"Well, station it in Ireland, Colonel Darcy may prefer it," said the duke; "for, as the regiment forms part of the expedition to Egypt, the depot need not be moved for some time to come."
"Your Royal Highness can increase the favor by only one concession--dare I ask it?--to permit me to take the command on service."
The Duke gazed with astonishment at the old man, and gradually his expression became one of deep interest, as he said,--
"Colonel Darcy could claim as a right what I feel so proud to accord him as a favor. Make a note of that, Taylor," said the Duke, raising his voice so as to be heard through the room: ""Colonel Darcy to take the command on service at his own special request." Yes, gentlemen," added he, louder, "these are times when the exigencies of the service demand alike the energy of youth and the experience of age; it is, indeed, a happy conjuncture that finds them united. My Lord Castlereagh and Colonel Darcy, are you disengaged for Wednesday?"
They both bowed respectfully.
"Then on Wednesday I"ll have some of your brother officers to meet you, Colonel. Now, Taylor, let us get through our list."
So saying, the Duke bowed graciously; and Lord Castlereagh and the Knight retired, each too full of pleasure to utter a word as he went.
CHAPTER XII. THE TWO SIDES OF A MEDAL
Although the Knight lost not an hour in writing to Lady Eleanor, informing her of his appointment, the letter, hastily written, and intrusted to a waiter to be posted, was never forwarded, and the first intelligence of the event reached her in a letter from her courtly relative, Lord Netherby.
So much depends upon the peculiar tact and skill of the writer, and so much upon our own frame of mind at the time of reading, that it is difficult to say whether we do not bear up better under the announcement of any sudden and sorrowful event from the hand of one less cared for than from those nearest and dearest to our hearts. The consolations that look like the special pleadings of affection become, as it were, the mere expressions of impartiality. The points of view, being so different, give a different aspect to the picture, and gleams of light fall where, seen from another quarter, all was shadow and gloom. So it was here. What, if the tidings had come from her husband, had been regarded in the one painful light of separation and long absence, a.s.sumed, under Lord Netherby"s style, the semblance of a most gratifying event, with, of course, that alloy of discomfort from which no human felicity is altogether free: so very artfully was this done, that Lady Eleanor half felt as if, in indulging in her own sorrow, she were merely giving way to a selfish regret; and as Helen, the better to sustain her mother"s courage, affected a degree of pleasure she was really far from feeling, this added to the conviction that she ought, if she could, to regard her husband"s appointment as a happy event.
"Truly, mamma," said Helen, as she sat with the letter before her, "Me style c"est l"homme." His Lordship is quite heroic when describing all the fetes and dinners of London; all the honors showered on papa in visiting-cards and invitations; how excellencies called, and royal highnesses shook hands: he even chronicles the distinguishing favor of the gracious Prince, who took wine with him. But listen to him when the theme is really one that might evoke some trait, if not of enthusiasm, at least of national pride: "As for the expedition, my dear cousin, though n.o.body knows exactly for what place it is destined, everybody is aware that it is not intended to be a fighting one. Demonstrations are now the vogue, and it is become just as bad taste for our army to shed blood as it would be for a well-bred man to mention a certain ill-conducted individual before ears polite. Modern war is like a game at whist between first-rate players; when either party has four by honors, he shows his hand, and saves the trouble of a contest. The Naval Service is, I grieve to say, rooted to its ancient prejudices, and continues its abominable pastime of broadsides and boardings; hence its mob popularity at this moment! The army will, however, always be the gentlemanlike cloth, and I thank my stars I don"t believe we have a single relative afloat. Guy Herries was the last; he was shot or piked, I forget which, in boarding a Spanish galliot off Cape Verde. "Que diable allait-il faire dans cette galere?" Rest satisfied, therefore, if the gallant Knight has little glory, he will have no dangers; our expeditions never land. Jekyll says they are only intended to give the service an appet.i.te for fresh meat and soft bread, after four months"
biscuit and salt beef. At all events, my dear cousin, reckon on seeing my friend the Knight gazetted as major-general on the very next promotions. The Prince is delighted with him; and I carried a message from his Royal Highness yesterday to the War Office in his behalf. You would not come to see me, despite all the seductions I threw out, and now the season is nigh over. May I hope better things for the next year, when perhaps I can promise an inducement the more, and make your welcome more graceful by dividing its cares with one far more competent than myself to fulfil them."--What does he mean, mamma?"
"Read on, my dear; I believe I can guess the riddle."
""The person I allude to was, in former days, if not actually a friend, a favored intimate of yours; indeed, I say that this fact is but another claim to my regard."--Is it possible, mamma, his Lordship thinks of marrying?"
"Even so, Helen," said Lady Eleanor, sighing, for she remembered how, in his very last interview with her at Gwynne Abbey, he spoke of his resolve on making Lionel his heir; but then, those were the days of their prosperous fortune, the time when, to all seeming, they needed no increase of wealth.
If Helen was disposed to laugh at the notion of Lord Netherby"s marrying, a glance at the troubled expression of her mother"s features would have checked the emotion. The heritage was a last hope, which was not the less cherished that she had never imparted it to another.
