"No, I"m not," said Nick simply.
"Then why are you so careful of his feelings?"
"I shouldn"t like to see him writhing in h.e.l.l," said Nick. "I"ve done it myself, and I know exactly what it feels like."
"Really, Nick!"
"Yes, really, little sweetheart. You know or p"raps you don"t know--what fools men can be."
"I know they can be quite unreasonable and very horrid sometimes," said Olga. "Nick dear, you"ll promise me, won"t you, that if Muriel agrees and Dad agrees you won"t let an outsider like Max stand in our way?"
"Is he an outsider?" asked Nick humorously.
"He is so far as I am concerned," said Olga. "I can"t imagine why you take any notice of him."
"Are you sure you don"t yourself?" asked Nick.
"Oh, in some things perhaps. But not in a matter of this sort. I think he is very interfering," said Olga resentfully.
Nick smiled and rose. "I shouldn"t be too hard on him, kiddie. Doubtless he has his reasons."
"I should like to know what they are," said Olga.
He stooped for a final kiss. "I daresay--if you were to ask him prettily--he would tell you."
"Oh, no, he wouldn"t," she said. "He never tells me anything, even if I beg him." She slipped her arms round his neck and held him closely for a moment. "Nick darling, you will work that lovely scheme of ours if you possibly can--promise me!--in spite of anything Max may say or do!"
"You don"t mind hurting his feelings?" asked Nick.
"Oh, well,"--she hesitated--"he couldn"t care all that. It"s only his love of interference."
"Or his love of you? I wonder which!" whispered Nick.
"Nick! Nick!" Wonder, dismay, incredulity, mingled in the cry.
But Nick had already slipped free from the clinging of her arms, and he did not pause in answer.
"Good-night, Olga _mia_!" he called back to her softly from the door.
"Don"t forget to knock on the wall if you feel squeamish!"
And with that he was gone. The latch clicked behind him, and she was alone.
CHAPTER XI
THE IMPOSSIBLE
Could it be true? Sleeping and waking, sleeping and waking, all through the night Olga asked herself the question; and when morning came she was still unconvinced. Nothing in Max"s manner had ever given her cause to imagine for an instant that he cared for her. Never for an instant had she seriously imagined that he could care. Till quite recently she had believed that a very decided antipathy had existed between them. True, it had not thriven greatly since the writing of her note; but that had been an event of only two days before. She was sure he had not cared for her before that. He could not have begun to care since! And if he had, how in wonder could Nick have come to know?
Certainly he knew most things. His uncanny shrewdness had moved her many a time before to amazement and admiration. This quickness of intellect was hers also, but in a far smaller degree. She could leap to conclusions herself and often find them correct. But Nick--Nick literally swooped upon the truth with unerring precision. She had never known him to miss his mark. But this time--could he be right this time?
It was such a monstrous notion. Its very contemplation bewildered her, carried her off her feet, made her giddy. She began to be a little frightened, to cast back her thoughts over all her intercourse with Max to ascertain if she had ever given him the smallest reason for loving her. Most emphatically she had never felt drawn towards him. In fact, she had often been repelled. In all their skirmishes she had invariably had the worst of it. He had simply despised her resistance, treating it as a thing of nought. And yet--there was no denying it--their intimacy had grown. Who but an intimate friend could have made that suggestion for encompa.s.sing her deliverance from the persecutions of that hateful man? Her face burned afresh over the memory of this. It had certainly been a desperate remedy--one to which she would never have given her consent could she for a single instant have suspected that it had been dictated by anything more than a friendly desire for her welfare.
Surely, argued her practical mind, he could never have been so foolish as to let himself care deeply for one who so obviously had only the most casual regard for him! She knew women did these silly things, but surely not men--and hard-headed men like Max!
