I was making up my mind all the way home in heavenly moonlight that it had been a mistake and I must jump out of it. This made me almost happy again--this, and watching Peter Storm drive, which I do like to see, he does it so well, so strongly, it seems to give you strength being near him.
But now I am at home and everything is changed, worse than when Larry was bankrupted. I found him almost engaged to _Mrs. Shuster_. He was doing it because of being poor, and to save me from the sacrifice. That was what he explained. So of course I told him I had promised to marry Mr. Caspian, and all would be right for us. He is going to get out of it with Mrs. Shuster if he can in honour. If he cannot I must try to _dig_ him out. Larry matters so _much_ more than I do! I wish I were being engaged in France instead of here, because there I think _les jeunes filles_ do not have to kiss. Here, one says they do. But _I_ will not!
I wish again thy happiness, dear one. Mine is lost. Would it do good if you prayed to Saint Anthony of Padua to find it for me again?
n.o.body knows yet except Larry. I shall not tell Angele. She would be pleased, and I should want to slap her!
Your poor PATRICE.
XIII
MOLLY WINSTON TO MERCeDES LANE
_Awepesha, Long Island_, _Wednesday._
DEAREST OLD GIRL:
I shouldn"t call you that if you weren"t young and beautiful!
Jack and I have just sent you a cheap, enthusiastic cable containing the one word "Hurrah!" You will understand that our cheers ring across the Atlantic because Monty is mending well. Your letter came this morning with the good news. Biarritz will be a jolly place for his convalescence. I shall never forget when Jack and I were there together before we were engaged. Oh, with _Aunt Mary Kedison, of course_! And in Jack"s car, my poor old Horror of accursed memory being burnt long before. Jack was "Brown" then, and my "Lightning Conductor" as he still is and ever shall be; though just at present when we motor I have to sit behind the scenes and make the lightning work. His wounds have left him stiff in the left arm and leg, but the doctors say he will really and truly be himself again in a few months: six or seven at most. I wish you the same luck with Monty, or better if possible.
By the way, we shall meet Aunt Mary again soon. She has been to the Bahamas for the winter, with a family of retired missionaries (I think they retired after one of them was eaten), but has come back to a house she owns in New England. We shall have to stop and say, "How do you do and good-bye" on our way somewhere else. I confess I dread it, for though Aunt Mary is as good as gold, or, anyhow, silver, she"s one of those creatures who begin: "You know I"m a very _truthful_ woman,"
whenever they have a disagreeable personal remark to make. You"ve met the type! They"re mostly women; and they dissolve in tears and think you cruel as dozens of graves if you retort in kind. I expect Aunt Mary"s (almost) first words to Jack will be, "Well, Mr. Winston--(oh, _Captain_ is it, Molly?)--I"m glad to see that my niece and you continue to get along fairly. You"re aware I never _could_ approve on principle of these international matches, or mismatches; American women ought to marry men of their own country, if they must marry at all." (She"s never forgiven me for snubbing her pet, Jimmy Payne, now a terribly respectable husband and _p.o.o.pa_.) "Still, there _can_ be exceptions, and evidently you don"t bully my niece, as it"s established that _most_ Englishmen do their wives, for she"s looking well considering her age. Let me see, she was born in the year----" But at this point I shall interrupt Aunt Mary by a bright remark about the weather, or a _bludgeon_ if the weather won"t work!
I thank our lucky stars (Jack and I have a skyful) that we"re going to do another trip before we start for New England. Of course I want my ewe-lion (I"ve named him that behind his back since he turned warrior) to see all of my dear country he can before we have to sail again; but it"s too bad such a lovely part as New England should be infested by aunts, isn"t it? It"s called the "Ideal Tour," I believe--through the White Mountains and some green and blue ones, etc.--but for Jack and me it will have a drawback. People used to be torn to death by wild horses.
That"s not done in the best circles now; but it"s perfectly admissible, alas, to be talked to death by wild aunts.
I"m charmed that you"re so interested in Patsey Moore and Peter Storm.
The latter, as I wrote, has developed into _her_ "Lightning Conductor."
