"Yes?" he returned. "I--never felt very well acquainted with her, I believe. One couldn"t get far with her. Though, for the matter of that, one didn"t get far with Mrs. Vostrand herself. Did you think Genevieve was much influenced by her mother?"
"She didn"t seem a strong character."
"No, that was it. She was what her mother wished her to be. I"ve often wondered how much she was interested in the marriage she made."
Cynthia let a rustic silence ensue, and Westover shrank again from the inquisition he longed to make.
It was not Genevieve Vostrand"s marriage which really concerned him, but Cynthia"s engagement, and it was her mind that he would have liked to look into. It might well be supposed that she regarded it in a perfect matter-of-fact way, and with no ambition beyond it. She was a country girl, acquainted from childhood with facts of life which town-bred girls would not have known without a blunting of the sensibilities, and why should she be different from other country girls? She might be as good and as fine as he saw her, and yet be insensible to the spiritual toughness of Jeff, because of her love for him. Her very goodness might make his badness unimaginable to her, and if her refinement were from the conscience merely, and not from the tastes and experiences, too, there was not so much to dread for her in her marriage with such a man.
Still, he would have liked, if he could, to tell her what he had told her father of Durgin"s behavior with Lynde, and let her bring the test of her self-devotion to the case with a clear understanding. He had sometimes been afraid that Whitwell might not be able to keep it to himself; but now he wished that the philosopher had not been so discreet. He had all this so absorbingly in mind that he started presently with the fear that she had said something and he had not answered, but when he asked her he found that she had not spoken. They were standing at an open window looking out upon Lion"s Head, when he said: "I don"t know how I shall show my grat.i.tude to Mrs. Durgin and you for thinking of having me up here. I"ve done a picture of Lion"s Head that might be ever so much worse; but I shouldn"t have dreamed of getting at it if it hadn"t been for you, though I"ve so often dreamed of doing it. Now I shall go home richer in every sort of way-thanks to you."
She answered, simply: "You needn"t thank anybody; but it was Jeff who thought of it; we were ready enough to ask you."
"That was very good of him," said Westover, whom her words confirmed in a suspicion he had had all along. But what did it matter that Jeff had suggested their asking him, and then attributed the notion to them? It was not so malign for him to use that means of ingratiating himself with Westover, and of making him forget his behavior with Lynde, and it was not unnatural. It was very characteristic; at the worst it merely proved that Jeff was more ashamed of what he had done than he would allow, and that was to his credit.
He heard Cynthia asking: "Mr. Westover, have you ever been at Cla.s.s Day?
He wants us to come."
"Cla.s.s Day? Oh, Cla.s.s Day!" He took a little time to gather himself together. "Yes, I"ve been at a good many. If you care to see something pretty, it"s the prettiest thing in the world. The students" sisters and mothers come from everywhere; and there"s fashion and feasting and flirting, from ten in the morning till ten at night. I"m not sure there"s so much happiness; but I can"t tell. The young people know about that. I fancy there"s a good deal of defeat and disappointment in it all. But if you like beautiful dresses, and music and dancing, and a great flutter of gayety, you can get more of it at Cla.s.s Day than you can in any other way. The good time depends a great deal upon the acquaintance a student has, and whether he is popular in college."
Westover found this road a little impa.s.sable, and he faltered.
Cynthia did not apparently notice his hesitation. "Do you think Mrs.
Durgin would like it?"
"Mrs. Durgin?" Westover found that he had been leaving her out of the account, and had been thinking only of Cynthia"s pleasure or pain.
"Well, I don"t suppose--it would be rather fatiguing--Did Jeff want her to come too?"
"He said so."
"That"s very nice of him. If he could devote himself to her; but--And would she like to go?"
"To please him, she would." Westover was silent, and the girl surprised him by the appeal she suddenly made to him. "Mr. Westover, do you believe it would be very well for either of us to go? I think it would be better for us to leave all that part of his life alone. It"s no use in pretending that we"re like the kind of people he knows, or that we know their ways, and I don"t believe--"
Westover felt his heart rise in indignant sympathy. "There isn"t any one he knows to compare with you!" he said, and in this he was thinking mainly of Bessie Lynde. "You"re worth a thousand--If I were--if he"s half a man he would be proud--I beg your pardon! I don"t mean--but you understand--"
Cynthia put her head far out of the window and looked along the steep roof before them. "There is a blind off one of the windows. I heard it clapping in the wind the other night. I must go and see the number of the room." She drew her head in quickly and ran away without letting him see her face.
He followed her. "Let me help you put it on again!"
"No, no!" she called back. "Frank will do that, or Jombateeste, when they come to shut up the house."
XLI.
Westover, did not meet Durgin for several days after his return from Lion"s Head. He brought messages for him from his mother and from Whitwell, and he waited for him to come and get them so long that he had to blame himself for not sending them to him. When Jeff appeared, at the end of a week, Westover had a certain embarra.s.sment in meeting him, and the effort to overcome this carried him beyond his sincerity. He was aware of feigning the cordiality he showed, and of having less real liking for him than ever before. He suggested that he must be busier every day, now, with his college work, and he resented the air of social prosperity which Jeff put on in saying, Yes, there was that, and then he had some engagements which kept him from coming in sooner.