"Shall I read on?" said Helen, timidly; and at a signal from Lady Eleanor she resumed: ""I know how much "badinage" a man at my time of life must expect from his acquaintances, and how much of kind remonstrance from his friends, when he announces his determination to marry. A good deal of this must be set down to the score of envy, some of it proceeds from mere habit on these occasions, and lastly, one"s bachelor friends very naturally are averse to the closure against them of a house "ou on dine." I have thought of all this, and, _per contra_, I have set down the isolation of one, if not deserted, at least somewhat neglected by his relatives, and fancied that if not exactly of that age when people marry for love, I am not yet quite so old but I may become the object of true and disinterested affection.
""Lady------(I have pledged my honor not to write her name, even to you) is, in rank and fortune, fully my equal, in every other quality my superior. The idlers at "Boodle"s" can neither sneer at a "mesalliance,"
nor hint at the "faiblesse" of an "elderly gentleman." It is a marriage founded on mutual esteem, and, so far as station is concerned, on equality; and when I say that his Royal Highness has expressed his unqualified approval of the step, I believe I can add no more. I owe you, my dear cousin, this early and full explanation of my motives on many accounts: if the result should change the dispositions I once believed unalterable, I beg it may be understood as proceeding far more from necessity than the sincere wish of your very affectionate relative,
""Netherby.
""My regret at not seeing Helen here this season is, in a measure, alleviated by Lady--------- telling me that brunettes were more the rage; her Ladyship, who is no common arbiter, says that no "blonde"
attracted any notice: even Lady Georgiana Maydew drew no admiration.
My fair cousin is, happily, very young, _et les beaux jours viendront_, even before hers have lost their brilliancy.
""I am sorry Lionel left the Coldstreams; with economy he could very well have managed to hold his ground, and we might have obtained something for him in the Household. As for India, the only influential person I know is my wine-merchant; he is, I am told, a Director of the Honorable Company, but he "d certainly adulterate my Madeira if I condescended to ask him a favor.""
"Well, Helen, I think you will agree with me, selfishness is the most candid of all the vices; how delightfully unembarra.s.sed is his Lordship"s style, how frank, honest, and straightforward!"
"After his verdict upon "blondes", mamma," said Helen, laughing, "I dare not record my opinion of him,--I cannot come into court an impartial evidence. This, however, I will say, that if his Lordship be not an unhappy instance of the school, I am sincerely rejoiced that Lionel is not being trained up a courtier; better a soldier"s life with all its hazards and its dangers, than a career so certain to kill every manly sentiment."
"I agree with you fully, Helen; life cannot be circ.u.mscribed within petty limits and occupied by petty cares without reducing the mind to the same miniature dimensions; until at last so immeasurably greater are our own pa.s.sions and feelings than the miserable interests around us, we end by self-worship and egotism, and fancy ourselves leviathans because we swim in a fish-pond. But who can that be crossing the gra.s.s-plot yonder? I thought our neighbors of Port Ballintray had all left the coast?"
"It is the gentleman who dined here, mamma, the man that never spoke--I forget his name--"
Helen had not time to finish, when a modest tap was heard at the door, and the next moment Mr. Leonard presented himself. He was dressed with more than his wonted care, but the effort to make poverty respectable was everywhere apparent; the blue frock was brushed to the very verge of its frail existence, the gloves were drawn on at the hazard of their integrity, and his hat, long inured to every vicissitude of weather, had been c.o.c.ked into a strange counterfeit of modish smartness. With all these signs of unusual attention to appearances, his manner was modest even to humility, and he took a chair with the diffidence of one who seemed to doubt the propriety of being seated in such a presence.
Notwithstanding Lady Eleanor"s efforts at conversation, aided by Helen, who tried in many ways to relieve the embarra.s.sment of their visitor, this difficulty seemed every moment greater, and he seemed, as he really felt, to have summoned up all his courage for an undertaking, and in the very nick of the enterprise, to have left himself beggared of his energy. A vague a.s.sent, a look of doubt and uncertainty, a half-muttered expression of acquiescence in whatever was said, was all that could be obtained from him; but still, while his embarra.s.sment appeared each instant greater, he evinced no disposition to take his leave. Lady Eleanor, who, like many persons whose ordinary manner is deemed cold and haughty, could exert at will considerable powers of pleasing, did her utmost to put her visitor at his ease, and by changing her topics from time to time, detect, if possible, some clew to his coming. It was all in vain: he followed her, it is true, as well as he was able, and with a bewildered look of constrained attention, seemed endeavoring to interest himself in what she said, but it was perfectly apparent, all the while, that his mind was preoccupied, and by very different thoughts.
At length she remained silent, and resuming the work she was engaged on when he entered, sat for some time without uttering a word, or even looking up. Mr. Leonard coughed slightly, but, as if terrified at his own rashness, soon became mute and still. At last, after a long pause, so long that Lady Eleanor and Helen, forgetful of their visitor, had become deeply immersed in their own reflections, Mr. Leonard arose slowly, and with a voice not free from a certain tremor, said, "Well, madam, then I suppose I may venture to say that I saw you and Miss Darcy both well."
