Craig and Sally" Anne sat in front of the television set, appalled and disbelieving, as they listened to the first reports. When they ended, and the programme changed to a weather report, Craig stood up and crossed to the set. He switched it off and came back to her side, moving likea man who was still in deep shock from some terrible accident.
The two of them sat in silence in the darkened room, until Sally-Anne reached for his hand. She squeezed it hard, but her shudder was involuntary, it racked her whole body.
Those poor little girls they were babies. Can you imagine their terror?"
"I knew the Goodwins. They were fine people. They always treated their black people well, "Craig muttered.
"This proves as nothing else possibly could that they were right to lock him away likea dangerous animal." Her horror was beginning to turn to anger.
"I can"t see what they could possibly hope to gain by this--2 Craig was still shaking his head incredulously, and Sally-Anne burst out.
"The whole country, the whole world must see them for what they are. Bloodthirsty, inhuman-"her voice cracked and became a sob. "Those babies oh Christ in heaven, I hate him. I wish him dead." "They used his name that doesn"t mean Tungata ordered it, condoned it, or even knew about it." Craig tried to sound convincing.
"I hate him," she whispered. "I hate him for it." t"s madness. All they can possibly achieve is to bring
_4 Shana troops sweeping through Matabeleland like the wrath of all the G.o.ds."
"The little one was only five years old." In her outrage and sorrow, Sally-Anne was repeating herself.
"Nigel Goodwin was a good man I knew him quite well, we were in the same special police unit during the war, I liked him." Craig went to the drinks table and poured two whiskies. "Please G.o.d, don"t let it all start again. All the awfulness and cruelty and horror please G.o.d, spare us that." Ithough Nigel Goodwin was almost forty years of age, he had one of those beefy pink faces unaffected by the African sun that made him look likea lad.
His wife, Helen, was a thin, dark-haired girl, her plainness alleviated by her patent good nature and her sparkly, toffee-brown eyes.
The two girls were weekly boarders at the convent in Bulawayo. At eight years, Alice Goodwin had ginger hair and gingery freckles and, like her father, she was plump and pink. Stephanie, the baby, was five, really too young for boarding-school. However, because she had an elder sister at the convent, the Reverend Mother made an exception in her case. S4 was the pretty one, small and dark and chirpy as ajittle bird with her mother"s bright eyes.
Each Friday morning, Nigel and Helen Goodwin drove in seventy-eight miles from the ranch to town. At one o"clock they picked up the girls from the convent, had lunch at the Selbourne Hotel, sharing a bottle of wine, and then spent the afternoon shopping. Helen restocked her groceries, chose material to make into dresses for herself and the girls, and then, while the girls went to F
watch a matinee at the local cinema, had her hair washed, cut and set, the one extravagance of her simple existence.
Nigel was on the committee of the Matabele Farmers" Union, and spent an hour or two at the Union"s offices in leisurely discussion with the secretary and those other members who were in town for the day. Then he strolled down the wide sun-scorched streets, his slouch hat pushed back on his head, hands in pockets, puffing happily on a black briar, greeting friends and acquaintances both white and black, stopping every few yards for a word or a chat.
When he arrived back where he had left the Toyota truck outside the Farmers" Co-operative, his Matabele headman, Josiah, and two labourers were waiting for him.
They loaded the purchases of fencing and tools and spare parts and cattle medicines and other odds and ends into the truck, and as they finished, Helen and the girls arrived for the journey home.
"Excuse me, Miss," Nigel accosted his wife, "have you seen Mrs. Goodwin anywhere?" It was his little weekly joke, and Helen giggled delightedly and preened her new hairdo.
For the girls he had a bag of liquorice all sorts His wife protested, "Sweets are so bad for their teeth, dear," and Nigel winked at the girls and agreed, "I know, but just this once won"t kill them." Stephanie, because she was the baby, rode in the truck cab between her parents, while Alice went in the back with Josiah and the other Matabele.
"Wrap up, dear, it will be dark before we get home," Helen cautioned her.
The first sixty-two miles were on the main road, and then they turned off on the farm track, and Josiah jumped down to open the wire gate and let them through.
"Home again," said Nigel contentedly, as he drove onto his own land. He always said that and Helen smiled and reached across to lay her hand on his leg.
"It"s nice to be home, dear," she agreed.
The abrupt African night fell over them, and Nigel switched on the headlights. They picked up the eyes of the cattle in little bright points of light, fat contented beasts, the smell of their dung sharp and ammoniac al on the cool night air.
"Getting dry," Nigel grunted. "Need some rain."
"Yes, dear." Helen picked little Stephanie onto her lap, and the child cuddled sleepily against her shoulder.
"There we are," Nigel murmured. "Cooky has lit the lamps." He had been promising himself an electric generator for the last ten years, but there was always something else more important, so they were still on gas and paraffin. The lights of the homestead flickered a welcome at them between the stems of the acacia trees.
Nigel parked the truck beside the back veranda and cut the engine and headlights. Helen climbed down carrying Stephanie. The child was asleep now with her thumb in her mouth, and her skinny bare legs dangling.
Nigel went to the back of the truck and lifted Alice down.
"Longile, Josiah, you can go off now. We will unload the truck tomorrow morning, "he told his men. "Sleep wellP Holding Alice"s hand, he followed his wife to the veranda, but before they reached it the dazzling beam of a powerful flashlight struck them and the family stopped in a small compact group.
"Who is it?" Nigel demanded irritably, shielding his eyes from the beam with" one hand, still holding Alice"s hand with the other.
His eyes adjusted and he could see beyond the flashlight, and suddenly he felt sick with fear for his wife and his babies. There were three black men, dressed in blue denim jeans and jackets. Each of them carried an AK 47 rifle.
The rifles were pointed at the family group. Nigel glanced behind him quickly. There were other strangers, he was not sure how many. They had come out of the night, and under their guns Josiah and his two labourers were huddled fearfully.
Nigel thought of the steel gun safe in his office at the end of the veranda. Then he remembered that it was empty- At the end of the war, one of the first acts of the new black government had been to force the white farmers to hand in all their weapons. It didn"t really matter, he realized. He could never have reached the safe, anyway.
"Who are they, Daddy? "Alice asked, her voice was small with fear. Of course she knew. She was old enough to remember the war days.
"Be brave, my darlings," Nigel said to all of them, and Helen drew closer to his bulk, still holding baby Stephanie in her arms.
The muzzle of a rifle was thrust into Nigel"s back. His hands were pulled behind him, and his wrists bound together. They used galvanized wire. It cut into his flesh.
Then they took Stephanie from her mother"s arms, and set her down.
Her legs were unsteady from sleep and she blinked like an owlet in the flashlight beam, still sucking her thumb. They wired Helen"s hands behind her back.
She whimpered once as the wire cut in and then bit down on her lip. Two of them took the wire to the children.
"They are babies," Nigel said in Sindebele. "Please do not tie them, please do not hurt them."
"Be silent, white jackal," one of them replied in the same language and went down on one knee behind Stephanie.
"It"s sore, Daddy," she began to cry. "He"s hurting me.
Make him stop."
"You must be brave," Nigel repeated, stupidly and inadequately, hating himself. "You"re a big girl now." The other man went to Alice.
"I won"t cry," she promised. "I"ll be brave, Daddy."
"That"s my own sweet girl," he said, and the man tied her.
"Walk! commanded the one with the flashlight, who was clearly the leader of the group, and with the barrel of his automatic rifle prodded the children up the back steps onto the kitchen veranda.
Stephanie tripped and sprawled. With her hands tied behind her she could not regain her feet. She wriggled helplessly.