Again, if such a thing could be done on a small scale, it might be done on a larger scale with the same result--namely, suspicion to fall upon a blameless person; obloquy to gather round his name--for in some cases simply to be charged is almost as fatal as to be convicted: and perfect impunity for himself. "This is not my own writing, but a forgery," said the man who had been robbed. Then, who is the forger? You--you. None but you. The bare suspicion becomes a certainty in the minds of those who were once that man"s friends.--And his life is cankered at the outset.
He thought of his own life; the bitterness of alienation and exile.
Never any time for eight years when he could explain the reasons of his exile. Debt, the cultivation of wild oats, failure to pa.s.s examinations--anything would do for such a reason except suspicion of forgery. Athelstan was a cheerful young man. He seldom allowed himself to be cast down by the blows of fate. Nevertheless, during his whole time of exile, the drop of bitterness that poisoned his cup was that he could not tell the whole story because the world would believe no more than half--that half, namely, which contained the accusation. When one walks about thinking, there comes a time when it seems no good to think any longer. The mind can only get a certain amount out of a case at one sitting. That amount absorbed, the best thing is to go on to something else. Athelstan went on to dinner. He left his sister to the care of her young man, and dined by himself. He took a steak at a Holborn restaurant with an evening paper, which he considered professionally. After dinner he returned to his subject. Perhaps he should get a step farther.
No--perhaps on account of the sweet influence of dinner he got no farther at all. Here was an astonishing fact. How to account for it? You have seen--by one of two ways--malignity unspeakable: or madness--madness of a very curious kind--the madness of a man whose calm cold judgment had made him appear to his friends as one with an intellect far above any ordinary weaknesses of humanity. Mr. Dering mad?
Then the Chancellor of the Exchequer, the Speaker of the House of Commons, the President of the Royal Society, the President of the Inst.i.tute of Civil Engineers, the Cambridge Professors of Mathematics--all these men might be mad as well. And n.o.body to know it or to suspect it. Mr. Dering mad! and yet, if not, what was he?
There was one way. He had tried it already once. He left the restaurant and turned eastwards. He was going to try South Square, Gray"s Inn, again. Perhaps Mr. Edmund Gray would be in his rooms.
He was not. The door was shut. But the opposite door stood open, that of Freddy Carstone. Athelstan knocked, and was admitted with eloquence almost tumultuous.
"Just in time," said the coach. "I"ve got a new brand of whisky, straight from Glasgow. You shall sample it. Have you had dinner yet? So have I. Sit down. Let us talk and smoke tobacco and drink whisky and soda."
"I will do the talking and the tobacco at any rate."
"I love Virtue," said Freddy. "She is a lovely G.o.ddess--for "if Virtue feeble were, Heaven itself would stoop to her." She has only one fault.
There is reproach in her voice, reproach in her eye, and reproach in her att.i.tude. She is an uncomfortable G.o.ddess. Fortunately, she dwells not in this venerable foundation. Do not imitate Virtue, old boy. Let me---- That"s right. We shall then start fair upon the primrose path--the broad and flowery way--though I may get farther down than you. Athelstan the Wanderer--Melmoth the Wanderer--Childe Harold the Pilgrim--drink and be human." He set the example. "Good whisky--very good whisky. Athelstan, there"s a poor devil up-stairs, starving for the most part--let"s have him down. It"s a charity." He ran up-stairs, and immediately returned with the decayed Advocate, who looked less hungry than usual, and a shade less shabby--you have seen how he borrowed of Mr. Edmund Gray through Elsie.
"Now," said the host, "I call this comfortable; a warm August evening; the window open; a suspicion of fresh air from the gardens; soda and whisky; and two men for talk. Most evenings one has to sit alone. Then there"s a temptation to--to close the evening too quickly."
"Freddy, I want to hear more about your neighbour. You told me something, if you remember, a week or two ago."
"Very odd thing. Old Checkley at the _Salutation_ is always pestering about Mr. Edmund Gray. What has he to do with Mr. Edmund Gray? Wanted me to answer his questions."
"And me," said Mr. Langhorne. "I did answer them."
"Well--Mr. Edmund Gray is---- What is he? An old gentleman of cheerful aspect, who is apparently a Socialist. We must all be allowed our little weaknesses. All I ask for is----" He reached his hand for the whisky.
"This old gentleman carries his hobbies so far as to believe in them seriously. I"ve talked to him about them."
