_I am the Messiah_, he thought. _There is no doubt that I am the Messiah. I must save my people. How should I begin?_
There was nothing to eat in the wilderness, and Jesus grew hungry. He looked around him, and saw that the stones were shaped like loaves of bread.
There seemed to be a voice inside him which was not his own. The voice said:
"_If you really are the Messiah, you oughtn"t to be hungry. If you really are the Messiah, you would just have to say the word and these stones would be turned into bread. Then you would have plenty to eat for yourself, and, besides, you could go and give bread to all the hungry folk out there who are waiting for you to help them._"
It was very quiet in the wilderness. The voice spoke up again.
"_But maybe you are afraid to try. Suppose you said to the stones, "Stones, become bread!" and then nothing happened! That would prove that you weren"t the Messiah, wouldn"t it?_"
Jesus shook his head, to get rid of the thought. Some words from the Scriptures came into his mind. "_Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of G.o.d._" No, it would not do to try playing tricks with stones. It would not matter if he did turn them into bread. Bread was not the most important thing in the world. People might think that there was nothing so important as eating, but there were bigger things in life than that. People might think that what the Messiah ought to do was to make the country prosperous, but that would not help them so much as they thought. That was not the kind of Messiah he was going to be.
But what was the best way to prove that he was the Messiah? The tempting voice inside tried again.
"_Maybe the best idea_," it said, "_is to go to Jerusalem and climb up on the tower and jump down! Everyone says that the Messiah is going to come suddenly out of heaven. You would come down suddenly enough that way! And nothing would happen to you. It says in the Scriptures that G.o.d will send his angels to hold you up and keep you from being hurt.
Surprise the whole city by jumping off the Temple, and everybody will worship you at once!_"
Again Jesus shook the thought away, and again he thought of what the Scriptures said.
"_Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy G.o.d." I can"t go and put G.o.d to the test, to see whether he will keep me from being hurt. And it won"t make me the Messiah just to cause a big sensation in Jerusalem. That"s what everyone is expecting, but that is not the right way at all.
There must be some other way._
And the voice spoke up again.
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"_There is something else you could do. What the world needs is a ruler like you. Everybody says that the Messiah is going to be a world ruler, great and good. Don"t let the people down! You are a great man.
You could be anything you wanted to be--a general, a governor, a king._"
Jesus thought, _That"s Satan tempting me, that"s the devil himself talking!_
He spoke out loud:
"Go away from me, Satan! For the Scriptures say, "Thou shall worship the Lord thy G.o.d, and him only shalt thou serve!""
The voice said no more. A great quietness came over Jesus. There was no great thing that he needed to do right away. He was the Messiah, but he did not need to make the country wealthy. He did not need to jump from the Temple, and he did not need to command an army or rule an empire.
There was one thing that he would have to do, but he could not tell anybody about it yet. It was going to be his secret for a while. But someday everybody would see what he was doing. Someday it would be understood.
And now it was time to be on his way. He had been in the wilderness forty days, and that was long enough. He found the trail back to the outside world, and soon he was on the road to Galilee.
When Jesus got home to Galilee, he began to preach to people in the streets. What he said at first was very much like what John the Baptist said:
"Give up your sins, and begin to live a new life, for G.o.d has come to rule over you!"
But the crowds that heard Jesus were not so large as those that went to the Jordan to hear John.
Jesus needed some followers now who would be with him all the time, and learn everything he had to tell them. John the Baptist had his followers; "disciples" was what they were called. Jesus began to look for disciples of his own.
One morning he went down to the sh.o.r.e of the Sea of Galilee. When he came back to the town, he had four disciples with him.
Two of them were brothers named Simon and Andrew. Andrew remembered Jesus, for he had once been a disciple of John the Baptist. He had seen John point to Jesus, and heard him say, "He is the Lamb of G.o.d!"
Andrew had told Simon all about it.
When Jesus came to them along the sh.o.r.e of the Sea of Galilee, he found them putting a net into the water, for Andrew and Simon were fishermen.
Jesus said to them,
"Come and follow me, and I will make you fishers of men."
Fishing was good business, but Simon and Andrew were ready to give it up to follow the man John had called "the Lamb of G.o.d." They came away with him at once.
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Farther along the sh.o.r.e was another pair of brothers. One of them had also been with John the Baptist. Their names were James and John, and they were with their father, Zebedee. They had done so well at fishing that they could afford to have servants to help them. But when Jesus called them they also came at once, and left their father and the servants behind.
That was four to start with, and soon he had eight others. But no one of them was a very important person, and people said that one of them was wicked. That was Levi, who was also called Matthew. The trouble with Levi was that he was a taxgatherer. Everybody hated taxgatherers.
They were called "publicans," and it was thought that no one could be much lower than a publican.
The publicans worked for the Roman government. They were not Romans themselves, but Jews, which made it all the worse. They were looked upon as traitors, for they collected the taxes for the hated Romans, and made a fortune for themselves by cheating the people.
Levi"s job was to collect the fee for traveling along the road, and what he could collect over and above the amount he ought to have charged, he kept for himself. Then Levi heard Jesus preaching. He heard him say that he ought to give up his sins, and begin to live a new life. When Jesus came to Levi"s table one day, and said, "Follow me," just as he had said it to the honest fishermen by the lake sh.o.r.e, Levi was ready to come away. Without a word Levi got up and left his taxgathering behind, and all his fortune. Levi became a disciple like the other eleven, and was treated like the rest.
But other people were shocked when they saw a publican with Jesus, and tongues began to wag. No one seemed to notice that Levi had stopped collecting taxes. He had been a publican once, and no one except Jesus was ready to give him a second chance.
Other publicans sometimes came to have dinner with Jesus and his disciples, along with many people who were looked down upon in the community.
The Pharisees in particular were angry when they saw the company that Jesus kept. One day they came to one of these dinner parties, and told the disciples that they did not care for Jesus" choice of friends.
"How is it," they asked, "that your master eats and drinks with publicans and sinners?"
Jesus heard them, and replied:
"It is not well people who need a doctor, but the sick. I didn"t come here for the sake of the good people, such as you think that you are, but for the sake of sinners--to lead them into a new life."
But the Pharisees still objected. They said:
"Look at John the Baptist. John is a good man. His disciples are so religious that they sometimes go without their meals. Your disciples always seem to be eating!"
"Why shouldn"t they eat and feast and be merry?" Jesus answered. "They are like the friends of a man who is being married. When someone is to be married, his friends have a great feast. They are joyful because the bridegroom is with them. In the same way my disciples are joyful because they have me with them."
Jesus meant that they were joyful because he was the Messiah, and his disciples were glad to be with him. But he did not say that he was the Messiah, and no one knew what he was talking about. The Pharisees would have had more respect for him if he had had a better cla.s.s of friends. Fishermen might do, but not publicans and sinners of that sort! If only Jesus were more like John the Baptist!