"But, dearest Helen--"
"Hear me out. There is but one way in which the impropriety of such a meeting as this can be obviated, chance though it be, and that is, by perfect candor. I have told you the simple truth, not with any undervaluing sense of the affection you proffer, still less with any coquetry of reserve. I should be unworthy of the heart you offer me, since I could not give my own in exchange."
"Do you deny me all hope?" said he, in an accent almost bursting with grief.
"I am not arrogant enough to say I shall never change; but I am honest enough to tell you that I do not expect it."
"Farewell, then, Helen! I do not love you less that you have taught me to think more humbly of myself. Good-by--forever!"
"It is better it should come to this," said Helen, faintly; and she held out her hand towards him. "Good-by, Forester!"
He pressed one long and burning kiss upon her hand, and turned away, while she, pushing open the door, entered the little garden. Scarcely, however, was the door closed behind her, when the calm courage in which she spoke forsook her, and she burst into tears.
So is it, the heart can be moved, even its most tender chords, when the touch that stirs it is less of love than sorrow.
CHAPTER XXIII. SOME SAD REVELATIONS
It was on the fourth day after the memorable debate we have briefly alluded to, that the Knight of Gwynne was sitting alone in one of the large rooms of his Dublin mansion. Although his servants had strict orders to say he had left town, he had not quitted the capital, but pa.s.sed each day, from sunrise till late at night, in examining his various accounts, and endeavoring with what slight business knowledge he possessed, to ascertain the situation in which he stood, and how far Gleeson"s flight had compromised him. There is no such chaotic confusion to the unaccustomed mind as the entangled web of long-standing moneyed embarra.s.sments, and so Darcy found it. Bills for large sums had been pa.s.sed, to provide for which, renewals had been granted, and this for a succession of years, until the debt acc.u.mulating had been met by a mortgage or a bond: many of these bills were missing--where were they?
was the question, and what liability might yet attach to them?
Again, loans had been raised more than once to pay off these enc.u.mbrances, the interest on which was duly charged in his account, and yet there was no evidence of these payments having been made; nor among the very last sent papers from Gleeson was there any trace of that bond, to release which the enormous sum of seventy thousand pounds had been raised. That the money was handed to Hickman, Bagenal Daly was convinced; the memorandum given him by Freney was a corroboration of the probability at least, but still there was no evidence of the transaction here. Even this was not the worst, for the Knight now discovered that the rental charged in his accounts was more than double the reality, Gleeson having for many years back practised the fraud of granting leases at a low, sometimes a merely nominal, rent, while he accepted renewal fines from the tenants, which he applied to his own purposes. In fact, it at length became manifest to Darcy"s reluctant belief that his trusted agent had for years long pursued a systematic course of perfidy, merely providing money sufficient for the exigencies of the time, while he was, in reality, selling every acre of his estate.
The Knight"s last hope was in the entail. "I am ruined--I am a beggar, it is true!" muttered he, as each new discovery broke upon him, "but my boy, my dear Lionel, at my death will have his own again." This cherished dream was not of long duration, for to his horror he discovered a sale of a considerable part of the estate in which Lionel"s name was signed as a concurring party. This was the crowning point of his affliction; the ruin was now utter, without one gleam of hope remaining.
The property thus sold was that in the possession of the O"Reillys, and the sale was dated the very day Lionel came of age. Darcy remembered well having signed his name to several papers on that morning. Gleeson had followed him from place to place, through the crowds of happy and rejoicing people a.s.sembled by the event, and at last, half vexed at the importunity, he actually put his name to several papers as he sat on horseback on the lawn: this very identical deed was thus signed; the writing was straggling and irregular as the motion of the horse shook his hand. So much for his own inconsiderate rashness, but how, or by what artifice was Lionel"s signature obtained?
Never had Lionel Darcy practised the slightest deception on his father; never concealed from him any difficulty or any embarra.s.sment, but frankly confided to him his cares, as he would to one of his own age.