Indeed, in some ways Jack and he are alike: for you know Jack "Brown-ed"
himself in order to conduct me; and I can"t help thinking that our Stormy Petrel isn"t as Stormy as he"s painted. Now I know him so well, I don"t let my mind dwell on the possibility of his being less worthy of our intense interest than he seems. If there"s anything hidden, it"s "buried treasure," such as we hope against hope may exist at Kidd"s Pines.
It"s not very long, as the crow flies--I mean the post--since I wrote you last; but I do think more things can happen in America to the square minute than anywhere else in the world. Especially at Kidd"s Pines! It"s like living in a "movie" when they are running the reels off fast. Why, our reels go so quickly you hardly know what"s happened to the "walking men and women", and it"s even difficult to tell the hero from the villain.
That sounds frivolous, but it"s serious really. I should be very sad if I weren"t hoping that Jack and Peter Storm and I may be able to combine together and stop things from going all to bits.
At present _everything_ to do with "heart interest" is _horrid_--except some things that are funny. And the people they"re happening to can"t see the fun in them as the outsiders--Jack and I--can. Naturally there _would_ be heaps of heart interest, all over the place, wherever Patty was; and that would be all right if Larry weren"t simply followed around by it too, the way actor-managers are by the spotlight. When we were doing our delicious motor run around Long Island, getting acquainted with the old whalers, and Indian chieftains, and golfers and millionairesses, it was sweet to see how Pat was unconsciously taming our Stormy Petrel to eat out of her hand. Even Jack saw it happening, so it must have been pretty obvious, because men never _can_ see other people"s love stories going on under their noses. I knew as well as if he"d told me, that Peter Storm would rather be torpedoed again than fall in love and settle down. Besides though none but the brave deserve the fair, few but the rich ever get them. And I suppose the Stormy One _can"t_ be rich, whatever else he may be. Perhaps he was _once_, and lost all his money; for he certainly has the look of a banished prince, and the long-distance manner of one, if he doesn"t like anybody or is bored. But strong as he may be in many ways, he could not resist Pat when he was in a motor car with her day after day. Jack and I would have bet (if that hadn"t been callous) as to whether he"d cave in far enough to propose; and if _I_ had bet I should have lost. But it wouldn"t have been my fault. It would have been Ed Caspian"s. Jimmy Payne at his worst wasn"t a patch on him.
How the man managed it I can"t conceive (as Pat is of an almost exaggerated and clamlike loyalty), but she arrived at Kidd"s Pines at the end of that short trip _engaged to Caspian_!
I didn"t know till the next day; didn"t know that, or the rest. You see, we finished up with a moonlight run from the gorgeous house I wrote you a postcard about. We were late, for the Faust-cry in our hearts was communicated to our speed: "Linger awhile: thou art so fair!" Jack and I didn"t stop at Kidd"s Pines at all, though they asked us in to have night-blooming sandwiches and such things. We went straight on to Awepesha and slept the sleep of the moderately just. Pat had promised to "phone in the morning, and did. She merely asked how we were, and said she was well; but I could tell from her voice that something dreadful was the matter. I dashed over in the car before Jack was dressed, ready with an excuse about a book I wished to borrow, and was so early that I found myself colliding--nay, telescoping--with the breakfast brigade of the "hotel."
Pat doesn"t break her fast with the paying guest, however: she"s an early bird, though her pet aversion is a worm. I sent a message to her room (the smallest in the house) and was invited to go up. There was a cloud of cigar smoke in the air, and as Pat doesn"t smoke, I deduced a miraculously matinal call from Larry. That alone was an omen of catastrophe, for Larry is either up all night or not before 10 A. M. And Pat"s face was worse than an omen. I could see behind her poor little smile of greeting, right into her mind, as if her head had been a watch with nothing but gla.s.s over the works.
"Good gracious, darling, whatever _is_ it?" I gasped.
"Nothing," said she, "except--except that Tom has toothache, and I"m sorry for him."
"That boy has got a regular rush of teeth to the head!" I snapped.
"Never mind him. It"s you I"m interested in. Dear baby, your nosebud is quite pink. You"ve been crying--not for Tom"s tooth."
