"I was going to suggest," she said frostily, "that you shovelled the snow away from the front steps!"
"Splendid!" said Jill. "Oh, but I forgot. I want to go to the village first."
"There will be plenty of time to do it when you get back."
"All right. I"ll do it when I get back."
It was a quarter of an hour"s walk to the village. Jill stopped at the post-office.
"Could you tell me," she asked, "when the next train is to New York?"
"There"s one at ten-ten," said the woman, behind the window. "You"ll have to hurry."
"I"ll hurry!" said Jill.
CHAPTER EIGHT
1.
Doctors, laying down the law in their usual confident way, tell us that the vitality of the human body is at its lowest at two o"clock in the morning: and that it is then, as a consequence, that the mind is least able to contemplate the present with equanimity, the future with fort.i.tude, and the past without regret. Every thinking man, however, knows that this is not so. The true zero hour, desolate, gloom-ridden, and specter-haunted, occurs immediately before dinner while we are waiting for that c.o.c.ktail. It is then that, stripped for a brief moment of our armor of complacency and self-esteem, we see ourselves as we are,--frightful chumps in a world where nothing goes right; a gray world in which, hoping to click, we merely get the raspberry; where, animated by the best intentions, we nevertheless succeed in perpetrating the scaliest bloomers and landing our loved ones neck-deep in the gumbo.
So reflected Freddie Rooke, that priceless old bean, sitting disconsolately in an arm-chair at the Drones Club about two weeks after Jill"s departure from England, waiting for his friend Algy Martyn to trickle in and give him dinner.
Surveying Freddie, as he droops on his spine in the yielding leather, one is conscious of one"s limitations as a writer. Gloom like his calls for the pen of a master. Zola could have tackled it nicely.
Gorky might have made a stab at it. Dostoievsky would have handled it with relish. But for oneself the thing is too vast. One cannot w.a.n.gle it. It intimidates. It would have been bad enough in any case, for Algy Martyn was late as usual and it always gave Freddie the pip to have to wait for dinner: but what made it worse was the fact that the Drones was not one of Freddie"s clubs and so, until the blighter Algy arrived, it was impossible for him to get his c.o.c.ktail. There he sat, surrounded by happy, laughing young men, each grasping a gla.s.s of the good old mixture-as-before, absolutely unable to connect. Some of them, casual acquaintances, had nodded to him, waved, and gone on lowering the juice,--a spectacle which made Freddie feel much as the wounded soldier would have felt if Sir Philip Sidney, instead of offering him the cup of water, had placed it to his own lips and drained it with a careless "Cheerio!" No wonder Freddie experienced the sort of abysmal soul-sadness which afflicts one of Tolstoi"s Russian peasants when, after putting in a heavy day"s work strangling his father, beating his wife, and dropping the baby into the city reservoir, he turns to the cupboard, only to find the vodka-bottle empty.
Freddie gave himself up to despondency: and, as always in these days when he was mournful, he thought of Jill. Jill"s sad case was a continual source of mental anguish to him. From the first he had blamed himself for the breaking-off of her engagement with Derek. If he had not sent the message to Derek from the police-station, the latter would never have known about their arrest, and all would have been well. And now, a few days ago, had come the news of her financial disaster, with its attendant complications.
It had descended on Freddie like a thunderbolt through the medium of Ronny Devereux.
"I say," Ronny had said, "have you heard the latest? Your pal, Underhill, has broken off his engagement with Jill Mariner."
"I know; rather rotten, what!"
"Rotten? I should say so! It isn"t done. I mean to say, chap can"t chuck a girl just because she"s lost her money. Simply isn"t on the board, old man!"
"Lost her money? What do you mean?"
Ronny was surprised. Hadn"t Freddie heard? Yes, absolute fact. He had it from the best authority. Didn"t know how it had happened and all that, but Jill Mariner had gone completely bust; Underhill had given her the miss-in-baulk; and the poor girl had legged it, no one knew where. Oh, Freddie had met her and she had told him she was going to America? Well, then, legged it to America. But the point was that the swine Underhill had handed her the mitten just because she was broke, and that was what Ronny thought so bally rotten. Broker a girl is, Ronny meant to say, more a fellow should stick to her.
"But--" Freddie rushed to his hero"s defence. "But it wasn"t that at all. Something quite different. I mean, Derek didn"t even know Jill had lost her money. He broke the engagement because ..." Freddie stopped short. He didn"t want everybody to know of that rotten arrest business, as they infallibly would if he confided in Ronny Devereux.
