"I suppose," she said, "you are all very much excited about Cla.s.s Day at Cambridge."
"That sounds like a remark made to open the way to conversation." Jeff went on to burlesque a reply in the same spirit. "Oh, very much so indeed, Miss Lynde! We are all looking forward to it so eagerly. Are you coming?"
She rejected his lead with a slight sigh so skilfully drawn that it deceived him when she said, gravely:
"I don"t know. It"s apt to be a very baffling time at the best. All the men that you like are taken up with their own people, and even the men that you don"t like overvalue themselves, and think they"re doing you a favor if they give you a turn at the Gym or bring you a plate of something."
"Well, they are, aren"t they?"
"I suppose, yes, that"s what makes me hate it. One doesn"t like to have such men do one a favor. And then, Juniors get younger every year! Even a nice Junior is only a Junior," she concluded, with a sad fall of her mocking voice.
"I don"t believe there"s a Senior in Harvard that wouldn"t forsake his family and come to the rescue if your feelings could be known," said Jeff. He lifted the bottle at his elbow and found it empty, and this seemed to remind him to rise.
"Don"t make them known, please," said Bessie. "I shouldn"t want an ovation." She sat, after he had risen, as if she wished to detain him, but when he came up to take leave she had to put her hand in his. She looked at it there, and so did he; it seemed very little and slim, about one-third the size of his palm, and it seemed to go to nothing in his grasp. "I should think," she added, "that the jays would have the best time on Cla.s.s Day. I should like to dance at one of their spreads, and do everything they did. It would be twice the fun, and there would be some nature in it. I should like to see a jay Cla.s.s Day."
"If you"ll come out, I"ll show you one," said Jeff, without wincing.
"Oh, will you?" she said, taking away her hand. "That would be delightful. But what would become of your folks?" She caught a corner of her mouth with her teeth, as if the word had slipped out.
"Do you call them folks?" asked Jeff, quietly:
"I--supposed--Don"t you?"
"Not in Boston. I do at Lion"s Head."
"Oh! Well-people."
"I don"t know as they"re coming."
"How delightful! I don"t mean that; but if they"re not, and if you really knew some jays, and could get me a little glimpse of their Cla.s.s Day--"
"I think I could manage it for you." He spoke as before, but he looked at her with a mockery in his lips and eyes as intelligent as her own, and the latent change in his mood gave her the sense of being in the presence of a vivid emotion. She rose in her excitement; she could see that he admired her, and was enjoying her insolence too, in a way, though in a way that she did not think she quite understood; and she had the wish to make him admire her a little more.
She let a light of laughter come into her eyes, of harmless mischief played to an end. "I don"t deserve your kindness, and I won"t come. I"ve been very wicked, don"t you think?"
"Not very--for you," said Jeff.
"Oh, how good!" she broke out. "But be frank now! I"ve offended you."
"How? I know I"m a jay, and in the country I"ve got folks."
"Ah, I see you"re hurt at my joking, and I"m awfully sorry. I wish there was some way of making you forgive me. But it couldn"t be that alone,"
she went on rather aimlessly as to her words, trusting to his answer for some leading, and willing meanwhile to prolong the situation for the effect in her nerves. It had been a very dull and tedious day, and she was finding much more than she could have expected in the mingled fear and slight which he inspired her with in such singular measure. These feminine subtleties of motive are beyond any but the finest natures in the other s.e.x, and perhaps all that Jeff perceived was the note of insincerity in her words.
"Couldn"t be what alone?" he asked.
"What I"ve said," she ventured, letting her eyes fall; but they were not eyes that fell effectively, and she instantly lifted them again to his.
"You haven"t said anything, and if you"ve thought anything, what have I got to do with that? I think all sorts of things about people--or folks, as you call them--"
"Oh, thank you! Now you are forgiving me!"
"I think them about you!"
"Oh, do sit down and tell me the kind of things you think about me!"
Bessie implored, sinking back into her chair.
"You mightn"t like them."
"But if they would do me good?"
"What should I want to do you good for?"
"That"s true," sighed Bessie, thoughtfully.
"People--folks--"
"Thank you so much!"
"Don"t try to do each other good, unless they"re cranks like Lancaster, or bores like Mrs. Bevidge--"
"You belong to the a.n.a.lytical school of Seniors! Go on!"
"That"s all," said Jeff.
"And you don"t think I"ve tried to do you good?"
He laughed. Her comedy was delicious to him. He had never found, anybody so amusing; he almost respected her for it.
"If that is your opinion of me, Mr. Durgin," she said, very gravely, "I am sorry. May I remark that I don"t see why you come, then?"
"I can tell you," said Jeff, and he advanced upon her where she sat so abruptly that she started and shrank back in her chair. "I come because you"ve got brains, and you"re the only girl that has--here." They were Alan"s words, almost his words, and for an instant she thought of her brother, end wondered what he would think of this jay"s praising her in his terms. "Because," Jeff went on, "you"ve got more sense and nonsense--than all the women here put together. Because it"s better than a play to hear you talk--and act; and because you"re graceful--and fascinating, and chic, and--Good-night, Miss Lynde."
He put out his hand, but she did not take it as she rose haughtily.
"We"ve said good-night once. I prefer to say good-bye this time. I"m sure you will understand why after this I cannot see you again." She seemed to examine him for the effect of these words upon him before she went on.
"No, I don"t understand," he answered, coolly; "but it isn"t necessary I should; and I"m quite willing to say good-bye, if you prefer. You haven"t been so frank with me as I have with you; but that doesn"t make any difference; perhaps you never meant to be, or couldn"t be, if you meant. Good-bye." He bowed and turned toward the door.
She fluttered between him and it. "I wish to know what you accuse me of!"
"I? Nothing."
"You imply that I have been unjust toward you."
"Oh no!"
"And I can"t let you go till you prove it."
"Prove to a woman that--Will you let me pa.s.s?"