s as hard as nails; but he"s a just man, and he is sensible. In the evening, I will call for you at nine, and you shall tell me what he said. In six weeks we can be married. I will see about the banns. We will find a lodging somewhere, pack up our things, get married, and move in. We can"t afford a honeymoon, I am afraid. That shall come afterwards when the ship comes home."
"Yes. When I am with you I fear nothing. It is when you are gone: when I sit by myself in my own room, and know that in the next room my mother is brooding over her wrath and keeping it warm--that I feel so guilty.
To-night, it is not that I feel guilty at all: it is quite the contrary; but I feel as if something was going to happen."
"Something is going to happen, dear. I am going to put a wedding ring round this pretty finger."
"When one says something in the language of superst.i.tion one means something bad, something dreadful, something that shall stand between us and force us apart. Something unexpected."
"My child," said her lover, "all the powers of all the devils shall not force us apart." A daring and comprehensive boast.
She laughed a little, lightened by words so brave. "Here we are, dear,"
she said, as they arrived at the house. "I think the rain means to come down in earnest. You had better make haste home. To-morrow evening at nine, I will expect you."
She ran lightly up the steps and rang the bell: the door was opened: she turned her head, laughed, waved her hand to her lover, and ran in.
There was standing on the kerb beneath the street lamp a man apparently engaged in lighting a cigar. When the girl turned, the light of the lamp fell full upon her face. The man stared at her, forgetting his cigar-light, which fell burning from his hand into the gutter. When the door shut upon her, he stared at George, who, for his part, his mistress having vanished, stared at the door.
All this staring occupied a period of at least half a minute. Then George turned and walked away: the man struck another light, lit his cigar, and strode away too, but in the same direction. Presently he caught up George and laid a hand upon his shoulder.
"Here, you sir," he said gruffly; "I want a word with you before we go any further."
George turned upon him savagely. n.o.body likes a heavy hand laid upon the shoulder. In the old days it generally meant a writ and Whitecross Street and other unpleasant things.
"Who the devil are you?" he asked.
"That is the question I was going----" He stopped and laughed.--"No--I see now. I don"t want to ask it. You are George Austin, are you not?"
"That is my name. But who are you--and what do you want with me?"
The man was a stranger to him. He was dressed in a velvet coat and a white waistcoat: he wore a soft felt hat; and with the velvet jacket, the felt hat, and a full beard, he looked like an artist of some kind.
At the end of June it is still light at half-past nine. George saw that the man was a gentleman: his features, strongly marked and clear cut, reminded him of something--but vaguely; they gave him the common feeling of having been seen or known at some remote period. The man looked about thirty, the time when the physical man is at his best: he was of good height, well set up, and robust. Something, no doubt, in the art world: or something that desired to appear as if belonging to the art world.
Because, you see, the artists themselves are not so picturesque as those who would be artists if they could. The unsuccessful artist, certainly, is sometimes a most picturesque creature. So is the model. The rags and duds and threadbarity too often enter largely into the picturesque. So with the ploughboy"s dinner under the hedge, or the cotter"s Sat.u.r.day night. And the village beershop may make a very fine picture; but the artist himself does not partake in those simple joys.
"Well, sir, who are you?" George repeated as the other man made no reply.
"Do you not remember me? I am waiting to give you a chance."
"No--certainly not."
"Consider. That house into which you have just taken my--a young lady--does it not connect itself with me?"
"No. Why should it?"
"Then I suppose that I am completely forgotten."
"It is very strange. I seem to recall your voice."
"I will tell you who I am by another question. George Austin, what in thunder are you doing with my sister?"
"Your sister?" George jumped up and stared. "Your sister? Are you--are you Athelstan come home again? Really and truly--Athelstan?"
"I am really and truly Athelstan. I have been back in England about a fortnight."
"You are Athelstan?" George looked at him curiously. When the reputed black-sheep comes home again, it is generally in rags with a long story of fortune"s persecutions. This man was not in the least ragged. On the contrary, he looked prosperous. What had he been doing? For, although Elsie continued pa.s.sionate in her belief in her brother"s innocence, everybody else believed that he had run away to escape consequences, and George among the number had accepted that belief.
"Your beard alters you greatly. I should not have known you. To be sure it is eight years since I saw you last, and I was only just beginning my articles when you--left us." He was on the point of saying "when you ran away."
"There is a good deal to talk about. Will you come with me to my rooms?
I am putting up in Half Moon Street."
Athelstan hailed a pa.s.sing hansom and they drove off.
"You have been a fortnight in London," said George, "and yet you have not been to see your own people."
"I have been eight years away, and yet I have not written a single letter to my own people."
George asked no more questions. Arrived at the lodging, they went in and sat down. Athelstan produced soda and whisky and cigars.