Sort of thing he would never hear the last of. "He broke it off because of something quite different."
"Oh, yes!" said Ronny skeptically.
"But he did, really!"
Ronny shook his head.
"Don"t you believe it, old son. Don"t you believe it. Stands to reason it must have been because the poor girl was broke. You wouldn"t have done it and I wouldn"t have done it, but Underhill did, and that"s all there is to it. I mean, a tick"s a tick, and there"s nothing more to say. Well, I know he"s been a pal of yours, Freddie, but, next time I meet him, by Jove, I"ll cut him dead. Only I don"t know him to speak to, dash it!" concluded Ronny regretfully.
Ronny"s news had upset Freddie. Derek had returned to the Albany a couple of days ago, moody and silent. They had lunched together at the Bachelors, and Freddie had been pained at the att.i.tude of his fellow clubmen. Usually, when he lunched at the Bachelors, his table became a sort of social center. Cheery birds would roll up to pa.s.s the time of day, and festive old eggs would toddle over to have coffee and so forth, and all that sort of thing. Jolly! On this occasion n.o.body had rolled, and all the eggs present had taken their coffee elsewhere. There was an uncomfortable chill in the atmosphere of which Freddie had been acutely conscious, though Derek had not appeared to notice it. The thing had only come home to Derek yesterday at the Albany, when the painful episode of Wally Mason had occurred. It was this way:
"Hullo, Freddie, old top! Sorry to have kept you waiting."
Freddie looked up from his broken meditations, to find that his host had arrived.
"Hullo!"
"A quick bracer," said Algy Martyn, "and then the jolly old food-stuffs. It"s pretty late, I see. Didn"t notice how time was slipping."
Over the soup, Freddie was still a prey to gloom. For once the healing gin-and-vermouth had failed to do its n.o.ble work. He sipped sombrely, so sombrely as to cause comment from his host.
"Pipped?" enquired Algy solicitously.
"Pretty pipped," admitted Freddie.
"Backed a loser?"
"No."
"Something wrong with the old tum?"
"No... . Worried."
"Worried?"
"About Derek."
"Derek? Who"s ... ? Oh, you mean Underhill?"
"Yes."
Algy Martyn chased an elusive piece of carrot about his soup plate, watching it interestedly as it slid coyly from the spoon.
"Oh?" he said, with sudden coolness. "What about him?"
Freddie was too absorbed in his subject to notice the change in his friend"s tone.
"A dashed unpleasant thing," he said, "happened yesterday morning at my place. I was just thinking about going out to lunch, when the door-bell rang and Parker said a chappie of the name of Mason would like to see me. I didn"t remember any Mason, but Parker said the chappie said he knew me when I was a kid. So he loosed him into the room, and it turned out to be a fellow I used to know years ago down in Worcestershire. I didn"t know him from Adam at first, but gradually the old bean got to work, and I placed him. Wally Mason his name was. Rummily enough, he had spoken to me at the Leicester that night when the fire was, but not being able to place him, I had given him the miss somewhat. You know how it is. Chappie you"ve never been introduced to says something to you in a theatre, and you murmur something and sheer off. What?"
"Absolutely," agreed Algy Martyn. He thoroughly approved of Freddie"s code of etiquette. Sheer off. Only thing to do.
"Well, anyhow, now that he had turned up again and told me who he was, I began to remember. We had been kids together, don"t you know.
(What"s this? Salmon? Oh, right ho.) So I buzzed about and did the jovial host, you know; gave him a drink and a toofer, and all that sort of thing; and talked about the dear old days and what not. And so forth, if you follow me. Then he brought the conversation round to Jill. Of course he knew Jill at the same time when he knew me, down in Worcestershire, you see. We were all pretty pally in those days, if you see what I mean. Well, this man Mason, it seems, had heard somewhere about Jill losing her money, and he wanted to know if it was true. I said absolutely. Hadn"t heard any details, but Ronny had told me and Ronny had had it from some one who had stable information and all that sort of thing. "Dashed shame, isn"t it!" I said. "She"s gone to America, you know." "I didn"t know," he said. "I understood she was going to be married quite soon." Well, of course, I told him that that was off. He didn"t say anything for a bit, then he said "Off?" I said "Off." "Did she break it off?" asked the chappie.
"Well, no," I said. "As a matter of fact Derek broke it off." He said "Oh!" (What? Oh yes, a bit of pheasant will be fine.) Where was I?