Elizabeth walked fast, but she did not get to the railway station, because she took the wrong turning several times. She pa.s.sed through street after strange street, and came out on a wide quay; another ca.n.a.l; across it showed old, gabled, red-roofed houses. She walked on and came presently to a bridge, and another quay, and a little puffing, snorting steamboat.
She hurriedly collected a few scattered items of her school vocabulary-- "Est-ce que--est-ce que--ce bateau a vapeur va--va--anywhere?"
A voluble a.s.surance that it went at twelve-thirty did not content her. She gathered her forces again.
"Oui; mais ou est-ce qu"il va aller--?"
The answer sounded something like "Sloosh," and the speaker pointed vaguely up the green ca.n.a.l.
Elizabeth went on board. This was as good as Ghent. Better. There was an element of adventure about it. "Sloosh" might be anywhere; one might not reach it for days. But the boat had not the air of one used to long cruises; and Elizabeth felt safe in playing with the idea of an expedition into darkest Holland.
And now by chance, or because her movements interested him as much as his presence repelled her, this same Edward Brown also came on board, and, concealed by the deep daydream into which she had fallen, pa.s.sed her unseen.
When she shook the last drops of the daydream from her, she found herself confronting the boat"s only other pa.s.senger--himself.
She looked at him full and straight in the eyes, and with the look her embarra.s.sment left her and laid hold on him.
He remembered her last words to him-- "If ever we meet again, we meet as strangers." Well, he had kept to the very letter of that bidding, and she had been angry. He had been very glad to see that she was angry. But now, face to face for an hour and a half--for he knew the distance to Sluys well enough--could he keep silence still and yet avoid being ridiculous? He did not intend to be ridiculous; yet even this might have happened. But Elizabeth saved him.
She raised her chin and spoke in chill, distant courtesy.
"I think you must be English, because I saw you at the "Panier d"Or"; everyone"s English there. I can"t make these people understand anything. Perhaps you could be so kind as to tell me how long the boat takes to get to wherever it does get to?"
It was a longer speech than she would have made had he been the stranger as whom she proposed to treat him, but it was necessary to let him understand at the outset what was the part she intended to play.
He did understand, and a.s.sumed his role instantly.
"Something under two hours, I think," he said politely, still holding in his hand the hat he had removed on the instant of her breaking silence. "How cool and pleasant the air is after the town!" The boat was moving now quickly between gra.s.sy banks topped by rows of ash trees. The landscape on each side spread away like a map intersected with avenues of tall, lean, wind-bent trees, that seemed to move as the boat moved.
"Good!" said she to herself; "he means to talk. We shan"t sit staring at each other for two hours like stuck pigs. And he really doesn"t know me? Or is it the wife? Oh! I wish I"d never come to this horrible country!" Aloud she said, "Yes, and how pretty the trees and fields are--"
"So--so nice and green, aren"t they?" said he.
And she said, "Yes."
Each inwardly smiled. In the old days each had been so eager for the other"s good opinion, so afraid of seeming commonplace, that their conversations had been all fine work, and their very love-letters too clever by half. Now they did not belong to each other any more, and he said the trees were green, and she said "Yes."
"There seem to be a great many people in Bruges," said she.
"Yes," he said, in eager a.s.sent. "Quite a large number."
"There is a great deal to be seen in these old towns. So quaint, aren"t they?"
She remembered his once condemning in a friend the use of that word. Now he echoed it.
"So very quaint," said he. "And the dogs drawing carts! Just like the pictures, aren"t they?"
"You can get pictures of them on the ill.u.s.trated post-cards. So nice to send to one"s relations at home."
She was getting angry with him. He played the game too well.
"Ah! yes," he answered, "the dear people like these little tokens, don"t they?"
"He"s getting exactly like a curate," she thought, and a doubt a.s.sailed her. Perhaps he was not playing the game at all. Perhaps in these three years he had really grown stupid.
"How different it all is from England, isn"t it?"
"Oh, quite!" said he.
"Have you ever been in Holland?"
"Yes, once."
"What was it like?" she asked.
That was a form of question they had agreed to hate--once, long ago.
