CHAPTER LXXVII.
THE ARABINS RETURN TO BARCHESTER.
In these days Mr. Harding was keeping his bed at the deanery, and most of those who saw him declared that he would never again leave it. The archdeacon had been slow to believe so, because he had still found his father-in-law able to talk to him;--not indeed with energy, but then Mr. Harding had never been energetic on ordinary matters,--but with the same soft cordial interest in things which had ever been customary with him. He had latterly been much interested about Mr. Crawley, and would make both the archdeacon and Mrs.
Grantly tell him all that they heard, and what they thought of the case. This of course had been before the all-important news had been received from Mrs. Arabin. Mr. Harding was very anxious, "Firstly,"
as he said, "for the welfare of the poor man, of whom I cannot bring myself to think ill; and then for the honour of the cloth in Barchester." "We are as liable to have black sheep here as elsewhere," the archdeacon replied. "But, my dear, I do not think that the sheep is black; and we never have had black sheep in Barchester." "Haven"t we though?" said the archdeacon, thinking, however, of sheep who were black with a different kind of blackness from this which was now attributed to poor Mr. Crawley,--of a blackness which was not absolute blackness to Mr. Harding"s milder eyes. The archdeacon, when he heard his father-in-law talk after this fashion, expressed his opinion that he might live yet for years. He was just the man to linger on, living in bed,--as indeed he had lingered all his life out of bed. But the doctor who attended him thought otherwise, as did also Mrs. Grantly, and as did Mrs. Baxter, and as also did Posy. "Grandpa won"t get up any more, will he?"
Posy said to Mrs. Baxter. "I hope he will, my dear; and that very soon." "I don"t think he will," said Posy, "because he said he would never see the big fiddle again." "That comes of his being a little melancholy like, my dear," said Mrs. Baxter.
Mrs. Grantly at this time went into Barchester almost every day, and the archdeacon, who was very often in the city, never went there without pa.s.sing half-an-hour with the old man. These two clergymen, essentially different in their characters and in every detail of conduct, had been so much thrown together by circ.u.mstances that the life of each had almost become a part of the life of the other.
Although the fact of Mr. Harding"s residence at the deanery had of late years thrown him oftener into the society of the dean than that of his other son-in-law, yet his intimacy with the archdeacon had been so much earlier, and his memories of the archdeacon were so much clearer, that he depended almost more upon the rector of Plumstead, who was absent, than he did upon the dean, whom he customarily saw every day. It was not so with his daughters. His Nelly, as he had used to call her, had ever been his favourite, and the circ.u.mstances of their joint lives had been such, that they had never been further separated than from one street of Barchester to another,--and that only for the very short period of the married life of Mrs. Arabin"s first husband. For all that was soft and tender therefore,--which with Mr. Harding was all in the world that was charming to him,--he looked to his youngest daughter; but for authority and guidance and wisdom, and for information as to what was going on in the world, he had still turned to his son-in-law the archdeacon,--as he had done for nearly forty years. For so long had the archdeacon been potent as a clergyman in the diocese, and throughout the whole duration of such potency his word had been law to Mr. Harding in most of the affairs of life,--a law generally to be obeyed, and if sometimes to be broken, still a law. And now, when all was so nearly over, he would become unhappy if the archdeacon"s visits were far between. Dr.
Grantly, when he found that this was so, would not allow that they should be far between.
"He puts me so much in mind of my father," the archdeacon said to his wife one day.
"He is not so old as your father was when he died, by many years,"
said Mrs. Grantly, "and I think one sees that difference."
"Yes;--and therefore I say that he may still live for years. My father, when he took to his bed at last, was manifestly near his death. The wonder with him was that he continued to live so long.
Do you not remember how the London doctor was put out because his prophecies were not fulfilled?"
"I remember it well;--as if it were yesterday."
"And in that way there is a great difference. My father, who was physically a much stronger man, did not succ.u.mb so easily. But the likeness is in their characters. There is the same mild sweetness, becoming milder and sweeter as they increased in age;--a sweetness that never could believe much evil, but that could believe less, and still less, as the weakness of age came on them. No amount of evidence would induce your father to think that Mr. Crawley stole that money." This was said of course before the telegram had come from Venice.
"As far as that goes I agree with him," said Mrs. Grantly, who had her own reasons for choosing to believe Mr. Crawley to be innocent.
"If your son, my dear, is to marry a man"s daughter, it will be as well that you should at least be able to say that you do not believe that man to be a thief."
"That is neither here nor there," said the archdeacon. "A jury must decide it."
"No jury in Ba.r.s.etshire shall decide it for me," said Mrs. Grantly.
"I"m sick of Mr. Crawley, and I"m sorry I spoke of him," said the archdeacon. "But look at Mrs. Proudie. You"ll agree that she was not the most charming woman in the world."
"She certainly was not," said Mrs. Grantly, who was anxious to encourage her husband, if she could do so without admitting anything which might injure herself afterwards.
"And she was at one time violently insolent to your father. And even the bishop thought to trample upon him. Do you remember the bishop"s preaching against your father"s chaunting? If I ever forget it!" And the archdeacon slapped his closed fist against his open hand.
"Don"t, dear; don"t. What is the good of being violent now?"