How, then, had he been drawn into a step of this magnitude without apprising him? There was one explanation, and this was, that Glee-son persuaded the young man, that by thus sacrificing his own future rights he would be a.s.sisting his father, who, from motives of delicacy, could not admit of any negotiation in the matter, and that by ceding so much of his own property, he should relieve his father from present embarra.s.sment.
Through all the revelation of the agent"s guilt now opening before him, not one word of anger, one expression of pa.s.sion, escaped the Knight till his eyes fell upon this paper; but then, grasping it in both hands, he shook in every limb with indignant rage, and in accents of bitterest hate invoked a curse upon his betrayer. The very sound of his own voice in that sileut chamber startled him, while a sick tremor crept through his frame at the unhallowed wish he uttered. "No, no," said he, with clasped hands, "it is not for one like me, whose sensual carelessness has brought my own to ruin, to speak thus of another; may Heaven a.s.sist me, and pardon him that injured me!"
The stunning effects of heavy calamity are destined in all likelihood to give time to rally against the blow--to permit exhausted Nature to fortify herself by even a brief repose against the hara.s.sing influences of deep sorrow. One who saw far into the human heart tells us that it is not the strongest natures are the first to recover from the shock of great misfortunes, but that "light and frivolous spirits regain their elasticity sooner than those of loftier character."
The whole extent of his ruin unfolded itself gradually before Darcy"s eyes, until at length the acc.u.mulated load became too great to bear, and he sat in almost total unconsciousness gazing at the ma.s.s of law papers and accounts before him, only remembering at intervals, and then faintly, the nature of the investigation he was engaged in, and by an effort recalling himself again to the task: in this way pa.s.sed the entire day we speak of. Brief struggles to exert himself in examining the various papers and letters on the table were succeeded by long pauses of apparent apathy, until, as evening drew near, these intervals of indifference grew longer, and he sat for hours in this scarce-waking condition.
It was long past midnight as a loud knocking was heard at the street door, and ere Darcy could sufficiently recall his wandering faculties from their revery, he felt a hand grasp his own--he looked up, and saw Bagenal Daly.
"Well, Darcy," said he, in a low whisper, "how stand matters here?"
"Ruined!" said he, in an accent hardly audible, but with a look that thrilled through the stern heart of Daly.
"Come, come, there must be a long s.p.a.ce between _your_ fortune and ruin yet. Have you seen any legal adviser?"
"What of Gleeson, Bagenal, has he been heard of?" said the Knight, not attending to Daly"s question.
"He has had the fitting end of a scoundrel. He leaped overboard in the Channel--"
"Poor fellow!" said Darcy, while he pa.s.sed his hand across his eyes; "his spirit was not all corrupted, Bagenal; he dared not to face the world."
"Face the world! the villain, it was the gallows he had not courage to face. Don"t speak one word of compa.s.sion about a wretch like him, or you "ll drive me mad. There"s no iniquity in the greatest crimes to compare with the slow, dastardly scoundrelism of your fair-faced swindler. It seems so, at least. The sailors told us that he went below immediately on their leaving the river, and, having locked the cabin door, spent his time in writing till they were in sight of the Holyhead light, when a sudden splash was heard, and a cry of "A man overboard!" called every one to the deck; then it was discovered that the fellow had opened one of the stern-windows and thrown himself into the sea. They brought me this open letter, the last, it is said, he ever wrote, and, though unaddressed, evidently meant for you. You need not read it; it contains nothing but the whining excuses of a scoundrel who bases his virtue on the fact that he was more coward than cheat. Strangest thing of all, he had no property with him beyond some few clothes, a watch, and about three hundred guineas in a purse. This was deposited by the skipper with the authorities in Liverpool; not a paper, not a doc.u.ment of any kind.
Don"t read that puling scrawl, Darcy; I have no patience with your pity!"
"I wish he had escaped with life, Bagenal," said Darcy, feelingly; "it is a sad aggravation of all my sorrow to think of this man"s suicide."