Lady Eleanor looked up with astonishment, for she could not conceive the meaning of the words, nor in what quarter they were to be reported.
"I mean, madam," said Leonard, "that when I present myself to the Colonel, I may take the liberty to mention having seen you."
"Do you speak of my husband, sir,--Colonel Darcy?" said Lady Eleanor, with a very different degree of interest in her look and accent.
"Yes, madam," said Leonard, with a kind of forced courage in his manner.
"I hope to be under his command in a few days."
"Indeed, sir!" said Lady Eleanor, with animation; "I did not know that you had served, still less that you were about to join the army once more."
Leonard blushed deeply, and he suddenly grew deadly pale, while, in a voice scarcely louder than a mere whisper, he muttered, "So then, madam, Colonel Darcy has never spoken of me to you?"
Lady Eleanor, who misunderstood the meaning of the question, seemed slightly confused as she replied, "I have no recollection of it, sir,--I cannot call up at this moment having heard your name from my husband."
"I ought to have known it,--I ought to have been certain of it," said Leonard, in a voice bursting from emotion, while the tears gushed from his eyes; "he could not have asked me to his house to sit down at his table as a mere object of your pity and contempt; and yet I am nothing else."
The pa.s.sionate vehemence in which he now spoke seemed so different from his recent manner, that both Lady Eleanor and Helen had some doubts as to his sanity, when he quickly resumed: "I was broke for cowardice,--dismissed the service with disgrace,--degraded! Well may I call it so, to be what I became. I would tell you that I was not guilty,--that Colonel Darcy knows,--but I dare not choose between the character of a coward and--a drunkard. I had no other prospect before me than a life of poverty and repining,--maybe of worse,--of shame and ignominy! when, last night, I received these letters; I scarcely thought they could be for me, even when I read my name on them. Yes, madam, this letter from the War Office permits me to serve as a volunteer with the Eighth Regiment of Foot; and this, which is without signature, encloses me fifty pounds to buy my outfit and join the regiment. It does not need a name; there is but one man living could stoop to help such as I am, and not feel dishonored by the contact; there is but one man brave enough to protect him branded as a coward."
"You are right, sir," cried Helen; "this must be my father"s doing."
Leonard tried to speak, but could not; a trembling motion of his lips, and a faint sound issued, but nothing articulate. Lady Eleanor stopped him as he moved towards the door, and taking his hand pressed it cordially, while she said, "Be of good heart, sir; my husband is not less quick to perceive than he is ever ready to befriend. Be a.s.sured he would not now be your ally if he had not a well-grounded hope that you would merit it. Farewell, then; remember you have a double tie to duty, and that _his_ credit as well as _your own_ is on the issue."
Leonard muttered a faint "I will," and departed.
"How happily timed is this little incident, Helen," said Lady Eleanor, as she drew her daughter to her side; "how full of pleasant hope it fills the heart, at a moment when the worldly selfishness of the courtier"s letter had left us low and sorrow-struck! These are indeed the sunny spots in life, that never look so brilliant as when seen amid lowering skies and darkening storms."
CHAPTER XIII. AN UNCEREMONIOUS VISIT
As winter drew near, with its dark and leaden skies, and days and nights of storm and hurricane, so did the worldly prospect of Lady Eleanor and her daughter grow hourly more gloomy. Bicknell"s letters detailed new difficulties and embarra.s.sments on every hand. Sums of money supposed to have been long since paid and acknowledged by Gleeson, were now demanded with all the accruing interest; rights. .h.i.therto unquestioned were now threatened with dispute, as Hickman O"Reilly"s success emboldened others to try their fortune. Of the little property that still remained to them, the rents were withheld until their claim to them should be once more established by law. Disaster followed disaster, till at length the last drop filled up the measure of their misery, as they learned that the Knight"s personal liberty was at stake, and more than one writ was issued for his arrest.
The same post that brought this dreadful intelligence brought also a few lines from Darcy, the first that had reached them since his departure.
His note was dated from the ""Hermione" frigate, off the Needles," and contained little more than an affectionate farewell. He wrote in health, and apparently in spirits, full of the a.s.surance of a speedy and happy meeting; nor was there any allusion to their embarra.s.sments, save in the vague mention of a letter he had written to Bicknell, and who would himself write to Lady Eleanor.
"It is not, dearest Eleanor," wrote he, "the time we would have selected for a separation, when troubles thicken around us; yet who knows if the incident may not fall happily, and turn our thoughts from the loss of fortune to the many blessings we enjoy in mutual affection and in our children"s love, all to thicken around us at our meeting? I confess, too, I have a pride in being thought worthy to serve my country still, not in the tiresome monotony of a depot, but in the field,--among the young, the gallant, and the brave! Is it not enough to take off half this load of years, and make me fancy myself the gay colonel you may remember cantering beside your carriage in the Park--I shame to say how long ago! I wonder what the French will think of us, for nearly every officer in command might be superannuated, and Abercrombie is as venerable in white hairs as myself! There are, however, plenty of young and dashing fellows to replace us, and the spirit of the whole army is admirable.