"What do you mean?"
"I mean this, that Number Three won"t bother you again."
Jack stood looking at me for some time in silence, with a dark frown on his brow.
"Look here, Macrorie," said he; "you force me to gather from your words what I am very unwilling to learn."
"What!" said I "Is it that I admire Miss O"Halloran? Is that it? Come, now; speak plainly, Jack. Don"t stand in the sulks. What is it that you want to say? I confess that I"m as much amazed as you are at finding that my Lady of the Ice is the same as your "Number Three." But such is the case; and now what are you going to do about it?"
"First of all," said Jack, coldly, "I want to know what you are proposing to do about it."
"I?" said I. "Why, my intention is, if possible, to try to win from Miss O"Halloran a return of that feeling which I entertain toward her."
"So that"s your little game--is it?" said Jack, savagely.
"Yes," said I, quietly; "that"s exactly my little game. And may I ask what objection you have to it, or on what possible right you can ground any conceivable objection?"
"Right?" said Jack--"every right that a man of honor should respect."
"Right?" cried I. "Right?"
"Yes, right. You know very well that she"s mine."
"Yours! Yours!" I cried. "Yours! You call her "Number Three." That very name of itself is enough to shut your mouth forever. What! Do you come seriously to claim any rights over a girl, when by your own confession there are no less than two others to whom you have offered yourself? Do you mean to look me in the face, after what you yourself have told me, and say that you consider that you have any claims on Miss O"Halloran?"
"Yes, I do!" cried Jack. "I do, by Jove! Look here, Macrorie. I"ve given you my confidence. I"ve told you all about my affair with her.
You know that only a day or two ago I was expecting her to elope with me--"
"Yes, and hoping that she wouldn"t," I interrupted.
"I was not. I was angry when she refused, and I"ve felt hard about it ever since. But she"s mine all the same, and you know it."
"Yours? And so is Miss Phillips yours," I cried, "and so is Mrs.
Finnimore; and I swear I believe that, if I were to be sweet on Louie, you"d consider yourself injured. Hang it, man! What are you up to?
What do you mean? At this rate, you"ll claim every woman in Quebec.
Where do intend to draw the line? Would be content if I were sweet on Miss Phillips? Wouldn"t you be jealous if I were to visit the widow?
And what would you say if I were seized with a consuming pa.s.sion for Louie? Come, Jack--don"t row; don"t be quite insane. Sit down again, and let"s drop the subject."
"I won"t drop the subject," growled Jack. "You needn"t try to argue yourself out of it. You know very well that I got her first."
"Why, man, at this rate, you might get every woman in America. You seem to think that this is Utah."
"Come, no humbug, Macrorie. You know very well what I am to that girl."
"You! you!" I cried. "Why, you have told me already that she has found you out. Hang it, man! if it comes to that, what are you in her eyes compared with me? You"ve been steadily humbugging her ever since you first knew her, and she"s found it out But I come to her as the companion of the darkest hour of her life, as the one who saved her from death. You--good Lord!--do you pretend to put yourself in comparison with me? You, with your other affairs, and your conscious falsity to her, with me! Why, but for me, she would be drifting down the river, and lying stark and dead on the beach of Anticosti. That is what I have done for her. And what have you done? I might laughed over the joke of it before I knew her; but now, since I know her, and her, when you force me to say what you have done, I declare to you that you have wronged her, and cheated her, and humbugged her, and she knows it, and you know it, and I know it. These things may be all very well for a lark; but, when you pretend to make a serious matter of them, they look ugly. Confound it! have you lost your senses?"
"You"ll see whether I"ve lost my senses or not," said Jack, fiercely.
"You"ve got trouble enough on your shoulders, Jack," said I. "Don"t get into any more. You actually have the face to claim no less than three women. Yes, four. I must count Louie, also. If this question were about Louie, wouldn"t you be just as fierce?"
Jack did not answer.
"Wouldn"t you? Wouldn"t you say that I had violated your confidence?
Wouldn"t you declare that it was a wrong to yourself, and a bitter injury? If I had saved Louie"s life, and then suddenly fallen in love with her wouldn"t you have warned me off in the same way? You know you would. But will you listen to reason? You can"t have them all. You must choose one of them. Take Miss Phillips, and be true to your first vow.
Take the widow, and be rich. Take Louie, and be happy. There you have it. There are three for you. As for Miss O"Halloran, she has pa.s.sed away from you forever. I have s.n.a.t.c.hed her from death, and she is mine forever."
"She shall never be yours!" cried Jack, furiously.
"She shall be mine!" cried I, in wrathful tones.
