She nodded slowly.
"No, we didn"t understand one another."
"But we do now," I said. "We"re friends, Audrey."
She did not answer. For a long time we sat in silence. And then the newspaper must have moved--a gleam from the fire fell upon her face, lighting up her eyes; and at the sight something in me began to throb, like a drum warning a city against danger. The next moment the shadow had covered them again.
I sat there, tense, gripping the arms of my chair. I was tingling.
Something was happening to me. I had a curious sensation of being on the threshold of something wonderful and perilous.
From downstairs there came the sound of boys" voices. Work was over, and with it this talk by the firelight. In a few minutes somebody, Glossop, or Mr Abney, would be breaking in on our retreat.
We both rose, and then--it happened. She must have tripped in the darkness. She stumbled forward, her hand caught at my coat, and she was in my arms.
It was a thing of an instant. She recovered herself, moved to the door, and was gone.
But I stood where I was, motionless, aghast at the revelation which had come to me in that brief moment. It was the physical contact, the feel of her, warm and alive, that had shattered for ever that flimsy structure of friendship which I had fancied so strong. I had said to Love, "Thus far, and no farther", and Love had swept over me, the more powerful for being checked. The time of self-deception was over. I knew myself.
Chapter 8
I
That Buck MacGinnis was not the man to let the gra.s.s grow under his feet in a situation like the present one, I would have gathered from White"s remarks if I had not already done so from personal observation. The world is divided into dreamers and men of action. From what little I had seen of him I placed Buck MacGinnis in the latter cla.s.s. Every day I expected him to act, and was agreeably surprised as each twenty-four hours pa.s.sed and left me still unfixed. But I knew the hour would come, and it did.
I looked for frontal attack from Buck, not subtlety; but, when the attack came, it was so excessively frontal that my chief emotion was a sort of paralysed amazement. It seemed incredible that such peculiarly Wild Western events could happen in peaceful England, even in so isolated a spot as Sanstead House.
It had been one of those interminable days which occur only at schools. A school, more than any other inst.i.tution, is dependent on the weather. Every small boy rises from his bed of a morning charged with a definite quant.i.ty of devilry; and this, if he is to sleep the sound sleep of health, he has got to work off somehow before bedtime. That is why the summer term is the one a master longs for, when the intervals between cla.s.ses can be spent in the open. There is no pleasanter sight for an a.s.sistant-master at a private school than that of a number of boys expending their venom harmlessly in the sunshine.
On this particular day, snow had begun to fall early in the morning, and, while his pupils would have been only too delighted to go out and roll in it by the hour, they were prevented from doing so by Mr Abney"s strict orders. No schoolmaster enjoys seeing his pupils running risks of catching cold, and just then Mr Abney was especially definite on the subject. The Saturnalia which had followed Mr MacGinnis" nocturnal visit to the school had had the effect of giving violent colds to three lords, a baronet, and the younger son of an honourable. And, in addition to that, Mr Abney himself, his penetrating tenor changed to a guttural croak, was in his bed looking on the world with watering eyes. His views, therefore, on playing in the snow as an occupation for boys were naturally prejudiced.
The result was that Glossop and I had to try and keep order among a mob of small boys, none of whom had had any chance of working off his superfluous energy. How Glossop fared I can only imagine.
Judging by the fact that I, who usually kept fair order without excessive effort, was almost overwhelmed, I should fancy he fared badly. His cla.s.sroom was on the opposite side of the hall from mine, and at frequent intervals his voice would penetrate my door, raised to a frenzied fortissimo.
Little by little, however, we had won through the day, and the boys had subsided into comparative quiet over their evening preparation, when from outside the front door there sounded the purring of the engine of a large automobile. The bell rang.
I did not, I remember, pay much attention to this at the moment. I supposed that somebody from one of the big houses in the neighbourhood had called, or, taking the lateness of the hour into consideration, that a motoring party had come, as they did sometimes--Sanstead House standing some miles from anywhere in the middle of an intricate system of by-roads--to inquire the way to Portsmouth or London. If my cla.s.s had allowed me, I would have ignored the sound. But for them it supplied just that break in the monotony of things which they had needed. They welcomed it vociferously.
A voice: "Sir, please, sir, there"s a motor outside."
Myself (austerely): T know there"s a motor outside. Get on with your work."
Various voices: "Sir, have you ever ridden in a motor?"
"Sir, my father let me help drive our motor last Easter, sir."
