"I wasn"t staring," I lie. "I was looking, with interest."
Katarina laughs. She"s laughed more in the past twenty-four hours than she has in months. This new Katrina is going to take some getting used to.
Not that I mind.
I stretch out luxuriantly on the hotel bed while Katarina showers in the bathroom. The sheets are cheap, polyester or rayon, but I"m so tired from the road they may as well be silk.
When Katarina first pulled the sheets down we found a live earwig under the pillow, which grossed her out but didn"t bother me.
"Kill it," she begged, covering her eyes.
I refused. "It"s just an insect."
"Kill it!" she begged.
Instead, I swept it off the bed and hopped into the cool sheets. "Nope," I said stubbornly.
"Fine," she said, and went to shower. She turned the faucets on, but stepped out of the bathroom again a moment later. "I worry-" she started.
"About what?" I asked.
"I worry that I haven"t trained you well."
I rolled my eyes. ""Cause I won"t kill a bug?!"
"Yes. No, I mean, it"s what got me thinking. You need to learn to kill without hesitation. I haven"t even taught you to hunt rodents, let alone Mogadorians . . . you"ve never killed anything-"
Katarina paused, the water still running behind her. Thinking.
I could tell she was tired, lost in a thought. She gets like that sometimes, if we"ve been training too gruelingly. "Kat," I said. "Go shower."
She looked up, her reverie broken. She chuckled and closed the door behind her.
Waiting for her to finish, I turned on the TV from the bed. The previous tenant had left it on CNN and I"m greeted with the site of helicopter footage of the "event" in England. I watch only long enough to learn that both the press and English authorities are confused as to what exactly happened yesterday. I"m too tired to think about this; I"ll get the details later.
I shut off the TV and lay back on the bed, eager for sleep to take me.
Katarina steps out of the bathroom moments later, wearing a robe and brushing out her hair. I watch her through half-closed eyes.
There is a knock on the door.
Katarina drops her brush on the bureau.
"Who is it?" she asks.
"Manager, miss. I brought ya some fresh towels."
I"m so annoyed by the interruption-I want to sleep, and it"s pretty obvious we don"t need fresh towels since we only just got to the room-that I propel myself right off the bed, barely thinking.
"We don"t need any," I say, already swinging the door open.
I just have time to hear Katarina say, "Don"t-" before I see him, standing before me. The crooked mustache man.
The scream catches in my throat as he enters the room and shuts the door behind him.
CHAPTER SEVEN.
I react without thinking, pushing him towards the door, but he flings me back easily, against the bed. I clutch my chest and realize with horror that my pendant is out from under my shirt. In plain view.
"Pretty necklace," he growls, his eyes flashing with recognition.
If he had any doubt about who I am, it is long gone.
Katarina charges forward but he strikes her hard. She crashes against the TV set, smashing the screen with a bare elbow, and falls to the ground.
He pulls something from his waist-a long, thin blade-and raises it so quickly I don"t even have time to stand. I see only the flash of his blade as he swings it down-straight down, like a railroad spike-into my brain.
My head floods instantly with warmth and light.
This is what death feels like, I think.
But no. The pain doesn"t come.
I look up-how can I see? I think. I"m dead. But I do see, and realize that I"m covered, from head to toe, in hot red blood. The Crooked Mustache Man still has his arm outstretched, his mouth is still frozen in victory, but his skull has been split open, as if by a knife, and his blood is spilling out across my knees.
I hear Katarina wail-it"s such a primal noise that I can"t tell if it"s a cry of grief or a scream of relief-as the man, emptied of blood, turns quickly to dust, collapsing in on himself as an ashy heap.
Before I can take a breath, Katarina is up, shedding her robe and throwing on clothes, grabbing our bags.
"He died," I say. "I didn"t."
"Yes," Katarina replies. She puts on a white blouse, which she instantly ruins with the blood from her elbow, shredded from the TV screen. She throws it out, blots the blood from her elbow with a towel, and puts on another shirt.
I feel like a child, speechless, immobile, covered in blood on the floor.
That was it-the moment I"ve been training for my whole life-and all I managed was a feeble, easily deflected shove before getting tossed aside and stabbed.
"He didn"t know," I say.
"He didn"t know," she says.
What he didn"t know is that any harm inflicted on me out of order would instead be inflicted upon my attacker. I was safe from direct attack. I knew it, but I also didn"t really know it. When he stabbed me in the head, I thought I was dead. It took seeing it to believe it.
I reach up and touch my scalp. The flesh there is unbroken, it"s not even damp. . . .
There"s the proof. We are protected by the charm. As long as we stay apart from each other, we can only be killed in the order of our number.
I realize his blood has now turned to dust along with his flesh. I am no longer drenched in it.
"We have to go." Katarina has shoved my Chest into my arms, her face pressed right up to mine. I realize I"ve s.p.a.ced out, gone to a place inside my own head, reeling from the shock of what just happened. I can tell from the way she says it that this is the third or fourth time she"s repeated it, though I am only just hearing her.
"Now," she says.
Katarina drags me by the wrist, her bag slung over her shoulder. The hot asphalt of the parking lot burns the soles of my shoeless feet as we rush outside towards the truck. I carry my Chest, which feels heavy in my arms.