"Paltry little fool! It will be long enough before such a chaunt as that is heard in any English cathedral again." Then Mrs. Grantly got up and kissed her husband, but he, somewhat negligent of the kiss, went on with his speech. "But your father remembers nothing of it, and if there was a single human being who shed a tear in Barchester for that woman, I believe it was your father. And it was the same with mine. It came to that at last, that I could not bear to speak to him of any shortcoming as to one of his own clergymen. I might as well have p.r.i.c.ked him with a penknife. And yet they say men become heartless and unfeeling as they grow old!"
"Some do, I suppose."
"Yes; the heartless and unfeeling do. As the bodily strength fails and the power of control becomes lessened, the natural apt.i.tude of the man p.r.o.nounces itself more clearly. I take it that that is it.
Had Mrs. Proudie lived to be a hundred and fifty, she would have spoken spiteful lies on her deathbed." Then Mrs. Grantly told herself that her husband, should he live to be a hundred and fifty, would still be expressing his horror of Mrs. Proudie,--even on his deathbed.
As soon as the letter from Mrs. Arabin had reached Plumstead, the archdeacon and his wife arranged that they would both go together to the deanery. There were the double tidings to be told,--those of Mr.
Crawley"s a.s.sured innocence, and those also of Mrs. Arabin"s instant return. And as they went together various ideas were pa.s.sing through their minds in reference to the marriage of their son with Grace Crawley. They were both now reconciled to it. Mrs. Grantly had long ceased to feel any opposition to it, even though she had not seen Grace; and the archdeacon was prepared to give way. Had he not promised that in a certain case he would give way, and had not that case now come to pa.s.s? He had no wish to go back from his word. But he had a difficulty in this,--that he liked to make all the affairs of his life matter for enjoyment, almost for triumph; but how was he to be triumphant over this marriage, or how even was he to enjoy it, seeing that he had opposed it so bitterly? Those posters, though they were now pulled down, had been up on all barn ends and walls, patent--alas, too patent--to all the world of Ba.r.s.etshire! "What will Mr. Crawley do now, do you suppose?" said Mrs. Grantly.
"What will he do?"
"Yes; must he go on at Hogglestock?"
"What else?" said the archdeacon.
"It is a pity something could not be done for him after all he has undergone. How on earth can he be expected to live there with a wife and family, and no private means?" To this the archdeacon made no answer. Mrs. Grantly had spoken almost immediately upon their quitting Plumstead, and the silence was continued till the carriage had entered the suburbs of the city. Then Mrs. Grantly spoke again, asking a question, with some internal trepidation, which, however, she managed to hide from her husband. "When poor papa does go, what shall you do about St. Ewold"s?" Now, St. Ewold"s was a rural parish lying about two miles out of Barchester, the living of which was in the gift of the archdeacon, and to which the archdeacon had presented his father-in-law, under certain circ.u.mstances, which need not be repeated in this last chronicle of Ba.r.s.etshire. Have they not been written in other chronicles? "When poor papa does go, what will you do about St. Ewold"s?" said Mrs. Grantly, trembling inwardly. A word too much might, as she well knew, settle the question against Mr.
Crawley for ever. But were she to postpone the word till too late, the question would be settled as fatally.
"I haven"t thought about it," he said sharply. "I don"t like thinking of such things while the inc.u.mbent is still living." Oh, archdeacon, archdeacon! unless that other chronicle be a false chronicle, how hast thou forgotten thyself and thy past life! "Particularly not, when that inc.u.mbent is your father," said the archdeacon. Mrs.
Grantly said nothing more about St. Ewold"s. She would have said as much as she had intended to say if she had succeeded in making the archdeacon understand that St. Ewold"s would be a very nice refuge for Mr. Crawley after all the miseries which he had endured at Hogglestock.
They learned as they entered the deanery that Mrs. Baxter had already heard of Mrs. Arabin"s return. "O yes, ma"am. Mr. Harding got a letter hisself, and I got another,--separate; both from Venice, ma"am. But when master is to come, n.o.body seems to know." Mrs. Baxter knew that the dean had gone to Jerusalem, and was inclined to think that from such distant bournes there was no return for any traveller.
The east is always further than the west in the estimation of the Mrs. Baxters of the world. Had the dean gone to Canada, she would have thought that he might come back to-morrow. But still there was the news to be told of Mr. Crawley, and there was also joy to be expressed at the sudden coming back of the much-wished-for mistress of the deanery.
"It"s so good of you to come both together," said Mr. Harding.
"We thought we should be too many for you," said the archdeacon.
"Too many! O dear, no. I like to have people by me; and as for voices, and noise, and all that, the more the better. But I am weak.
I"m weak in my legs. I don"t think I shall ever stand again."
"Yes, you will," said the archdeacon.
"We have brought you good news," said Mrs. Grantly.
"Is it not good news that Nelly will be home this week? You can"t understand what a joy it is to me. I used to think sometimes, at night, that I should never see her again. That she would come back in time was all I have had to wish for." He was lying on his back, and as he spoke he pressed his withered hands together above the bedclothes. They could not begin immediately to tell him of Mr.
Crawley, but as soon as his mind had turned itself away from the thoughts of his absent daughter, Mrs. Grantly again reverted to her news.
"We have come to tell you about Mr. Crawley, papa."
"What about him?"
"He is quite innocent."
"I knew it, my dear. I always said so. Did I not always say so, archdeacon?"
"Indeed you did. I"ll give you that credit."
"And is it all found out?" asked Mr. Harding.
"As far as he is concerned, everything is found out," said Mrs.
Grantly. "Eleanor gave him the cheque herself."
"Nelly gave it to him?"