"Oh, extremely pleasant," he said warmly. "We met some most agreeable people at some of the hotels. Quite the best sort of people, you know."
Another phrase once banned by both.
The sun sparkled on the moving duckweed of the ca.n.a.l. The sky was blue overhead. Here and there a red-roofed farm showed among the green pastures. Ahead the avenues tapered away into distance, and met at the vanishing point. Elizabeth smiled for sheer pleasure at the sight of two little blue-smocked children solemnly staring at the boat as it pa.s.sed. Then she glanced at him with an irritated frown. It was his turn to smile.
"You called the tune, my lady," he said to himself, "and it is you shall change it, not I."
"Foreign countries are very like England, are they not?" he said. "The same kind of trees, you know, and the same kind of cows, and--and everything. Even the ca.n.a.ls are very like ours."
"The ca.n.a.l system," said Elizabeth instructively, "is the finest in the world."
"Adieu, Ca.n.a.l, canard, canaille," he quoted. They had always barred quotations in the old days.
"I don"t understand Latin," said she. Then their eyes met, and he got up abruptly and walked to the end of the boat and back. When he sat down again, he sat beside her.
"Shall we go on?" he said quietly. "I think it is your turn to choose a subject--"
"Oh! have you read Alice in Wonderland?" she said, with simple eagerness. "Such a pretty book, isn"t it?"
He shrugged his shoulders. She was obstinate; all women were. Men were not. He would be magnanimous. He would not compel her to change the tune. He had given her one chance; and if she wouldn"t--well, it was not possible to keep up this sort of conversation till they got to Sluys. He would-- But again she saved him.
"I won"t play any more," she said. "It"s not fair. Because you may think me a fool. But I happen to know that you are Mr. Brown, who writes the clever novels. You were pointed out to me at the hotel; and--oh! do tell me if you always talk like this to strangers?"
"Only to English ladies on ca.n.a.l boats," said he, smiling. "You see, one never knows. They might wish one to talk like that. We both did it very prettily. Of course, more know Tom Fool than Tom Fool knows, but I think I may congratulate you on your first attempt at the English-abroad conversation."
"Do you know, really," she said, "you did it so well that if I hadn"t known who you were, I should have thought it was the real you. The felicitations are not all mine. But won"t you tell me about Holland? That bit of yours about the hotel acquaintances was very brutal. I"ve heard heaps of people say that very thing. You just caught the tone. But Holland--"
"Well, this is Holland," said he; "but I saw more of it than this, and I"ll tell you anything you like if you won"t expect me to talk clever, and turn the phrase. That"s a lost art, and I won"t humiliate myself in trying to recover it. To begin with, Holland is flat."
"Don"t be a geography book," Elizabeth laughed light-heartedly.
"The coinage is--"
"No, but seriously."
"Well, then," said he, and the talk lasted till the little steamer b.u.mped and grated against the quay-side at Sluys.
When they had landed the two stood for a moment on the gra.s.s-grown quay in silence.
"Well, good afternoon," said Elizabeth suddenly. "Thank you so much for telling me all about Holland." And with that she turned and walked away along the narrow street between the trim little houses that look so like a child"s toy village tumbled out of a white wood box. Mr. Edward Brown was left, planted there.
"Well!" said he, and spent the afternoon wandering about near the landing-stage, and wondering what would be the next move in this game of hers. It was a childish game, this playing at strangers, yet he owned that it had a charm.
He ate currant bread and drank coffee at a little inn by the quay, sitting at the table by the door and watching the boats. Two o"clock came and went. Four o"clock came, half-past four, and with that went the last return steamer for Bruges. Still Mr. Edward Brown sat still and smoked. Five minutes later Elizabeth"s blue cotton dress gleamed in the sunlight at the street corner.
He rose and walked towards her.
"I hope you have enjoyed yourself in Holland," he said.
"I lost my way," said she. He saw that she was very tired, even before he heard it in her voice. "When is the next boat?"
"There are no more boats to-day. The last left about ten minutes ago."
"You might have told me," she said resentfully.
"I beg your pardon," said he. "You bade me good-bye with an abruptness and a decision which forbade me to tell you anything."
"I beg your pardon," she said humbly. "Can I get back by train?"
