Idnn had begun to cry, and I urged my mount ahead of hers.
When I reached the tree, I wheeled my stallion to look back at her. "You"re to go to Lord Beel now, My Lady. That was our agreement." She reined up. "I have not reached it, Sir Able. Not yet. When you came, I thought my rescuer had arrived."
"My Lady, I"ve listened to you, and learned more than I ever wished to know. I beg you listen to reason, if only for a minute or two."
"I owe a duty to my father." She spat out the words. "That"s what you"re going to say. My father"s the younger son of a younger son. Do you have any notion what that means?"
"Very little, my lady."
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within living memory. My grandfather was a duke, as my uncle is now. My big brother will inherit the barony. My little brother will be a knight. A knight at best, with a poky manor house a week"s ride from any place that matters and a couple of villages."
Dropping her reins to her gelding"s neck, she wiped her eyes with her fingers. "It devours my father. It"s as if he had swallowed a rat, and it were gnawing his heart. Hear me, Sir Able."
I nodded.
"He"s served the throne faithfully for twenty-five years, knowing all the while that if only things had fallen out differently differently by the merest trifle, he"d be sitting on it. But the king has not been ungrateful. Oh, no! Far from it. Do you know what his reward is?"
"Tell me, My Lady."
"Why, I am. His daughter, the daughter of a mere baron, is to be a queen, the Queen of Jotunland. I will be given to King Gilling like a cup, a silver goblet into which he may pour his sperm. So that when my father returns to Thortower he can say, "Her Majesty, my daughter." " I nodded. "I understand, My Lady. But I wasn"t going to speak of your duty to Lord Beel. I asked you to listen to reason. Duty"s like honor. It lies outside it. You want me to rescue you, you say. By rescue you mean I"m supposed to carry you off to Candyland, where your every wish will be granted. I know no such place, and I wouldn"t know how to get there if I did."
Idnn had begun to cry again, sobbing like the little girl she had been only a year or two ago.
"You don"t think much of knights. Most of the knights at Sheerwall didn"t think much of me. Look at me. My armor is still rusty from tramping through the forest in the rain and sleeping wherever I could. Wistan"s been instructing me in the best ways to get it bright. My own squire left me in disgust. Half my clothes have been borrowed from Sir Garvaon and his men. Your father gave me this horse. I have no land and no money, and if I were to get one of those manors you think are miles beneath you, I"d be as happy as your father could ever be to see you a queen."
Idnn only cried; and I rode back to her, took hold of her bridle, and turned her gelding around, then gave its rump a good hard slap.
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It trotted off, with Idnn still crying on its back; before they had gone far, Mani sprang from my saddlebow and slunk into the tall, coa.r.s.e gra.s.s beside th e War Way.
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CHAPTER 55.
SWORD AND SHIELD.
"S ee how I"m holding my sword," Garvaon said, "with my thumb on top? I want you to hold yours the same way."
What Garvaon was really holding was a green stick that he had cut, and the sword I held was another stick.
"With an ax or a mace, what you want is power. You want to hit as hard as you can with it, because it won"t do much damage unless you do. A good sword will do a lot of damage with just a light stroke, so what you want is finesse. You"re not going to try to split the other man"s shield. That"s not what a sword"s for."
He paused to study my grip. "A little farther forward. You want your hand up against the guard, not up against the pommel." I inched my hand forward.
"That"s better. Sometimes you want to drop your shield and hold with both hands for a stronger blow."
"Like an ax?"
"No. You still don"t chop. You slash." Garvaon took a step backward, looking thoughtful. "I had a lot of trouble with that as a boy. With slashing instead of 379.
chopping, I mean. I used to get beaten for it. So here"s what did it for me. When you chop, you expect your ax to stay there. Think about chopping wood. But when you slash, you expect your blade to go on by. The edge of your blade is going to hit the other man"s neck, maybe a hand back from the point. Then the rest of the edge between that place and point is going to slide along the cut. A fter that, the point. The whole blade"s going to come free, and you can slash again, backhand or forehand."
I nodded, although I was not sure I understood.
