Lloyd had opened a dilapidated hair-covered trunk, and was bending over a family of dolls stowed away inside. "Heah is old Belinda!" she exclaimed. "And Carrie Belle May, and Rosalie, the Prairie Flowah! "And, oh, Rob! Look at poah Nelly Bly, all wah-paint and feathahs, just as you fixed her up for a squaw that day we had an Indian ma.s.sacre in the grape arbour. I had forgotten that we left her in such a fix!"
"I"ll never forget that day," answered Rob. "Don"t you remember how sore I made my arm, trying to tattoo an anchor on it with a darning-needle and clothes bluing? What else have you buried in that old trunk?"
Despite his six feet and seventeen years, Rob dropped down on a roll of carpet beside the trunk, and watched with interest as Lloyd lifted out one article after another over which they had quarrelled, or in whose pleasure they had shared in what now seemed a dim and far-away playtime.
Don"t you remember this? Don"t you remember that? they asked each other, finding so many things to laugh over and recall that they quite forgot the object of their search.
Lloyd was sitting with her back against the warm chimney, which ran up through the middle of the attic, but presently she began to feel chilly, and sent Rob over to a chest, away back under the eaves, for something to put around her. It was packed full of old finery they had used on various occasions for tableaux and plays. The first thing he pulled out was a gorgeous red velvet cloak covered with spangles.
"That will do," she said, as he held it up inquiringly. "It"s good and warm."
He pushed the chest back into place. Then, straightening up, his glance fell on the discarded playhouse, standing back in a dim corner. With a whoop he pounced upon it.
"Here"s old Watch!" he exclaimed, holding up the little iron dog. "And he is the bank where the wild time grows, for here is the gift he is standing guard over." Throwing the spangled cloak over Lloyd"s shoulders, he seated himself again on the roll of carpet, and began to untie the little package fastened to the dog"s neck with a bit of ribbon. Inside many layers of tissue-paper, he came at last to a memorandum-book, small enough to fit in his vest-pocket. It was bound in soft gray kid, and on the back Betty had burned in old English letters, with her pyrography-needle, the motto of Warwick Hall: "I keep the tryst." Over it was the crest, a heart, out of which rose a mailed arm, grasping a spear.
"Betty did that," said Lloyd. "She traced the letters on first with tracing-papah, and then burnt them. I remembah now, she made it a few days befoah we came home. She thought we would have our usual tree, and she intended to hang this on it for you. Then when we had the hunt instead of a tree, she took this way of giving it to you. That is an appropriate motto for a memorandum-book, isn"t it? You"ll appreciate it moah when she tells you the story about it. Miss Chilton read it to the English cla.s.s one day, and had us write it from memory for the next lesson."
"Then what"s the matter with your telling it to me?" asked Rob, eying the mailed hand and the spear with interest. "I"ll be gone before Betty gets back. Go on and tell it. This is an ideal time and place for story-telling."
He leaned comfortably back against the warm chimney and half-closed his eyes. The patter of the rain on the roof made him drowsy.
"Well," a.s.sented Lloyd, "I can"t tell it with as many frills and flourishes as Betty could, but I remembah it bettah than most stories, because I had to write it from memory." Drawing the glittering cloak closer around her, she began as if she were reading it, in the very words of the green and gold volume:
""Now there was a troubadour in the kingdom of Arthur, who, strolling through the land with only his minstrelsy to win him a way, found in every baron"s hall and cotter"s hut a ready welcome.""
Here and there she stumbled over some part of it, or told it hesitatingly in her own words, but at last she ended it as well as Betty herself could have done:
"So Ederyn won his sovereign"s favour, and, by his sovereign"s grace permitted, went back to woo the maiden and win her for his bride. Then henceforth blazoned on his shield and helmet he bore the crest, a heart with hand that grasped a spear, and, underneath, the words, "I keep the tryst.""
"That"s a corking good motto," said Rob as she paused. "I like that story, Lloyd, and I"ll remember it when I keep the engagements that I put down in this little book."
He sat a moment, flipping the leaves and whistling a bar from "The Old Oaken Bucket."
"Stop!" commanded Lloyd, suddenly, clapping her hands over her ears, and making a wry face. "You"re off the key. Haven"t I told you a thousand times that it doesn"t go that way? This is it."
Puckering up her lips, she whistled the tune correctly, and he joined in. At the end of the chorus he looked at his watch.
"It"s been like old times this afternoon," he said. "I"ll tell you what, Lloyd, let"s come up here once a year after this, just to keep tryst with our old playtimes. I"ll put that down as the first engagement in my memorandum-book. A year from to-day we"ll take another look at these things."
"All right," a.s.sented Lloyd, cheerfully. Then a wistful expression crept into her eyes as she peered through the tiny attic window. Twilight was falling early on account of the rain. A deep gloom began to settle over her spirits also.
"Rob," she said, slowly, "I haven"t told you yet. I didn"t want to spoil our aftahnoon by thinking about it any moah than I could help, and you made me almost forget it for a little while. I couldn"t talk about it when you first came without crying,--this yeah is going to be _such_ a long, hah"d one. They aren"t going to let me go back to school aftah the holidays. The doctah says I am not strong enough, and it is such an awful Dungeon of Disappointment that it just breaks my hah"t to think about it."
