"Father!"
Elizabeth had turned toward him, and he advanced with as brave a show of cordiality as he could command; but North read and understood the look of pain in his frank gray eyes.
"You agree with me that she should never have come here," North said quietly. "But you couldn"t refuse her!" he added, and his glance went back to Elizabeth.
"Under the circ.u.mstances it was right for her to come!" said the general. But in his heart he was none too sure.
"I couldn"t remain away after to-day; I had been waiting for that stupid jury to act--" She ended abruptly with a little laugh that became a sob, and her father rested a large and gentle hand upon her shoulder.
"There, dear, I told you all along it wouldn"t do to count on any jury!"
"My affairs are worth considering only as they affect you, Elizabeth!"
said North. "I was thinking of you when Brockett came to tell me you were here. Won"t you go away from Mount Hope? I want you to forget,--no--" for she was about to speak; "wait until I have finished;--even if I am acquitted this will always be something discreditable in the eyes of the world, it"s going to follow me through life! It is going to be hard for me to bear, it will be doubly hard for you, dear. I want your father to take you away and keep you away until this thing is settled. I don"t want your name linked with mine; that"s why I am sorry you came here, that"s why you must never come here again."
"You mustn"t ask me to go away from Mount Hope, John!" said Elizabeth.
"I am ready and willing to face the future with you; I was never more willing than now!"
"You don"t understand, Elizabeth!" said North. "We are just at the beginning. The trial, and all that, is still before us--long days of agony--"
"And you would send me away when you will most need me!" she said, with gentle reproach.
"I wish to spare you--"
"But wherever I am, it will be the same!"
"No, no,--you must forget--!"
"If I can"t,--what then?" she asked, looking up into his face.
"I want you to try!" he urged.
She shook her head.
"Dear, I have lived through all this; I have asked myself if I really cared so much that nothing counted against the little comfort I might be to you; so much that the thought of what I am to you would outweigh every other consideration, and I am sure of myself. If I were not, I should probably wish to escape from it all. I am as much afraid of public opinion as any one, and as easily hurt, but my love has carried me beyond the point where such things matter!"
"My dear! My dear! I am not worthy of such love."
"You must let me be the judge of that."
"Suppose the verdict is--guilty?" he asked.
"No,--no, it will never be that!" But the color left her cheeks.
"I don"t suppose it will be," agreed North hastily.
It was a cruel thing to force this doubt on her.
"You won"t send me away, John?" she entreated. "If I were to leave Mount Hope now it would break my heart! I--we--my father and I, wish every one to know that our confidence in you is unshaken."
North turned to the general with a look of inquiry, of appeal. Something very like a sigh escaped the older man"s lips, but he squared his shoulders manfully for the burdens they must bear. He said quietly:
"Let us consider a phase of the situation that Elizabeth and I have been discussing this afternoon. Watt Harbison is no doubt doing all he can for you; but he was at Idle Hour last night, and said he would, himself, urge on you the retention of some experienced criminal lawyer.
He suggested Ex-judge Belknap; I approve of this suggestion--"
But North shook his head.
"Oh, yes, John, it must be Judge Belknap!" cried Elizabeth. "Watt says it must be, and father agrees with him!"
"But I haven"t the money, dear. His retainer would probably swallow up all I have left."
"Leave Belknap to me, North!" interposed the general.
North"s face reddened.
"You are very kind, and I--I appreciate it all,--but don"t you see I can"t do that?" he faltered.
"Don"t be foolish, John. You must reconsider this determination; as a matter of fact I have taken the liberty of communicating with Belknap by wire; he will reach Mount Hope in the morning. We are vitally concerned, North, and you must accept help--money--whatever is necessary!"
The expression on North"s face softened, and tears stood in his eyes.
"I knew you would prove reasonable," continued the general, and he glanced at Elizabeth.
She was everything to him. He could have wished that North was almost any one else than North; and in spite of himself this feeling gave its color to their interview, something of his wonted frankness was lacking.
It was his unconscious protest.
"Very well, then, I will see Judge Belknap, and some day--when I can--"
said North, still struggling with his emotion and his pride.
"Oh, don"t speak of that!" exclaimed General Herbert hastily.
"This miserable business could not have happened at a worse time for me!" said the young fellow with bitterness.
"Don"t say that, John!" pleaded Elizabeth. "For your friends--"
"You and your father, you mean!" interrupted North.
"It is hard enough to think of you here alone, without--" Her voice faltered, and this time her eyes filled with tears.
"I"ll not object again, Elizabeth; that you should suffer is much the worst part of the whole affair!"
Brockett had entered the room and General Herbert had drawn him aside.
"I am coming every day, John!" said Elizabeth.
"Will your father agree to that?" asked North.
"Yes, can"t you see how good and kind he is!"