The letter when it was written was hateful to her; but she had tried her hand at it again and again, and had found that she could do nothing better. There was much in his letter that she had not attempted to answer. He had implored her to tell him whether or no she did in truth love him. Of course she loved him. He knew that well enough. Why should she answer any such question? There was a way of answering it indeed which might serve her turn,--or rather serve his, of which she was thinking more than of her own. She might say that she did not love him. It would be a lie, and he would know that it would be a lie. But still it might serve the turn. She did not like the idea of writing such a lie as that, but nevertheless she considered the matter. It would be very wicked; but still, if it would serve the turn, might it not be well to write it? But at last she reflected that, after all, the doing of the thing was in her own hands. She could refuse to marry this man without burdening her conscience with any lie about it. It only required that she should be firm. She abstained, therefore, from the falsehood, and left her lover"s question unanswered. So she put up her letter and directed it, and carried it herself to the village post-office.
On the day after this she got the second letter, and that she showed immediately to Mrs. Dale. It was from her mother, and was written to tell her that her father was seriously ill. "He went up to London to see a lawyer about this weary work of the trial," said Mrs. Crawley.
"The fatigue was very great, and on the next day he was so weak that he could not leave his bed. Dr. Turner, who has been very kind, says that we need not frighten ourselves, but he thinks it must be some time before he can leave the house. He has a low fever on him, and wants nourishment. His mind has wandered once or twice, and he has asked for you, and I think it will be best, love, that you should come home. I know you will not mind it when I say that I think he would like to have you here. Dr. Turner says that the illness is chiefly owing to his not having proper food."
Of course she would go at once. "Dear Mrs. Dale," she said, "I must go home. Can you send me to the station?" Then Mrs. Dale read the letter. Of course they would send her. Would she go on that day, or on the next? Might it not be better to write first, and say that she was going? But Grace would go at once. "I know it will be a comfort to mamma; and I know that he is worse than mamma says." Of course there was no more to be said, and she was despatched to the station.
Before she went Mrs. Dale asked after her purse. "If there is any trouble about money,--for your journey, or anything, you will not scruple to come to me as to an old friend." But Grace a.s.sured her that there was no trouble about money--for her journey. Then Lily took her aside and produced two clean new five-pound notes. "Grace, dear, you won"t be ill-natured. You know I have a little fortune of my own. You know I can give them without missing them." Grace threw herself into her friend"s arms and wept, but would have none of her money. "Buy a present from me for your mother,--whom I love though I do not know her." "I will give her your love," Grace said, "but nothing else." And then she went.
CHAPTER x.x.xVII.
HOOK COURT.
Mr. Dobbs Broughton and Mr. Musselboro were sitting together on a certain morning at their office in the City, discussing the affairs of their joint business. The City office was a very poor place indeed, in comparison with the fine house which Mr. Dobbs occupied at the West End; but then City offices are poor places, and there are certain City occupations which seem to enjoy the greater credit the poorer are the material circ.u.mstances by which they are surrounded.
Turning out of a lane which turns out of Lombard Street, there is a desolate, forlorn-looking, dark alley, which is called Hook Court.
The entrance to this alley is beneath the first-floor of one of the houses in the lane, and in pa.s.sing under this covered way the visitor to the place finds himself in a small paved square court, at the two further corners of which there are two open doors; for in Hook Court there are only two houses. There is No. 1, Hook Court, and No. 2, Hook Court. The entire premises indicated by No. 1, are occupied by a firm of wine and spirit merchants, in connexion with whose trade one side and two angles of the court are always lumbered with crates, hampers, and wooden cases. And nearly in the middle of the court, though somewhat more to the wine-merchants" side than to the other, there is always gaping open a trap-door, leading down to vaults below; and over the trap there is a great board with a bright advertis.e.m.e.nt in very large letters:--
BURTON AND BANGLES.
HIMALAYA WINES, 22_s._ 6_d._ per dozen.
And this notice is so bright and so large, and the trap-door is so conspicuous in the court, that no visitor, even to No. 2, ever afterwards can quite divest his memory of those names, Burton and Bangles, Himalaya wines. It may therefore be acknowledged that Burton and Bangles have achieved their object in putting up the notice.
The house No. 2, small as it seems to be, standing in the jamb of a corner, is divided among different occupiers, whose names are painted in small letters upon the very dirty posts of the doorway. Nothing can be more remarkable than the contrast between Burton and Bangles and these other City gentlemen in the method taken by them in declaring their presence to visitors in the court. The names of Dobbs Broughton and of A. Musselboro,--the Christian name of Mr. Musselboro was Augustus,--were on one of those dirty posts, not joined together by any visible "and," so as to declare boldly that they were partners; but in close vicinity,--showing at least that the two gentlemen would be found in apartments very near to each other. And on the first-floor of this house Dobbs Broughton and his friend did occupy three rooms,--or rather two rooms and a closet--between them.
The larger and front room was tenanted by an old clerk, who sat within a rail in one corner of it. And there was a broad, short counter which jutted out from the wall into the middle of the room, intended for the use of such of the public as might come to transact miscellaneous business with Dobbs Broughton or Augustus Musselboro.
But any one accustomed to the look of offices might have seen with half an eye that very little business was ever done on that counter. Behind this large room was a smaller one, belonging to Dobbs Broughton, in the furnishing and arrangement of which some regard had been paid to comfort. The room was carpeted, and there was a sofa in it, though a very old one, and two arm-chairs and a mahogany office-table, and a cellaret, which was generally well supplied with wine which Dobbs Broughton did not get out of the vaults of his neighbours, Burton and Bangles. Behind this again, but with a separate entrance from the pa.s.sage, was the closet; and this closet was specially devoted to the use of Mr. Musselboro. Closet as it was,--or cupboard as it might almost have been called,--it contained a table and two chairs; and it had a window of its own, which opened out upon a blank wall which was distant from it not above four feet.