"I have heard him lecture at Camden Town," said the Barrister. "I go there sometimes on Sunday evening. They have a tea-feast with him and cake and toast. It is a pleasant gathering. It reminds one of the Early Church."
"Well, Athelstan, what else can I tell you? Hark!" There was a step heard ascending the stairs. "I believe that is the old man himself. If it is, you shall see him. I will bring him in."
He went out to meet the unknown footstep on the landing. He greeted the owner of that footstep: he stopped him: he persuaded him to step into the opposite room. "You must be lonely, Mr. Gray, sitting by yourself.
Come in and have an hour"s talk. Come in. This way. The room is rather dark. Here is Mr. Langhorne, your overhead neighbour, whom you know; and here is Mr. Athelstan Arundel, whom you don"t know. Those who do know him like him, except for his Virtue, which is ostentatious in one so young."
It was now nearly nine o"clock. The lamp was not lit, and the room lay in twilight. It is the favourite shade for ghosts. A ghost stood before Athelstan, and shook hands with him--the ghost of Mr. Dering.
"I am happy"--the ghost held out his hand--"to make your acquaintance, Mr. Arundel. An old man, like myself, makes acquaintances, but not friends. His time for new friendships is gone. Still, the world may be full of pleasant acquaintances."
He sat down, taking a chair in the window: the shade of the curtain fell upon his face so that nothing could be seen but a white circle.
"Let us have candles, Freddy," said Athelstan.
"By all means." Freddy lit a lamp on the table and two candles on the mantel-shelf. By their light the lineaments and figure of the ghost came out more distinctly. Athelstan gazed on it with bewilderment; his head went round; he closed his eyes: he tried to pull himself together.
He sat up: he drank half a gla.s.s of whisky and soda, he stared steadily at the figure he had not seen for eight years, since---- Good Heavens!
and this man had done it himself! And he was as mad as a hatter.
Mr. Edmund Gray looked serenely cheerful. He lay back in the long chair, his feet extended and crossed: his elbows on the arms of the chair, his finger-tips touching; his face was wreathed with smiles; he looked as if he had always found the world the best of all possible worlds.
Athelstan heard nothing of what was said. His old friend Freddy Carstone was talking in his light and airy way, as if nothing at all mattered. He was not expected to say anything. Freddy liked to do all the talking for himself--therefore he sat watching a man under an illusion so extraordinary that it made him another man. Nothing was changed in him--neither features nor voice nor dress--yet he was another man.
"Why," asked Athelstan, "why did he write that cheque for seven hundred and twenty pounds?"
Presently Freddy stopped talking, and Mr. Edmund Gray took up the conversation. What he said--the doctrines which he advanced, we know already. "And these things," said Athelstan to himself, "from those lips! Is it possible?"
At ten o"clock Mr. Edmund Gray rose. He had to write a letter; he prayed to be excused. He offered his hand again to Athelstan. "Good-night, sir," he said. "To the pleasure of seeing you again."
"Have we never met before, Mr. Gray?" Athelstan asked.
"I think not. I should remember you, Mr. Arundel, I am sure," Mr. Gray replied politely. "Besides, I never forget a face. And yours is new to me.--Good-night, sir."
CHAPTER XXIX
CHECKLEY SEES A GHOST
To Checkley, watching every evening, though not always at the same time, sooner or later the same discovery was certain to come. It happened, in fact, on Friday evening, the day after Athelstan shook hands with Mr.
Edmund Gray. On that night he left the office between six and seven, walked to his lodgings in Clerkenwell, made himself a cup of tea, and hurried back to Gray"s Inn. Here he planted himself, as usual, close to the pa.s.sage in the north-east corner of South Square, so that he could slip in on occasion and be effaced. Like many of the detective tribe, or like the ostrich, fount of many fables, he imagined himself by reason of this retreat entirely hidden from the observation of all. Of course the exact contrary was the result. The Policeman regarded him with the liveliest curiosity: the laundresses watched him daily: the newspaper vendor came every evening from the gateway to see what this ancient spy was doing, and why he lurked stealthily in the pa.s.sage and looked out furtively. He was one of the little incidents or episodes which vary the daily routine of life in the Inn. Many of these occur every year: the people who come to their offices at ten and go away at five know nothing about them: the residents who leave at ten and return at six or seven or twelve know nothing about them. But the Service know: and they talk and conjecture. Here was an elderly man--nay, an old, old man, apparently eighty years of age. What did he want, coming night after night to hide himself in a pa.s.sage and peer out into the Square? What, indeed? The Policeman, who had done duty in Hyde Park, could tell instructive stories from his own experience about frisky age: the laundresses remembered gentlemen for whom they had "done," and pranks with which those gentlemen amused themselves; but no one knew a case parallel to this. Why should an old man stand in the corner and secretly look out into the Square? He generally arrived at half-past seven, and he left his post at nine, when it was too dark to see across the Square.