He did not say what the engagements were, and they did not recur to the things they had last spoken of. Westover could not do so without Jeff"s leading, and he was rather glad that he gave none. He stayed only a little time, which was spent mostly in a show of interest on both sides, and the hollow hilarities which people use to mask their indifference to one another"s being and doing. Jeff declared that he had never seen Westover looking so well, and said he must go up to Lion"s Head again; it had done him good. As for his picture, it was a corker; it made him feel as if he were there! He asked about all the folks, and received Westover"s replies with vague laughter, and an absence in his bold eye, which made the painter wonder what his mind was on, without the wish to find out. He was glad to have him go, though he pressed him to drop in soon again, and said they would take in a play together.
Jeff said he would like to do that, and he asked at the door whether Westover was going to the tea at Mrs. Bellingham"s. He said he had to look in there, before he went out to Cambridge; and left Westover in mute amaze at the length he had apparently gone in a road that had once seemed no thoroughfare for him. Jeff"s social acceptance, even after the Enderby ball, which was now some six or seven weeks past, had been slow; but of late, for no reason that he or any one else could have given, it had gained a sudden precipitance; and people who wondered why they met him at other houses began to ask him to their own.
He did not care to go to their houses, and he went at first in the hope of seeing Bessie Lynde again. But this did not happen for some time, and it was a mid-Lenten tea that brought them together. As soon as he caught sight of her he went up to her and began to talk as if they had been in the habit of meeting constantly. She could not control a little start at his approach, and he frankly recognized it.
"What"s the matter?"
"Oh--the window!"
"It isn"t open," he said, trying it. "Do you want to try it yourself?"
"I think I can trust you," she answered, but she sank a little into the shelter of the curtains, not to be seen talking with him, perhaps, or not to be interrupted--she did not a.n.a.lyze her motive closely.
He remained talking to her until she went away, and then he contrived to go with her. She did not try to escape him after that; each time they met she had the pleasure of realizing that there had never been any danger of what never happened. But beyond this she could perhaps have given no better reason for her willingness to meet him again and again than the bewildered witnesses of the fact. In her set people not only never married outside of it, but they never flirted outside of it. For one of themselves, even for a girl like Bessie, whom they had not quite known from childhood, to be apparently amusing herself with a man like that, so wholly alien in origin, in tradition, was something unheard of; and it began to look as if Bessie Lynde was more than amused. It seemed to Mary Enderby that wherever she went she saw that man talking to Bessie. She could have believed that it was by some evil art that he always contrived to reach Bessie"s side, if anything could have been less like any kind of art than the bold push he made for her as soon as he saw her in a room. But sometimes Miss Enderby feared that it was Bessie who used such finesse as there was, and always put herself where he could see her. She waited with trembling for her to give the affair sanction by making her aunt ask him to something at her house. On the other hand, she could not help feeling that Bessie"s flirtation was all the more deplorable for the want of some such legitimation.
She did not even know certainly whether Jeff ever called upon Bessie at her aunt"s house, till one day the man let him out at the same time he let her in.
"Oh, come up, Molly!" Bessie sang out from the floor above, and met her half-way down the stairs, where she kissed her and led her embraced into the library.
"You don"t like my jay, do you, dear?" she asked, promptly.
Mary Enderby turned her face, the mirror of conscience, upon her, and asked: "Is he your jay?"
"Well, no; not just in that sense, Molly. But suppose he was?"
"Then I should have nothing to say."
"And suppose he wasn"t?"
Still Mary Enderby found herself with nothing of all she had a thousand times thought she should say to Bessie if she had ever the slightest chance. It always seemed so easy, till now, to take Bessie in her arms, and appeal to her good sense, her self-respect, her regard for her family and friends; and now it seemed so impossible.
She heard herself answering, very stiffly: "Perhaps I"d better apologize for what I"ve said already. You must think I was very unjust the last time we mentioned him."
"Not at all!" cried Bessie, with a laugh that sounded very mocking and very unworthy to her friend. "He"s all that you said, and worse. But he"s more than you said, and better."
"I don"t understand," said Mary, coldly.
"He"s very interesting; he"s original; he"s different!"
"Oh, every one says that."
"And he doesn"t flatter me, or pretend to think much of me. If he did, I couldn"t bear him. You know how I am, Molly. He keeps me interested, don"t you understand, and prowling about in the great unknown where he has his weird being."
Bessie put her hand to her mouth, and laughed at Mary Enderby with her slanted eyes; a sort of Parisian version of a Chinese motive in eyes.
"I suppose," her friend said, sadly, "you won"t tell me more than you wish."
"I won"t tell you more than I know--though I"d like to," said Bessie.
She gave Mary a sudden hug. "You dear! There isn"t anything of it, if that"s what you mean."