The last figure has been again and again quoted; is identified with the play; is fine in itself; and above all, I KNOW that Lytton would not let it go. In writing to him to-day, fully explaining the changes in detail, and saying that I disapprove of nothing else, I have told him that I notice this change and that I immediately let you know that it must not be made.
(There will not be a man in the house from any newspaper who would not detect mutilations in that speech, moreover.)
Ever.
[Sidenote: Miss Hogarth.]
_Monday, Sept. 30th, 1867._
MY DEAREST GEORGY,
The telegram is despatched to Boston: "Yes. Go ahead." After a very anxious consultation with Forster, and careful heed of what is to be said for and against, I have made up my mind to see it out. I do not expect as much money as the calculators estimate, but I cannot set the hope of a large sum of money aside.
I am so nervous with travelling and anxiety to decide something, that I can hardly write. But I send you these few words as my dearest and best friend.
[Sidenote: Miss d.i.c.kens.]
OFFICE OF "ALL THE YEAR ROUND," NO. 26, WELLINGTON STREET, STRAND, LONDON, W.C., _Monday, Sept. 30th, 1867._
MY DEAREST MAMIE,
You will have had my telegram that I go to America. After a long discussion with Forster, and consideration of what is to be said on both sides, I have decided to go through with it. I doubt the profit being as great as the calculation makes it, but the prospect is sufficiently alluring to turn the scale on the American side.
Unless I telegraph to the contrary, I will come to Gravesend (send basket there) by 12 train on Wednesday. Love to all.
We have telegraphed "Yes" to Boston.
I begin to feel myself drawn towards America, as Darnay, in the "Tale of Two Cities," was attracted to the Loadstone Rock, Paris.
[Sidenote: Mr. William Charles Kent.]
26, WELLINGTON STREET, _Sat.u.r.day, Oct. 19th, 1867._
MY DEAR KENT,
In the midst of the great trouble you are taking in the cause of your undersigned affectionate friend, I hope the reading of the enclosed may be a sort of small G.o.dsend. Of course it is very strictly private. The printers are not yet trusted with the name, but the name will be, "No Thoroughfare." I have done the greater part of it; may you find it interesting!
My solicitor, a man of some mark and well known, is anxious to be on the Committee:
Frederic Ouvry, Esquire, 66, Lincoln"s Inn Fields.
Ever affectionately yours.
P.S.--My sailor son!
I forgot him!!
Coming up from Portsmouth for the dinner!!!
Der--er--oo not cur--ur--urse me, I implore.
Penitently.
[Sidenote: Mrs. Power.]
GAD"S HILL, _Wednesday, Oct. 23rd, 1867._
MY DEAR MRS. POWER,
I have a sad pleasure in the knowledge that our dear Marguerite so remembered her old friend, and I shall preserve the token of her remembrance with loving care. The sight of it has brought back many old days.
With kind remembrance to Mrs. Henderson,
Believe me always, very faithfully yours.
[Sidenote: Mr. J. L. Toole.]
GAD"S HILL PLACE, HIGHAM BY ROCHESTER, KENT, _Sat.u.r.day, Nov. 2nd, 1867._
MY DEAR MR. TOOLE,
I heartily thank you for your elegant token of remembrance, and for your earnest letter. Both have afforded me real pleasure, and the first-named shall go with me on my journey.
Let me take this opportunity of saying that on receipt of your letter concerning to-day"s dinner, I immediately forwarded your request to the honorary secretary. I hope you will understand that I could not, in delicacy, otherwise take part in the matter.
Again thanking you most cordially,
Believe me, always faithfully yours.
[Sidenote: Mr. W. H. Wills.]
26, WELLINGTON STREET, _Sunday, Nov. 3rd, 1867._
MY DEAR WILLS,
If you were to write me many such warm-hearted letters as you send this morning, my heart would fail me! There is nothing that so breaks down my determination, or shows me what an iron force I put upon myself, and how weak it is, as a touch of true affection from a tried friend.
All that you so earnestly say about the goodwill and devotion of all engaged, I perceived and deeply felt last night. It moved me even more than the demonstration itself, though I do suppose it was the most brilliant ever seen. When I got up to speak, but for taking a desperate hold of myself, I should have lost my sight and voice and sat down again.
G.o.d bless you, my dear fellow. I am, ever and ever,
Your affectionate.