"Maybe I got sunburned motoring," she paltered with me.
"Nonsense! You"ve a sunproof complexion, as well as waterproof hair.
_Out_ with it, darling!"
"You talk like a dentist," Pat put off the evil moment.
"I hope your dentist doesn"t call you "darling." Mine wouldn"t twice.
Seriously, my child, I don"t want to intrude; but we"re friends, aren"t we? and I"m older than you (worse luck!), so you might let me help. Is it anything to do with housekeeping worries? Has the cook fainted on the breakfast bacon--or----"
With that--perhaps the picture was too awful!--she burst into tears.
"Oh, Larry has promised Mrs. Shuster he"d marry her, and I must save him," she sobbed.
My dear Mercedes, you could have knocked me down with a dandelion seed!
Positively my feet felt wobbly under me, like standing on poached eggs.
Instantly I realized why the Dove of Peace hadn"t wanted to go motoring with us happy, innocent mortals, and why Larry--hypnotized by Mrs.
Shuster"s money or his own fatal good nature--had pretended that he must stop at home to look after his guests. I wished I were as common as _mud_, and could have gasped out "_Gosh!_"
I"ve told you a good deal about Mrs. Shuster, haven"t I? She"s not a bad sort in her way--but for Larry, _unthinkable_! Yet I might have guessed. She"s been doing her hair a new way lately, and powdering her face. For Larry to have to kiss it now would be exactly like kissing a marshmallow. She"s so awkward, too: the least obstacle attracts her like a magnet to stumble over it, and Larry hates awkwardness. Then her clothes! She could force a fashion to change, simply by following it far enough; and she"s taken to wearing such bright colours it would be more comfortable to look at her through smoked gla.s.ses. Oh, yes, I ought to have guessed!
"Save him?" I echoed. "We"ll all save him."
"He says it"s too late to back out, now, in honour," wailed Pat. "The Moores have always been ter-r-ibly honourable."
I thought from what I"d heard of some, not excepting Larry himself, that "terribly" was the word. I bit my heart and was silent, however, and Patsey went on: "I"ve done my very best. I"ve told him it wasn"t _necessary_. I feel sure (though of course he"s too chivalrous to say so of poor Mrs. Shuster) that he would _nevaire_ marry her except for my good. Oh, dear, how I wish money were _extinct_!"
"It is almost, in lots of pockets and other places," I said. "You mean, you think Mr. Moore--er--chose this way of giving you a _dot_?"
"What else could it be? And the cruel part is, I have already the _dot_.
I have dotted myself. I am engaged to Mr. Caspian."
"The _devil_ you are!" I coa.r.s.ely exclaimed. But it seemed to comfort Pat somehow. She gave herself to my arms, and cried into my neck the hottest tears I ever felt. They might have boiled out of a Yellowstone geyser, as a sample.
I soothed the child as well as I could. "Don"t cry, dear," I begged.
"You didn"t on the dock, you know, when you got the bad news."
"Oh, but we were only ruined then!" she choked. "Now we"re both of us nearly married. And if Larry"d only known about me in time, he needn"t have spoiled himself."
I was tempted to a.s.sure her that Larry would hardly have taken such a step for any one"s sake except his own. But I knew she"d never quite forgive me for mentioning clay in connection with her idol"s feet.
Instead, I repeated that Larry _should_ be rescued; that I"d talk it over with Jack, and surely, surely we"d think of a plan. Within my heart I vowed, and with far more earnestness, to rescue Larry"s daughter also.
The very fact that Pat didn"t confess to sacrificing herself, however, warned me from indiscretion. I repeated that I would consult Jack; and a little snake of an idea wriggled into my head at the same instant. I let it curl up and get warm. It was not a viper!
Jack said even worse than I had said. He said "d.a.m.n!" But when he says it, my dear, it sounds the most satisfactory word! I _was_ pleased he took it that way, instead of reminding me it wasn"t our business! I felt encouraged to mention my idea, which was to send a note with our car, and ask Mr. Storm to lunch at Awepesha. "Three heads are better than two," said I, "though it mayn"t be so with hearts."