The shout of laughter that followed this was not in proportion to the depth but the unexpectedness of the joke, and John Adams went on his way, chuckling at the impudence of what he called the precocious snipe.
In a short time the seaman found himself in a thicket, so dense that it was with difficulty he could make his way through the luxuriant underwood. On his left hand he could see the sky through the leaves, on his right the steep sides of the mountain ridge that divided the island.
Coming to a partially open s.p.a.ce, he thought he saw the yellow side of a hog. He raised his gun to fire, when a squeaky grunt told him that this was a mother reposing with her family. He contented himself, therefore, with a look at them, and gave vent to a shout that sent them scampering down the hill.
Soon after that he came upon a solitary animal and shot it.
The report of the musket and the accompanying yell brought the Otaheitan man Tetaheite to his side.
"Well met, Tighty," (so he styled him); "I want you to carry that pig to Mrs Adams. You didn"t see any cats about, did you?"
"No, sar."
"Have you seen Mr Christian at the tanks this morning?"
"Yis, sar; but him"s no dere now. Him"s go to de mountain-top."
"Ha! I thought so. Well, take the pig to my wife, Tighty, and say I"ll be back before dark."
The native threw the animal over his broad shoulders, and Adams directed his steps to the well-known cave on the mountain-top, where the chief of the mutineers spent so much of his leisure time.
After the murder of the two natives, Talaloo and Ohoo, Fletcher Christian had become very morose. It seemed as if a fit of deep melancholy had taken entire possession of him. His temper had become greatly soured. He would scarcely condescend to hold intercourse with any one, and sought the retirement of his outlook in the cave on the mountain-top, where few of his comrades ventured to disturb him, save when matters of importance claimed his immediate attention.
Latterly, however, a change had been observed in his demeanour. He had become gentle, almost amiable, and much more like his former self before the blighting influence of Bligh had fallen on him. Though he seldom laughed, he would chat pleasantly with his companions, as in days gone by, and frequently took pains to amuse the children. In particular, he began to go frequently for long walks in the woods with his own sons-- little Charlie on his back, and Thursday October gambolling by his side; also Otaheitan Sally, for that careful nurse refused to acknowledge any claim to the guardianship of Charlie as being superior to her own, not even that of a father.
But Fletcher Christian, although thus changed for the better in many respects, did not change in his desire for solitude. His visits to the outlook became not less but rather more frequent and prolonged than before.
He took no one into his confidence. The only man of the party who ever ventured to visit him in his "outlook" was Edward Young; but his visits were not frequent, though they were usually protracted when they did take place, and the midshipman always returned from them with an expression of seriousness, which, it was observed, never pa.s.sed quickly away. But Young was not more disposed to be communicative as to these visits than Christian himself, and his comrades soon ceased to think or care about the matter.
With his mind, meditating on these things, John Adams slowly wended his way up the mountain-side, until he drew near to the elevated hermitage of his once superior officer, now his comrade in disgrace and exile.
Stout John Adams felt his blunt, straightforward, seafaring spirit slightly abashed as he thus ventured to intrude on the privacy of one for whom, despite his sins and their terrible consequences, he had never lost respect. It felt like going into the captain"s cabin without orders. The seaman"s purpose was to remonstrate with Christian for thus daily giving himself up, as he expressed it, "to such a long spell o"
the blues."
Drawing near to the entrance of the cavern, he was surprised to hear the sound of voices within.
"Humph, somebody here before me," he muttered, coming to an abrupt pause, and turning, as if with the intention of retracing his steps,-- but the peculiarity of the sounds that issued from the cave held him as if spellbound.
CHAPTER TWELVE.
CONVERSE IN THE CAVE--CRUELTY, PUNISHMENT, AND REVELRY.
It was Fletcher Christian"s voice,--there could be no doubt about that; but it was raised in very unfamiliar tones, and it went on steadily, with inflections, as if in pathos and entreaty.
"Can he be praying?" thought Adams, in surprise, for the tones, though audible, were not articulate. Suddenly they waxed louder, and "G.o.d be merciful to me, a sinner!" broke on the listener"s ear. "Oh bless and deliver the men whom I have led astray--poor Edward Young, John Adams, Isaac Martin--"
The tones here sank and again became inarticulate, but Adams could not doubt that Christian was praying, by name, for the rest of his companions. Presently the name of Jesus was heard distinctly, and then the voice ceased.
