CHAPTER XXVII.
IN THE CONVENT.
Salome was tenderly nursed by the nuns during the nine days in which her fever raged with unabated violence.
At the end of that time, having spent all its force, the fever went off, leaving her weak as a child, in mind as well as in body.
As soon as she was convalescent the abbess had her carefully removed from the infirmary in which she had lain ill, to a s.p.a.cious chamber, with windows overlooking the convent garden--a gloomy outlook now, however, with its seared gra.s.s and withered foliage, shivering under the dreary November sky.
The room was very clean and very scantily furnished; the walls were whitewashed and the floor was painted gray. The two windows were shaded with plain white linen; the cot bedstead, which stood against the wall opposite the windows, was covered with a coa.r.s.e, white, dimity spread.
Between the windows stood a small table, covered with a white cloth, and furnished with a white, earthen-ware basin and ewer. On each side of this table sat two wooden chairs, painted gray.
In one corner of the room stood a little altar, draped with white linen, and adorned with a crucifix, surrounded with small pictures of saints and angels.
In the opposite corner stood a small, porcelain stove, which barely served to temper the coldness of the air.
There were few articles of comfort, and none of luxury, in the room--a strip of gray carpet, laid down beside the bed, an easy-chair with soft, padded back, arms, and seat, covered with white dimity, drawn up to the window nearest the stove, and a footstool of gray tapestry on the floor before it. These comforts were allowed to none but invalids.
The abbess came in to see her every day.
One morning Salome said to her visitor:
"Mother, I have left this affair with the Duke of Hereward incomplete.
I must complete it, that I may have peace."
"I do not understand you, my child," said the abbess, in some uneasiness.
"I have left him as in duty bound. I must write to him to let him know _why_ I left him; but I must not let him know the place of my retreat. I think I heard you say that our father-director was going to Rome this week?"
"Yes, my child."
"Then I will write to the Duke of Hereward for the last time, and bid him an eternal farewell. I will not date my letter from any place; but I will give it to the father-director that he may post it from Rome. You shall read my letter before I close it, dear mother. And now, on these terms, will you let me have writing materials?"
"Certainly, my child. I will send them to you; or rather I will bring them," answered the meek lady-superior, as she arose and left the room.
In a very few minutes she returned with the required articles.
Salome wrote her letter, and then submitted it to the perusal of the abbess, who accorded it her full approval.
"Now, dear mother, if the father-director will take that with him and post it from Rome, all will be over between the Duke of Hereward and myself! We shall be dead to each other," said Salome, as the abbess took the letter and left the room.
Then the invalid sank back, exhausted, in her easy-chair.
In this easy-chair by the window, with her feet upon the footstool, Salome sat day after day of her convalescence; sometimes for hours together, with her hands clasped upon her lap, and her eyes fixed upon the floor, in a sort of stupor; sometimes with her sad gaze turned upon the sear garden, as she murmured to herself:
"Withered like my life!"
Some one among the nuns was always with her; but she took no notice of her companion, seeming quite unconscious of the sister"s presence.
The abbess had taken care to have books of devotion laid upon her little table, but Salome never opened one of them.
Apathy, lethargy, like a moral death, had fallen upon her.
The story of her sorrows, known only to the abbess, to whom she had confided it on the eve of her illness, was never alluded to.
Salome seemed to have buried it in silence. The abbess feared to raise it from the dead.
Not one in the convent suspected the real circ.u.mstances of the case.
All the sisterhood knew Miss Salome Levison, the young English heiress, who had been educated within their walls; all knew that in leaving the convent, three years before she had declared her intention to return at the end of three years and take the vail. She had returned, according to her word, and no one was surprised. Her sickness they considered purely accidental. They had no knowledge of her marriage. She was to them still Miss Salome Levison, who had once been their pupil, and was now soon to be their sister.
No newspapers were taken in at the convent, or the nuns might have seen repeated notices of her approaching marriage before it took place, as well as a long account of the ceremony and the breakfast, after they had come off.
The abbess tried many gentle expedients to arouse Salome from her moral torpor, but all her efforts were fruitless.
Salome had once been an enthusiast in music, and a very accomplished performer on several instruments. Her favorite had always been the harp, and next to that the guitar.
She was not yet strong enough to play on the former, but she might very well manage the latter.
So the abbess caused a light and elegant little guitar to be placed in her room.
Salome never even noticed it; but sat with her eyes fixed on her clasped hands that lay on her lap.
So November and a good part of December pa.s.sed, with very little change.
The abbess, whose rule was absolute in her own house, had most solemnly warned the whole sisterhood that they were not to speak of "Miss Levison"s" presence in the convent to any visitor, or pupil, or any other person whatever, or to write of it to any correspondent. The nuns had obeyed their abbess so well, that not a whisper of Salome"s presence in the house had been heard outside its walls.
At length Christmas drew near.
The academy was closed for the season, and the pupils all went home to spend their holidays.
After the departure of their young charges, the sisterhood were very busy in making preparations to celebrate the joyous anniversary of our Lord"s birth.
There were so many delightful little duties to be done; the chapel to be decorated with evergreens and exotics; the shrines of the saints to be decked; extra dainties to be made for the sick in the Infirmary; presents to be got up for the aged men and women of the "Home" attached to the convent; entertaining books to be selected and inscribed with the names of the boys and girls of their Orphan Asylum; doll-babies to be dressed and toys to be chosen for the infants of their Foundling; and, finally, a great Christmas-tree to be mounted and decorated for the delight of the whole community within their walls.
The sisterhood took so much pleasure in all these preparations for Christmas, that it occurred to the abbess she might be able so far to interest her unhappy guest in the work as to arouse her from that fearful lethargy which seemed to be destroying both her mind and body.
Salome Levison, while she had been a pupil in the convent, had never performed any services for the charities of the community except by giving liberally from her ample means.
Gladly would she have ministered in person to the needs of old age, illness, or infancy; but for her to have done so would have been against the rules of the establishment. The pupils of the academy were not permitted to hold any intercourse whatever with the inmates of the charitable inst.i.tutions of the convent. This was a concession to the prudence of parents, who feared all manner of contaminations from any communication between their children and such _miserables_.
The convent was so planned as to effect a complete separation between the academy and the asylums.
The buildings were erected around a hollow square. They measured a hundred feet on each side, and arose to a height of four stories.