"You try to put the weight of your arm behind the weight of your blade, but if you lock your wrist you"ll chop. Now that tree right there"s the other man. I want to see you go at him, and I want to see you slash." I tried.
"Faster!"
"I wanted you to see what I was doing," I explained.
"I"ll see it. Listen here." Garvaon caught me by the shoulders. "Speed isn"t the main thing. It isn"t the most important thing. It"s everything. If you haven"t got it, it doesn"t matter whether you hold your sword right, or how brave you are, or whether you know a couple of dozen tricks."
I nodded, trying to look surer than I felt.
"Have you ever seen how a bull fights? A couple of really good bulls?" I shook my head.
"They"re fast. It takes your breath, how fast they are. They stand off and paw the ground, testing it so they won"t lose their footing. As soon as one starts, they come together like lightning. I said good bulls, understand? If they"re good they"re fast, because if they"re not fast it doesn"t matter how strong they are. If one"s a little slow, the other will catch him in the side, and then it"s all over. Now do it again. Fast."
I did, blocking imagined blows with the shield I had borrowed from a man-at-arms and whipping the tree with my stick until I was panting and dripping sweat.
"That was a lot better," Garvaon told me. "Now let"s see you come at me." I rushed him, but found his shield wherever my stick hit, while Garvaon"s stick tapped my knees and calves.
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his point. "You"re fast, but you"re making a couple of bad mistakes. Every cut you make"s a separate operation."
I nodded.
"That"s not how it"s supposed to be. The next cut has to flow out of the last one." He showed me, his stick flying and fluid. "This is easy, because the sword"s so light. When I practice back home, I use a practice sword that"s heavier than Battle Witch."
Reflecting that Sword Breaker was heavier than any actual sword I had handled, I nodded again.
"Now let"s see you do it. Down then back up. Left, then right. Up and across. Keep your arm behind it. You"re not waving a stick, you"re cutting with a sword. He"s wearing mail and there"s a leather jerkin under it. . . .
"You"re slowing down. Don"t! If you get tired you"ll die. That"s better." The cuts became the surges of the clear sea of Aelfrice, the green stick that was the Green Sword, that was Eterne, curling like a wave and breaking like an avalanche, only to return to the sea and rush ash.o.r.e again.
"That"s it! That"s it!
"All right. Enough."
Gasping, I stopped.
"That was good. If you can do that every time with a real sword, you"re a swordsman." Garvaon paused, and for a moment his hard, narrow eyes grew vague. "Master Tung used to say a true swordsman was a lily blooming in the fire."
He coughed. "Master Tung taught me when I wasn"t any higher than your stick. Do you understand what he meant?"
Recalling the fight on the Osterlings" ship, I said, "Maybe I do, a little."
"Every Overcyn in Skai knows I never did." Garvaon laughed self-consciously. "But he said it over and over, so it must have meant a lot to him, and he was a wonderful swordsman."
"And a good man. He must have been. If he hadn"t been, you wouldn"t talk about him the way you do."
"You"re not a wonderful swordsman," Garvaon told me, "but you"re coming along. Maybe if you can get to the bottom of that business about the lily in the fire you will be."
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With his stick, he tapped my shield. "I said you were doing two things wrong. Remember that? What were they?"
"You said--you said my sword wasn"t like the sea. Not like it enough, anyway." I groped for another idea. "And you said that ..."
"I didn"t say it. I"m not asking what I said. I"m asking what you were doing wrong. You got the first one. You"ve got to make your sword flow. Now what was the other one?"
"I don"t know."
"Think about it. Think back on our fight and the way you were fighting me." I tried.
Garvaon said, "While you"re thinking, I"ll tell you a little secret. If you want to be good, you"ve got to think about your fights after they"re over. It doesn"t matter if they"re real or practice, or what the weapons were. You"ve got to go back inside your mind and look at it. What did he do, and what did you? How did it work?"
"You kept hitting my legs," I said, "and then you got my head. I was. .h.i.tting your shield all the time. I didn"t want to and I tried not to, but that"s how it a lways was."
"Good enough. When you came at me, you came sword-side first, like this." Garvaon demonstrated.
"That was because you were thinking sword, sword, sword when you ought to have been thinking shield, sword, shield, sword, shield. Your shield is every bit as important as your sword. Never forget that."