Ashamed to have been thus unintentionally led into eavesdropping, Adams coughed, and made as much noise as possible while stooping to pa.s.s under the low entrance to the cave. There was no door of any kind, but a turn in the short pa.s.sage concealed the cave itself from view. Before entering, Adams stopped.
"May I come in, sir?" he called out.
"Is that you, Adams? By all means come in."
Christian was seated, partly in the shadow, partly in the light that streamed in from the seaward opening. A quiet smile was on his lips, and his hand rested on an open book. It was the old Bible of the _Bounty_.
"Beg pardon, sir," said Adams, touching his hat. "Hope I don"t intrude.
I heard you was--was--"
"Praying," said Christian. "Yes, Adams, I have been praying."
"Well, sir," said Adams, feeling rather awkward, but a.s.suming an air of encouragement, "you"ve got no reason to be ashamed of that."
"Quite true, Adams, and I"m _not_ ashamed of it. I"ve not only got no reason to be ashamed of praying, but I have strong reason to be thankful that I"m inclined to pray. Sit down, Adams, on the ledge opposite.
You"ve got something on your mind, I see, that you want to get rid of.
Come, let"s have it."
There was nothing but good-natured encouragement in Christian"s look and tone; nevertheless, John Adams felt it extremely difficult to speak, and wished with all his heart that he had not come to the cave. But he was too bold and outspoken a man to be long oppressed with such feelings.
Clearing his voice, he said, "Well, Mr Christian, here"s what I"ve got to say. I"ve bin thinkin" for a long time past that it"s of no manner of use your comin" up here day after day an" mopin" away about what can"t be mended, an" goin" into the blues. You"ll excuse me, sir, for bein" so free, but you shouldn"t do it, sir. You can"t alter what"s bin done by cryin" over spilt milk, an" it comes heavy on the rest of us, like. Indeed it do. So I"ve made so bold as to come an" say you"d better drop it and come along with me for a day"s shootin" of the cats an" pigs, and then we"ll go home an" have a royal supper an" a song or two, or maybe a game at blind-man"s-buff with the child"n. That"s what"ll do you good, sir, an" make you forget what"s past, take my word for it, Mister Christian."
While Adams was speaking, Christian"s expression varied, pa.s.sing from the kindly smile with which he had received his friend to a look of profound gravity.
"You are both right and wrong, Adams, like the rest of us," he said, grasping the sailor"s extended hand; "thank you all the same for your advice and good feeling. You are wrong in supposing that anything short of death can make me forget the past or lessen my feeling of self-condemnation; but you are right in urging me to cease moping here in solitude. I have been told that already much more strongly than you have put it."
"Have you, sir?" said Adams, with a look of surprise.
"Yes," said Christian, touching the open Bible, "G.o.d"s book has told me.
It has told me more than that. It has told me there is forgiveness for the chief of sinners."
"You say the truth, sir," returned Adams, with an approving nod.
"Repenting as you do, sir, an" as I may say we all do, of what is past and can"t be helped, a merciful G.o.d will no doubt forgive us all."
"That"s not it, that"s not it," said Christian, quickly. "Repentance is not enough. Why, man, do you think if I went to England just now, and said ever so earnestly or so truly, `I repent," that I"d escape swinging at the yard-arm?"
"Well, I can"t say you would," replied the sailor, somewhat puzzled; "but then man"s ways ain"t the same as G.o.d"s ways; are they, sir?"
"That"s true, Adams; but justice is always the same, whether with G.o.d or man. Besides, if repentance alone would do, where is the need of a Saviour?"
Adams"s puzzled look increased, and finally settled on the horizon. The matter had evidently never occurred to him before in that light. After a short silence he turned again to Christian.
"Well, sir, to be frank with you, I must say that I don"t rightly understand it."
"But I do," said Christian, again laying his hand on the Bible, "at least I think I do. G.o.d has forgiven me for Jesus Christ"s sake, and His Spirit has made me repent and accept the forgiveness, and now I feel that there is work, serious work, for me to do. I have just been praying that G.o.d would help me to do it. I"ll explain more about this hereafter. Meanwhile, I will go with you to the settlement, and try at least some parts of your plan. Come."
There was a quiet yet cheerful air of alacrity about Fletcher Christian that day, so strongly in contrast with his previous sad and even moody deportment, that John Adams could only note it in silent surprise.
"Have you been readin" much o" that book up here, sir?" he asked, as they began to descend the hill.