"And so he might, had he had the courage to take his chance. The "Congress" pa.s.sed us as we went up the river; she had her studding-sails set, and, with the strong tide in her favor, was cutting through the water as fast as ever a runaway scoundrel could wish or ask for.
Gleeson"s servant contrived to reach her in time, and got away safe, not improbably with a heavy booty, if the truth were known."
Daly continued to dwell on the theme, repeating circ.u.mstantially the whole of the examination before the Liverpool Justices, where the depositions of the case were taken, and the investigation conducted with strict accuracy; but Darcy paid little attention. The sad end of one for whom through years long he had entertained feelings of respect and friendship, seemed to obliterate all memory of his crime, and he had no other feelings in his heart than those of sincere grief for the suicide.
"There is but one circ.u.mstance in the whole I cannot understand," said Daly, "and that is why Gleeson paid off Hickman"s bond last week, when he had evidently made up his mind to fly,--seventy thousand was such a sum to carry away with him, all safe and sound as he had it."
"But where"s the evidence of such a payment?" said Darcy, sorrowfully; "the bond is not to be found, nor is it among the papers discovered at Gleeson"s house."
"It may be found yet," said Daly, confidently. "That the money was paid I have not a particle of doubt on my mind; Freney"s information, and the memorandum I showed you, are strong in corroborating the fact; old Hickman dared not deny it, if the bond never were to turn up."
"Heaven grant it!" said Darcy, fervently; "that will at least save the abbey, and rescue our old house from the pollution I dreaded."
"All that, however, does not explain the difficulty," said Daly, thoughtfully; "I wish some shrewder head than mine had the matter before him. But now that I have told you so much, let me have some supper, Darcy, for we forgot to victual our sloop, and had no sea-store but whiskey on either voyage."
Though this was perfectly true, Daly"s proposition was made rather to induce the Knight to take some refreshment, which it was so evident he needed, than from any personal motive.
"They carried the second reading by a large majority; I read it in Liverpool," said Daly, as the servant laid the table for supper.
The Knight nodded an a.s.sent, and Daly resumed: "I saw also that an address was voted by the patriotic members of Daly"s to Hickman O"Reilly, Esquire, M.P., for his manly and independent conduct in the debate, when he taunted the Government with their ineffectual attempts at corruption, and spurned indignantly every offer of their patronage."
"Is that the case?" said the Knight, smiling faintly.
""All fact; while the mob drew his carriage home, and nearly smoked the entire of Merrion Square into blackness with burning tar-barrels."
"He has improved on Johnson"s definition, Bagenal, and made patriotism the first as well as the last refuge of a scoundrel."
"I looked out in the House that evening, but could not see him, for I wanted him to second a motion for me."
"Indeed! of what nature?"
"A most patriotic one, to this effect: that all bribes to members of either House should be in money, that we might have at least the benefit of introducing so much capital into Ireland."
"You forget, Bagenal, how it would spoil old Hickman"s market: loans would then be had for less than ten per cent."
"So it would, by Jove! That shows the difficulty of legislating for conflicting interests."
This conversation was destined only to occupy the time the servant was engaged about the table, but when he had withdrawn, the Knight and his friend at once returned to the eventful theme that engaged all their anxieties, and where the altered tones of their voices and eager looks betokened the deepest interest.
It would have been difficult to find two men more generally well informed, and less capable of comprehending or unravelling the complicated tissue of a business matter. At the same time, by dint of much mutual inquiry and discussion, they attained to that first and greatest of discoveries, namely, their own insufficiency to conduct the investigation, and the urgent necessity of employing some able man of law to go through all Gleeson"s accounts, and ascertain the real condition of Darcy"s fortune. With this prudent resolve, they parted: Darcy to his room, where he sat with unclosed eyes till morning; while Daly, who had disciplined his temperament more rigidly, soon fell fast asleep, and never awoke till roused by the voice of his servant Sandy.
"You must find out the fellow that brought the note from Freney," said Daly, the moment he opened his eyes.