Then he went to the _Salutation_ and enjoyed society, conversation, and a cheerful gla.s.s, as you have seen.
The time he chose was unfortunate, because Mr. Edmund Gray, when he called at his Chambers, generally did so at half-past six or seven, on his way to the Hall of Science, Kentish Town. Therefore, Checkley might have gone on watching for a long time--say an aeon--watching and waiting in vain. But an accident happened which rewarded him richly for all his trouble. It was on Friday. Elsie, provided by this time with a latch-key to the Chambers, arrived at Gray"s Inn at six. She was going to spend the evening with the Master. She walked in, ascended the staircase--Mr.
Gray had not yet arrived--opened the door, shut it behind her, and entered the room.
The hand of woman was now visible in the general improvement of the room. The windows were clean and bright: the wainscoted walls had been cleaned: the ceiling whitewashed: the carpet had been swept and the furniture dusted: there were flowers on the table: there was an easel, on which stood Elsie"s fancy portrait of Mr. Dering, so wonderfully like Mr. Gray--a speaking likeness: books lay about the table--they were all books on the Labour Question: on the Social Question: on the Problems of the Day: all the books on all the questions with which men now torture themselves, and think thereby to advance the coming of the Kingdom of Heaven. There were new curtains, dainty curtains, of lace, hanging before the windows: and the window-blinds themselves were clean and new.
Elsie looked about her with a certain satisfaction: it was her own doing, the work of her own hand, because the old laundress was satisfied to sit down and look on. "At the least," she said, "the poor dear man has a clean room." Then she remembered that in a day or two she would leave him to his old solitude, and she sighed, thinking how he clung to her and leaned upon her, and already looked upon her as his successor--"a clean room," she said, "when I have left him. Perhaps he will leave the room, too, and be all day long what he used to be.--Sane or mad? I love him best when he is mad."
The table was covered with ma.n.u.scripts. These were part of the great work which he was about to give to the world.
Elsie had never seen the room behind this. A guilty curiosity seized her. She felt like the youngest of Bluebeard"s wives. She felt the impulse: she resisted: she gave way: she opened the door and looked in.
She found a room nearly as large as the sitting-room. The windows were black with dust and soot. She opened one, and looked out upon a small green area outside, littered with paper and bottles and all kind of jetsam. The floor of the room was a couple of inches deep with dust: the chairs and the dressing-table were deep in dust. The bed was laid, but the blankets were devoured by moths: there was not a square inch left whole. It looked as if it had been brought in new and covered with sheets and blankets and so left, the room unopened, the bed untouched, for the ten years of Mr. Edmund Gray"s tenancy.
Between the bedroom and the sitting-room was a small dark room, containing a bath, a table for washing-up, knives and forks in a basket, teacups and saucers.
"The pantry," said Elsie, "and the scullery, and the house-maid"s closet, all together. Oh! beautiful! And to think that men live in such dens--and sleep there contentedly night after night in this lonely, ghostly old place. Horrible! "A rattling behind the wainscoting warned her that ghosts can show themselves even in the daytime. She shuddered, and retreated to the sitting-room. Here she took a book and sat by the open window, heedless of the fact that she could be seen by anyone from the Square.
It was seven o"clock before Mr. Edmund Gray arrived. "Ah! child," he cried tenderly, "you are here before me. I was delayed--some business.
What was it? Pshaw! I forget everything. Never mind--I am here; and before we take a cab, I want you once more to go through with me the points of my new Catechism. Now, if you are ready."
"Quite ready, Master."
At half-past seven Checkley arrived at his corner and took a preliminary survey of the Square. "There he is," said the Policeman. "There he is again," said two laundresses conversing on a doorstep. "There he is as usual," said the newspaper man. "Now," asked all in chorus, "what"s he want there?"
Mr. Checkley looked out from his corner, saw no one in the Square, and retreated into his pa.s.sage. Then he looked out again, and retreated again. If anyone pa.s.sed through the pa.s.sage, Checkley was always walking off with great resolution in the opposite direction.