He paused to look at his own. "Sometimes I"ve fought men who had never really learned it, and I"ve always known after the second breath. They go down fast."
I swallowed. "Like I would have, if you"d had a real sword. That first cut to my ankle."
"Right. Now we"re going to try something different. Switch your shield over to your right hand, and hold the sword in your left. I want you to think shield, sword, shield, sword. Understand?"
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are always thinking about how they are going to stab or cut. Seasoned fighters think about staying in one piece while they do it. What"s more, they know you can make the shield your weapon and the sword your defense.
But first of all speed. Which is what Garvaon stressed over and over. If you cannot do it fast, you cannot do it. A young knight--as I was--has it in him to be faster than an older one like Garvaon. I knew that, and so did he. But he kept on being faster just the same, because he had fought and practiced so much that it was second nature to him. I did not get a lot of lessons from him. I rode ahead into Jotunland before we had gone much farther. But I learned enough that when I got to Skai some of the knights there, knights who were still famous in Mythgarthr, said I was a better swordsman than most newcomers. Garvaon was a simple man, and it was that simplicity that made him hard to understand, although I am a simple man myself. He practiced with his men whenever he could, and he taught them to the best of his ability, which was great. He told me once that he was always afraid before the battle, but never afraid once battle was joined. That is the thing that makes men attack too soon, sometimes; but if it ever made Garvaon attack too soon, I never heard the story. When it was time to fight, he told them to follow him and waded into the thick of it. He took pride in his appearance, and in the appearance of his men. He did his duty as he saw it, saw that most men did not, and was a little contemptuous of them because of it. He was the kind of fighting man who sees to it that none of the horses has a loose shoe.
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CHAPTER 56.
ASHES IN THE Pa.s.s.
F or an hour I had been in sight of the pa.s.s as we toiled up the War Way. Now, abruptly, there was someone--no, two people--standing in the road there, crimson against the cloudy sky. I wanted to spur the stallion, but he had been working hard all morning, and whatever reserves he had might be needed that afternoon.
One of the figures was waving and pointing, hips thrown to counterbalance the graceful body; as it pointed I realized it was not that they were sunlit against the lowering clouds; but that they were in fact red. And women.
"Uri! Baki! Is that you?"
Something bent and so dirty that it seemed to have been molded from the mud of the road rose from the ditch to catch my stirrup. "Master? Sar Able?
Master?"
Startled, I pulled up.
"Master! I found ya!"
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I could only stare at the starved, grimy face.
"Ya was goin" to take me. Ta give me a place, Master. Ya tolt Ma."
"I"m sorry," I said as gently as I could. "Do I know you?"
"Uns, Master. I"se Uns, "n I fought Org fer ya after he t"rue ya inna barley."
"The farmwife"s son." I was thinking out loud. "The younger son."
"Yessar. Yes, Master. Org"d a" killed ya if it hadn"t been fer me." His watery eyes were exactly like those of a wounded animal.
"He hurt you," I said. "I thought you"d run." Uns nodded frantically. "Ma said. She said you was goin" ta take me on on"y ya t"ought I"d run off. So I gone lookin" fer ya. I can"t stand up straight, but I can walk pretty fast." Something like pride crept into Uns" soiled face. "Dey tolt me inna castle where ya"d went. A scullion done, Master, "n give me somethin" too. How far "twas, "n how bad, but I come anyways. I knew I"d find ya, Master, "n it"d be awright."
From the white stallion"s other side, Uri reached up to tap my thigh. "When you are through talking to that beggar, Lord, Baki and I have something of importance to show you." I looked around at her. "Is it urgent?"
"We think so."
"I"m going up there, Uns." I pointed as I spoke. "Meet me there. Or if I"ve gone before you arrive, follow me just as you"ve been doing. I"ll get you a horse as soon as I can manage it."
Uri said, "May I sit behind, Lord? I ran down to you." I thought about how it would feel. "No, you can"t." I dismounted. "But you may have the saddle to yourself. I"ll lead him."
"I cannot ride while you walk!" She sounded indignant.
"Then you must walk with Uns and me."