I cannot tell you how sorry I am to receive your bad account of your health, or how anxious I shall be to receive a better one as soon as you can possibly give it.
If you go away, don"t you think in the main you would be better here than anywhere? You know how well you would be nursed, what care we should take of you, and how perfectly quiet and at home you would be, until you become strong enough to take to the Medway. Moreover, I think you would be less anxious about the tour, here, than away from such a.s.sociation. I would come to Worthing to fetch you, I needn"t say, and would take the most careful charge of you. I will write no more about this, because I wish to avoid giving you more to read than can be helped; but I do sincerely believe it would be at once your wisest and least anxious course. As to a long journey into Wales, or any long journey, it would never do. Nice is not to be thought of. Its dust, and its sharp winds (I know it well), towards October are very bad indeed.
I send you the enclosed letters, firstly, because I have no circular to answer them with, and, secondly, because I fear I might confuse your arrangements by interfering with the correspondence. I shall hope to have a word from you very soon. I am at work for the tour every day, except my town Wednesdays.
Ever faithfully.
P.S.--Kindest regards from all.
[Sidenote: Mr. John Watkins.]
GAD"S HILL PLACE, HIGHAM BY ROCHESTER, KENT, _Sat.u.r.day Night, Sept. 28th, 1861._
DEAR MR. WATKINS,
In reply to your kind letter I must explain that I have not yet brought down any of your large photographs of myself, and therefore cannot report upon their effect here. I think the "cartes" are all liked.
A general howl of horror greeted the appearance of No. 18, and a riotous attempt was made to throw it out of window. I calmed the popular fury by promising that it should never again be beheld within these walls. I think I mentioned to you when you showed it to me, that I felt persuaded it would not be liked. It has a grim and wasted aspect, and perhaps might be made useful as a portrait of the Ancient Mariner.
I feel that I owe you an apology for being (innocently) a difficult subject. When I once excused myself to Ary Scheffer while sitting to him, he received the apology as strictly his due, and said with a vexed air: "At this moment, _mon cher_ d.i.c.kens, you look more like an energetic Dutch admiral than anything else;" for which I apologised again.
In the hope that the pains you have bestowed upon me will not be thrown away, but that your success will prove of some use to you, believe me,
Faithfully yours.
[Sidenote: Mr. Edmund Yates.]
GAD"S HILL PLACE, HIGHAM BY ROCHESTER, KENT, _Sunday, Oct. 6th, 1861._
AFTER THE DEATH OF MR. ARTHUR SMITH.
MY DEAR EDMUND,
Coming back here to-day, I find your letter.
I was so very much distressed last night in thinking of it all, and I find it so very difficult to preserve my composure when I dwell in my mind on the many times fast approaching when I shall sorely miss the familiar face, that I am hardly steady enough yet to refer to the readings like a man. But your kind reference to them makes me desirous to tell you that I took Headland (formerly of St. Martin"s Hall, who has always been with us in London) to conduct the business, when I knew that our poor dear fellow could never do it, even if he had recovered strength to go; and that I consulted with himself about it when I saw him for the last time on earth, and that it seemed to please him, and he said: "We couldn"t do better."
Write to me before you come; and remember that I go to town Wednesday mornings.
Ever faithfully.
[Sidenote: Miss d.i.c.kens.]
OFFICE OF "ALL THE YEAR ROUND,"
_Thursday, Oct. 10th, 1861._
MY DEAREST MAMIE,
I received your affectionate little letter here this morning, and was very glad to get it. Poor dear Arthur is a sad loss to me, and indeed I was very fond of him. But the readings must be fought out, like all the rest of life.
Ever your affectionate.
[Sidenote: Mr. W. C. Macready.]
GAD"S HILL PLACE, HIGHAM BY ROCHESTER, KENT, _Sunday, Oct. 13th, 1861._
MY DEAREST MACREADY,
This is a short note. But the moment I know for certain what is designed for me at Cheltenham, I write to you in order that you may know it from me and not by chance from anyone else.
I am to read there on the evening of Friday, the 3rd of January, and on the morning of Sat.u.r.day, the 4th; as I have nothing to do on Thursday, the 2nd, but come from Leamington, I shall come to you, please G.o.d, for a quiet dinner that day.
The death of Arthur Smith has caused me great distress and anxiety. I had a great regard for him, and he made the reading part of my life as light and pleasant as it _could_ be made. I had hoped to bring him to see you, and had pictured to myself how amused and interested you would have been with his wonderful tact and consummate mastery of arrangement.
But it"s all over.
I begin at Norwich on the 28th, and am going north in the middle of November. I am going to do "Copperfield," and shall be curious to test its effect on the Edinburgh people. It has been quite a job so to piece portions of the long book together as to make something continuous out of it; but I hope I have got something varied and dramatic. I am also (not to slight _your_ book) going to do "Nickleby at Mr. Squeers"s." It is clear that both must be trotted out at Cheltenham.
With kindest love and regard to all your house,
Ever, my dearest Macready, your most affectionate.
P.S.--Fourth edition of "Great Expectations" almost gone!
[Sidenote: Miss Hogarth.]
ANGEL HOTEL, BURY ST. EDMUNDS, _Wednesday, Oct. 13th, 1861._
MY DEAREST GEORGY,
I have just now received your welcome letter, and I hasten to report (having very little time) that we had a splendid hall last night, and that I think "Nickleby" tops all the readings. Somehow it seems to have got in it, by accident, exactly the qualities best suited to the purpose, and it went last night not only with roars, but with a general hilarity and pleasure that I have never seen surpa.s.sed.
We are full here for to-night.
Fancy this: last night at about six, who should walk in but Elwin! He was exactly in his usual state, only more demonstrative than ever, and had been driven in by some neighbours who were coming to the reading. I had tea up for him, and he went down at seven with me to the dismal den where I dressed, and sat by the fire while I dressed, and was childishly happy in that great privilege! During the reading he sat on a corner of the platform and roared incessantly. He brought in a lady and gentleman to introduce while I was undressing, and went away in a perfect and absolute rapture.
[Sidenote: Miss Hogarth.]
ROYAL HOTEL, NORWICH, _Tuesday, Oct. 29th, 1861._
I cannot say that we began well last night. We had not a good hall, and they were a very lumpish audience indeed. This did not tend to cheer the strangeness I felt in being without Arthur, and I was not at all myself.
We have a large let for to-night, I think two hundred and fifty stalls, which is very large, and I hope that both they and I will go better. I could have done perfectly last night, if the audience had been bright, but they were an intent and staring audience. They laughed though very well, and the storm made them shake themselves again. But they were not magnetic, and the great big place was out of sorts somehow.