Besides, what could he possibly see in her? Was it not Violet upon whom his attention was constantly focussed? And small wonder, his own repudiation of sentiment notwithstanding! Did not all men look at her with dazzled eyes? Even Nick paid her that much homage, though Olga was privately a little doubtful as to whether he altogether liked her brilliant friend.
No, she had never for an instant seriously contemplated this possibility which Nick had whispered into her ear. She wondered what had made him do it? Had he meant to put her on her guard. Or--staggering thought!--had he thought to wake her heart to some response? Was he taking Max"s part?
Did he want her to be kind to him?
She pictured Max"s wrath, sardonically expressed, should he ever become acquainted with that move of Nick"s. She fancied he did not much like Nick and that suspicion of itself was quite sufficient to present him in an unfavourable light to her half-involuntary criticism. How could she ever possibly begin to care for a man who did not admire her hero? Oh, why had she ever placed herself under an obligation to him, ever consented to the forging of that bond between them, elastic though it might be?
Of course it could be severed. He had said so. And severed it should be at once. But why had she ever suffered it? It weighed upon her intolerably now that she realized in what foundry its links had been cast. Even her enemy"s impertinences would be easier to bear--now that she knew.
Again, as morning broke, she told herself that this thing was an impossibility after all, that Nick had been misled, or had spoken in jest. It seemed the only sane conclusion by the practical light of day, and, rea.s.sured, at last she slipped into untroubled slumber. Yes, she was sure Max was much too shrewd to let himself be caught by a girl who did not even want him. He would never waste his valuable time over such as she.
Yet while she slept, a curious memory came to her--a memory that was half a dream--of a hand that had stroked her head with a sure and soothing touch, of lips very near her hair that had whispered words of tenderness. It was not a disturbing dream by any means. She slept through it into a deeper peace with a smile upon her face.
She was finally aroused without ceremony by Violet, who skipped airily into the room, clad in a daring sea-green wrapper that revealed more of her charms than it concealed.
"Oh, my dear soul, are you awake?" was her greeting, as she perched herself on the foot of the bed. "I"ve just had the very sweetest note from Hunt-Goring accompanied by a box of the most exquisite Eastern cigarettes--"Companions of the Harem," he says they are called. And how are you feeling now, you poor wan thing? What interesting shadows you have developed! I wish I could make my eyes look like that. The revered Max suffered agonies about you last night, and nearly slew me with a glance because I dared to touch my mandolin after dinner. Poor little Nick was rather blue too though he did at least try to be courteous.
What made you go and get sunstroke, Allegretto? Rather unnecessary, wasn"t it? He was quite obviously at your feet without that. Of course you realize how completely my wiles have been thrown away on him. I declare I was never so humiliated in my life. However, I daresay I shall get over it. If I don"t, I shall take refuge in Hunt-Goring"s harem.
Good gracious! What now?"
A smart rap at the door had interrupted her plans for her future. She sprang off the end of Olga"s bed, and stood poised on one foot, listening.
"Can I come in?" asked Max on the other side of the door.
Olga"s face flushed scarlet. Violet shot her a glance of mock dismay.
"My dear, I wonder which would be the least improper," she said. "To go or to remain?"
"For pity"s sake, put something on!" urged Olga. "There"s my dressing-gown. Take that!"
But Violet had already s.n.a.t.c.hed up a bath-towel which she draped about her with scarf-like effect.
"This will do quite well and is infinitely more artistic. Pray come in, Dr. Wyndham! The patient is quite ready for you."
Max came in. He scarcely looked at either girl, but halted just inside the room, holding the door wide open.
"One at a time, Miss Campion, please!" he said curtly.
"Dear, dear!" laughed Violet, with audacious mirth. "Then you had better call again later when I have concluded my visit."
He turned his eyes straight upon her; they were piercingly green in the morning light. "Your visit," he said, "is a direct violation of my orders. I must trouble you to conclude it at once."
He had never used that tone to her before. She opened her eyes very wide, meeting his look with the utmost nonchalance.