He wasn"t selfish. Yes, Valentia thought, when she saw Harry at his worst, that perhaps she didn"t really quite appreciate her husband. How irritating Harry would have been in that capacity!
Daphne came in, and Valentia went on, as usual, with her thoughts aloud.
"Wouldn"t Harry be a maddening husband?" she said as she brushed out her hair.
"Oh! Would he? In what way?"
"He"d be so selfish, so obtrusive--he"d always want you to do exactly what he liked, just when he liked, and never when he didn"t, or when you liked, I mean."
"How could he like you to do what he liked when he didn"t like? That would be expecting too much. I don"t see what you mean, Val."
"I only mean that when he"s in a bad temper Harry"s tiresome, and if he were married he"d be in one oftener."
"Oh dear! Are most men bad-tempered when they"re married, Val?"
"Yes. Nearly always."
"_What?_ Then, will Cyril ..."
"Cyril"s a pleasant, easy-going boy, but, as you won"t have enough money, he"s sure to be bad-tempered at times."
"Then aren"t married men bad-tempered when they have plenty of money, Val?"
"Oh, if they have a great deal they"re awfully bad-tempered, too; because, you see, then they lose it, or if they don"t do that they"re always trying to enjoy themselves with it and finding the enjoyment flat, and then they blame their wives. Besides, anyhow, having enough money leads to all sorts of complications."
"Oh dear! Then what do you advise?" Daphne hung on Valentia"s words, respecting her superior knowledge and experience.
"Oh, I advise enough, anyhow. It can"t make you happy, but it can avoid certain troubles. Love in a cottage is only all right for the week-end when you have a nice house in London as well, and a season ticket or a motor, and electric light and things, and a telephone. Oh, by the way, our telephone here is eating its head off. We never use it. Go and ring up to the grocer, not to forget to send the things, will you, dear? He"s got a telephone, too--the only tradesman in the village who has."
"What things isn"t he to forget to send?"
"How should I know?--the usual things. He never does forget, but it looks well to remind him, and the "phone needs exercise."
"All right. But before I go, Val--suppose you can"t have the sort of love-in-a-cottage you mean, and there"s no fear of your being so rich that it makes you miserable, what is the best thing to do?"
"Why, I suppose the old business in the old novels, a competence with the man of your heart, would do all right."
Daphne looked pleased.
"For six months, anyhow. Or a year or two, perhaps," Val added.
"Oh dear!" cried Daphne again, as she left the room.
"Poor pet," Val murmured to herself. "I hope I"m not teaching her to be cynical."
CHAPTER x.x.xIII
GOOD-BYE
The only person in the family who did not thoroughly approve of Gladys"s decision was her mother. Mrs. Brill thought it sheer madness to decline proposals of a "gentleman from the West End," as she called him; so clever and so rich, so handsome and so much in love. She was romantic and yet worldly in her views, and was much excited at the idea of the rivalry for her daughter. There were bitter scenes between Mr. and Mrs.
Brill on the subject. Mr. Brill was not romantic nor worldly, but he was very sentimental, and he didn"t hold with breaking his word to the Green Man, nor indeed with that mixing up of Stations to which he had already alluded.
Between the opposing views of her parents Gladys became somewhat bewildered. She liked the son of the Green Man (he was in reality only a green boy, but good-looking, and she had always known him), and she wished to be loyal to him. Yet her mother"s remarks about Mr. Vaughan began to appeal to her imagination, such as it was. She was rather dazzled and began to weaken. She was at the age when one can really be in love with anybody, and she was flattered. Though she felt she would feel more at home with her childhood"s friend, she began, very slightly, to look down upon him when she compared him with Gillie.
Vaughan came down the day after he had received her letter, and behaved precisely as usual.
Mr. Brill, meeting him with a rather shamefaced air in the garden, said straightforwardly--
"Very pleased indeed to see you, Mr. Vaughan. You got my letter, sir?"
"Yes, indeed. To my sorrow. I want to talk to you about it."
"Well, I was sorry to write it, sir, if you take my meaning. But there!
Well, Mrs. Brill "as expressed a wish for a few words with you, if you wouldn"t mind."
"I shall be delighted, of course. But--may I see Gladys?"
"Why, yes, sir. Tea and bread and b.u.t.ter? The usual thing?"
"Yes, please. As usual." Mr. Brill lingered.
"Ave some watercress with it, sir," he added sympathetically, "or we"ve got some very nice little radishes. Ow about them?"
Vaughan nearly laughed.
"No, thank you! I"m afraid they wouldn"t be any use to me, Mr. Brill."
"Ha, ha! You will have your joke!"
Mr. Brill went in and told his wife that Mr. Vaughan was "sitting there looking that miserable it was enough to make one"s heart ache."
With this satisfactory intelligence he sent Gladys into the garden.
She was all blushes and shyness. Her hair had gone back into the long plait, and she wore her schoolgirl dress again.
"You"re too proud, Gladys!" he said reproachfully. "Why did you never tell me of your engagement?"
"Why, I didn"t ardly count it to interest you, Mr. Vaughan. Besides, it"s not to be for two years."
"Are you in love with him?"
"Why, what a question! I _like_ him. He"s a nice boy."
"I suppose he"s very much in love with you?"