As the house to which this wall belonged was four stories high, it would sometimes happen that Mr. Musselboro"s cupboard was rather dark. But this mattered the less as in these days Mr. Musselboro seldom used it. Mr. Musselboro, who was very constant at his place of business,--much more constant than his friend, Dobbs Broughton,--was generally to be found in his friend"s room. Only on some special occasions, on which it was thought expedient that the commercial world should be made to understand that Mr. Augustus Musselboro had an individual existence of his own, did that gentleman really seat himself in the dark closet. Mr. Dobbs Broughton, had he been asked what was his trade, would have said that he was a stockbroker; and he would have answered truly, for he was a stockbroker. A man may be a stockbroker though he never sells any stock; as he may be a barrister though he has no practice at the bar. I do not say that Mr. Broughton never sold any stock; but the buying and selling of stock for other people was certainly not his chief business. And had Mr. Musselboro been asked what was his trade, he would have probably given an evasive answer. At any rate in the City, and among people who understood City matters, he would not have said that he was a stockbroker. Both Mr. Broughton and Mr. Musselboro bought and sold a good deal, but it was chiefly on account. The shares which were bought and sold very generally did not pa.s.s from hand to hand; but the difference in the price of the shares did do so. And then they had another little business between them. They lent money on interest. And in this business there was a third partner, whose name did not appear on the dirty door-post. That third partner was Mrs.
Van Siever, the mother of Clara Van Siever whom Mr. Conway Dalrymple intended to portray as Jael driving a nail into Sisera"s head.
On a certain morning Mr. Broughton and Mr. Musselboro were sitting together in the office which has been described. They were in Mr.
Broughton"s room, and occupied each an arm-chair on the different sides of the fire. Mr. Musselboro was sitting close to the table, on which a ledger was open before him, and he had a pen and ink before him, as though he had been at work. Dobbs Broughton had a small betting-book in his hand, and was seated with his feet up against the side of the fireplace. Both men wore their hats, and the aspect of the room was not the aspect of a place of business. They had been silent for some minutes when Broughton took his cigar-case out of his pocket, and nibbled off the end of a cigar, preparatory to lighting it.
"You had better not smoke here this morning, Dobbs," said Musselboro.
"Why shouldn"t I smoke in my own room?"
"Because she"ll be here just now."
"What do I care? If you think I"m going to be afraid of Mother Van, you"re mistaken. Let come what may, I"m not going to live under her thumb." So he lighted his cigar.
"All right," said Musselboro, and he took up his pen and went to work at his book.
"What is she coming here for this morning?" asked Broughton.
"To look after her money. What should she come for?"
"She gets her interest. I don"t suppose there"s better paid money in the City."
"She hasn"t got what was coming to her at Christmas yet."
"And this is February. What would she have? She had better put her dirty money into the three per cents., if she is frightened at having to wait a week or two."
"Can she have it to-day?"
"What, the whole of it? Of course she can"t. You know that as well as I do. She can have four hundred pounds, if she wants it. But seeing all she gets out of the concern, she has no right to press for it in that way. She is the ---- old usurer I ever came across in my life."
"Of course she likes her money."
"Likes her money! By George she does; her own and anybody else"s that she can get hold of. For a downright leech, recommend me always to a woman. When a woman does go in for it, she is much more thorough than any man." Then Broughton turned over the little pages of his book, and Musselboro pondered over the big pages of his book, and there was silence for a quarter of an hour.
"There"s something about nine hundred and fifteen pounds due to her,"
said Musselboro.
"I daresay there is."
"It would be a very good thing to let her have it if you"ve got it.
The whole of it this morning, I mean."
"If! yes, if!" said Broughton.
"I know there"s more than that at the bank."
"And I"m to draw out every shilling that there is! I"ll see Mother Van--further first. She can have 500 if she likes it,--and the rest in a fortnight. Or she can have my note-of-hand for it all at fourteen days."
"She won"t like that at all," said Musselboro.
"Then she must lump it. I"m not going to bother myself about her.
I"ve pretty nearly as much money in it as she has, and we"re in a boat together. If she comes here bothering, you"d better tell her so."
"You"ll see her yourself?"
"Not unless she comes within the next ten minutes. I must go down to the court. I said I"d be there by twelve. I"ve got somebody I want to see."
"I"d stay if I were you."
"Why should I stay for her? If she thinks that I"m going to make myself her clerk, she"s mistaken. It may be all very well for you, Mussy, but it won"t do for me. I"m not dependent on her, and I don"t want to marry her daughter."
"It will simply end in her demanding to have her money back again."
"And how will she get it?" said Dobbs Broughton. "I haven"t a doubt in life but she"d take it to-morrow if she could put her hands upon it. And then, after a bit, when she began to find that she didn"t like four per cent., she"d bring it back again. But n.o.body can do business after such a fashion as that. For the last three years she"s drawn close upon two thousand a year for less than eighteen thousand pounds. When a woman wants to do that, she can"t have her money in her pocket every Monday morning."
"But you"ve done better than that yourself, Dobbs."
"Of course I have. And who has made the connexion; and who has done the work? I suppose she doesn"t think that I"m to have all the sweat and that she is to have all the profit."
"If you talk of work, Dobbs, it is I that have done the most of it."
This Mr. Musselboro said in a very serious voice, and with a look of much reproach.