"Never! never!" cried Jack. "She"s mine, and she shall be mine."
"d.a.m.n it, man! are you crazy? How many wives do you propose to have?"
"She shall be mine!" cried Jack. "She, and no other. I give up all others. They may all go and be hanged. She, and she alone, shall be mine."
Saying this, he strode toward the door, opened it, pa.s.sed through, and banged it behind him. I heard his heavy footsteps as he went off, and I stood glaring after him, all my soul on fire with indignation.
CHAPTER XXIII.
A FRIEND BECOMES AN ENEMY.--MEDITATIONS ON THE ANCIENT AND VENERABLE FABLE OF THE DOG IN THE MANGER.--THE CORRUPTION OF THE HUMAN HEART.
--CONSIDERATION OF THE WHOLE SITUATION.--ATTEMPTS TO COUNTERMINE JACK, AND FINAL RESOLVE.
So Jack left, and so I stood staring after him in furious indignation.
"By Jove!" I exclaimed, addressing my own honorable self, "are you going to stand that sort of thing, Macrorie? And at your time of life, my boy! You, twenty-two years of age, six feet high, and with your knowledge of the world! You"re not altogether an a.s.s, are you? I think I can depend on you, my boy. You"ll stand up for your rights. She"s yours, old chap. Cling to her. Remember your ancestors. You"ll get her, and if Jack chooses to make a fool of himself, let him!"
After this expression of opinion, I replaced my last pipe and tumbler, and resumed my seat. Over my head the clouds rolled; through my brain penetrated the gentle influence, bringing tranquillity and peace; bringing also wisdom, and the power of planning and of resolving.
My reflections made me feel that Nora mast be mine. She seemed dearer than all the world, and all that. Hadn"t I saved her life? I had. Then that life was mine. No one else had such a claim on her as I had.
Jack"s absurd pretence at a claim was all confounded stuff and nonsense. I considered his att.i.tude on this occasion a piece of the worst kind of selfishness, not to speak of its utter madness. The dog in the manger was nothing to this. I was not the man to let myself be pushed aside in this way. He would not have thought of her if I had not put in my claim. Before that she was no more to him than "Number Three," one of his tormentors from whom he longed to get free, one who annoyed him with letters. All this he had confessed to me. Yet the moment that I told him my story, and informed him of her ident.i.ty with the Lady of the Ice, at once he changed about, and declared he would never give her up.
All of which reminded me forcibly of the language of a venerable female friend, who used to hold up her hands and exclaim, "Oh, dear! Oh, my!
Oh, the corruption of the human heart! Oh, dear! Oh, my!"
On the other hand, I was not so blind but that I could see that Jack"s impudent and ridiculous claim to Hiss O"Halloran had made her appear in a somewhat different light from that in which I had hitherto viewed her. Until that time I had no well-defined notions. My mind vibrated, between her image and that of Marion. But now Miss O"Halloran suddenly became all in all to me. Jack"s claim on her made me fully conscious of my superior claim, and this I determined to enforce at all hazards. And thus the one end, aim, and purpose of my life, suddenly and almost instantaneously darted up within me, and referred to making Miss O"Halloran my own.
But, if this was to be done, I saw that it must be done quickly. Jack"s blood was up. He had declared that he would win her, and had departed with this declaration. I knew him well enough to feel sure that his action would be prompt. He was capable of any act of folly or of desperation. If I could hope to contend successfully against him, it would be necessary for me to be as foolish and as desperate. I must go in for a headlong game. It was to be a regular steeple-chase. No dilly-dallying--no shuffling--no coquetting--no wooing--but bold, instant, and immediate action. And why not? Our intercourse on the ice had been less than a day, but those hours were protracted singly to the duration of years, and we had been forced into intimacy by the peril of our path and the horror of our way. We were beaten together by the tempest, rocked by the ice, we sank together in the wave, together we crossed the tottering Ice-ridge--together we evaded the fall of avalanches. Again and again, on that one unparalleled journey, she had received her life from me. Was all this to count for nothing? This!
Why, this was every thing. What could her recollections of Jack be when compared to her recollections of me? For one who came to her as I had come there need be no delay. Enough to tell her what my feelings were--to urge and implore her for immediate acceptance of my vows.
This was my fixed resolve; but when, where, and how? I could not go to the house again for two days, and, during two days, Jack would have the advantage. No doubt he would at once reply to that last letter of hers.
No doubt he would fling away every thought but the one thought of her.
No doubt he would write her a letter full of protestations of love, and implore her, for the last time, to fly with him. He had done so before.