To Rob"s consternation she laid her head down on old Belinda, who still lay limply across her lap, and began to sob. He sat in embarra.s.sed silence for a moment, scarcely knowing her for the same little companion whom he had taught to meet hurts like a boy. He remembered the many times she had winked back the tears over the bruises and b.u.mps and cuts she had encountered in following his lead. He was bewildered by the unfamiliar mood, and it hurt him to see her so grieved.
"There! there! Don"t cry, Lloyd!" he begged, hurt by the sight of the fair head bowed so dismally over the old doll. "I know how it would knock me out to have to stop now, just when I"ve got into the swing of things, so I know just how you feel. I"m mighty sorry."
Then, as the sobs continued: "I"d go off and whip somebody if it would do any good, but it won"t. You"ll have to brace up as Ederyn did, and you"ll get out of your dungeon all right."
There was no answer. School was so very dear, and the disappointment so very bitter. It had all surged over her again in a great wave. He tried again.
"It"s tough, I know, but it will be easier if you take it as all the Lloyds have taken their troubles, with your teeth set and your head up.
Somehow, that"s the way I"ve always thought you would take things. Don"t cry, Lloyd. Don"t! It breaks me all up to see you this way, when you"ve always been so game."
She straightened up and wiped her eyes, announcing suddenly: "And I"m going to be game now. If there"s one thing I nevah could beah, it was for you to think I was a coward, and I can"t have you thinking it now.
It"s a sawt of tryst I"ve kept all these yeahs, unconsciously, I suppose. Ever since I was a little thing, if I thought "Bobby expects it of me," I"d do it, no mattah what it was, from jumping a fence to climbing on the chimney. I"ve lived up to yoah expectations many a time at the risk of killing myself."
"Indeed you have," he answered, in a tone of hearty admiration. There was a tender light in his gray eyes which she did not see, she was so busy wiping her own.
"I"m done crying now," she announced, springing to her feet and thrusting Belinda back into the trunk. "Come on, let"s go down and pop some cawn ovah the library fiah. Put this cloak away first."
He pushed the chest back to its place under the eaves and started after her, pulling out his handkerchief as he went, to wipe away a stray cobweb into which he had thrust his hand. It reminded him of the story.
"You know," he suggested, consolingly, "there"s bound to be some way out of your dungeon. I"ll spend all the rest of the vacation helping you twist cobwebs for your rope, if you like."
She made no answer then to his offer of a.s.sistance. She felt that she could not steady her voice if she tried to speak her appreciation of his sympathy.
So she called out, as she dashed past him: "As Joyce used to say at the house pah"ty, "the last one down is a jibbering Ornithorhynchus!""
Away they went in a mad race, whose noisy clatter made it seem to the old Colonel in his den that the rafters were falling in. But on the landing she paused an instant.
"It--it helps a lot, Rob," she said, wistfully, "to have you undahstand,--to know that you know how it hurts."
"I wish I could really help you," he answered, earnestly. "You"re a game little chum!"
She flashed back a grateful smile from under her wet eyelashes, and led the race on down the next flight of stairs.
CHAPTER XII.
HUMDRUM DAYS
ALL through the rest of that week, and through New Year"s Day, Lloyd managed to keep her resolution bravely. Even when the time came for the girls to go back to school without her, she went through the farewells like a little Spartan, driving down to the station with tearful Betty, who grieved over Lloyd"s disappointment as if it had been her own.
When the train pulled out, with the four girls on the rear platform, she stood waving her handkerchief cheerily as long as she could see an answering flutter. Then she turned away, catching her breath in a deep indrawn sob, that might have been followed by others if Rob had not been with her. He saw her clench her hands and set her teeth together hard, and knew what a fight she was making to choke back the tears, but he wisely gave no sign that he saw and sympathized. He only proposed a walk over to the blacksmith shop to see the red fox that Billy Kerr had trapped and caged. But a little later, when she had regained her self-control and was poking a stick between the slats of the coop where the fox was confined, to make it stretch itself, he said, suddenly:
"By cricky, you were game, Lloyd! If it had been me, I couldn"t have gone to the station and watched the fellows go off without me, and joke about it the way you did."
Lloyd went on rattling the stick between the slats and made no answer, but Rob"s approval brightened her spirits wonderfully. It was not until the next day, when he, too, went back to school, that she fully realized how lonely her winter was going to be. She strolled into her mother"s room, and threw herself listlessly into a chair by the window.
"What can I do, mothah? I mustn"t read long, I mustn"t study, Tarbaby is lame, so I can"t ride, and I"ve walked as far as I care to this mawning."
"What would you like to do?" asked Mrs. Sherman, who was dressing to go out.
"Nothing but things that I can"t do," was the fretful answer. "It would be lots of fun if I could go out in the kitchen and beat eggs, and make custah"d pies and biscuits and things. I"d love to cook. I haven"t had a chance since I was at Ware"s Wigwam. But Aunt Cindy scolds and grumbles if anybody so much as looks into the kitchen. She says she won"t have me messing around in her way."
"I know," sighed Mrs. Sherman. "Cindy is getting more fussy and exacting every year. But she has cooked for the family so long that she seems to think the kitchen is hers. If she were not such a superior cook, I wouldn"t put up with her whims, but in these days, when everybody is having so much trouble with servants, we"ll have to humour her. She"s a faithful old creature. You might cook on the chafing-dish in the dining-room. There are all sorts of things you could make on that."