I have been preparing for battle my whole life, and now that it"s come all I want is to sleep. My heels drag, my arms are heavy.
"Faster!" says Katarina, pulling me along. The truck"s unlocked. I get into the pa.s.senger seat as Katarina tosses our stuff in the bed of the truck and hops into the driver"s seat. No sooner has she closed her door than I see a man racing towards us.
For a moment I think it"s the motel manager, chasing us for fleeing our bill. But then I recognize him as the cowboy from before, the one who gave me the polite nod of his cowboy hat. There"s nothing polite about the way he"s racing towards us now, his fist upraised.
His hand smashes through the gla.s.s of the pa.s.senger door and I"m sprayed with gla.s.s. His fist closes around the fabric of my shirt and I feel myself lifted out of my seat.
Katarina screams.
"Hey!" A voice from outside.
My hand scrambles, looking for something, anything to keep me in my seat. It finds only my unbuckled seat belt, which gives easily as the Mog starts pulling me through the window. I feel Katarina"s hand clutching the back of my shirt.
"I"d think twice "bout that!" I hear a man"s voice shout, and soon I am released, falling back into the seat.
I am breathless, my head spinning.
Outside the truck, a crowd has formed. Truckers and cowboys, ordinary American men. They"ve encircled the Mog. One of them has a shotgun raised, pointed right at him. With a wry, bitter smile, the Mog lifts his arms in surrender.
"The keys." Katarina is panicking, near tears. "I left them in the room."
I don"t think, I just move. I don"t know how long the Mog will be contained by the protective mob, our saviors, but I don"t care: I race back to the room, swipe the keys off the night table, and head back out into the heat of the parking lot.
The Mog is kneeling on the ground now, surrounded by angry men.
"We called the cops, miss," says one of them. I nod, my eyes teary. I"m too keyed-up even to say thanks. It"s strange and wonderful to consider that none of these men know us but they came to our aid, yet frightening that they don"t understand this Mog"s true power, that if he hadn"t been instructed to keep a low profile he"d have torn the skin clean off each of their bodies by now.
I get in the car and hand Katarina the keys. Moments later, we pull out of the lot.
I turn back for one last glance and lock eyes with the Mog. His eyes brim with reptilian hate.
He winks as we pull away.
CHAPTER EIGHT.
Katarina was wrong. I have killed before. Years ago, in Nova Scotia.
It was early winter and Katarina had released me from our studies to go play in our snowy backyard. I took to the yard like a demon, running circles in the snow in my baggy clothes, leaping into s...o...b..nks and aiming s...o...b..a.l.l.s at the sun.
I hated my c.u.mbersome jacket and waterproof pants, so once I was sure Katarina had turned from the window I shed them, stripping down to my jeans and T-shirt. It was below freezing outside, but I"ve always been tough about the cold. I continued to play and race when Clifford, the neighbors" St. Bernard, came bounding over to play with me.
He was a huge dog and I was small then, even for my age. So I climbed on top of him, clutching the warm fur of his flank. "Giddyup!" I squealed and he took off. I rode him like a pony, running laps around the yard.
Katarina had recently told me more about my history, and about my future. I wasn"t old enough to fully understand, but I knew it meant I was a warrior. This sat well with me, because I had always felt like a hero, a champion. I took this ride with Clifford as another practice run. I imagined chasing faceless enemies around the snow, hunting them down and taking them out.
Clifford had just run me to the edge of the woods when he stopped and growled. I looked up and saw a pale brown winter rabbit darting between the trees. Seconds later, I was on my back, tossed off by Clifford.
I picked myself up and dashed after Clifford into the woods. My imaginary chase had become a very real one, as Clifford ran after the darting rabbit and I followed him.
I was delirious, breathless, happy. Or I was, until the chase ended.
Clifford caught the rabbit in his jaws and reversed course, back to his owners" yard. I was equally dismayed by the end of the pursuit and by the likely end of the rabbit"s life, and I now stalked after Clifford, attempting to command the rabbit"s release.
"Bad dog," I said. "Very bad dog."
He was too content with his achievement to pay me any mind. Back in his yard, he happily nuzzled and nipped the damp fur of the rabbit. It took shoving him forcibly from the rabbit"s body for him to give it up, and even then he snapped at me.
I hissed at Clifford, and he grumpily padded off in the snow. I looked down at the rabbit, matted and b.l.o.o.d.y.
But it wasn"t dead.
All of my hardness gave way as I lifted the light, furry beast to my chest. I felt its tiny heart beating furiously, at the brink of death. Its eyes were gla.s.sy, uncomprehending.
I knew what would happen to it. Its wounds were not deep, but it would die of shock. It wasn"t dead now, but it was past life. The only thing this creature had to look forward to was the paralysis of its own fear and a slow, cold death.
I looked to the window. Katarina was out of sight. I turned back to the rabbit, knowing in an instant what the kindest thing to do was.
You are a warrior, Katarina had said.
"I am a warrior." My words turned to frost in the air before my face. I grabbed the gentle creature"s neck with both hands and gave it a good hard twist.
I buried the rabbit"s corpse deep beneath the snow, where even Clifford couldn"t find it.
Katarina was wrong: I have killed before. Out of mercy.
But not yet out of vengeance.