"There are no trains."
"A carriage?"
"There are none. I have inquired."
"But you," she asked suddenly, "how did you miss the boat? How are you going to get back?"
"I shall walk," said he, ignoring the first question. "It"s only eleven miles. But for you, of course, that"s impossible. You might stay the night here. The woman at this inn seems a decent old person."
"I can"t. There"s a girl coming to join me. She"s in the sixth at the High School where I teach. I"ve promised to chaperon and instruct her. I must meet her at the station at ten. She"s been ten years at the school. I don"t believe she knows a word of French. Oh! I must go. She doesn"t know the name of my hotel, or anything. I must go. I must walk."
"Have you had any food?"
"No; I never thought about it."
She did not realise that she was explaining to him that she had been walking to get away from him and from her own thoughts, and that food had not been among these.
"Then you will dine now; and, if you will allow me, we will walk back together."
Elizabeth submitted. It was pleasant to be taken care of. And to be "ordered about," that was pleasant, too. Curiously enough, that very thing had been a factor in the old quarrel. At nineteen one is so independent.
She was fed on omelettes and strange, pale steak, and Mr. Brown insisted on beer. The place boasted no wine cellar.
Then the walk began. For the first mile or two it was pleasant. Then Elizabeth"s shoes began to hurt her. They were smart brown shoes, with deceitful wooden heels. In her wanderings over the cobblestones of Sluys streets one heel had cracked itself. Now it split altogether. She began to limp.
"Won"t you take my arm?" said he.
"No, thank you. I don"t really need it. I"ll rest a minute, though, if I may." She sat down, leaning against a tree, and looked out at the darting swallows, dimpling here and there the still green water. The level sunlight struck straight across the pastures, turning them to gold. The long shadows of the trees fell across the ca.n.a.l and lay black on the reeds at the other side. The hour was full of an ample dignity of peace.
They walked another mile. Elizabeth could not conceal her growing lameness.
"Something is wrong with your foot," said he. "Have you hurt it?"
"It"s these silly shoes; the heel"s broken."
"Take them off and let me see."
She submitted without a protest, sat down, took off the shoes, and gave them to him. He looked at them kindly, contemptuously.
"Silly little things!" he said, and she, instead of resenting the impertinence, smiled.
Then he tore off the heels and dug out the remaining bristle of nails with his pocket-knife.
"That"ll be better," said he cheerfully. Elizabeth put on the damp shoes. The evening dew lay heavy on the towing-path, and she hardly demurred at all to his fastening the laces. She was very tired.
Again he offered his arm; again she refused it.
Then, "Elizabeth, take my arm at once!" he said sharply.
She took it, and they had kept step for some fifty paces before she said-- "Then you knew all the time?"
"Am I blind or in my dotage? But you forbade me to meet you except as a stranger. I have an obedient nature."
They walked on in silence. He held her hand against his side strongly, but, as it seemed, without sentiment. He was merely helping a tired woman-stranger on a long road. But the road seemed easier to Elizabeth because her hand lay so close to him; she almost forgot how tired she was, and lost herself in dreams, and awoke, and taught herself to dream again, and wondered why everything should seem so different just because one"s hand lay on the sleeve of a grey flannel jacket.
"Why should I be so abominably happy?" she asked herself, and then lapsed again into the dreams that were able to wipe away three years, as a kind hand might wipe three little tear-drops from a child"s slate, scrawled over with sums done wrong.
When she remembered that he was married, she salved her conscience innocently. "After all," she said, "it can"t be wrong if it doesn"t make him happy; and, of course, he doesn"t care, and I shall never see him again after to-night."
So on they went, the deepening dusk turned to night, and in Elizabeth"s dreams it seemed that her hand was held more closely; but unless one moved it ever so little one could not be sure; and she would not move it ever so little.
The damp towing-path ended in a road cobblestoned, the masts of ships, pointed roofs, twinkling lights. The eleven miles were nearly over.
Elizabeth"s hand moved a little, involuntarily, on his arm. To cover the movement she spoke instantly.
"I am leaving Bruges to-morrow."
"No; your sixth-form girl will be too tired, and besides--"
"Besides?"