"Sir, who do you think it is?"
An isolated genius (imitating the engine): "Pr-prr! Pr-prr! Pr-prr!"
I was on the point of distributing bad marks (the schoolmaster"s stand-by) broadcast, when a curious sound checked me. It followed directly upon the opening of the front door. I heard White"s footsteps crossing the hall, then the click of the latch, and then--a sound that I could not define. The closed door of the cla.s.sroom deadened it, but for all that it was audible. It resembled the thud of a falling body, but I knew it could not be that, for in peaceful England butlers opening front doors did not fall with thuds.
My cla.s.s, eager listeners, found fresh material in the sound for friendly conversation.
"Sir, what was that, sir?"
"Did you hear that, sir?"
"What do you think"s happened, sir?"
"Be quiet," I shouted. "Will you be--"
There was a quick footstep outside, the door flew open, and on the threshold stood a short, st.u.r.dy man in a motoring coat and cap.
The upper part of his face was covered by a strip of white linen, with holes for the eyes, and there was a Browning pistol in his hand.
It is my belief that, if a.s.sistant-masters were allowed to wear white masks and carry automatic pistols, keeping order in a school would become child"s play. A silence such as no threat of bad marks had ever been able to produce fell instantaneously upon the cla.s.sroom. Out of the corner of my eye, as I turned to face our visitor, I could see small boys goggling rapturously at this miraculous realization of all the dreams induced by juvenile adventure fiction. As far as I could ascertain, on subsequent inquiry, not one of them felt a tremor of fear. It was all too tremendously exciting for that. For their exclusive benefit an ill.u.s.tration from a weekly paper for boys had come to life, and they had no time to waste in being frightened.
As for me, I was dazed. Motor bandits may terrorize France, and desperadoes hold up trains in America, but this was peaceful England. The fact that Buck MacGinnis was at large in the neighbourhood did not make the thing any the less incredible. I had looked on my affair with Buck as a thing of the open air and the darkness. I had figured him lying in wait in lonely roads, possibly, even, lurking about the grounds; but in my most apprehensive moments I had not imagined him calling at the front door and holding me up with a revolver in my own cla.s.sroom.
And yet it was the simple, even the obvious, thing for him to do.
Given an automobile, success was certain. Sanstead House stood absolutely alone. There was not even a cottage within half a mile.
A train broken down in the middle of the Bad Lands was not more cut off.
Consider, too, the peculiar helplessness of a school in such a case. A school lives on the confidence of parents, a nebulous foundation which the slightest breath can destroy. Everything connected with it must be done with exaggerated discretion. I do not suppose Mr MacGinnis had thought the thing out in all its bearings, but he could not have made a sounder move if he had been a Napoleon. Where the owner of an ordinary country-house raided by masked men can raise the countryside in pursuit, a schoolmaster must do precisely the opposite. From his point of view, the fewer people that know of the affair the better. Parents are a jumpy race. A man may be the ideal schoolmaster, yet will a connection with melodrama d.a.m.n him in the eyes of parents. They do not inquire. They are too panic-stricken for that. Golden-haired Willie may be receiving the finest education conceivable, yet if men with Browning pistols are familiar objects at his shrine of learning they will remove him. Fortunately for schoolmasters it is seldom that such visitors call upon them. Indeed, I imagine Mr MacGinnis"s effort to have been the first of its kind.
I do not, as I say, suppose that Buck, whose forte was action rather than brain-work, had thought all this out. He had trusted to luck, and luck had stood by him. There would be no raising of the countryside in his case. On the contrary, I could see Mr Abney becoming one of the busiest persons on record in his endeavour to hush the thing up and prevent it getting into the papers. The man with the pistol spoke. He sighted me--I was standing with my back to the mantelpiece, parallel with the door--made a sharp turn, and raised his weapon.
"Put "em up, sport," he said.
It was not the voice of Buck MacGinnis. I put my hands up.
"Say, which of dese is de Nugget?"
He half turned his head to the cla.s.s.
"Which of youse kids is Ogden Ford?"
The cla.s.s was beyond speech. The silence continued.
"Ogden Ford is not here," I said.
Our visitor had not that simple faith which is so much better than Norman blood. He did not believe me. Without moving his head he gave a long whistle. Steps sounded outside. Another, short, st.u.r.dy form, entered the room.
"He ain"t in de odder room," observed the newcomer. "I been rubberin"!"
This was friend Buck beyond question. I could have recognized his voice anywhere!